090:Wild Grow in Your Heart (End)

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Su Qi didn't have any expression on his face, he just looked at him quietly, his eyes calm. Su Wei didn't speak, but quickly lowered his head, pursed his thin lips, clasped his hands, and said in a low voice for a moment: "What do you want to tell me?"

"I want you to tell me something. Su Qi's tone was flat, without too many fluctuations.

Su Wei didn't speak, and was silent repeatedly.

"Aren't you going to tell me?"

"Sister, since you are back, you can take care of it at home, and you don't need to take care of the outside affairs. He lowered his head and said word by word.

"So, what kind of surprise do you want to give me? Seriously, the last thing you should do is wake me up, why don't you wake me up when the whole thing is over, you have the ability to do that, don't you?"

Su pursed her lips, frowned, raised her eyes, looked at her deeply, and said, "Sister......"

"Xiaoxiao, I remember you said that you would never do anything to hurt me, but what was the result? What is Liang Mu's identity, you must know, and then what? And then what did you do? This is what you said will never hurt? Ho, if even you have to lie to me, who can I trust in this world?"

In fact, Su Qi's body is still very weak, and he doesn't have much strength to speak until now.

"I won't, I won't hurt you!" he stressed.

"What are you plotting with Gu Dongsheng, you tell me everything now. ”

"Do you still want to stand on Lu Jingbei's side?"

Su Qi's eyebrows finally had a hint of excitement, his eyes widened, and he said, "Do you think Gu Dongsheng is very reliable? Do you know that the relationship between the Gu and Shen families is already good, but Shen Shikang washes his hands and is unwilling to touch the things on the road again, and the Gu family will lose an arm." ”

"Now that Liang Mu is dead, no matter how good Shen Shikang's temper is, and his beloved son dies tragically, what do you think will happen to him! Aren't you just want the three families to unite and then put Lu Jingbei to death? Su Wei, that person is Jiangbei, Jiangbei who was with us when he was in the welfare home. ”

"He's not anymore!" Su Wei retorted sharply, "If he was Brother Bei back then, he shouldn't have treated you like this,"

He stood up suddenly, clenched his hands into fists, and said, "Come, please go back to the room, and she is not allowed to leave here half a step without my order." ”

Su Qi sat on the sofa and looked up at him, his eyes moving slightly, "Then you haven't thought about it, who is the person who really made me like this? You think Gu Dongsheng is good to me? I will become like today, I can't go back, who caused it? Is it Jiangbei? It's not him! It's never him! He should guard against me!"

"Knowing that I have other plans, he still keeps me by his side and helps me get to where I am today, which is already his greatest mercy! If he is really ruthless, without much effort, and without even having to do it himself, he can let Gu Dongsheng kill me personally, do you understand! I am a useful chess piece in Gu Dongsheng's hand, once I am useless and betray him, I will have no way to live. ”

"The two of them, I won't leave any of them!" After Su Qi finished speaking, he left without looking back, and left the house directly, no matter how Su Qi called him, he didn't stop.

Su Qi took a deep breath, gritted his teeth, shook his body, and sat back on the sofa directly, his chest rising and falling slightly.

For the next few days, Su Qi was confined in Xing's house.

She didn't make any gestures to resist, but steadily followed Fang Yun's instructions to cultivate her body.

But Fang Yun could see that she seemed to be stable, but in fact she had done a lot of things in private, although she didn't want her to do anything for Lu Jingbei anymore, she just regarded it as if she couldn't see it, and never said a word.

That night, the Xing family seemed very quiet, Su Qi took a shower, came out of the bathroom, and changed into the clothes that had been prepared a long time ago. Then went to Fang Yun's room, she was lying on the bed, unconscious, Su Qi walked to the bed, "I'm sorry, I still have to use you once, just this time, I'm sorry." ”

She then tied Fang Yun with a rope and used makeup to create some wound marks on her face.

"Are you alright?"

As soon as she finished it, a person appeared at the door of the room, Su Qi smiled when he saw him, nodded, and said, "Okay." ”

Immediately, he came in and carried Fang Yun out.

"Have they already started to act?"

"Yes, right today. It is too easy for three families to suppress one, and Hongmen has almost no place to stand these days. ”

Su Qi frowned, "Wei Che, if I have any accidents, you have to help Lu Jingbei, but don't hurt Su Qi either, okay?"

"It's going to be fine. ”

She chuckled, noncommittal.

After a while, she called Gu Dongsheng, and the phone rang for a long time before the other party picked it up.

"Who?"

"Brother Sheng, it's me. ”

"Ah, Xiaoqi, what's wrong?"

"Of course there is something, how can I take the initiative to call you if it's okay, there is one thing, I must help Brother Sheng." ”

Gu Dongsheng was silent for a few seconds, then smiled and said, "What?"

