Chapter Forty-Seven: The Troubles of Happiness
After talking about Shi Yufeng, let's talk about Shi Yufeng's eldest brother Shi Yuhui, because he has recently encountered a happy trouble.
Here's how it happened: One day, Shi Yuhui was alone on the iron bridge of the Yellow River. He stood with his hands on the iron railing, quietly looking at the gray and yellow rolling eastward water of the Yellow River, and in a trance remembered that he was getting older but still had no object, and his heart suddenly felt sad.
Suddenly, there was a commotion in the crowd on the overpass, and the words "someone jumped into the river" kept coming into Shi Yuhui's ears. Shi Yuhui didn't think much about it, took three steps and did two steps, and when he walked to the accident site, he saw a young woman falling into the Yellow River, shouting "help" in the muddy water. At this time, Shi Yuhui didn't think much about it, quickly took off his clothes, and jumped under the twenty-meter-high overpass.
When he was a child, he played with a few playmates in the village every summer, and often swam bare-bottomed in the canals that were used to drink livestock such as donkeys, sheep and cattle surrounded by mud dams. Each time, they were swept away by the farmer who came to drink the livestock with a few admonitions such as "You little boys, are you ashamed, this is a place to drink livestock, don't get out of here", but even so, Shi Huihui learned to swim since he was a child, and his swimming skills were not bad. In this way, when he saw the woman in the water, he didn't think about his own safety (in fact, even if he couldn't swim, Shi Yuhui probably would rescue the woman with enthusiasm), and jumped into the raging Yellow River with a pop.
When she jumped into the water and grabbed the woman, the woman who fell into the water clung to Shi Huihui due to her high nervousness. Shi Yuhui used all his strength to row towards the shore. Eventually, Shi Hui successfully dragged her to the shore - Shi Hui was panting heavily, his strength was completely overdrawn, and he collapsed to the ground.
Later, I learned that the rescued woman's name was Xuan Han, and like her brother Shi Yufeng, she was also a college student who had just graduated this year. That day, Xuan Han and his girlfriends made an appointment to go to the Yellow River Bridge together, but they didn't expect to accidentally fall into the river while taking pictures.
In order to thank Shi Yunhui for saving his life, Xuan Han visited him several times and asked him to make requests, and she would try her best to meet him, but the strange thing is that Shi Yunhui prevaricated with this kind of "I should be, I am just passing by, and I will help" words. Xuan Han felt more and more reluctant and took 100,000 yuan for Shi Huihui, but Shi Huihui still categorically refused.
After going back and forth like this, Xuan Han was deeply attracted by Shi Yuhui's upright, honest and honest image, and slowly fell in love with this rural boy. Although she already knew that Shi Yuhui was a migrant worker doing hard work on the construction site, she did not dislike it. She believes that as long as two people love each other, nothing is a problem.
In Xuan Han's life values, she believes that a man's kindness and good character are what she admires and fascinate the most, and she really doesn't care whether her future man has money or not, because her father is a businessman, runs a thriving listed company with hundreds of people, and has a rich family.
One afternoon, Xuan Han came to the dormitory where Shi Yuhui lived. When Xuan Han bluntly confided her thoughts to Shi Yunhui, Shi Yunhui's whole face was as red as the face of a drunk drunk, and he couldn't talk to himself. Because in his cowardly heart, he had never thought of such a thing, and he had already known the situation in her family through Xuan Han's narration, and compared with the situation in his family, it was simply one in heaven and one on earth. If he dares to imagine that, then isn't he a realistic version of "the toad wants to eat swan meat"?
With a sad face, Shi Yuhui took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, lit the fire tremblingly, and took a deep breath, a puff of green smoke came out of his nose like a chimney in a farmhouse.
"Miss Xu, this is an impulsive decision, a completely mindless decision, and it is completely impossible between us. ”
"Why?" Xuan Han widened her already wide eyes, refracting drops of bright light, like black shining agate, and she stared at the honest rural boy in front of her in surprise.
"Because...... It's not suitable anyway, it's just whimsical. Shi Huihui anxiously touched the back of his bulky head with his rough hand, took another heavy puff of cigarette, and exhaled a large smoke ring, and his entire swarthy face was immediately covered in smoke.
"Why? You give me a reason, I don't know why. Is it because my family is rich and your family is poor, and I am a college student and you are a migrant worker, so you feel that you can't climb me?"
Shi Yuhui sighed deeply, snuffed out the cigarette butt, put the cigarette butt on the ground and rubbed it with the root of his shoe, and said with a sad face: "Yes, Miss Xuan, you are a literate and highly educated intellectual, and I am just an illiterate farmer who relies on coolies to earn money. To put it bluntly, I won't do anything else except suffering, and besides, your family is so rich and my family is poor that they can't lift the lid of the pot, and the difference between the two of us is simply this: one in heaven and the other on earth. It's really impossible for us, the reason why you choose me now is just because you want to repay me for saving your life at the beginning, but that's not love, that's just gratitude, you will definitely regret it if you follow me in the future. ”
"No, it's not. Xuan Han was so anxious that tears burst out of her eyes, her voice was already hoarse, and she said in a pleading tone, "Hui, it's not like this. I love you, I love your honest and honest character, I love your tireless pursuit of life, I love you for being handsome and very secure, I love everything about you, I don't choose to love you because you saved me. It's not what you think, trust me. ”
Shi Yuhui looked at the crying Xuan Han in front of him, his heart softened, he was at a loss for what to do, and he didn't know how to comfort a girl, although he was a man who was about to turn thirty, but he had never been serious with a girl, he could only stand in place and rub his two calloused rough hands repeatedly.
In fact, since he saved Xuan Han that time, he has an inexplicable unspeakable affection for her, but he has always been afraid of his inferiority complex and strangled the sprout of this love early.
Now, Shi Yuhui wanted to rush forward, hug her tightly, hug the woman he had a crush on day and night, and whisper the words "I love you too" in her ear, but his cowardice and inferiority complex did not make him act in the end. Shi Yuhui knew very clearly in his head: if he agreed to her pursuit, then their love was like the story of "Liangshan Bozhu Yingtai" in ancient times, and the ending was a tragedy in the end. Since it is a tragedy, then why should he accept this tragic love?
Besides, he didn't want to hurt her at all.
After a while, Shi Yuhui looked at his watch, and the time was almost early in the morning, so he said to Xuan Han: "Miss Xuan, it's not early, you can go back quickly." ”
"I don't, I don't, I'm going to sleep with you in your house tonight. Xuan Han said, pursed her sexy little mouth, hugged Shi Huihui's waist tightly with both hands, buried her head in Shi Huihui's broad shoulders, and sobbed like a child.
Shi Huihui struggled to control the dirty and dirty thoughts that flashed through his brain, and his hands drooped hard and unnaturally, looking so embarrassed. He struggled and struggled inwardly.
In fact, how much, how he wanted to hug the beautiful and elegant girl in front of him—but in the end reason prevailed over impulse.
"Miss Xuan, don't mess around, if you don't go back tonight, then you won't come to see me again in the future. Shi Yuhui said in a threatening tone.
Xuan Han let go of his hand and froze in place. She wiped the tears from her face and said in a tone full of hatred, "I hate you, Huihui, I hate you—" After speaking, she walked out without looking back.
Shi Yuhui stood in place in a daze like a stone sculpture, staring directly at the figure in the dark night that gradually blurred until it disappeared, and two lines of hot tears rolled down at some point.
I couldn't help but be merciful, and I looked at the tears with my eyes.
Last night, the South Park was stormy again, standing at the corner of the city and staring.
The branches and mandarin ducks are flying, and the widow is alone in the room?