Chapter 4: Such Nights and Mornings
After graduation, he followed Xue Zhengping to Shanghai.
The days were hard.
She is more accustomed to life than Xue Zhengping.
After eight years of hard work, he also has a foothold in the suburbs of Shanghai.
This is a happy life that she never dared to dream of, and it is also what she spent eight years of forbearance in exchange. She had no reason to give up!
After eating a salty and tasteless dinner with tears in her eyes, Huang Caihong got up and went to clean up the kitchen.
After the kitchen was busy, she sat in the small living room and watched TV.
The picture on the TV flowed in front of her eyes, why the people on the TV were laughing, and what they were saying, she heard it, but she didn't understand it at all.
At night, it's time to go to bed.
She wondered if she should take the initiative tonight and untie her clothes or something.
Lying on the bed with trepidation, the bedroom door did not ring. Xue Zhengping was still in the study.
Tossing and turning, tossing and turning.
Time is magnified in the agitation and appears extraordinarily slow.
By the time Yellow Rainbow came from waking up to chaos and waking up from chaos, it was already the middle of the night. Whether it was the first half of the night or the second half of the night was unknown.
Timidly stretched out his hand, wanting to pretend to roll over to Xue Zhengping's side by pretending to be sleepy, but he didn't know that after reaching out and touching it for a long time, except for the quilt, it was still the quilt, and there was no one.
Xue Zhengping didn't sleep in the bedroom!
Huang Caihong sat up suddenly.
Xue Zhengping hadn't stayed in the study overnight before, but there had never been a time like this time now, which made her uneasy and her mind aggravated.
Unable to bear the torment of suspicion, Huang Rainbow tiptoed up, pressed the mobile phone, and found that it was half past one in the morning. I didn't dare to wear slippers, for fear of disturbing the sound of kicking, so I walked out of the bedroom barefoot, sneaked up, and stuck to the door of the study.
The ears were close to the door, and there was no sound in the door.
Xue Zhengping's breathing was extremely shallow when he slept, and Liao Ruo was silent.
But at this moment, Huang Caihong only felt that the study must be empty!
He must have gone to a private meeting with his lover in the middle of the night!
In the midst of sorrow, Huang Rainbow pressed her hand on the door and pushed the door hard, who knows, it was actually locked inside!
For a while, my heart sank and shook.
Shen is Lao Xue actually guarded against her, and Zhen is Lao Xue did not go out in the middle of the night to meet his lover. After Shen Zhen, the strength on Huang Caihong's body was like a flood that had been poured out, and even the strength to support her was insufficient.
Holding on to the wall, she slowly walked back to the bedroom.
In the second half of the night, I opened my eyes until dawn.
The thoughts of this midnight are summed up in one sentence, and they are still resolute and inseparable. If you leave, you will give up all your efforts, and you will be lonely for life. So, fight to the death.
She was afraid.
I'm afraid that she is a weak woman with no education, no ability, and a mediocre appearance, and has lost the protection of her husband, how can she survive in the turbulent magic capital?!
Leaving the magic capital? The world is so big, where is there a place for her? A child without a father or mother, without roots and no evidence, how can she have the courage to wander. I am afraid that one wrong step will lead to the abyss of catastrophe and no one will redeem me.
Besides, although Lao Xue has all kinds of unsatisfactory things, he is still good overall. At least she knew him, at least they had been together for eight full years.
Having made up her mind, Huang Caihong continued to press her mind and pretend that she didn't know anything.
The morning sun rises.
Monday arrived.
Yellow Rainbow wakes up early as usual.
Get up and make breakfast for Lao Xue.
Chop the shallots into chopped green onions, put the flour in water to make a paste, and then knock in an egg, heat the oil pan, pour the egg and green onion batter into the pot, and instantly make a steaming squeak. The green onion egg cake is fragrant and fragrant out of the pot.
This is a well-known lawyer from a well-known law firm...... Assistant...... One of Xue Zhengping's never tired of eating breakfast.
is also a husband who graduated from three universities, and because of his unremitting efforts, Xue Zhengping finally passed the national judicial examination and entered the lawyer industry of his dreams.
For this, Huang Caihong admires it very much and is very proud.
Putting the omelet out and placing it in a two-dollar light gray porcelain plate bought by IKEA, Huang Caihong took out a pair of knives and forks from the kitchen drawer. The corners of his mouth went up, as if he wanted to laugh, and when he thought about it, he couldn't laugh.
Eat an egg cake, just pinch it with your hands and eat it, but the husband has a clear eye, and uses a knife and a fork. That's why she wants to laugh.
However, even on weekdays, Huang Rainbow only dares to laugh secretly.
Xue Zhengping is a man with unbelievable self-esteem. He couldn't stand any words or actions that could be interpreted as mockery. If outsiders do this to him, he will definitely hold a grudge to shame. If Huang Caihong did this to him, it must have been a long cold war.
Huang Caihong twitched the corners of her mouth and continued to arrange the plate seriously.
As soon as he turned around, he caught a glimpse of half of his head and a pair of deep eyes in the corner of the restaurant, and he was immediately frightened. The first reaction was: Oops, did he see himself snickering? (No, can he still laugh?)
Xue Zhengping didn't deliberately hide behind the corner of the wall, he was just habitually cautious, like a rat going out on the street, unconsciously hiding and looking at the world in front of him.
So-so, Xue Zhengping looks like a talent. All his shortcomings are common to men of the times, such as abdominal muscles covered with fat, slightly convex belly, receding hairline, neglect of housework, and lazy courtesy to his wife......
If you put aside the common shortcomings of men in these eras, Xue Zhengping is a person without shortcomings.
He doesn't be a big fan, he doesn't smoke, he doesn't drink, he doesn't play cards. At least that's how the yellow rainbow is impressed.
Originally, I still had the impression that he didn't attract flowers and grass. Alas, the impression is that this kind of thing is so unreliable, like a flower in the moon and mist in the water.
"Up?" Huang Caihong wiped her hands on her apron and greeted Xue Zhengping with a smiling face.
Xue Zhengping walked out of the corner with frowning eyebrows. Huang Caihong remembered that he had said more than once that she looked very dirty when she wiped her hands on her apron.
"I'll give you hot milk right away. ”
Without waiting for Xue Zhengping's feedback, Huang Caihong quickly turned around, took out a liter of milk from the refrigerator, poured it into a low glass, and then put it in the microwave.
The microwave oven turned, and Huang Rainbow stared at the microwave oven and counted silently, counting enough for 20 seconds, and turned on the microwave oven.
Three-fifths of a glass of milk, 20 seconds just to get hot.
Placing the milk in front of Xue Zhengping's right hand, Huang Rainbow sat down opposite him.
Xue Zhengping habitually didn't look at her, and she habitually set her eyes on his expressionless face. In fact, her mind was already in a mess, but her mouth could still reflex: "Did you sleep well last night?"
"Good ......," Xue Zhengping said inarticulately.
Huang Caihong, who felt that she was perfunctory, hurriedly ordered herself to get up, hurriedly took off her apron, and said in a voice that could barely hear the trill: "I'm leaving." If you don't leave, it's too late. Bye. ”
It was as if he had kept her a little longer. In fact, she is usually like this, knowing that it does not match the facts, but she always likes to say this.
"Hmm......" Xue Zhengping replied inactively.
Huang Caihong changed into shoes, picked up a fake leather handbag, and gently closed the door behind her.