The night was still long, but Gu Hansheng knew that he wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.

He lay on the bed for a while, hearing the sound of his own pounding heartbeat slowly calm down, and the figure in his mind had slowly disappeared.

Gu Hansheng opened his eyes and stared at the dark ceiling.

It turned out to be five years.

This is how time consumes the will and spirit of man.

He even felt that if another five years passed, he would not even forget what Ah Shu looked like.

Yes, five years have passed, and many people have forgotten her.

From time to time, his mother advised him to think about his future.

He is thirty-five years old this Chinese New Year's Eve.

Thirty-five years old, no wife, no children, not even a future.

The scenery is in the season of prudence...... They would never mention anything related to Ah Shu in front of him, even if there was anything to do with her.

Sometimes when he woke up from a nightmare, he felt that he should forget about her.

But he was reluctant to forget her every day.

Even if he couldn't clearly remember her appearance in his mind at a certain moment, Gu Hansheng would feel panicked.

In his bedside table, he has a bottle of sleeping pills all year round.

Gu Hansheng thought that if he really couldn't even remember what she looked like one day, it would definitely be because she didn't want to wait for him, if so, then he would go to see her.

At that point, he couldn't care about anything else.

If it is reported in the news that the chairman of a certain group committed suicide by swallowing medicine in the middle of the night, I am afraid that everyone will find it funny and ridiculous.

But in fact, except for a few friends around him, who knows the truth?

They don't need to know.

In fact, five years have passed, and he doesn't feel much anymore.

It seems to have become a habit.

In addition to nightmares at night, in fact, he doesn't think of her all the time like he did at the beginning, he works in the company, he imagines that she is tired of shopping, takes the car downstairs to the company, calls him and asks her to go down to pick him up.

Several times, he ran down, stunned at the hall, where there were all faces, but there was no her.

When he looked down at the papers, he imagined her nesting up on the couch not far from her, swiping a TV series on a tablet, reading fashion magazines, but when he looked up, he could not hear the noise of soap operas in the quiet space, let alone the sound of pages turning.

Walked out, the couch area was empty and there was no her.

So at this time, he wondered, would she sleep in the lounge?

Then he turned around and strode towards the lounge, and the result was the same, the bedding was neat, the veil fluttered beside the bed, but there was no her.

Go home from work.

He would have thought she was sitting on the carpet in the living room, with her languid ball-haired head, a pair of silver-rimmed glasses, her broken hair falling into her neck, a soft sweater, and her head bowed to dry the bouquet with Qu Eucalyptus.

At this time, he would always speed up his pace, and when he got home and faced the cold silence of the room, he turned on the light and the room became bright.

A great sense of loneliness and powerlessness came over him.

He looked out at the dark sky and remembered that one night in the late summer, she was standing a few meters in front of her, and in the bright light, she said she wanted to go out.

Why did he refuse her at that time?

Oh, he told her that the night in Yucheng was cold at the end of summer, and it was not advisable to go out for a walk, but to sleep soundly in bed.

At that time, I only felt pain deep into my limbs.

Later, after a long time, he got used to it.

Even if she is not in this world, having her everywhere will make him feel at ease.

Later, he didn't think of her very often.

I didn't think anything of it, but when I ate private food in a private restaurant, I was a little sad to think that she couldn't eat such delicious things anymore, and when I went out, I was sad to see that the flowers were blooming and the trees were green.

It's like when he saw a beautiful necklace in a magazine, thinking that he couldn't buy it anymore to help her wear it around her neck, it was a pity, looking at the sun outside, and thinking that if she was still there, that day must be as warm as this sunshine.

It's like when he clicked on her WeChat later, the black and white avatar was still the one he had put on, but he still felt empty in his heart when he saw it.

As long as he thought that she could no longer live this ordinary and perhaps uneventful day, he was sad.

But it doesn't matter, we'll meet eventually.

After lying down for nearly an hour, feeling a little hungry, Gu Hansheng got up.

At two o'clock in the morning, it was quiet everywhere.

Just after Qingming, he went to the suburban cemetery today, in front of her grave.

