She hurriedly waved her hand and shook her head to deny: "No, I think girls who study surgery will be very strong in their hearts, and they won't feel tired, let's not talk about other girls, talk about myself, I think I like to learn this very much, I like my profession to help and save others, not to mention that there are so many patients who need us to treat every day, it will feel very beautiful to think about." ”

Ji Jiazhe looked at the gardenia with a serious face, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, feeling that the girl in front of him was talking a little thoughtlessly, and he didn't know if she was serious, in his opinion, she just hadn't experienced it yet.

He picked up his coat, walked to the door, turned back to Gardenia and said, "You haven't touched it yet." Don't be too whimsical, it will only look like you're stupid. ”

When Gardenia heard this, the man had closed the door and left, and she was angry in her eyes by this sentence, and she wanted to smash the table hard, thinking that this was her own office, and she couldn't bear it, so she had to stomp her feet helplessly.

Anyway, she has also studied medicine for a few years, why say so, Gardenia said that she really likes the profession of surgery very much, and she even likes it so much that she has no problem living in the hospital.

But if you think about it carefully, what Mr. Ji said is right.....

She hadn't been exposed to it yet, and she knew about it.

Gardenia, who came to the hospital on the first day, didn't know what to do, so she had to wander around, and she walked to the ward area. Seeing that every patient's face was pale, every nurse was dripping for them. She was a little moved, and she didn't know where her inexplicable emotion came from, so she walked into a ward at random.

It reads: Seriously ill patients

She walked in and saw a grandmother with an oxygen mask in her head, gray hair, with many wrinkles on her face, looking very old, and looking at the list at the head of the bed.

Her eyes widened in surprise.

This old man is 72 years old, and the attending physician is written next to him: Ji Jiazhe.

She looked around, and there was no fruit on the table next to her, and there were no pastries, as if no one had come.

The whole room was empty, except for the nurse who often came to water the flowers.

It seems that there is a glimmer of life in the room.

The old woman was breathing desperately, probably asleep.

The room was quiet, and Gardenia didn't want to disturb her, and when she was about to walk away quietly, she heard a very weak voice coming into her ears.

"Don't go, kid. ”

Gardenia stopped, turned around slowly, and saw that the old woman had opened her eyes and was looking at her, in those eyes. She saw sadness, desolation and loneliness, and also saw the vicissitudes of her face.

She must have lived a very unhappy life.

Gardenia walked over, crouched down, and held her hand, "Grandma, I'm here." ”

Grandma had some difficulty breathing, her voice was weak, she grabbed Gardenia's hand tightly, her mouth trembled, "Child, grandma, it's the first time someone has come, come to see me, I, I'm very happy, can you not go?"

Gardenia nodded, touched her grandmother's chest, and said with a smile: "Grandma, don't worry, I'm not busy now, I must not leave, I will accompany you." ”

The old grandmother squeezed out a smile hard.

That smiling face made Gardenia really feel that she was happy.

She wanted to know what her grandmother had been through, but she thought it was up to her to ask. It didn't fit well, so I swallowed the words that came to my mouth and put them back in my stomach.

The old grandmother seemed to know what Gardenia was going to ask, she raised her hand, took off the oxygen mask, breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at the Gardenia in front of her, she felt unprecedented warmth, "Child, you must be curious, why am I here alone, and no one has taken care of me." ”

Gardenia nodded embarrassedly, "Grandma is embarrassed...."

Grandma stopped smiling, lowered her head, and her eyes appeared again when Gardenia had just seen loneliness and sadness.

"I, ah, I have a son and daughter, my son went abroad last year and committed a crime abroad and was arrested, and my daughter also died in a car accident last year, my wife has long been gone, leaving me alone in this world, grandma knew that she was sick, she didn't want to live, but the nurses and doctors said I want to be strong, even if it's only one day, I want to be happy, but ....."

The old woman sighed heavily. continued: "How can I be happy, I have nothing left, you are the first one to walk in, no one has ever come here except the nurse and the daily doctor, child, I don't say this to let you pity me, I just ..... I'm a little lonely and want to find someone to talk to. ”

Gardenia is distressed, she has always respected the elderly, the first time she saw a serious illness, her relatives have passed away, and she is the only one left in this lonely world, if it is herself, she will be very desperate.

She knew that the old grandmother didn't want to pity her, she smiled and said, "Grandma, don't worry, I will come to see you every day in the future, if you have anything you want to eat or drink, tell me, I, I will definitely buy it for you." ”

The old grandmother was smiling happily, her eyes were full of tears, she hadn't heard these words for a long time, she didn't expect that she could still get such warmth, "Thank you, child." Even if grandma left by herself, she would go happily. ”

When Gardenia heard this, she quickly covered her mouth and said, "Grandma, you can't do this, your life is so short, don't keep thinking about your own departure, you will be happy in the future, do what you have to do, don't worry about the condition." ”

Grandma nodded, "Thank you." What is your name, child?" Gardenia took a stool, sat down, and said, "My name is Gardenia, Gardenia of Gardenias." Grandma looked at her with some curiosity.

"That's an interesting name. ”

"Of course, my parents want me to live simply, like a gardenia. ”

Gardenia chatted with her grandmother all afternoon, told her stories, and walked with her, and the hearts of the two were suddenly implicated.

Grandma felt the feeling of being a relative, and Gardenia also felt that grandma liked her, although she didn't learn anything at first, at least she learned how to give someone love.

That's the result of the first day.

When she got home, Gardenia was half dead tired and lay down on the sofa.

The whole person felt collapsed.

Good friend Nanyin returned home early, looking at her with a mask, a little strange, "How much destruction have you suffered today, look at you like this"

Gardenia was so tired that she didn't want to speak, so she made a shut-up gesture and dragged herself back to the room.

She didn't want to take a shower or talk, she just wanted to lie quietly.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, opened it and saw that it was a new WeChat group, or Teacher Ji pulled it in, there were only three people in the group, and the name was changed: "Surgical Practice Group A" and then Teacher Ji sent a message.

Come to the office tomorrow at 6 o'clock and follow me into the operating room.