Chapter 7: Hiding Tears to the Heart
I had a very poor sense of direction, and I went around the mall for a long time before I pushed the car into the supermarket. Looking at the dazzling array of goods, I was in a good mood and began to purchase with a little song.
At the same time, Feng Tuo also came to the mall, parked the car, and took the elevator directly to the supermarket. Feng Tuo looked around, found an empty car, and pushed it to the daily necessities area. Thinking that there were basically no kitchen supplies, Feng Tuo simply bought them all, what rice cookers, electric baking pans, woks, steamers, and after a while, the car was jammed for more than half of it, and then walked towards the food area satisfied.
Linuo pushed the cart full of snacks to the fresh and cooked food area of vegetables and fruits, picked up the apples and smelled them, smiled and took the fresh-keeping bag on the side, put several in a row, and grabbed the grapes on the side and tasted them, they were quite sweet, and Linuo filled a bunch of grapes. Then I turned to the vegetable area on the side, picked a few cabbage, celery, and took some tomatoes, green beans, a few cucumbers, bitter gourd, looked at the car was almost full, worried that I couldn't carry it back, and watched the watermelon reluctantly leave. What she didn't know was that Feng Tuo had seen her a long time ago, and then she hadn't moved.
Linuo walked out of the mall with his hands full and came to the side of the road, ready to take a taxi, when suddenly a black car stopped in front of her. Linuo moved to the side, but the car retreated, and it was repeated two or three times before she reacted, and when she looked in, Feng Tuo was staring at her. Li Nuo stood up straight, turned around and wanted to leave, Feng Tuo saw the situation and pulled the door to get out of the car, quickly snatched the things from Li Nuo's hand, put them in the back seat, and then opened the passenger door, "You don't want to see me so much, get in the car!" After speaking, he turned around and walked back to the car.
"It's not...", Li Nuo hesitated for a moment, sat in the car, and clasped his fingers at a loss.
"Seat belt..."Feng Tuo originally wanted to help her fasten it, but he was afraid of scaring her again, so he reminded her softly.
Linuo listened and hurriedly tied it, "Okay." As soon as he got out of the car, he drove out.
"How's it going?" said Linuo broke the somewhat oppressive atmosphere in the car.
"Lately?" Feng Tuo glanced at her.
"How have you been in the past few years?" said Linuo.
"What do you mean?"
"I heard that you have a family, congratulations. ”
"Who said that!" Feng Tuo raised his voice and turned his head to look at Linuo.
"Stay safe, you're driving. Linuo reminded.
Feng Tuo turned his head, "Being with me makes you so uneasy?" You have been clasping your fingers since you got in the car, and your habits have not changed. ”
The movement of Linuo's hand stopped abruptly, "Why don't you answer my question?" she felt that he was deliberately avoiding the question by changing the subject.
"Then let me ask you a question, why did you break up in the first place?!" Feng Tuo said coldly, this was a question he had been asking for many years late, and it was also a question he had thought about for many years.
As soon as the question came out, Linuo lowered his head and stopped talking.
Feng Tuo was angry and annoyed, hit the steering wheel, and parked the car on the side of the road, "It seems that I came back for nothing! Get out of the car!"
Li Nuo was first startled by the sudden sharp turn of the car, and then Feng Tuo's words made her even more panicked.
"I said get out of the car!" Feng Tuo raised his voice and repeated again.
Linuo trembled, his eyes were foggy, he unbuckled his seat belt, opened the door and got out of the car. The car drove away without a pause, and in a trance she felt as if something had been left behind, and by the time she remembered it, the car was long gone.
Linuo sat in the taxi, full of grievances, tears falling uncontrollably, recalling the scene before the breakup.
Ten years ago, Feng Tuo's mother Anya suddenly found Linuo's school. At that time, it was close to the holiday, and most of the people in the dormitory left, leaving only Linuo and Meng Yao. As soon as Anya came in, she kicked Meng Yao out, "I have something to say to Linuo, please go out first." ”
Before Meng Yao went out, he whispered a few words in Linuo's ear, "I'm just outside the door, something to call me." Feng Tuoke said, her mother's state is getting worse and worse, you should be careful. Lino nodded, then closed the door slightly.
Linuo poured a cup of tea and brought it to Anya, "Auntie, you drink water." ”
"You don't have to do this, no matter how much you do, I can't look down on it, I'm born with a flattering look!" Anya said viciously.
Meng Yao outside the door couldn't bear this sentence anymore, but he was worried that he would break in hard, which would make things worse, so he wanted to call Feng Tuo, but as a result, his mobile phone was forgotten in the dormitory, so he could only be in a hurry outside.
