Chapter 1055: The next person you fall in love with is mine

Fu Zhe lowered his head, looked at the wine bottle in his hand, and paused for a long time.

"Actually, you should be able to easily guess, yes, Zhuo Shi, she hopes that after her death, she will transplant the corners and membranes of her eyes to me, so that I can restore my light. ”

"I am born blind, but it is not without treatment, the doctor has diagnosed that as long as the corners and membranes of the eyes are replaced, it can be completely recovered. ”

"Restoring the light was my greatest wish for more than 20 years of my life. ”

"However, I am an orphan, an orphan who sells music for a living, and I have no money to buy precious eye and membrane transplants, almost for the rest of my life. ”

At that time, there was a chance for me to regain my light, but I did not look happy at all. ”

"For the first twenty-two years of my life, my life was dark, until I met Zhuo Shi, who gave me the color of life, and she was my happiness. But now, my happiness is about to leave me, and I have made up my mind to go with my happiness, so what's the point of restoring the light? ”

"Meaningless!"

"Until then, my greatest wish was to see this colorful world, to see the red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple that everyone talks about, to see the bright red flowers, the emerald green leaves, the blue sky, the yellow earth, and to see the people with yellow skin, black hair and black eyes. ”

"However, when I found out that Zhuo Shi was about to leave me, those long-standing wishes were so dispensable. ”

"Without Zhuo Shi, this world will no longer have any attraction to me, so I plan to leave with her after Zhuo Shi leaves. ”

But in the end, I thought about it for a long time and agreed to Zhuo Shi's request. I agreed to have her eye corners and membranes transplanted. ”

"First, I fulfilled Zhuo Shi's wish, I don't want her to be at the last moment of her life, but I still have to worry about me, so that she can leave with peace of mind. ”

"The second is that although this world is no longer attractive to me, I suddenly have a strong desire to see what Zhuo Shi looks like before leaving this world, and see what the person I love the most looks like when I have been with me for four years. Look at how beautiful and touching the angels who have embraced me for four years and changed my life. ”

So, I agreed to transplant the corners of the eye and membrane, and on the hospital bed, I held Zhuo Shi's hand tightly, and after seeing her off for the last time, I was immediately pushed into the operating room. ”

"Thankfully, the operation was a success. It took four hours for surgery on the corners and membranes of both eyes, six hours after which I was awakened from the anesthetic in the hospital bed, and then a week after the original recovery period to remove the blindfold from my face. ”

"But I didn't want to wait that long, so I stayed in the hospital bed for three days, and after I felt that the itchiness of my eyes had been reduced to a tolerable range, I took it off myself without waiting for the doctor to help me remove it. ”

"Because as long as I see Zhuo Shi, I will leave this world with her, so whether my eyes can be fully restored and whether there will be any sequelae is not in my consideration at all. I just hope that Zhuo Shi won't wait too long for Zhuo Shi. ”

"Then I didn't even have time to experience this new world, I wanted to see Zhuo Shi for the first time, according to the original arrangement, Zhuo Shi should still be waiting for me in the basement of the hospital at that time, but ....... ”

"When I saw her again, all I had left was a box of ashes and a letter. ”

"Do you know what I felt like at the time?"

Zhang Kun shook his head, Fu Zhe's face showed a trace of bitterness, and he didn't tell his feelings at the time in detail, and continued.

"At that time, I almost trembled and took the urn and the letter. I can't believe what is happening. ”

"I sat in the ward with the urn in my arms for a long time before slowly opening the letter Zhuo Shi left for me. ”

There was only a blank photograph in the letter, and only two sentences were written on it. ”

"Don't think about what I look like, the next person you fall in love with is what I look like. ”

"Live well, don't do stupid things, take my eyes, take my share, work hard to live together, just listen to me, okay. ”

"The next person I love is what she looks like. Zhang Kun, do you understand how I felt at the time, even if I died, I still gave up everything for me, even if there were traces of this world. ”

After that, I left the hospital, frantically searching for pictures of Zhuo Shi's past. However, no, not a single one, Zhuo Shi did not leave me anything, not even the smallest photo. ”

"So, all the while, I didn't even see the person I loved the most, what it looked like. ”

"In my impression, all Zhuo Shi has is a round face, smooth hair, and a slight fragrance all over her body, but other than that, there is nothing, no more. ”

"I've imagined Zhuo Shi countless times, but I don't know what Zhuo Shi looks like. ”

"I once asked people who had seen Zhuo Shi frantically, wanting to know what Zhuo Shi looked like from them, but all I got was that Zhuo Shi wore a mask all the year round and never showed her face in front of outsiders. The only thing I got was Zhuo Shi's big and smart eyes. ”

"But what is agility, and how big is it? I don't know. ”

"With people's descriptions one by one, I have constructed the appearance of Zhuo Shi in my heart again and again, but I can't construct anything. ”

"I love Zhuo Shi, she is the person I love the most in my life, but I don't even know what the person I love the most looks like, you say, is this a great irony?"

"I also thought about going with Zhuo Shi desperately, but if I did that, Zhuo Shi would definitely be very sad. ”

"After all, I have disobeyed Zhuo Shi's words countless times, but I must be obedient once in a while. ”

"This is Zhuo Shi's last wish, so I survived, like a humble ant, living in this world. ”

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