He didn't bring anything, and then sat quietly in front of the grave for two hours, without saying anything to her, and he thought that he could still remember her, and that would be enough.

She could no longer drink this year's new tea, nor could she see the spring flowers, the summer rain and the autumn leaves, and it didn't make much sense for him to talk to himself about the cold name on the tombstone.

When he opened the refrigerator, he saw the Qingtuan made by Qu Eucalyptus.

For a moment, Gu Hansheng stood still.

Something liquid slammed into the ground one by one.

Have you ever eaten the Qingtuan, and have you ever eaten the pastries that every household in Qu Yu's hometown has to eat during the Qingming Festival?

Thinking about it like this, Gu Hansheng was not hungry again.

He closed the refrigerator door and headed upstairs barefoot, ready to go to his study to find a movie to pass the long time.

Until five o'clock in the morning.

He raised his head and saw the gray sky outside the window, there was still an hour before dawn, and at this time Gu Hansheng clearly remembered that Jing Yu said that he had found Mo Xiangsi, and not only that, Mo Xiangsi also gave birth to a daughter to him.

Four-year-old ......

Gu Han suddenly buried his face in his palm, if he and Ah Shu had a child, then the child should be four years old this year, right?

If he has a child, what should he name him/her?

How he/she should be educated.

Will he and Ah Shu's child be a boy or a girl?

He is thirty-five years old this year, then he will give him the best of himself, and in the future he will hand over the company to him, and then he will take Ah Shu out to travel, wherever he goes, as long as she likes it......

Gu Hansheng took a break for an hour in the picture he had constructed in his mind, which was a rare dream in the past few years.

......

Budapest.

Liang Jiujiu's condition stabilized, and she was sleeping in the hospital room.

Mo Xiangsi breathed a sigh of relief, stretched out her hand and heard the sound of opening the door, she turned her head to meet the blazing eyes of Shangjingyu.

He looked at the tiny undulating mass on the hospital bed, his heart pounding.

Mo Xiangsi frowned, got up and walked towards him, and at the same time blocked his view.

The door opened, Jing Yu retracted his gaze, and followed Mo Xiangsi all the way out.

in the hallway.

He saw Mo Xiangsi leaning on the railing and fiddling with her mobile phone with her head down, her brows were still knotted, and she was thinking about how to prevaricate this matter with Liang Shu.

On an April day, Mo Xiangsi was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, with a thin suspender belt on top of it, and the waist was too thin, as if it could be pinched off by someone.

Jing Yu swallowed his saliva, he took off his coat and walked over to cover Mo Xiangsi's shoulder.

Mo Xiangsi bounced away like an electric shock, covered the phone in the palm of his hand by the way, and stared at him vigilantly, "What are you doing?"

The coat fell to the ground, Jing Yu bent down and picked it up, compared with Mo Xiangsi, his behavior seemed a little humble and cheap.

But he does.

Jing Yu stared at the place where she showed a large area of skin, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and thought that the gringo had touched her waist just now, maybe it would be ...... Thinking of this, the string in Jing Yu's mind gradually became untenable.

But Mo Xiangsi is full of aura now, she doesn't give him a good face, but he can't give her a face like this.

What if it suddenly disappears like it did five years ago?

In particular, he now has a lovely daughter.

Thinking of Jiujiu, Jing Yu's Adam's apple moved, stepped forward, and took a step closer to Mo Xiangsi, his voice was a little different from himself, and asked, "I didn't know she couldn't eat ice cream." ”

Mo Xiangsi didn't raise his head, "I don't blame you, don't get in the way of my eyes here, stay where it's cool." ”

“......”

Jing Yu clasped his hands, staring at Mo Xiangsi's gaze a little greedy, "Jiujiu, it's my daughter, right?"

He remembered that the week before they separated five years ago, he and her had been tired of being together, there was no condom, many times they were directly in it, she had never taken medicine, and the chance of pregnancy was still very high.

And when the time is calculated, it is just about the same as Jiujiu.

Mo Xiangsi almost thought that he had misheard.

She turned off her phone, clasped her hands on her chest and raised her chin to look at him, her red lips curled up slightly, and she sneered: "She told you her surname is Jing?"

