Chapter 190: Li Xueqian's First Kiss

In fact, he said so much earlier just to ease the atmosphere and pave the way for the latter sentence to be punctuality.

Sure enough, Li Xueqian was caught off guard by Hu Cheng's sudden confession, her heart suddenly became confused, and finally slowly raised her head to look at Hu Cheng.

She secretly blamed herself for being too uncompetitive, and she usually received so many boys' confessions without any reaction, how could it be like this today, how could there be such a performance.

"You...... Is it serious?" Li Xueqian looked at him beautifully, and asked softly, although her voice was small but full of persistence. It's no wonder she's asking this question, he'd done the same thing last time at the opening party.

At that time, the two did not have such a relationship as they are now, so he dared to confess to her easily, whether it would be the same now as it was then, but it was just a whim on his whim. What's more, is the current self worthy of him?

"I know very well what I'm doing now, I really didn't know anything about feelings, I didn't know what love was, what love was.

But now I understand, I like to see you smiling, you're so beautiful like that.

I love the way you ask me questions, even though they are silly and silly in my eyes, you're cute.

I also like that you be there for me when something happens to me, because then I feel that I am not alone, and that there is a woman who should be by my side.

Although you are usually like an ice cube, anyone who approaches you will feel uncomfortable, and your speech is cold, a picture of ignorance, and there is no humor cell, and every time I tell you a joke, it makes me very embarrassed.

But I understand that your heart is not what you appear to be, and I think you are very kind and gentle, but these are never revealed in words, because actions have already spoken for themselves.

I still remember when we first met, it was in your room, I was hiding from an enemy, and you saw me at the time, although I was scared, but I didn't really care.

I still remember that in the practice room of the Huaxia University Calligraphy and Painting Association, I had a little situation at that time, although I couldn't see or speak, but I could feel that you had been paying attention to me and worrying about me.

I still remember today when I was unconscious, you stopped in front of me, tried to protect me, and finally tried to carry me to the hospital, but I fell to the ground due to physical exhaustion. I persuaded myself to turn myself in, and promised to be my wife when I was released from prison, which I will always remember, and I thought you were really stupid, stupid and distressing.

......

So I love you, not only because of the way you are, but also because of the way I am with you.

I love you, not only for what you do for me, but also for what I can do for you.

I love you because you can bring out the truest part of me.

I love you because you pass through the wilderness of my heart as easily as the sun penetrates through crystal. ”

As Hu Cheng spoke, Li Xueqian actually cried, and the crystal tears flowed down silently.

Li Xueqian couldn't help but torture her heart, she knew very well in her heart that she had feelings for Hu Cheng, this feeling was really not easy to come by bit bit by bit, and she had experienced a lot of things in the middle, but did she and him really have a future?

In front of him, there is hardly anything that can compare to him, not even the academic achievements she was proud of in the past, not to mention the family backgrounds between the two of them.

Last time, he was able to call a helicopter, and now he can break the rules of the airport and send a special plane to send him to Jinghai, which can already be known in a leaf, and she can't imagine how high and powerful Hu Cheng's family is.

Maybe it won't be long before he will soar into the sky, shining brightly, and he can only look up to his figure. Maybe that's not bad, or at least it's a kind of waiting.

She pursed her lips slightly, then closed her eyes, a slightly pained look on her face, but in the end she finally made up her mind.

"I think we'...... Not suitable for together. ”

After saying this, Li Xueqian seemed to use all her strength to support her body as much as she could.

Hearing her answer, Hu Cheng still felt very disappointed, although he had expected that this was likely to happen.

He shrank violently in his heart, as if he had been cut by a knife, and the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly solidified.

"I ...... Got it. ”

"I'll never say that again. ”

He still wanted to say something, but found that he wanted to say a lot of things, but he couldn't say anything, because it was her own choice, and if it wasn't her own choice, he would never choose to give up.

In the end, everything he had boiled down to one sentence: "I'm sorry!"

It's a pity that I've already done this, and I've never been able to get into your heart, I'm destined to be just a passerby in her life! Maybe I shouldn't have broken into her world at all, if only I had broken into an empty room at that time.

At this time, he seemed to be lifeless all of a sudden, and turned his head sideways in loneliness, as if he was isolated from the whole world.

The delicate bouquet of roses in his hand fell weakly to the floor, and the flowers broke into several petals and scattered everywhere, so miserable.

