Chapter 0455 [Idle] What is the heart
On the weekend, Wallen was going to the library with the instructions for the MRI, which was too professional for her, and she had to go to the library to look it up.
In order to complete the translation as soon as possible, the library is open on weekends and lunches in the cafeteria.
Warlene walked out of the corridor of the single dormitory building, and Shen Xian walked towards her: "There is a new café in the municipal square, I invite you to go for coffee." ”
"But I have something. Warlene showed Shen Xian the magnetic resonance manual in her hand.
Shen Xian took the MRI manual and hugged it herself: "You also take this with you, when we drink coffee, you can translate while chatting, maybe I can help you too." ”
"But there's no such thing as drinking coffee in the morning. "Bottom of her heart, Wo Lin didn't want to go out with Shen Xian.
"I just drink coffee in the morning, coffee can refresh people, just make people feel refreshed all day. Shen Xian induced.
"If you have anything, just say it," Warlene took the MRI manual from Shen Xian's hand, "I still have to rush the task after that, complete the task early, and I should take family leave early." ”
"I just want to tell you about vacation," Shen Xian avoided Wo Lin's hand, "Let's go, in order to invite you to coffee, I borrowed the car, and the car was parked in the square in front of the emergency department, after the Lantern Festival, we haven't had a good time together, I invite you to play today." ”
After speaking, Shen Xian took the lead in walking towards the emergency department.
Wallen's words of refusal stuck in her throat.
In fact, she and Shen Xian have always gotten along very well, Shen Xian didn't hurt her, who is she angry with.
Forget it, just go, just listen to what Shen Xian wants to say to herself, Wallen followed Shen Xian to the emergency department square.
Shen Xian borrowed a business car, she put the book in the back seat, and sat in the driver's seat by herself, thinking that Volin would sit in the co-pilot seat, but who knew that Volin hesitated, sat in the back seat, and put the manual on her lap.
Sighing softly in her heart, Shen Xian started the car.
It's been many years, she is a loner, go to work to do her part, live her own life after work, don't have conflicts with others, and there are no so-called girlfriends.
In fact, she didn't have to look for Wallen at all, and she didn't need to pay attention to the thoughts of these children, as time slowly passed, the past would also pass.
But for some reason, every time I think of what Zeng Yiyi described to her, after listening to her words about refusing Jian Kang during the spring outing, Warlene's calmness made her feel sorry for this girl for no reason.
Anyone's calmness is not innate, but the precipitation after experiencing pain.
According to Shen Xian's observations, anyone who has dealt with Warren will be attracted by Warlene's peace, including Shen Xian herself.
Li Lei likes to quarrel with Warlene, but in fact, he is also close to Warring in disguise, just because of Warlene's quality that can calm down his anxious heart.
And the person with this trait, what hardships have he experienced, what unhappiness he is experiencing, who cares, and who puts himself in her shoes.
On weekends, there are already many people on the streets early in the morning, and the shops that usually open at 9 o'clock or 10 o'clock open at 8 o'clock on weekends, and pedestrians cross the road at any time regardless of traffic rules, and the car cannot drive fast.
Shen Xian and Wo Lin didn't speak, Shen Xian glanced at Wo Lin from the rearview mirror from time to time, and Woolen was looking at the scenery along the road at the beginning, and gradually lost interest in the crowded environment, and looked down at the magnetic resonance manual seriously.
"The car is shaking, watch your eyes. Shen Xian reminded.
"It's okay, I'm used to it. Warlene looked up at Shen Xian and smiled, "When I was at home before, my father often took me out to seek medical treatment, sometimes the road was not easy to walk, the car we sat in was much more shaky than this, it was a long road, there was nothing to do, and I was also reading books to pass the time." ”
Shen Xian asked, "Do you remember how old you were back then?"
"I remember it for a long time, probably when I was three or four years old," Warlene recalled, "Actually, when I was a child, going out to seek medical treatment was a common thing for me, and I couldn't remember exactly how old I was, and it didn't make sense to me." ”
"So, you know words when you're very young?" Shen Xian was surprised.
"Well, I heard my mother say that this is the case, when I was a child, I was not close to people, there were not so many entertainment activities now, and there were no toys for children, even if there were, I didn't have the strength to play, my mother taught me to read, according to my mother, I learned to speak, I can point to the words in the book. ”
"So powerful?" Shen Xian has practiced her talent since she was a child, but her serious literacy has been in elementary school.