Jingyu didn't think that Jiujiu didn't have any problems with the same surname, after all, she gave birth to this child silently, and he had never participated in her growth, thinking about it, Jingyu felt a little guilty.

He looked at Mo Xiangsi with an apologetic and distressed expression, "I know you hate me, and it's normal for a child not to follow my surname, but she is definitely my daughter." ”

"Your daughter? Mo Xiangsi slapped away his outstretched hand.

But Jingyu was an expression that I didn't care if she was my daughter, and he reached out to Mo Xiangsi's hand again, Mo Xiangsi was impatient, took two steps back and stared at him coldly, and his tone was a little more frivolous and vicious, "What do you think you are in my heart Mo Xiangsi? I was at best your first and second mothers and junior children, and I didn't get any money from you, and I still have to give you a child, what are you dreaming of?"

In the next second, Mo Xiangsi clapped his hands and said, "However, I won't mention the things you were willing to do, anyway, we have nothing to do with each other." ”

Jing Yu looked a little pained on his face, staring at her deadly.

Mo Xiangsi rarely saw him like this, tilted his head slightly, curled a strand of hair around his index finger, and smiled very heartlessly, "Don't look like I'm scum of you, I didn't know that you got married and came to sleep with you, it was my fault, but then you knew that you had a wife, and you came to recruit me, it was you who did it." The two of us are generally black, don't make you feel so wronged. ”

"Also, I don't think I've seen you before, I won't pursue the fact that you beat my new boyfriend, but don't appear in front of me in the future," Mo Xiangsi finally let go of the strand of hair that was tortured by his fingers, and pointed his index finger at the ward, "Also, she is not my own daughter, let alone your daughter, don't rush to be a father to others." ”

Mo Xiangsi's mouth, a person who has no rank, can't say it.

Jing Yu didn't take advantage of Mo Xiangsi much before, he relied on his brute strength.

The tone of these words is very unpleasant to listen to now.

His eyebrows twisted into Sichuan characters, "New boyfriend?"

Mo Xiangsi raised his eyebrows and did not speak.

Jing Yu took another step closer to her, and grabbed the big palm of his coat with extra force, "How many boyfriends have you had over the years?"

"Hmm......" Mo Xiangsi stretched out a finger against his chest, and then pushed his whole person out, she was a little distressed, and pulled her fingers, "I'm sorry, I really can't count it." ”

"How many of them have become your men?" Jing Yu continued to ask.

Mo Xiangsi frowned, narrowed her eyes, the expression on her face became cold by the way, she didn't hesitate this time, and replied to him coldly: "I can't count it." ”

Soon, without waiting for Jingyu to react, Mo Xiangsi pushed him away, "Don't look at me like this." ”

Mo Xiangsi prepared to leave.

But Jing Yu grabbed his wrist, he had more strength, scratched her, Mo Xiangsi was anxious, "Who the are you? It's been five years since all the trivial things between the two of us, what do you mean? I didn't destroy your family, and I didn't dig your ancestral grave, what do you mean by catching me and not letting go?"

Touching her soft wrist, Jingyu's mood suddenly improved.

But he still didn't let go of Mo Xiangsi.

He stepped forward, his body almost touching hers, and no matter what the occasion was, he said, "Mo Xiangsi, you broke me." ”

Mo Xiangsi had a question mark on his face.

"I haven't had a woman in five years, don't you think you should take some responsibility?"

"If you don't have a woman, you can go and find it. Mo Xiangsi said.

"I can't. Jing Yu quickly replied.

“......？”

Jing Yu clenched her hand, "Shi is not even more up." ”

Mo Xiangsi shook off his hand, and the disgust and ridicule in his eyes were very strong.

Someone grabbed his wrist again.

The next second, Jing Yu said, "But it's all right just now," he clasped his fingers on her palm, "when I saw you." ”

After he finished speaking, his gaze met that of Ji Shen, who was standing behind Mo Xiangsi.

There is no doubt that Ji Shen listened to everything Jingyu's words.

To be honest, of course Ji Shen felt embarrassed.

But he has been by Gu Hansheng's side for so many years, and he has never seen any big scenes, and now this, although he is shocked, he can still accept it.