Li Xueqian didn't expect him to react so much, looking at his face, her hands began to tremble slightly unconsciously, because she slowly found herself standing in front of him, but there was no shadow of herself in her eyes, and her favorite thing to look at was his eyes before, because in her eyes she could see a real self.

But now those bright and bright eyes dimmed, and there was no more light.

What about myself? I can't find it anymore.

Is he going to forget himself, Li Xueqian felt even more uncomfortable.

Her tears fell again, why? Why did you not even ask a "why?"

Instead, they just chose to forget me, why torture me so much?

That's right, Hu Chengcheng is forcing himself to forget her, if you love, please love deeply, if you don't love, please stay away.

Now that the words are clear, what else is there to be nostalgic for?

Since there is no result after all, it is the best choice to withdraw from her world by herself, what is there to hesitate about?

Maybe it's good, I don't want to have it, I don't even want to be able to love me, as long as I meet you in the most beautiful years, it's enough.

However, Hu Cheng didn't expect that this was just a misunderstanding, the two of them liked each other, but there were still too many obstacles, these were Li Xueqian's concerns.

Even though Hu Cheng knew that he might cause some trouble to her, he never expected that these would make her retreat.

If he is a love expert, he can quickly find out the contradictions between the two, and prescribe the right medicine to explain it clearly.

But it's a pity that he is not, he is still a newbie in a formal relationship for the first time.

Yiqing Yilan is not, Du Ruoxi is not, and Du Ruoxi is not even counted. In the relationship between two people, the proportion of women is too much, and this is not love.

Only Li Xueqian, the two of them paid a considerable price to make each other have their own shadows.

In the past, he was a piece of wood, and when Yiqing let him understand what love is, he didn't let him understand how to figure out a girl's mind, how to manage the relationship between two people, and how to put himself in each other's shoes when his identity is not equal.

Yi Qing didn't teach him any of this, not because he didn't want to, but because he was too late.

These are the reasons why he used to be hesitant and overwhelmed in the face of the love of many girls, in the end, he is still too young.

At this time, both of them were very depressed, and their hearts were tormented by love.

But every injury in love is like every knife that is borne when wood and stone are carved, and finally the more cherished self hidden in each other's hearts will be shown in front of each other.

At this moment, Li Xueqian couldn't help the sadness in her heart, and hugged Hu Cheng from behind, tears falling on the back of his neck.

"I don't want you to forget my existence, I promised to be by your side, even if we can't be together, I can see you, but if you forget me, I will never find you again. ”

Hu Cheng's body stiffened suddenly, this was the first time Li Xueqian took the initiative to hug him, if it was before, he would have been excited for several days.

But now......

He smiled helplessly: "Li Xueqian, why do you bother? Since you don't like me, why do you say these sad things? It's over between us, forget each other, it's good for you and me."

Those worries, those comforts, those worries are gone, and it is too tiring to live like this. ”

Hu Cheng wants to forget her, but how can he forget it, his love for Li Xueqian has always been suppressed in his heart, and it will eventually burst out.

Didn't even Xue Qian scream?

Sensing the change in title, Li Xueqian's heart hurt suddenly.

"I don't want you to forget me! You're my only friend, and you'...... Boyfriend. Li Xueqian couldn't take care of the worries in her heart anymore, and directly said everything in her heart.

And Hu Cheng couldn't believe what he had heard.

"What did you say, you said I was your boyfriend?" asked Hu Cheng tentatively.

Although Li Xueqian hesitated shyly, she still hummed lightly.

Hearing her affirmative answer, Hu Cheng smiled, smiling very happily, happier than at any time in his life.

Overjoyed, he turned around directly, took her in his arms, lifted her tearful face with his hand, first fell on her forehead, and then kissed her at the corner of her eye, kissing her tears dry.

The tears tasted salty in his mouth, but they were sweet in his heart, and it was really not easy for the two of them to come to this point.

was so light and thin by Hu Cheng, Li Xueqian's little face became an attractive pink. In the end, Hu Cheng finally couldn't resist the temptation and kissed the soft lips.

Li Xueqian was caught off guard, she was attacked like this, which was beyond her imagination, and she wanted to push Hu Cheng away.

But Hu Cheng ignored her slight struggle, and leaned his lips over, her lips were very cold, as if there was no temperature.

Li Xueqian slowly stopped struggling, and looked at the man who was seriously asking for a kiss in a daze, this can be regarded as her first kiss, and finally she closed her eyes and cooperated with his movements.