All is calm.

After Huang Xiaoxian finally took a hot bath, he lay quietly in the quilt, as if he was hiding in an unfamiliar environment.

When everything around was quiet, Huang Xiaoxian covered her face in the quilt, tears trickled down like a stream, and she seemed to have finally found a place to vent and cry quietly.

She remembered the expectant eyes of her parents, especially her mother, who was getting older day by day, no matter how she danced or exercised, and her desire to be a grandmother became more and more urgent.

Mother originally wanted her to achieve something in her career, and now, she really achieved success according to her requirements, but her mother changed her original heart, she said, the final destination of a woman is still family, Xiaoxian, how old do you have to be to make me feel at ease, a man is still young at thirty......, what about a woman?

Huang Xiaoxian was always speechless in the face of her mother, she used to like to contradict two sentences, but now looking at her mother's eyes, she has become a little scared and flattering, Huang Xiaoxian knows that she can't break her mother's heart anymore.

After thinking about his mother, he began to think about it again, except that the story between them was somewhat beautiful, how long would this wait be until the year and month? Huang Xiaoxian thought about the scene of seeing Zezhi from beginning to end, even if it had just happened, it was still like a world away from her.

There is still a temperature on her lips, but it still seems to be an illusion, just like now, in this room, she is still alone, a lonely figure.

One on a sunny day and another at night.

During the day, he rushes left and right, looking for the so-called future and career, but at night it becomes extremely simple, thinking about men wholeheartedly.

What Huang Xiaoxian is most afraid of is the night, in these countless long nights, the inadvertent ticking pendulum sound, like a sharp sword, sharpened her splendid years little by little in the years, and the days are like real money, flowing out in her hands.

These days, it is simply no one and no ghost.

When Huang Xiaoxian came to Beijing, she made a phone call to Wu Na, she has always been invincible in the love field, she seems to be tired and tired, anyway, Huang Xiaoxian asked her about her marriage, she was not interested in mentioning it, but she kept mentioning the baby.

Huang Xiaoxian thought, maybe a woman with a baby is really different, Huang Xiaoxian didn't dare to ask Li Tiantian, but Wu Na mentioned it, saying that she was still in the nursing room of the hospital and had not woken up yet.

Huang Xiaoxian opened the quilt and took out the napkin at the head of the bed, the tears on her cheeks seemed to be wiped clean, and she sat there, her crying gradually turned into tender sobs, and the paper on her hand was ravaged.

There was a gentle knock on the door, Huang Xiaoxian immediately cleaned himself up, and asked knowingly, "Is it Sister Ma?

Ma Xiaobo pushed the door in, looked at her face and said, "Why do I seem to hear crying?"

Huang Xiaoxian pointed to the TV that was still on with some embarrassment and said, "It was a Korean drama just now, I can't watch this thing, I feel emotional when I watch it." ”

Ma Xiaobo was about to watch TV, but Huang Xiaoxian immediately turned off the TV, because she found out that she was posting a news channel.

Ma Xiaobo said disapprerovingly: "I thought you were not used to leaving home, and you missed your parents." ”

Huang Xiaoxian shook her head with a smile and said, "No, how old am I." ”

She let Ma Xiaobo to the side of the bed, but she didn't expect Ma Xiaobo to get into her quilt at once, and Huang Xiaoxian was embarrassed to say anything, so she moved inside and again.

"You really don't have a boyfriend?" Ma Xiaobo asked.

Huang Xiaoxian really didn't want to make a new branch in this matter, so he said: "Yes, it's just that I went abroad, and I won't be able to come back until next year." “

Huang Xiaoxian saw that Ma Xiaobo was a warm-hearted person, and if she wanted to introduce her boyfriend, this matter would be endless.

"Went abroad?

"Rest assured. Sister Ma is easier to do business or business. ”

"It's not easy to do it well. ”

Huang Xiaoxian felt that she had nothing close to her, and she didn't know why she was so familiar.

"I don't think my friends are as reliable as strangers like you, especially in business. Ma Xiaobo looked out the window, his empty eyes not focused.

"You're so rich, I don't even know what troubles rich people have. After Huang Xiaoxian said this, she felt that she was also a rich person, maybe she was used to being poor, and she never felt that the money belonged to her.

"Money is more troublesome, and if you don't have money, at least you know that the man around you loves you as a person. ”

Huang Xiaoxian nodded and asked, "Your fiancé is not in business, is he a poor boy, is it within the scope of your understanding?"

"By the way, he really doesn't have any money, I don't care. ”

"He's here for your money?"

"Not at all. ”

"And what are you bothering about?"

"Do you know why I'm not married at thirty-two?"

Huang Xiaoxian shook his head.

"I can't have children. ”

Huang Xiaoxian was stunned and asked, "Why? You have never been married, how do you know that you can't have children?"

"I used to have a boyfriend, we were college classmates, and in our freshman year, we were ...... I was pregnant, I was too young to understand anything, and when I was four months old, I found out that the last labor induction operation was done, and when I was afraid that my school classmates would know about it, and I was afraid that my parents would know, so I went to a private hospital in another place, and the result was ......."

"You're married to him?"

"No, since then, we haven't done any protection, but we never got pregnant again, I secretly went to the big hospital one day for a check-up, and the result was the result I told you, for which I took the initiative to ask to break up, but I didn't tell him the reason. ”

"Is it really untreatable?"

"No, I completely broke my dream of being a mother. ”

"Does this fiancé know about you now?"

"Of course I do. ”

"He doesn't care?"

"Because he has children. ”

"He's married for the second time?"

"Yes, the child is five years old. ”

"Are you in love?"

"It's not bad, it's just that I don't have my own children in this life, it's always a pity, I was too willful when I was young, and I didn't take anything seriously. ”

"As long as you love each other, and he still has children, it can be regarded as making up for your shortcomings, I think it's good. “

"Well, that's all I can think about. ”

Huang Xiaoxian saw that she was sleepy, although she was embarrassed to speak, but she felt that if she didn't say it, she would want to sleep this night, so she said: "I'm not used to being in the same bed with people, or ......."

Ma Xiaobo got up at this time, yawned and said, "If it's your man friend, you'll get used to it." ”