"Don't mess around with the little ones. ”

Gu Dongsheng sneered and said, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"Of course I know, and I also know that Brother Sheng has a woman next to him, which is quite special. ”

"Xiaoqi, do you know what you're talking about?"

Su Qi smiled lightly and said, "Of course I know what I'm talking about, I don't think you should forget about Fang Yun so quickly, right?"

"Don't you forget ......"

Without waiting for him to finish speaking, Su Qi smiled and said: "I haven't forgotten, I know that the life of Aunt Liu's family is in your hands, so before I do this again, I have already thought about it, I won't live alone, you just kill them, kill them all! Anyway, I will take Fang Yun to be buried with us, I'm not afraid!"

"Gu Dongsheng, you can deceive Xiao Wei, but I will never be deceived by you, Lu Jingbei is dead, and you will never let me go, in this case, it is worth it for me to drag the people you think are important to death. ”

"Fang Yun is your best friend. Gu Dongsheng pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "You want to kill your own friend, you are free, do you really think you can pinch my handle? It's really a dream." ”

"Okay, let's try it then. Su Qi hung up the phone first, moving extremely fast, not giving him the slightest chance to speak.

Wei Che looked at her, was silent for a while, and asked, "Are you sure he will compromise?"

Su Qi shrugged with a smile, "I don't know, let's take a gamble, it's not that you don't know, people like them have a hard heart, and in order to achieve their goals, they can sacrifice many people, including the women they really like." But if that's the case, then Fang Yun doesn't have to think about this kind of person anymore. ”

"What if Fang Yun is like you?"

When Su Qi heard this, he was stunned for a moment, then sneered and said, "No, I think there are few people like me in this world." ”

"Also, it is estimated that it will be difficult to find a second one. ”

"Hopefully there won't be a second one, it's painful. She smiled faintly, but said it with extra ease.

……

Su Wei and Gu Dongsheng's people killed Lu Jingbei in the villa by the sea, Su Wei had already made people pour gasoline around the villa, as long as there was a little fire, he would definitely die.

After Gu Dongsheng answered the phone, he was a little hesitant, but Su Wei didn't have any concerns.

When he was about to make a move, the moment before Gu Dongsheng stopped him, Su Qi suddenly appeared.

"Stop!"

When Su Wei saw her, he couldn't help frowning, "You...... Why are you here?"

"If I don't come, you'll be working in vain today. She said, glanced at Gu Dongsheng deeply, and said with a smile: "Brother Sheng, where is the use of bothering you to come in person for this kind of thing, even if you want to kill Lu Jingbei, it should be me who comes personally, not any of you." ”

"What do you mean?"

Su Qi reached out and took the gun in Su Qi's hand and said, "It means that I will go in personally, and none of you should interfere, Brother Sheng, is it okay?"

Gu Dongsheng frowned, was silent for a moment, nodded his head, and said, "Yes, as long as you don't play tricks." ”

"I won't. ”

Immediately, she put the gun in her pocket, walked straight over, and easily entered the door. The room was quiet, quiet as if there was no one, she walked upstairs step by step, and called softly, "Jiangbei." ”

"I'm here. ”

When she called a third time, the door to the study opened, and his voice came from inside in a low voice.

Su Qi walked over when he heard the sound, he walked to the sofa, sat down, snorted lowly, and said, "In the end, I still fell into your trap, why did I come in and kill me with my own hands?"

Su Qi glanced at it secretly, there was nothing abnormal in the study, only a gun on the coffee table, and nothing else.

She smiled and took out the gun from her pocket, played with it with a smile, and said, "Do you particularly regret saving me that day?"

"Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"

"False. Su Qi smiled and reminded, "It's nice to say, if you say it, maybe I'll let you go and give you a chance to turn defeat into victory." ”

He snorted and lowered his eyes, "I'll kill you." ”

When Su Qi heard this, he was slightly stunned for a moment, then sneered and said, "You are really good at grasping people's hearts, and you know when and what to say." It's not a nice word, but I'm quite happy. ”

"But I know that no matter how hard I try, no matter what I do, you'll never fall in love with me. It doesn't matter, I've given up, I don't have any delusions anymore, I think I should have a new life, and I want to live again, the only way is for you to disappear from this world forever. ”

"Jiangbei, do you want to live?" she took two steps forward and stopped in front of him.

He didn't speak.

Su Qi bent over, leaned in front of him, and said in a low voice: "It's all my people outside, you can't escape, there is only one way, you can get out." ”

Lu Jingbei raised his eyes, his dark eyes met her gaze, Su Qi picked up the gun on the coffee table, stuffed it into his hand, and said word by word: "Kill me, you will win." ”

Lu Jingbei sneered, "You think I'm stupid?"

