Chapter 18: Anya proposes to see her promise again
After Anya told Anya about finding Linuo ten years ago, the whole ward instantly quieted down, Feng Yun and Feng Tuo didn't speak, she sighed and continued, "The moment she put a band-aid on my neck with tears in her eyes, her kindness really touched me. Over the years, I have often dreamed of her. Tuo'er, you have been thinking about her for ten years, and she has lived in my heart for ten years. I often think back to what happened that day, and every time I think of her, I regret it. But how dare I tell you the truth at that time? ”
Feng Tuo held his head in his hands, lowered his head and lowered it, he kept scolding himself, why didn't he ask again at that time, why just..."Mom, don't think about it anymore, your body is important, I can handle this matter." Feng Tuo said in a trembling voice.
"I did this wrong, she broke up with you for me ten years ago, I know she feels uncomfortable, otherwise she wouldn't have drunk until her stomach bleeds..."
Feng Tuo's heart tightened when he listened, "Mom... You... Do you even know that?"
"Well, I saw her in the hospital, but she didn't notice me", Anya coughed twice, took the water handed by Feng Yun and drank two sips, "I asked the doctor, she was sent to the hospital the night you broke up... One of the things I regret most in my life is with her. Tuo'er, Mom knows that she doesn't have much time left..."
Feng Yun wanted to say something, Anya hurriedly stopped her, "You don't have to comfort me, I already knew about my illness", and looked at Feng Tuo, "Before I leave, can you let me see her again, and I can go with peace of mind when I see her." ”
At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and the doctor walked in with the nurse. Feng Yun hurriedly got up, Feng Tuo lowered his head to wipe away his tears, and then stood up.
"Don't be nervous, I'm just going to come over and ask the nurse about the situation, and then ask the nurse to do a routine check-up. The doctor hurriedly said that he was afraid of irritating them again.
"Go out first, and I'll call you when you're ready." Anya forced a smile.
"Okay, Auntie, if anything happens, you ask the nurse to call us, and we'll be at the door. Feng Yun pulled Feng Tuo and was about to go out.
Feng Tuo patted her hand and signaled that he was fine, "Doctor, when will your ward rounds end, I will go to you in a while and ask about my mother's condition." ”
The doctor looked at the watch in his hand, "Hmm... It's going to take an hour, you can come to the office at ten o'clock and look for me. ”
Feng Tuo nodded, glanced at Anya, and then followed Feng Yun out.
Anya looked at the closed door and said, "Doctor, you can help me persuade him in a while, don't think about treating me anymore, I don't have a few days, you should know this." I'm dead now, it's liberation, don't you say that's the reason? ”
Feng Yun walked out of the ward and sat down on a chair in the corridor, looking straight at Feng Tuo, "Brother..."
"Don't talk yet, let me be alone. Feng Tuo bent down, slid down the wall, and sat on the ground.
Feng Yun looked at him, this was the first time, the first time he had seen him look so depressed. Feng Yun knew that he was bitter in his heart, he had been thinking about his sister-in-law every moment in the past ten years, and he had never forgotten it. Feng Yun watched him staring at his old phone in a daze more than once, and heard him muttering to himself more than once.
"Why do you want to break up? I haven't contacted him for so many years, I'm afraid I've forgotten me..."Feng Yun thinks he knows him very well, he has no confidence when he goes back this time, after knowing the truth of the matter, he will definitely love his sister-in-law more, but he will also be even less confident. Ten years ago, what did the aunt do to her sister-in-law, just by her aunt's words, Feng Yun could also expect how hurtful her words were at that time, and how frightened she was.
Thinking of this, she came to Feng Tuo's side and hugged him tightly, "Brother, don't hold it back, if you want to cry, just cry, just cry." ”
Feng Tuo had to admit that Feng Yun knew him, but he told himself that now was not the time to cry, he still had a lot to do, and the first thing to bear the brunt of was his fucking illness, and patted Feng Yun, "Don't worry, your brother and I can hold on." Don't worry about me, I should be happy to hear my mother say so much. ”
Feng Yun got up and looked at him, "Brother, you must be able to chase your sister-in-law back, you must chase your sister-in-law back, she is so good, she can't be cheap to others." ”
Feng Tuo smiled evilly and motioned for Feng Yun to help him up, "If you want to recover her, you really have to hurry, her flower is too fragrant, attracting bees and butterflies, it's too disturbing." ”
Feng Yun listened to his words and became happy, "It seems that someone is arguing with you?"
