Qu Yunyi swore that it was really not that she didn't care about her wedding, but that there were always other things happening around her, and for a while, she put the wedding on hold.

When she and Yan Ke mentioned this matter, Yan Ke ruthlessly complained and criticized.

"Your family Lu Shao is right, if I were him, I would definitely punish you well. ”

Yun Yi saw that she didn't help herself speak, so she snatched the milk tea in her hand.

"You're still not my good sister, you're actually helping Lu Lingtian to speak, not helping me. Milk tea is no longer for you to drink. It's really a waste of time for me to help you and Du Ming like this before. I'm going to forget about my wedding, isn't it because you don't give people peace of mind?"

Yun Yi complained, also looking for reasons for herself.

In fact, she also knew in her heart that she seemed to be avoiding the issue of weddings. After all, this is not her first wedding. I still remember what happened at the last wedding. The real acquaintance between her and Lu Lingtian also started from that wedding.

Now, it is her turn to marry Lu Lingtian. Thinking about it carefully, although she is happy, she has some other complicated emotions in her heart.

Yan Ke saw that she was silent, so he just lowered his head and walked forward, almost hit the trash can, and quickly pulled her.

"What's wrong with you? Wasn't it okay just now? Okay, I was just joking with you just now, our feelings for Lu Lingtian can be seen very clearly, and Lu Lingtian can also feel it clearly. I'll just say this, don't take it to heart. ”

Yun Yi put away her indifferent smile and looked at Yan Ke very seriously.

"Xiaoke, I don't know what's wrong, I ...... in my heart There seems to be a mixed feeling. I can't tell what it is, it's just ...... It's like there's something missing. ”

She herself could feel that she did not have the excitement and happiness of ordinary girls who were about to get married, but were a little flustered.

Yan Ke saw that there was something wrong with her expression and grabbed her.

"Yunyi, what are you worried about? Could it be that you were anxious before marriage?"

But it can't be!

She and Lu Lingtian have been licensed for so long, and the two of them have long lived together, and their relationship is good. She should have passed the anxiety period a long time ago! These two people, aren't they just a wedding ceremony?

Yan Ke thought about it carefully, and finally came to the conclusion that she should not be anxious before marriage, but anxiety before marriage.

Yun Yi looked at her puzzled: "Pre-wedding anxiety? Does this have anything to do with pre-marital anxiety? I have nothing to be anxious about, Ling Tian, he has always been very good to me, and he can hardly find any fault." Even I don't know what this is all about, it's a strange feeling, I can't put it into words. ”

She sighed, not knowing how she was going to adjust.

The Lu family treats her very well, if she has to say it, her current life can be described as perfect. But just when Lu Lingtian mentioned to her that the wedding date was approaching, a trace of uneasiness suddenly flashed in her heart. Although the impact was not great, she could still feel those negative emotions.

She didn't want Lu Lingtian to worry, so she tried not to show it in front of him.

Yun Yi thought that this was probably his own problem.

Yan Ke thought about it, and finally she found a possible reason.

"I know why?"

Yun Yi looked at her suspiciously: "You know, then tell me, what are my symptoms and where is the cause?"

"I haven't seen it with my own eyes, but you told me about it. Once, you and Cheng Yue's wedding. At that time, you didn't want to marry Cheng Yue anymore, it was Uncle Cheng who begged you to agree, and at that time, you had been locked up in the hotel. ”

Yun Yi was noncommittal and nodded, she had only mentioned these to people close to her.

"But what does all this have to do with my emotions right now?"

"If I'm not mistaken, you must have been influenced by the last wedding. Now when I think about having a wedding, I can't help but think of the unpleasantness before. What do you think happened to the last wedding?"

As soon as Yan Ke said this, Yun Yi quickly thought of the scene at the wedding.

She stood on the stage with the last hope and anticipation, waiting for the man she had been infatuated with for seven years to appear. But what she was waiting for were those photos that slandered her reputation. Li Rufen ruthlessly put the so-called evidence in front of everyone, she stood on the stage alone, and there were so many people in the audience, all pointing fingers at her.

Mockery, sarcasm, contempt, abuse, those hateful faces, Yun Yi still can't forget.

She had never been so helpless, she wanted to explain, but those people didn't listen, let alone believe it. So much so, to this day, there are still people who mention those things from time to time.

Now, when she and Lu Lingtian are together, there will still be people gossiping behind their backs and mentioning the scene at that time. It is said that she was able to marry Lu Lingtian, all by her own shady means. In the eyes of those people, she is a completely bad woman.

She didn't care on the surface, but in fact, she still minded in her heart.

Who doesn't want to be praised by others? But in her life, she has never escaped the guidance of others. It used to be like this in the Cheng family, but now, she is still the same when she is by Lu Lingtian's side.

Just because, she has nothing to rely on and no background, in the eyes of others, she is not worthy of standing with someone as good as Ling Tian.

Yun Yi was silent, clutching the milk tea in his hand, his face becoming more and more ugly. Yan Ke understood, and it seemed that she had really been right. The past experience left a shadow in Yun Yi's heart, and this shadow may not even be aware of herself.

Yan Ke carefully held her hand, wanting to give her enough care.

"Everyone doesn't understand you, but our good friends understand that you are very good, you deserve the best, and you deserve Lu Lingtian's heartfelt respect for you. He is not Cheng Yue, the same thing will definitely not happen a second time. Believe me! If Lu Lingtian dares to treat you badly, I will not let her go. ”

Qu Yunyi, who has always been very confident, was cowardly when facing her wedding. If you say this, no one will believe it.

If you were another woman, she would definitely be looking forward to the wedding coming soon, and she would never be as flustered as her.

"Okay, if you really feel uneasy, I'll help you find a psychiatrist and enlighten you before the wedding?"

"You don't have to be so serious, right? I might just not figure it out for a while, and I was a little anxious. It'll be fine in two days!"

"Anyway, you have to tell me what there is. ”

Yun Yi also thought that he would be fine in two days. When she saw the wedding dress and dress delivered to Fenghua Garden, she really felt the happiness brought by the wedding. But after the happiness, that worry came to my heart unconsciously.