"If you don't kill me, I'll kill you, you have no choice. She said, straightening up, taking a step back, and raising her gun, "You and I can only live one today." ”

Lu Jingbei's hand holding the gun tightened, and the two confronted each other for a long time, but neither of them made the first move.

I don't know how long it took, a figure suddenly flickered by the door, Lu Jingbei's eyes rolled, and almost at the same time, two gunshots rang out. Time seems to stand still, whether it is Lu Jingbei inside the door or Su Wei outside the door, the two of them are still for a few seconds.

The moment Su Qi fell to the ground, Su Qi lost the gun in his hand and immediately rushed over to hold her.

Her eyes were half-open, and blood was slowly flowing down her forehead. She was shot twice, one in the forehead and one in the back near the heart.

The focus of her eyes quickly dilated, her pupils began to dilate, her mouth moved, her eyes stared at Lu Jingbei, he couldn't hear the voice, but she could still clearly see what she was saying, she said: "Lu Jingbei, I finally don't have to love you anymore." ”

She didn't say a word more, because there was no time, the two shots were all fatal, and she didn't even have time to say goodbye, maybe she didn't think about saying goodbye. It's good, it's not painful at all.

Her vision turned black and white, she took one last look at Lu Jingbei, and what flashed in her mind was that night in the welfare home, it was snowing, and in the dark night sky, brilliant fireworks exploded, very beautiful.

Lu Jingbei stood in front of her like this, unable to move for a long time, Su Shu hugged her, his eyes were full of pain, and the expression on his face was very hideous.

Suddenly there was a fire outside the window, and I don't know who lit the flames, and the flames engulfed the entire villa in an instant.

The fire burned for a night, and there was nothing left, and the firefighters finally rescued a pair of entangled men and women from inside.

Later, Luancheng no longer had Su Qi and Su Qi, two sisters and brothers, and no longer Lu Jingbei, only a Jiangbei appeared out of thin air, the only descendant of the Hongmen Jiang family back then. He merged Hongmen and Qingyi to form Beitang.

However, he will always be the man of the people's mouth, and no one has ever seen him in person.

……

Two years later, Jiangbei sat alone on the edge of a mountain stream fishing.

"Lu Jingbei. ”

Suddenly a woman's voice sounded behind him, he was slightly stunned, he hadn't heard this name for a long, long time, he didn't look back, and he didn't respond.

Wei Che stood behind and said, "Miss Lu must see you, I thought about it, and I should tell you something, so I brought her over." ”

Jiangbei still didn't move, his back was straight, his eyes fell on a certain point, and he was in a daze for a long time, as if he couldn't hear anything.

Lu Xiao looked at his back, much thinner than before.

She said: "Su Qi didn't kill me, she was using this way to let me leave Luancheng in order to protect me." She found my brother and sent me to my brother's side. In fact, she did this not only to protect me, but also for you, she knows that I am your weakness, and she doesn't want you to be threatened, she would rather let you hate her......"

"Shut up. He spoke coldly.

Lu Xiao paused, "This is the truth, everything she does is for you." ”

"I'll shut you up. ”

Lu Xiao pursed his lips and didn't speak again.

After being silent for a long time, Lu Xiao couldn't help but ask: "Lu Jingbei, do you really not love Su Qi at all?"

Jiangbei did not answer her.

She smiled to herself, as if talking to herself, and said, "Anyway, you never loved me, you were good to me because I saved you, you were good to me because you expected that one day I would die because of you, didn't you?"

"You go, leave and never come back. In the end, he did not answer her, but only took the fishing rod, crossed her side, and went straight away.

……

Beitang's power became bigger and bigger, and finally ate the Gu family in an extremely extreme way, and immediately let go of the girls who were secretly trained by Gu Dongsheng, all of whom were seventeen or eighteen years old, and they were either bought in or abducted. Think about it, when Su Qi came to him, he seemed to be seventeen years old.

Another year passed, Jiangbei went to Su Qi's grave alone, he stood for a long time, the photo on the tombstone is Su Qi's appearance when he was youngest, smiling brightly, this photo was prepared by herself a long time ago, and she has been putting it well, it seems to be waiting for this day to come in handy.

I don't know how long it took, the sky was cloudy, and it looked like it was about to rain.

Suddenly there was the sound of footsteps, and then a bouquet of lilies was placed in front of the tombstone.

The person who came was Lu Yan, who was standing side by side with Jiangbei, with a pair of sunglasses on his face, he couldn't see his joy or anger, and only said lightly: "Congratulations, you finally succeeded." ”

Jiang Bei only moved the corners of his lips.

"Is it happy to be alive alone?"

He smiled lightly, glanced sideways at him, and said, "Do your wives and children know that you are here?"