"My mother said, it's not that there is no choice, which mother wants to do this," Wallen smiled wryly, "she hopes that I can be like other children, playing outside all day long, and getting into trouble from time to time for the family to follow behind and wipe my ass." ”
Such a child is healthy, and the family does not have to worry all day long, for fear that a wrong-eyed child will lose his breath, and even afraid that no matter how carefully he takes care of him, the child will leave him.
Shen Xian sighed: "It is not easy for you and your family. ”
Warlene shook her head: "It's not easy, it's my parents and my brother, I was born like that, I haven't experienced what it's like to be healthy, there is no comparison, and I don't feel that it's not easy." ”
"Then did you envy other children when you were a child?" Shen Xian remembered that when she was a child, she was managed by her aunt and had no free time, and at that time she was especially envious of other children who could play everywhere.
Warlene shook her head: "Don't envy, they play, I think, it's also quite interesting." ”
Speaking of this, Warleen suddenly laughed: "Sometimes when they are playing crazy, it suddenly rains heavily, and the embarrassed appearance of escaping is particularly funny, and I sit in the house by myself, and the wind can't blow, and the rain can't get wet, and I feel very lucky." ”
"You also call it lucky?" Shen Xian shook her head with a smile, "I guess only you will think so about suffering." ”
"When I was a child, I didn't know it was called happiness in suffering," Wallen also smiled and shook her head, "When I grew up, I experienced more things and read more books, so I really understood what it meant to be happy in suffering, to be honest, until now, I don't think it's happiness in suffering, but I think it's nature, not natural with nature, but a manifestation of sincere emotions." ”
Later, however, her illness experienced countless setbacks, and the cause could not be found, and the disease could only be treated symptomatically, not the root cause, and she understood what it meant to go with the flow.
Fortunately, her health is getting better and better, although she still doesn't know if it's unknown, but she still lives up to her family's hard work.
"How is it that what you said is different from what is written in the book, and it is also different from the imagination of ordinary people, is it that the feelings described in the book are all fictional and mislead people's imagination?"
"I don't dare to say this, I'm just talking about my own feelings. ”
Warlene asked Shen Xian rhetorically: "Teacher Shen, when you were a child, it should be very different from my time, right?"
Shen Xian sighed: "I only have one impression, I live a repetitive life every day, without a little change." ”
The two talked all the way about their lives when they were children, but they didn't get cold anymore, they could drive to the municipal square in ten minutes, but because of the crowding on the road, they had to take a detour, and the time to reach the municipal square dragged on for nearly an hour.
Shen Xian found a place to park the car and breathed a long sigh of relief: "I knew that the traffic was like this, I wouldn't invite you out to play on weekends, but I would go to you when there was no class on any day, anyway, you don't have to commute to work on time and on time, and no one cares about you, you can leave at any time." ”
At ten o'clock in the morning, there were not many people in the café, Shen Xian picked a booth in the corner, asked for two cups of coffee, and a few small snacks, and the two tasted quietly.
It's not so much a quiet tasting, but rather a little bit of a thing that the two of them don't know what to say.
Although their booths are in the corner, they don't delay to enjoy the traffic outside through the glass windows.
After watching the traffic all the way, she really didn't have the interest to appreciate it anymore, and Wallen just glanced out the window when she just sat down, and never paid attention to the outside again.
The dim sum is a dessert, she doesn't like it, she only tastes one, the coffee is original, very bitter, she doesn't feel unpleasant, self-deprecation is estimated to be practiced by drinking bitter medicine.
"When are you going to go home?" Shen Xian broke the silence.
"It's not certain yet, it depends on when the translation will be completed," Warlene touched the magnetic resonance manual in her hand, "The people who participated in the translation together, except for me and a technician in the radiology department, everyone else is a doctor, and it is more difficult to translate the instruction manual of this kind of large and thick instrument, that technician has to work during the day, and only has time at night, I am an idler, so I will do more." ”
Xiucai is also an idler, and he doesn't use reference books to translate materials at all, but he only secretly helps her translate and refuses to go to the stage.
Shen Xian took the magnetic resonance manual, and said while flipping through it: "You can give me a part, I'll translate it first, and then you proofread it, if there is an improper translation, you can just revise it, you can save a lot of time, and you can go home early."
"When I was studying at the Capital Conservatory of Music, I was able to have direct conversations with foreign teachers, and I also worked part-time as a tour guide, specializing in leading tour groups composed of foreign friends, which shows that my English level is not bad.
