Chapter 513: Wu Na ascends
Throughout the summer, Wong Siu Sin was in contact with the kite hotline in the lost wind. This feeling is getting better and better, Huang Xiaoxian couldn't imagine that he would have such a conversation with someone he had never met, and it was very warm, although it was easy to make people anxious on a hot day. The phone of the kite lost in the wind is like a cool wind, driving away the heat in Huang Xiaoxian's house.
Huang Xiaoxian became more and more obsessed with this kind of relationship, and for convenience, she specially bought a laptop computer to chat with him.
The kite in the lost wind said more than once that they could chat on the phone, but Huang Xiaoxian still felt that typing on the computer felt too good, sometimes they used headphones to chat, once the kite in the lost wind had to ask her to make a video, Huang Xiaoxian specially bought a video head, but he said nothing and refused to show his face, Huang Xiaoxian was helpless, and even threatened him with no longer talking, so he had to send Huang Xiaoxian a photo that was not too clear.
Huang Xiaoxian was afraid that he was using photos on the Internet, so he asked him to post a few in a row, although they were all some blurry images, but it could be seen that it was indeed him, because Huang Xiaoxian asked him to specify something, such as a pen.
Huang Xiaoxian found that he was definitely handsome, but why did he refuse to show up, she didn't want to ask any more, she could only believe in his inferiority.
During this period, Huang Xiaoxian also traveled twice. Wherever Huang Xiaoxian went, the phone of the kite lost in the wind chased him. Sometimes when Huang Xiaoxian encounters something, he will also call the mobile phone of the kite lost in the wind. Caring for the kite in the lost wind and being cared for by the kite in the lost wind has become an extremely important part of Huang Xiaoxian's life.
But the kite lost in the wind remains a mystery. Huang Xiaoxian didn't know much about him. Fortunately, Huang Xiaoxian also figured it out, Huang Xiaoxian thought, you don't want me to see you, you don't want me to know about you, you don't want me to know your personality, you just talk about everything, but it doesn't matter, as long as you call me every day, as long as you care about me and care about me, it's enough.
Huang Xiaoxian sometimes likes to read books that study emotions, and experts say that when is the best time for people who are in love? Why does first love make people reluctant to give up? It is because they don't understand each other, when everything is presented in front of them, and when each other has no reservations, the sweet period of the two is gone, and what feelings of love they want to feel at that time can only be memories.
Huang Xiaoxian comforted herself like this every day, and unconsciously, she still felt some kind of indescribable emotion in herself.
Sometimes, when she misses it, Zezhi will come out to make trouble, but as soon as Huang Xiaoxian thinks of it, she deliberately avoids it, she feels that only when she has a new life can she really forget Zezhi.
Huang Xiaoxian had something on her mind when she couldn't sleep.
Huang Xiaoxian thought, am I really in love? Could it be that I have already moved my feelings for this kite lost in the wind? Although everything is impossible, people like to say that people on the Internet are dying at the sight of the light, but I know that this is an impossible emotion, why am I excited and sad about whether his call comes or not?
Huang Xiaoxian felt more and more that she was really too lonely, too lonely, she needed a comfort now, and she needed a concern? Even no matter who gave it, she didn't want to figure out what tricks the other party made, so she clung to it and didn't let go? Could it be that just these phone calls can disrupt all the aspects of her life?
Huang Xiaoxian knew that she was emotionally lost, and she was confused and uneasy.
Every day when the sun rises, she is free of these worries, but as soon as the day is over and the moon rises, these endless worries will return.
Intellectually, she knew that it was unconventional, inconceivable, and at least a little wrong with sincerity for the kite in the lost wind to associate with her in such a way, but emotionally, she could not get rid of her own needs.
Huang Xiaoxian even wanted to get angry a few times, she wanted to ask the kite in the lost wind why she didn't call her at the specified time, why sometimes she just didn't care to greet her......
None of this was normal, and as she calmed down, she thought, who is he, and what right does she have to ask of him?
She needed the greeting of the kite in the lost wind so much, and she needed to hear the sound of the kite in the lost wind. Even if there was only a polite element in the greeting, she needed it, and she admitted that she was already a defeated subordinate of the kite in the lost wind.
Don't move your emotions at anything, if you move, you'll lose.
Since then, Huang Xiaoxian has spent his time in a state of happiness and pain. The kite in the lost wind makes her happy no matter what she says on the phone, and when she puts the phone down, a lack of understanding of the kite in the lost wind makes her miserable. Huang Xiaoxian repeatedly recalled the whole process of going back and forth with the kite in the lost wind.
Huang Xiaoxian sometimes has a fatalistic argument, she wonders, is there some kind of ineffable connection between herself and the kite lost in the wind? Otherwise, why did this person appear as soon as her Zezhi left?
Isn't this a kind of fate?
Huang Xiaoxian carefully thought about every detail of her and the kite lost in the wind, and felt that the beginning of the matter was so natural, but the end made her feel weird. Huang Xiaoxian even gave birth to a kind of fear: is the kite lost in the wind ...... What could it be?
Once Huang Xiaoxian asked the kite lost in the wind, saying that Lanzhu had found it?
The kite in the lost wind actually asked her, "What?"
Huang Xiaoxian rushed out and said, "How did we meet?"
The kite lost in the wind only then relieved the taste and said, alas, I forgot all about her when I saw you.
Huang Xiaoxian didn't listen to him like he was lying, but did this Lan exist?
Huang Xiaoxian couldn't understand whether he really fell in love with the kite in the lost wind or grabbed a piece of grass, a life-saving straw.
The time to go to Beijing was almost up, and Huang Xiaoxian was watching TV bored, just a few days before she was leaving, the kite in the lost wind told her that he was going on a business trip, and he was very busy with work, and he might not be able to contact him.
Huang Xiaoxian was unhappy, but he didn't say anything, just kept texting him, telling him to pay attention to safety or something, as if he was a worried mother.
Huang Xiaoxian was bored with the controller, the summer vacation came, a certain station began to replay the hit drama again, an emperor blew his beard and stared at the majesty, she quickly changed the station, several people were staging a sketch on the stage, the sketch couldn't make people laugh no matter what, Huang Xiaoxian changed one by one, and the phone rang at this moment.