Su Qi sat on the ground like this, his posture was awkward, and he naturally couldn't sleep for too long, so he woke up uncomfortably.

The moment he opened his eyes, Lu Jingbei's sleeping face was close at hand, and it came into view without warning. He curled up slightly, and looked like he was sleeping deeply, and the way he was asleep was much softer than when he was awake, but still as if no one in his world could enter, and would not let anyone in.

But it's always a person like this, isn't it bitter?

Su Qi looked at him, reached out and touched his face a little uncontrollably, and his fingers touched his slightly wrinkled eyebrows.

The eyebrows just opened, and after a while, they frowned again, she smiled lightly, and slept so seriously.

However, Lu Jingbei has been serious since he was a child, he has been indifferent since he was a child, he has been a person since he was a child, and no one can get close.

Until now, Su Qi still vaguely remembers the scene when he first met him.

When she was seven years old, she saw Lu Jingbei for the first time in the welfare home, it was winter, but he was wearing a thin shirt and was led in by his aunt, he was ten years old at that time, heroic and compelling, Su Qi saw him at first sight and thought he was the best-looking boy in the hospital, and later she thought he was the best-looking man in the world.

He was different from the other children in the hospital, he was silent and rejected, and no one dared to approach him.

At that time, Su Qi's hair was cut off, and he was too ugly to appear in front of him, but he was full of curiosity about him, so he always observed him secretly.

During the Chinese New Year, Su Qi took the initiative to help the aunt in the yard and got a particularly beautiful beanie. On Chinese New Year's Eve, she wore what she thought was the best-looking dress and that beautiful beanie.

When everyone was having dinner together, Su Qi was bold and sat opposite Lu Jingbei. He sat alone, and all the children were far away from him, obviously everyone isolated him, but his demeanor looked as if he had isolated the whole world.

He still had wounds on his face, cracked corners of his mouth, and only one slit open in one eye. Obviously, his nose was blue and his face was swollen, but in Su Qi's eyes, he felt a little more cute.

Not long ago, Lu Jingbei broke the leg of a slightly older boy in the courtyard, and everyone was afraid of him.

Su Qi also saw it that day, he fought with others, it was the kind of posture that risked his life, and with a pair of red eyes, he beat a fat man who was much larger than him until he begged for mercy. Oh, by the way, ten-year-old Lu Jingbei is as tall and thin as seven-year-old her. He is very cruel, but Su Qi does not hate him and is not afraid of him.

Lu Jingbei has one thing that is rare, he treats men and women equally, and he is not biased at all, so he is still very cruel to girls. Because he is good-looking, there are many girls who take the initiative to talk to him, most of them are ignored by him, and the thin-skinned ones will walk away by themselves, and the thick-skinned ones will be scolded by him.

Su Qi had seen him scold the girl, he was very fierce, he was impatient, his dark eyebrows were furrowed, and he said with disgust: "Get out." ”

But she just has a dead pig posture that is not afraid of boiling water, no matter what he is, she wants to get close to him and become friends with him.

He was different from everyone else here, with a sense of pride, and he could tell at a glance that he was a child from the city, and even if such a person was sent to a welfare home, he should not be sent to a poor and remote place like them.

At that time, Su Qi was young, but he had a positive heart and was unwilling to succumb to fate. At that time, her greatest wish was to go out and see.

She sat down in front of him with a plate of rice, looking at him from such a quiet distance, Xiao Suqi was a little nervous, she pulled her hat, and had the brightest and simplest smile on her face. Lu Jingbei glanced at her, frowned, got up and changed positions.

The smile on Su Qi's face froze for a moment, and when she turned her head, he had already found a corner position and sat down, she pouted, got up and followed without hesitation, sat down opposite him again, and introduced herself, saying, "Hello, my name is Su Qi, Su Qi's Su, Su Qi's Qi." ”

The other children sitting not far away glanced over here from time to time.

Lu Jingbei's brows furrowed a little tighter, he was silent for a few seconds, and then got up again, Su Qi quickly grabbed his wrist, "Hey, I came here to see you alone." ”

"Let go. ”

She didn't let go and said, "You tell me what your name is first, and then I will let you go." ”

He glared at her angrily, and she tugged at his sleeve without flinching.

"What are you going to do? You're going to beat me, my aunt is here, if you beat me, you won't want to eat today." ”

He didn't hit her, he just shook it hard, Su Qi was swept to the ground by him with the table, and the food on the table poured her whole body and face, and she fell to the ground, and she didn't recover for a while.

There was a lot of movement here, and soon the aunt from the welfare institute came over, and without waiting for them to reprimand, Lu Jingbei walked out by himself.

Aunt Liu, who has always taken care of Su Qi, helped her up, and while cleaning up the food on her body, she said, "You, you, don't provoke him in the future, do you know." Be obedient to me, be obedient, don't always cause trouble, you really want to live here for the rest of your life, you don't want to study anymore?"

"Aunt Liu, I can't bear you. Aunt Liu twisted her arm, shook her head, and still warned, "Don't provoke that kid, you can hide if you can on weekdays, you know?"

"Why?"

"Just listen to me, don't ask so much. Aunt Liu frowned, wiped her little face with a tissue, and sighed: "You kid, you are too skinny, you look so good-looking, if you were obedient and well-behaved, you would have been cast into a good family a few years earlier." ”

Su Qi just smiled and didn't speak.

Her right hand was behind her back, and she wondered how this man's hand was smoother than a girl's. Such a pair of hands can even beat people.

Aunt Liu made another meal for Su Qi, and the food on Chinese New Year's Eve was still quite rich, and everyone still had a small cake to eat. This year, the orphanage probably received a lot of donations, and each of them had new clothes and new school bags.

The dean made a small show, the room was lively, Su Qi sat in the corner, still carrying the untouched cake in her arms, and when everyone's attention was on the show, she quietly slipped out.

The weather was very cold, the cold wind blew on the face and hurt, and a firework exploded from time to time in the dark night sky, which was particularly beautiful. She stood outside, admired the fireworks for a while, and when the night fell into calm again, she couldn't help but shiver, shook her shoulders, and ran away.

The welfare home is not big, she looked for it three times, and finally saw Lu Jingbei on the terrace on the fourth floor. He stood alone in the dark, and the cold wind ruffled his hair.

There are only two buildings in the orphanage, and the fourth floor is the highest, from which you can see the outside world. Thousands of homes are lit, but they have no home since they were born.

Su Qi never thought about her biological parents, because she felt that they wouldn't miss her either.

"Hey. She stood behind him with the precious cake in her hand, pretending to be cool, and screamed.

He didn't react.

She walked over slowly, an arm's length away, and shouted at him, "Hey, hey, hey. ”