"Although there is a difference between English for life and English, it is not completely different, and you can still translate the information you have at hand. ”
"Teacher Shen, what are you going to say when you invite me out to play today?" Volin didn't want to go around the bush anymore.
Shen Xian chuckled: "I also plan to go back to my hometown, but after dozens of hours on the train, without a companion, the time will be sad, I just want you to finish your work early, so you can take the train home with me." ”
"Me and you?" Warlene suspected that Shen Xian was making excuses, "Are you on the same road?"
"Most of the journey is on the same road," Shen Xian nodded seriously, "My home is farther than yours, and after you get off the train, I still have to take a sixteen-hour train, then a five-hour bus, and a half-day board car." ”
"So far?" Warleen was surprised.
She had to take a thirty-six hour train to go home, and this was still when the train was not late, and there was still a fifty-mile bus ride after getting off the train, which already felt far enough, but she didn't expect Shen Xian to be even farther, almost three days and three nights, and if there was no companion, the time was indeed difficult enough.
"That's why I care when you go home?" Shen Xian dismantled half of the MRI manual, and pushed the remaining half back to Warlene, "Let's work together to go home early." ”
In her heart, she didn't want to go back to that mountain village, but there was something she had to go back to deal with herself.
She could have left at any time, and Shou Weiguo had already arranged for someone to pick her up along the way, but before she left, if she didn't meet with Volin, she always felt unsure.
Going home with Warleen was the reason she thought of before she came to find Wallen.
It's not bad to be on the same road, maybe after this matter is dealt with, she and Warlene will never have a chance to meet again.
As for the time to deal with that matter, it doesn't matter if it's postponed for a while, decades have already passed, and there is no rush at this time.
Warlene shook her head: "Teacher Shen, in fact, you should have something else to say to me, you can't say it, then I'll find out, is it because Jian Kang has always been too attentive to you, so you feel that something is wrong, you only said that to him during the spring outing, you came out with me, is it also for this matter?"
"There is nothing in the world, mediocre people disturb themselves!" Shen Xian held Wo Lin's hand, "What others want is not my business, for example, if you walk on the road and others look at you a few more times, do you want to look back, the key is what your own heart is." ”
Suddenly being held by Shen Xian's hand, Warren felt very uncomfortable, she subconsciously pulled her hand back, Shen Xian didn't mean to insist, Warlene used a little force, and Shen Xian let go of Warlene's hand.
Although she knew in her heart that Jian Kang was just wishful thinking, but Shen Xian said it herself, and Warlene still felt a lot more relaxed in her heart.
She was a little embarrassed: "Teacher Shen, am I stupid?"
"It's not stupid," Shen Xian smiled, "Everyone has times when they are trapped by love, I believe it is not the first time for you, and judging from my age, you can be regarded as a so-called person who has come over, so we will have a good understanding and don't need to explain too much." ”
In order to alleviate Warlene's embarrassment, Shen Xian recommended to Warlene: "This café doesn't only deal in coffee, they have both Chinese and Western food here, mainly Western food, are you interested in eating Western food, I heard that the Western food here tastes good." ”
Warlene was a little embarrassed: "I've only seen Western food on TV, but I haven't really seen it, I'm afraid of embarrassment." ”
Shen Xian comforted Wo Lin: "With me here, how can I make you embarrassed, if you don't mind, I'll help you." ”
Then she lowered her voice: "No matter what kind of food culture, it is necessary to follow the local customs, and the same is true for Western food, I have seen a lot of people who are not used to using knives and forks, and want to taste Western food, ask the waiter for chopsticks, most of the waiters are locals, and they are accustomed to this kind of thing." ”
"Thank you, Teacher Shen," Worin understood that Shen Xian was kind, "Since you are eating Western food, you should follow the rules of Western food, otherwise you will learn from the soil and the foreign, and if you really encounter an occasion that requires Western food to socialize in the future, I am afraid that it will make a joke." ”
"Okay, just do as you say. Shen Xian ordered a fish steak in tomato sauce for Volin and a steak in pepper sauce for herself.
It was not yet eleven o'clock, and it was still a little early before the meal time, and the waiter said to let the two of them wait a little longer, because the kitchen was not ready yet.
"It's okay, we're not in a hurry. ”
Shen Xian introduced Western food culture to Wo Lin.