Tuo Lingyun knew that the questioning of the small security check was a routine procedure, and she should cooperate with the investigation, but there were some memories that she thought she had forgotten, but just now, with the questioning of the small security check, all came to her mind.

It was so clear, the details were so profound, even the temperature of the blood on my uncle's body, and the incessant gunshots in my ears, seemed as if it happened just yesterday.

After so many years, how did the people in the village who survived that year spend the days and nights of the past ten years? Tuo Lingyun didn't know, they were all about the same as her, but it was a nightmare buried deep in the depths of her memory.

But it wasn't until today, many years later, that Tuo Lingyun discovered that she hadn't forgotten the fear at that time for many years.

If she had the insight she has now, she should know to hire a psychiatrist for herself to properly channel the shadow caused by this incident to her.

But she didn't, she didn't know that she needed to call a psychiatrist when she encountered this kind of fear, and when others said that she had forgotten, she put it in her mind and stopped thinking about it.

Everyone thought she didn't care, they all thought she was cheerful and had good self-regulation skills, so no one paid attention to her mental health back then, they just felt that she didn't care on the surface, but she really didn't care.

"Don't cry, don't cry Bao. ”

Xu Ze stretched out his hand, and wiped the tears from her face for her with her fingertips, she shook her head, but the tears flowed more fiercely.

"Uncle, uncle was fine, he was by my side, climbed up with me, suddenly pushed me, and when I reacted, my uncle pushed me away, and he himself was shot"

Tuo Lingyun suddenly cried silently, in this underground garage where there was only her and Xu Ze, she looked at Xu Ze in front of her, and said with tears in her eyes

"I didn't dare to tell anyone about this, I was afraid that they would blame me, that my uncle had blocked the bullet for me, so I could survive, I didn't dare, Osawa, am I a bad woman? ”

"You were only 14 years old, baby. ”

Xu Ze bent down and hugged Tuo Lingyun in the seat in his arms, this was the first time he knew this, this was something that was not in the file, but what if he knew? Blame a 14-year-old child back then, because he was afraid of being blamed, so he hid these details?

He simply let go of Tuo Lingyun, sat in the car, unbuckled Tuo Lingyun's seat belt, picked her up, sat on his lap, wrapped his arms around her, and asked

"Have you been nice to your uncle's family all these years?"

"I give money to their family every year, and I also sponsor my uncle's younger generation to study abroad. ”

Tuo Lingyun was sobbing from crying, she looked up at Xu Ze, and in the darkness, she didn't see any disgust for her in Xu Ze's eyes.

"So you see, you're not bad, you were just a 14-year-old kid back then, and you were still at the age of being protected, just like the child you held in your arms, you ran away with it, and never gave up on the child and ran away alone, but baby, everyone knows that throwing away the burden, no longer carrying weight up the mountain, will climb faster, you protected the child, just as your uncle protected you. ”

In the quiet and small space, Tuo Lingyun seemed to be changed by Xu Ze's rhetoric, and she began to look at the massacre from a new perspective.

In fact, she has always felt very guilty about her dead uncle, because she was too scared, after the incident, because she was in a poor rural area, there was no professional security check to make a record for her in time.

The Dongshan garrison had to be busy chasing the murderer again, there were so many people who survived in the village that year, and when it was her turn to make a record, she was overly frightened, sick and feverish, and felt in a daze that she was afraid that her uncle's family would blame her and think that she killed her uncle, so she concealed the fact that her uncle blocked the bullet for her.

What is an ordinary 14-year-old child doing at this age? Tuo Lingyun often thinks of this question, is she living a mediocre life, or is she like her, burdened with heavy debts, and her grandfather's huge surgery costs?

She didn't know, she only knew that those 14-year-old girls were living in the bright sunshine one by one, smiling like feathers without burden.

And at a young age, she has already begun to make money to support her family, and she is popular all over China.

So over the years, she has not been short of money, and she has been sponsoring her uncle's descendants, sending her uncle's descendants to college, going abroad, giving them money to do business, giving them money to buy a house and a car, and she has not ignored her uncle's family.

Because she felt guilty, but the longer it passed, the more she didn't dare to talk about it, so she could only take this way to make her guilt less.

Now Xu Ze told her that her uncle protected her just like she protected the child in her arms, in fact, this is all human nature.

"You didn't do anything wrong, it's Aung Sa and Sushan who are at fault, baby, your uncle is protecting a child, not you, it will be another child, he is not killed by you, he is killed by those slaughterers, it has nothing to do with you. ”

Xu Ze carefully sorted out her cognition for Tuo Lingyun, and suddenly felt very regretful in his heart, if ten years ago, when he was infatuated with her, he would have gone to her, and he would definitely not let her hold this matter in his heart, causing her to have a psychological shadow for ten years.

Tuo Lingyun's heart is in turmoil, in the past ten years, her cognition is wrong?

She stopped talking, she forgot to cry, her head buzzed and hurt, and she was almost dizzy in the clouds.

When she reacted, a loud slogan sounded in her ears, and the sound made Tuo Lingyun feel very reassured.

The massacre many years ago was ended by those garrisons that seemed to descend from the gods, and now that Xu Ze actually brought her to his station when she was extremely mentally unstable.

Outside the window, there was a garrison kicking and walking by, and he glanced at Osawa inadvertently, and saluted Osawa one after another.

As a result, as soon as his hand was raised, he saw Xu Ze go around to the passenger seat, open the car door, and help Tuo Lingyun out.

Everyone's eyes were falling to the ground.

Although many people know that their leaders and Tuo Lingyun are a couple, but they really taught them to see Tuo Lingyun himself, no, no, no, it was a real person who came out of TV, and they still widened their eyes one by one, and they were very frightened.

"No one has been caught over there, and before things come to light, you will live in the garrison house first. ”

Xu Ze walked beside Tuo Lingyun, restrained and did not hold her hand, after all, there were too many garrisons along the way, and it was still necessary to pay attention to the impact.

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