"Auntie, do you have something to say. Although Linuo knew that she was stimulated because of her husband's cheating, she still couldn't stand it when she heard such words.
"The purpose of my coming today is to let you break up with my family Feng Tuo, and stop getting entangled. ”
"Auntie, we like each other, we really know each other..."
"What a shame!" Anya scolded.
Meng Yao couldn't listen anymore, pushed the door in, and protected Linuo behind her, "Auntie, my family Linuo saw that you are an elder and treated you respectfully, why did you become even worse?" Linuo pulled Meng Yao's clothes and signaled her to calm down.
Anya pushed Meng Yao away and grabbed Linuo's hand suddenly, "Linuo, Auntie knows that you are a good boy, so can you return Feng Tuo to Auntie?" Auntie has no home anymore, Auntie doesn't want to lose Feng Tuo anymore, okay?"
Linuo was taken aback, looking at Anya in front of him, not knowing what to do.
Meng Yao rubbed her buttocks, and then came over to separate Anya and Linuo, "Auntie, if you do this again, I'll call someone!"
"Then Auntie begs you, Auntie begs you, Auntie begs you to return Feng Tuo to me, okay?" Anya was about to kneel down with a crying voice.
Linuo Meng Yao hurriedly dragged her up, helped her to the chair and sat down, the two saw that Anya was slowly calming down, and was just about to take a breath, who had taken the fruit knife on the table from her and put it on her neck, "Even if I die, I won't let you be together!"
Seeing this, Meng Yao hurriedly stepped forward, "Auntie, put down the knife, we have something to say!"
"Two days ago, I told Feng Tuo that he went abroad to join his uncle, and he refused. He's been very obedient since he was a child, and he hasn't talked back to me, it must be because of you, you vixen!" Anya shouted excitedly.
"Auntie, Auntie, you put the knife down. ”
"Auntie, I promise you, I will call him in the evening and tell him that you can put the knife down. Linuo replied with tears in his eyes.
Meng Yao was stunned, "Linuo, you can think clearly!"
"You mean... Really?" Anya nodded when she saw Linuo, and then she put down the knife tremblingly, and there were already blood marks on her neck.
Linuo hurriedly found a band-aid and walked over, Anya leaned back, "Your neck is bleeding, I'll put a band-aid on you to avoid infection." After speaking, Linuo sniffed and held back tears.
"Linuo, Auntie, thank you. Anya got up and left.
Linuo waited for the door to close, sitting on the bed weakly, Meng Yao hurriedly sat beside her, "Linuo, what you just said is not true, just to stabilize her, right?"
"As far as Auntie's current situation is concerned, isn't it okay not to break up?" Linuo's face was already full of tears, and Meng Yao on the side hugged her distressedly, "Since we're going to break up, today's matter will stop here..." Meng Yao let go of the hand holding Linuo when she heard this, "What?!You have suffered such a big grievance, and you didn't even tell him?!It's right for people to be kind, but like you, that's stupid, really stupid..."Meng Yao said and cried, and hugged Linuo into his arms again, and the two cried for a long time.
Linuo stabilized his mood, took out his mobile phone, and pondered how to send this forced breakup message.
Meng Yao walked in with dinner, "Really think about it, don't see each other again..."Linuo shook his head, "I don't have that confidence, I'm afraid I won't be able to say it after I meet him." ”
"Alright, let's eat first. Meng Yao put the thing in front of her.
Linuo Mu shook his head, "I can't eat... Or send a message first. ”
"Let's break up!" Within two minutes, the phone rang.
"Are you sure?"
"Hmm. Linuo went back ruthlessly.
"Good!"
When Linuo saw the news of coming back again, tears burst instantly, and I was still lucky, and sure enough, the relationship between us was vulnerable.
Meng Yao looked at Linuo, who suddenly burst into tears, took the mobile phone on the table, and immediately exploded, "Feng Tuo is a bastard!" and then slammed the phone against the wall.
After that, Meng Yao bought a new mobile phone and a new number. Linuo has always kept the old phone card and the number, but he didn't dare to use it again.
Retracting his memories, and thinking of Feng Tuo's actions just now, Linuo cried aggrievedly. The driver looked at her through the rearview mirror, "Girl, there is a tissue on the back of the passenger seat, and there is nothing that cannot be passed." ”
Listening to the comfort of strangers, Linuo cried, and the driver shook his head helplessly, and turned on the radio, "Audience friends, let's end today's show in JJ Lin Junjie's "Cultivating Love", we will see you next week."