Jing Yu didn't have any reaction on his face, compared to other people's eyes, he cared more about Mo Xiangsi at the moment.

And Mo Xiangsi stepped on Jing Yu, broke away from his hand, took a few steps back, and kept a safe distance from him, "Don't deal with fools." ”

Mo Xiangsi opened the door of the ward and walked in.

She leaned against the door, calming herself.

Liang Shu was asking Liang Jiujiu for news, and the teacher of the training class called Liang Jiujiu and said that it had been a whole day, and Liang Jiujiu had not gone to learn piano lessons today.

Liang Shu thought something was wrong, so Mo Xiangsi said that she was playing outside with Jiujiu.

Then there was a phone call.

Mo Xiangsi glanced out of the door, then walked into the ward, stood by the window and answered the phone in a whisper, "Ah Shu." ”

"I remember you didn't have a date today? I happened to be off work, I came over to pick up Jiujiu, and by the way, I took her to buy the little dress she liked the other day. ”

Mo Xiangsi glanced at the hospital bed and said, "The date is blown, I'm walking outside with Jiujiu, and I'll take her back when the time comes." ”

"When will it be over?"

"I'm still strolling. ”

"Okay, then you guys early, I'll wait for her at home. ”

"Hmm. ”

After hanging up the phone, Mo Xiangsi was rarely a little distressed.

She knows the relationship between Jingyu and Gu Hansheng, after five years, she doesn't feel anything when she sees Jingyu again, she just doesn't know how Ah Shu is......

At night, Liang Jiujiu woke up.

Mo Xiangsi's hanging heart finally let go.

She fed Jiu Jiu a few sips of water first, the little girl's face was pale, a pair of black eyes were embedded under the black bangs, as if they could seduce people's hearts, Mo Xiangsi reached out and touched Liang Jiujiu's face, "Jiu Jiu, your eyes are really similar to your mother." ”

Jiu Jiu pursed her mouth, buried half of her face in the quilt, and looked at Mo Xiangsi with a pair of eyes open, "Then godmother, shall we go back?"

Mo Xiangsi put down the water glass, "If you don't go back, your mother should be worried, maybe she will call to say that I broke you." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Liang Jiujiu had already taken the initiative to get up from the bed, and she stretched out her little hand to rub her stomach, "It doesn't seem to be very uncomfortable." ”

......

Mo Xiangsi led Liang Jiujiu out of the ward.

Jing Yu was still standing at the door.

He leaned against the white wall opposite, his hands in his trouser pockets, one long leg bent, his head bowed, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Jing Yu looked up and watched a big and a small one come out of it, and he stepped forward.

Liang Jiujiu raised her little face and looked at Jingyu, she was a little puzzled, "Uncle, why are you still here?"

Hearing the voice, Jing Yu looked down at her.

After having the experience and feelings of most of the day, Jingyu is now in a different mood when he sees Liang Jiujiu again.

Anyway, there is no direct ready-made evidence, and Jing Yu still thinks that Jiu Jiu is his daughter.

He stepped forward and squatted down, wanting to reach out and touch her soft hair, at this time Jing Yu completely forgot what kind of bad attitude he had towards Liang Jiujiu during the day.

However, before the hands touched Jiujiu, Mo Xiangsi shouted coldly: "Don't touch her." ”

Even Liang Jiujiu was taken aback, and she leaned closer to Mo Xiangsi.

Jing Yu withdrew his hand, and he stood up and looked at her.

Mo Xiangsi's heart was mixed with various emotions, she was actually afraid that Jing Yu Shun Teng would find out the coolness...... Thinking of this, Mo Xiangsi bent down to pick up Liang Jiujiu and said coldly to Jing Yu, "You'd better not be delusional about following me, you know, it's easy for me to disappear again." ”

After speaking, he walked towards the side of the corridor, and his steps were a little fast.

She had to send Jiu Jiu home, and then temporarily dissociate herself from Liang Shu.

People generally don't take the initiative to think of someone who has died, and they don't easily associate certain things with someone who died, as long as Liang Shu doesn't show up, she won't be discovered.

