Chapter 190: Let me go away, and I'll go with the wind
Child?
My baby?!
Not anymore......
This sentence was like a spike, and it drilled into Xue Xing's heart fiercely, making him feel extremely painful.
Xue Xingqiang held back his anger and stared at Xia He: "Tell me, where is she." ”
Xia He looked frightened: "Sister Gao went to the field, she went outside to answer a phone call an hour or two ago, and when she came back, she said that she had a job in the field and needed to travel, and she asked us to take care of it recently, she, he also said..."
"What else does she say?!"
She also said that if you come to her, you won't let me tell you where she is. ”
"Gao Xueran!" Xue Xing gritted his teeth.
His heart was desolate...
You, are you really so ruthless?
You won't even see me?
What kind of work arrangement when you go to the field, it's clear that you're avoiding me!
Okay, good, don't you want to see me?
Didn't you knock my child out?
Then I can't be fooled by licking the dog!
Why do I have to you?!
Xue Xing's tears suddenly fell...
But I don't have anything now......
Yes, there may be tens of millions in the card, but what's the use of that?
The child is gone, the daughter who has loved for many years is not his own, and his lover refuses to see him now.
All of this made Xue Xing discouraged.
He sat on the bed and held his head tightly with his hands.
Where do I go from here?
Suddenly, he felt a gust of fragrant wind coming, and when he looked up, Xia He sat down.
Her face was full of pity: "Brother Xue, what happened, you can tell me, you don't want to be like this, then I will feel distressed." ”
"Little Lotus......" Xue Xing's heart throbbed.
In the end, this sister is the best for herself.
But what man can say this kind of thing?
He shook his head: "It's okay, it's just that there's been a bit of a lot of things happening lately, and I'm upset, maybe it's good to take a break." ”
Xia He said slowly: "Brother Xue, I remember you once told me that you had a dream when you were young, one person, one car, one book, all over China, and all over the mountains and rivers of China. But the reality is ruthless, since you graduated from college, you have been constantly running around life, for your wife, for your children, you have never lived for yourself. ”
"What about now? I heard Sister Gao say, you have made a lot of money now, can you live for yourself now?"
As soon as Xue Xing heard this, his gray eyes burst with brilliance.
Yes, before getting married, I lived for Wang Xu'er, after I got married, I lived for this family, and after the divorce, I lived for revenge and to regain my dignity, and now...
It's time for me to live for myself!
Xue Xing's eyes were full of tenderness when he looked at Xia He...
You're really my bosom friend!
He always had a feeling, as if what he was thinking in his heart, Xia He could guess it, even if it was a long-forgotten memory, Xia He could find it again.
If... It would be nice if I could have known you sooner......
Xue Xing was taken aback by the thought that suddenly popped up.
He stood up with a smile: "Thank you Xiaohe, I also think I've been too tired lately, it's time to relax, I decided, from today onwards, to complete my dreams!"
What Xue Xing didn't say was that when this dream was completed, he would no longer have a reason to live in this world.
Although he still has a few people in his heart who can't let go.
Nannan, little sister, parents, high ......
He smiled bitterly in his heart, people ignored him, and he even thought about it.
He decided that when the tour around China was over, he would give half of the money to Nan Nan to make a trust fund, enough for her to spend the rest of her life.
The other half of the money will be given to Xiaomei and her parents so that they can live a good life.
Just as Xue Xing was thinking about the future, Xia He lowered his head and said:
"I actually have a dream of traveling around China, I don't know, Brother Xue, can you take me?"
"Take you?" Xue Xing glanced at Xia He.
She naturally knew her thoughts Xue Xing, but in his heart, he really couldn't pretend to be a woman anymore.
Moreover, he has always regarded Xia He as a sister.
Xue Xing shook his head: "Xiaohe, you don't need to go with me, you are still young, and a good life is waiting for you, why bother?"
"I'm just willing!" said Xia He urgently.
"But I don't want to!" Xue Xing roared fiercely, "I hate you!"
With that, he slammed the door shut and left.
Forgive me, maybe this is the last time we'll see each other, it's not possible.
Out of the hospital, Xue Xing felt as if he was rejuvenated and had a purpose in his life.
He ran directly to the house, Gao Xueran was really not there, but now he didn't care about this.
He prepared his papers, simply packed his books, and prepared to go.
This time, he's going on a walk-and-go trip.
No destination, no plan, just enjoy the process on the road.
Let me go away, and I will go with the wind......
Xue Xing left the villa, but saw Hu Feng standing in front of the door.
He stepped forward: "Let's go, send me one last time." ”
Hu Feng shook his head: "No, Brother Xue, I want to follow you all the time." ”
Xue Xing said: "I have a road of no return, you don't have to follow me, send me to the train station, I will give you 500,000 yuan, go back to your hometown to do a small deal." ”
Hu Feng said stubbornly: "Brother Xue, you will need me, no matter where you are going, you always need someone to fight, right?"
Xue Xing looked at him: "You have really decided, it is possible to follow me, and you will not get anything in the future." ”
"It's decided!" he nodded, "I, Hu Feng, am mixed with the rivers and lakes, and what I pay attention to is the word [loyalty], since I have followed you, no matter where you go, I will follow!"
"Okay, good brother!" Xue Xing patted him on the shoulder, "Let's go, let's go to the train station together!"
"Okay!" Hu Feng nodded heavily.
The two of them didn't bring anything, Xue Xing just had a set of clothes, three or four books, and Hu Feng didn't take anything.
When he arrived at the train station, Hu Feng parked his car in the parking lot next to him.
He asked, "Brother, where are we going first?" I'll buy a ticket. ”
Xue Xing looked into the distance: "Go buy it, the two fastest departures, let's go to the terminal." Wherever you go, you're on your way. ”
Hu Feng went straight to the ticket hall.
Five minutes later, he returned, with two more train tickets in hand.
"Brother, I bought it, and the train will depart in ten minutes, and the end point is in Suzhou and Hangzhou. ”
"Su Hang... That's my first stop. ”
After smoking the cigarette in their hands, Xue Xing and Hu Feng walked into the waiting room just in time for the departure.
After a period of crowding, the two sat down.
Although he has been riding a lot of cars recently, it is the first time that Xue Xing has been able to enjoy the scenery outside without distractions like now.