"I know what, I don't know what, I'm just coming to see an old friend. I used to pity her, but now I pity her even more, meeting you is really the biggest misfortune in her life. ”

Jiangbei still only smiled faintly.

Lu Yan turned his head to look at him and said, "If you could do it all over again, would you still do this to her?"

If he could do it all over again, he chose never to meet him, and he chose to die with his family.

It's a pity that in this life, there will never be a way to do it all over again, and it will never be possible to do it all over again.

When a person is always by your side, you will never cherish her existence, because she is always there, as long as you say it, she will definitely appear in front of you.

Cen Cheng is right, in this world, there will never be a person like Su Qi who appears by his side, he can't beat or scold, he bears everything, just for him. In the end, he died, and everything was arranged, just to achieve him alone. And then in this way, die in front of him, so that he can remember her forever and ever.

In fact, what she wanted most was that Jiangbei killed her with his own hands, and in the end, Su Shu helped her and asked him to kill her with his own hands, even if it was a mistake, it was his own hands.

And in the chamber of her gun, there were no bullets at all, she never wanted him to die, she wanted him to live, to live a long life. She can even make it, he and Lu Xiao.

However, in this life, in his heart, there will never be a second person except for her Su Qi.

He seemed to hear her smile and say, "Lu Jingbei, I want to grow in your heart." ”

He smiled slightly, wanting to tell her personally, "You have succeeded, in fact, you have grown in my heart a very early age." ”

It's a pity that she never knows, she doesn't know until she dies, she only knows that he will never fall in love with herself.

I don't know when, Lu Yan left.

When Fang Yun saw him, he only sneered and said, "Are you qualified to stand here? Pretend to be affectionate to show anyone? ”

Jiangbei will not refute any of their accusations, but only listen quietly, and when they have said enough and scolded enough, he will leave.

If he was insulted and could be exchanged for Su Qi, he wouldn't mind.

Fang Yun looked at the photo on the tombstone and said indignantly: "Look at you, is it worth it! If you don't see love until you die, don't want this kind of love! You are so stupid!"

……

This world will not stop turning because there is one less person, and life will not stagnate because there is one less person.

Time always passes quickly, passing in the blink of an eye, which is unexpected.

In fact, for Jiangbei, life is like a year, every day passes very slowly, and he has to wait for a long, long day to pass. Except for working hours, he is mostly like a lost soul, he can not speak for a few days and nights, only sit quietly, extremely tired, and can't sleep.

His life seems to have stopped on the night Su Qi died, and his memory only stopped on that day.

In the third year after Su Qi's death, Lu Xiao married a very ordinary man, and gave birth to a big fat boy that year, two brothers and sisters, but they lived an ordinary life, and they didn't ask about everything in the past.

Jiangbei used Su Qi's name to send a share of the money.

In the fifth year after Su Qi's death, on Chinese New Year's Eve, Jiangbei went to Su Qi's hometown and went to the welfare home where they first met.

Because of the Chinese New Year, the town is very lively and full of joy, and every house is hung with red lanterns.

The welfare home has been relocated, but the old site is still there, and a seal has been affixed on the outside, and it will be demolished after the year. The surrounding area is so lively, it can't infect here, there is no one, it seems so depressed. Jiangbei tore off the seal, the door was unlocked, and with a slight push, it opened.

The courtyard inside is already overgrown with weeds, but the whole structure is almost exactly the same as it was at the beginning, there are no changes, only some more entertainment facilities. Several of the buildings had become very old, indeed old, and when he came, the orphanage was not new, dilapidated and old, and small.

Just to avoid Lu Sanfan's people, he could only nest here, and then he met Su Qi and Su Qi here.

He walked around the courtyard alone, and finally stepped on the administrative building and stood on the terrace, where the relationship between him and Su Qi had a turning point.

Think about when she was a child, she was really faceless and skinless, and when she laughed, her eyes were shiny and very good-looking. When she was a child, in addition to being savage, she was really cute.

He stood alone, watching the sun go down and watching the night approach. In a trance, he seemed to hear the lively voices of the children, shouting Happy New Year, and he seemed to see the large classroom on the first floor, brightly lit, and the children were inside, waiting for the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, waiting for small gifts.

"Hello, my name is Su Qi, Su Qi's Su, Su Qi's Qi. ”

"Hey. ”

"Hey, hey, hey!"

"Hey, hey, I'm calling you, didn't you hear!"

Jiang Bei turned around, and in the dark night, he saw a little girl standing there with a cake in her hand, and he smiled and said, "I heard it, Su Qi." ”

I'm sorry, I'm late, I'll go to you now, whatever you want, I'll give it all to you.

……

Years later, when the demolition team came to demolish the house, they found a body.

It was left unclaimed at the Public Security Bureau for nearly a month, and finally dealt with by the police, without even a tombstone.

……

END