Jiu Jiu hugged Mo Xiangsi's neck and obediently lay on her shoulder, waving her little hand at Jing Yu, and said with a smile, "Goodbye, uncle." ”

Jing Yu looked at that picture, and felt that his heart was about to melt.

The feeling in his eyes was a little damp, and soon, he also walked in the direction where Mo Xiangsi left.

Mo Xiangsi hugged Liang Jiujiu all the way out of the hospital, Liang Jiujiu didn't understand very well, she asked Mo Xiangsi, "Godmother, why is that uncle in the hospital all the time?"

"He's sick. ”

“...... Oh. ”

Stopped the taxi, Mo Xiangsi hugged her and sat in, and then took a shower in the car and Jiujiu explained, "When I go back, tell your mother that we went shopping, don't say anything about meeting these two uncles, godmother has something to leave for a few days, stay with your mother well, don't make her angry, she makes money very hard, and don't skip class." ”

Jiu Jiu nodded her head for a long time, and on the last one, she shook her head.

She pouted, "I don't want to go to class anymore." ”

"Why don't you like the piano?"

Jiujiu shook his head, "No." ”

"Then why?" asked Mo Xiangsi.

Liang Jiujiu glanced at Mo Xiangsi embarrassedly, a little twisted, "There is a boy in the piano class who likes me, so I don't want to take lessons with him anymore." ”

Mo Xiangsi raised his forehead, "God, how old are you......"

Halfway, Mo Xiangsi changed several taxis, and after making sure that no one was following, she sent Liang Jiujiu back to her residence.

Without saying a few words to Liang Shu, she left.

She doesn't live with Liang Shu.

She went back to her lodgings, but she always felt a little uncomfortable, as if something was wrong.

The next day, the man who was beaten by Jing Yu yesterday called to ask Mo Acacia.

Mo Xiangsi had long forgotten about this person, and she was ready to leave Budapest temporarily and go to the surrounding countries to breathe, so she directly refused.

But who knew that the other party just didn't give up, and moved out of yesterday's incident, saying, "I know that those two are people you know, if you don't agree, then I will call the police, you know that they encounter this kind of thing in this kind of place, it is very unfavorable for them." ”

Mo Xiangsi was packing up his things, and when he heard him say this, he threw the clothes in his hand into the suitcase and sat on the stall, "Then you will report it." ”

It would be best if those two could be caught.

"Do you believe that I really reported it......?

Involving the embassy...... Not only is the scene going to be over, but Ah Shu also has to be exposed.

Mo Xiangsi was irritable, she narrowed her eyes and asked for an address, "Okay, then afternoon." ”

A drink at the bar, she didn't need to be afraid.

Bars, discotheques, she is a frequent customer.

But Mo Xiangsi never thought that the man would be drugged in wine.

What she didn't expect was that the man was beaten by Jing Yu in the end.

Then Jingyu took her to the hotel.

These people abroad have a lot of fun, and all kinds of medicines are available, and some of them can't be solved by going to the hospital.

Jing Yu is bathing her, and her movements are gentle.

Mo Xiangsi lay in the bathtub, like a boneless goblin.

She wasn't afraid of losing her life, because to be honest, she would rather have it with the scenery than with the gringo.

So what is she flustering about?

Mo Xiangsi couldn't say it, and then she found a reason for herself, she was afraid that this old man who was already in his thirties would be completely entangled with herself this time, he was still married, would she Mo Xiangsi want to become his second wife again?

It's too good to be worthwhile.

She likes young flesh, preferably a little wolf dog that is not lethal and obedient.

But prepare for the worst outcome, that is, to be haunted by circumstances again.

That's fine, she happily took his money to support the young body, one was not enough, at least two.

Don't bet on her, she can do this.

Thinking about it, Mo Xiangsi was relieved.

She's like this, it's easy to let go, and it's easy to figure it out.

Later, Mo Xiangsi began to hallucinate, and she thought it was a problem with the drug.

Unconsciously, she put her arms around Jingyu's neck.

After that, it's in bed.

There was no light around, it was very dim.

Jing Yu admits that he is very inferior, but if Mo Xiangsi really gets involved with the gringo who can only get a woman by means of drugged under his nose, then he may kill someone.