"Why should you be disappointed, hide your tears to your heart. The past doesn't lie, don't be embarrassed by it, we don't need to be like this between the two of us. I think that by cultivating the sadness of love, I will learn to let go of my previous desires. We have to forget how hard it is for us to believe. Appreciation from a distance, confusion at close range, who said that the sun would find the moon. We can't imitate the love that others have......"
Twenty minutes later, Linuo returned to the house, took out his mobile phone, and found that there was a strange short message, and at the same time a line appeared in front of her, and also told her the owner of the message.
"I've got something, I'm going to take it, come to 1808!"
Linuo looked at his red eyes from crying in the mirror, thought twice, and decided to ignore the news.
Feng Tuo regretted it after driving Linuo out of the car, and hurriedly turned around and went back, but he didn't see Linuo, he slammed the steering wheel hard, complaining that he was too impulsive.
Feng Tuo returned to the community, came to 1608 with his belongings, and rang the doorbell, but no one answered, so he had to give up and carry the things back to his room. After thinking about it, he took out his phone and sent a message to Linuo.
Half an hour later, Feng Tuo took a shower and picked up his mobile phone again, there was no news, he began to worry, for fear that something would happen to her, and he thought about calling hurriedly, but no one answered several in a row. Feng Tuo panicked, hurriedly went to change his clothes, the elevator was occupied, and immediately ran into the stairwell.
Linuo had just come out of the bathroom, and before he could look at his phone, he heard a quick knock on the door, huh? Who could it be so late? Thinking about walking over and opening the door. I saw Feng Tuo appear at the door with worry written on his face, panting, and wet hair. Before Linuo could speak, he was hugged into Feng Tuo's arms, "Why don't you answer the phone!"
Linuo was stunned for a moment, struggling to push Feng Tuo away, but the more she pushed, the tighter she found that the bundle was tighter, she was very weak at this time, she was in the taxi and she thought very clearly, since each other's existence has become a harm, then why bother to entangle, "Please let go." ”
Feng Tuo didn't expect to say such words from her mouth, and slowly let go, his eyes were full of loneliness, "What did you say?"
Linuo opened his mouth, but he was still ruthless, "Please pay attention to your identity, you are already married, don't do anything out of bounds." ”
Feng Tuo fell into disappointment again, and his tone became cold, "Crossing the line?"
Linuo forced himself to look him in the eye, "Yes!
At this time, Feng Tuo noticed Linuo's red eyes, and raised his hand distressedly, but when he saw Linuo's steps back, he immediately gave up, "How can you be so sure, my move is out of bounds, isn't it uncontrollable, and the rest of the feelings are not over?"
Linuo had to admit that her heart was beating again, but the past would not lie, so why bother with each other? "Can you give me my things?"
She fled again, not giving herself any room to maneuver, Feng Tuo was full of disbelief, and stepped forward to tie her to the wall, "Are you sure that you don't have any nostalgia for me?!"
"Yes, the moment you replied 'yes' ten years ago, it wasn't there!" said Lino through gritted teeth, but her clenched fists had betrayed her.
Feng Tuo panicked, he completely lost his confidence and wanted to recover her confidence. Feng Tuo leaned against the opposite wall weakly, Li Nuo admitted that she was distressed at this moment, what a proud person he was, and now he looked like a beggar with nothing.
Feng Tuo got up and walked out. Linuo stared at his back, his eyes reddened, slowly closed the door, and crouched beside the door and cried bitterly.
After a while, the doorbell rang again, Linuo wiped the tears on his face, opened the door, the entire corridor was empty, lowered his head, and found something that was left on the ground and fell on Feng Tuo's car. The tears broke down again, and it seemed that it really didn't matter. You finally got what you wanted, but why did your heart hurt like it had been poached?
After Feng Tuo, who was in the elevator room, heard the sound of the door closing, he slowly walked to the stairwell. What the hell is wrong with us? Why?
Ten years ago, it was going to be a summer vacation, and Feng Tuo was very happy, because he could see Linuo again. After graduating from high school, the two were admitted to different universities. Feng Tuo was admitted to the University of Science and Technology in City B, and Linuo wanted to be admitted to the same school as him, but considering that his grandparents were old and his father was away from home for a long time, in order to take care of them, Linuo chose to stay in City X.
Feng Tuo happily packed his luggage, his mobile phone rang, and when he saw that it was from Linuo, he hurriedly opened it, "Let's break up." ”
Instantly stunned in place, Feng Tuo was confused, obviously he was fine yesterday, and he talked on the phone in the morning, why did he suddenly break up, Feng Tuo was a little anxious.
At this time, Zhang Zhang walked in, "You haven't confiscated your things yet, okay?" Seeing Feng Tuo sitting on the bed decadently, staring at the phone motionlessly, "What's wrong with you?" said and took the phone and looked at it, "I'm going, I'm going to break up, what's wrong with you?"
Feng Tuo shook his head, "I also want to know, why..."
"Then where do you ask?!" Zhang Zhang was a little anxious, and thought about it, "Hey? No, is Linuo trying to get away with it? You wait, I'll go back and forth." Zhang Zhang said back, "Are you sure?"
"Hmm. ”
"Okay!" After Zhang Zhang finished sending, he waited for a long time and didn't receive a reply, and he panicked all of a sudden, "Brother, it seems that you really want to break up! Hurry up, you call back!"
Feng Tuo was still thinking nonsense, but when he heard Zhang Zhang shouting like this, he shook his senses, "What are you doing?!" took the mobile phone handed by Zhang Li, "You?!Hi!"
Hurriedly broadcast Linuo's number, "I'm sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off, sorry..."
"I'm with me?"
"What do you say?!You get into trouble, you don't solve it!" Feng Tuo said angrily.
"Okay, okay, don't worry! I'll book a ticket now, we'll be there in the evening, it's not too late!" Zhang Zhang said and began to search for the nearest ticket.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Feng Tuo and Zhang Zhang finally came to Linuo's house, saw that the lights were still on in the house, and prepared to go upstairs. At this time, seeing Meng Yao coming out of it to throw garbage, the two hurriedly greeted her, "Is Linuo here?" ”
Meng Yao stepped forward and punched Feng Tuo in the stomach, "You're a bastard! Since you've broken up, please don't bother her again!" After speaking, he turned around and was about to leave.
Zhang Li hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her, "Meng Yao, listen to me, I sent the news just now, regardless of Feng Tuo's affairs." ”
Meng Yao listened to this ridiculous reason and scoffed, "Feng Tuo, I misjudged you! You know how much Linuo has been wronged, you actually agreed without asking anything, you know Linuo..."
They didn't expect things to turn out like this. Zhang Zhang scolded himself countless times in his heart, pretending to be smart, how could he forget that Linuo was just like a blank piece of paper, how could he want to be captured, "Meng Yao, don't cry! What I just said is true, I swear! Since high school, we have been together, how Feng Tuo is to Linuo, don't you know? The text message really wasn't sent by him!"
Meng Yao was extremely disappointed when she listened to Zhang Li's words. At that time, Linuo was radiant, and the people who pursued her lined up, but no one expected that she would choose Feng Tuo in the end, an unsociable, and even somewhat strange person. "Hehehe! It doesn't matter who sent the message, the result is the same now, so let's go!"
"Meng Yao!" Feng Tuo called out to her, and took out something wrapped in brown paper from his schoolbag, "You give this to her!
Meng Yao looked at him, hesitated for a few seconds, thinking that he was still buying drunk Linuo in the house, he was still a little unbearable, took the things, and turned to go upstairs.
Feng Tuo took out his mobile phone, "Tomorrow I will be waiting for you in the playground where I confessed to you, if you don't come, I won't leave, I will wait for you until you tell me why!"
In this way, Feng Tuo waited on the playground for three days, did not eat a mouthful of food, did not drink a drop of water, and finally fainted in the playground, was found by the patrolling guard uncle, and was sent to the hospital.
Anya looked at Feng Tuo, who was pale on the hospital bed, and felt a little guilty, "Eat something." ”
"How could she be so ruthless... Without her, what else is there to be nostalgic here", tears slipped out of his eyes, Feng Tuo turned his head, "Mom, let's go to country A." ”
Anya shook Feng Tuo's hand and nodded with tears, "Okay, let's go..."
In a trance all the way, Feng Tuo, who returned to the house, took out the mobile phone that had been treasured for ten years in the drawer in the middle of the coffee table. Swiping the phone, the text message is still stuck on the day ten years ago, the call has been made many times, but none of them have passed. After arriving in country A, when it was difficult and painful, he would take it out and look at it, he hoped for a miracle, but it seemed that God was testing him. In the past ten years, there has not been a single unread text message or missed call on the mobile phone screen after swiping.
What Feng Tuo didn't know was that he hadn't read the text message from beginning to end. What he didn't know was that after he and Zhang Zhang left downstairs from Linuo, she drank until her stomach bleed and was sent to the hospital, and she was not taken home by her father until half a month later.