But this is a double standard, and he is now enjoying the benefits of the gringos' drugs.

Mo Xiangsi seemed to be hypnotized, put away the spikes and minions all over her body, and obediently listened to him.

He teased her for a while, and felt that it was almost over.

Jing Yu was thinking about whether to ask her questions after finishing or before she started.

Soon, he bowed his head and kissed her on the red lips, or asked now, what if she fell asleep halfway through?

Tomorrow she will come to her senses and he will not get the answer he wants.

After all, he hadn't ...... in five years Open the meat at once, it is not certain whether Mo Xiangsi can bear it, but he has to be her, what will it be like to be crazy, Jingyu has no bottom in his heart.

Jing Yu didn't satisfy her first, but gradually enticed Mo Xiangsi to answer her a few questions.

Mo Xiangsi encountered the Waterloo of life on this night.

Today, what Jing Yu wants to know most is whether Jiu Jiu is his daughter.

He pinched Mo Xiangsi's soft fingers, stared down at the woman who had made him worry about more than a thousand days and nights, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Is Jiu Jiu the daughter of the two of us?"

Mo Xiangsi stared at him with a confused look, and then shook his head, "No." ”

Jing Yu's face sank, and he wrinkled his eyebrows, a little doubtful that she was awake.

He asked her, "Who am I?"

Mo Xiangsi's eyes did not change, she touched Jingyu's face with both hands, rubbed her fingers on his facial features, and then said, "You are a scumbag." ”

“......”

"Sisi is obedient, you say, is Jiujiu my daughter and yours?"

Mo Xiangsi was a little impatient, she turned her face away, buried half of her face in the pillow, a little unbearable, "No, no, no, Jiujiu is Ah Shu's daughter." ”

Jing Yu's black eyes moved, and he twisted his eyebrows, "Who is Ah Shu?"

Mo Xiangsi got up and bit him on the shoulder, "Ah Shu is Ah Shu, it's the ex-wife of another scumbag Gu Hansheng," she finished biting, staring at Jing Yu, the expression on her face was rare and vivid at this moment, and she said angrily, "Are you okay?"

And Jingyu has been thundered by the sentence "Gu Hansheng's ex-wife" in her mouth.

But he has been absent for five years, and in the face of Mo Xiangsi, it is already the limit to be able to hold on until now.

At the moment, he satisfied Mo Xiangsi and filled his empty heart over the years.

Nineteen p.m. local time.

It was about one o'clock in the evening.

The scene had just ended, and at halftime, Mo Xiangsi fell asleep tiredly.

The first scene was a little long, but this hors d'affaires barely gave him a tooth sacrifice, he kissed the corner of Mo Xiangsi's mouth, put her up the quilt and got out of bed, let her rest for a while, and then continue.

He has more important things.

Jing Yu took the mobile phone, flipped out Gu Hansheng's phone, and dialed it.

Although Jiujiu is not his daughter, he is very unhappy, but when he thinks about the past few years...... He still decided to ignore Mo Xiangsi's opinion and tell his friends about it.

Gu Hansheng didn't sleep as usual this night.

He sat in a chair after finishing his work in the study, and it was quiet all around, and the light of the lamp fell on the photograph.

In the photo, Liang Shu is wearing daily home clothes, her long hair is braided into a braid and falls to the side, she is nestled in his arms, and her smile is very warm and sweet.

He stared at it for an hour.

I'm afraid to sleep tonight.

He longed to see her, but he was afraid to see her.

The desk phone vibrates.

Gu Hansheng glanced at it, and then pinched it.

After a while, the phone vibrated again.

It's still the scene.

Gu Hansheng picked it up this time.

"Hansheng, let me tell you something. ”

That night, he heard a little anger in Jingyu's tone.

He didn't speak, his fingertips rubbing the cold smile.

Immediately afterwards, Jing Yu said, "Liang Shu is not dead, you still have a daughter, who is four years old." ”

Then the one took the lead in pinching the phone.

It's time to move on to the next one.

And the phone on the table vibrated I don't know how many times, and Jingyu didn't seem to hear it.