"This can't be said", Feng Tuo patted his clothes, "Did you bring anything you brought, I'll wash my face and shave." ”
"Bring it", Feng Yun beckoned to Li Tong, who was waiting outside, and the latter hurriedly stepped forward and handed over the bag, "Here, everything you want is inside, the bathroom is at the easternmost end of the corridor, you can go quickly." ”
Feng Tuo glanced at Li Tong, then nodded at Feng Yun, "The doctor is out, you go in and chat with my mother." Take two steps and turn around, "Just forget if you stay here, Li Tong won't be here." If you can't go to class, the company doesn't want it?"
Feng Yun heard the meaning of his brother's words, and hurriedly walked to Li Tong's side, "You go back first, I'll call you if you have something." ”
"Okay!" Li Tong saw Feng Tuo walking away and took her hand, "Then I'll go back first, but I don't think Mr. Feng likes me very much?"
"Don't think about it too much", Feng Yun pushed his hand away, "He is very confused now, it's not aimed at you, you go back first." If the company has anything to do with Mr. Tan in advance, he will call me again if he can't decide. ”
"I see, you take care of yourself. Li Tong said a few words, turned around and walked out.
While he was talking, the doctor and nurse had already walked away, Feng Yun wanted to shout to ask about the situation, but then thought that Feng Tuo would pass over in a while, so he simply turned around and returned to the ward.
"Auntie, you haven't eaten yet, you should be hungry", Feng Yun entered the door and lifted the lunch boxes on the table and opened them one by one, "The doctor has instructed you to only eat some liquid food, I have boiled porridge and soup for you, and you can make some cushions." ”
The corners of Anya's mouth rose, and she barely pulled a smile, "I haven't seen you for so many years, but you have learned to cook." ”
"Auntie, look at what you said, I would have been, but I was so used to being clothed that I reached out for food to open my mouth. Feng Yun passed the porridge, scooped up a spoonful, and blew it, "You give a face, taste?"
"You're here to sell it! Okay, I'll try it. Anya was amused by Feng Yun's smile, "Try your craftsmanship." ”
"Well, it's not bad", Anya commented with a smile after taking a bite.
"But..."Feng Yun picked up Anya's words, "I've been with you for so long, so I naturally know where your focus is." ”
"You little cleverness", Anya couldn't help pinching her little face, "But there are too many ginger shreds in it, and the porridge is not soft." ”
"You're too demanding, and you're a little picky. Feng Yun pursed his lips dissatisfiedly, but looked at Anya, "Okay, okay, I remember, what you said is what." Next time, I will cook as you instruct me to make sure you are satisfied. ”
Anya listened and looked out the window, "It should be night over there now, let's send me back after I leave, you have to talk about the fallen leaves at the root." ”
Feng Yun put down the bowl and held Anya's hand, "Auntie, don't think about anything now, just think about recovering from your illness, so that my brother and I can honor you again, you know?"
"Xiaoyun, do you think your brother can let her come?" Anya thought about it and hurriedly said, "No, should she still be willing to come to see me?"
"Auntie, can you tell me more about what happened that day?" Feng Yun looked at the sad old lady in front of him with a sincere face. Thinking about it, this is the only pimple in her heart now, otherwise she wouldn't have thought about anything, just blindly repeating the old things ten years ago.
"I went to school to look for her that day, it was summer vacation, and she and another girl were left in the dormitory...."
At the same time, after Feng Tuo washed, he then shaved, and when everything was cleaned up, he opened the door of the ward and put his things in, and stopped when he heard their conversation. He already knew the ins and outs of the matter in his heart, and there was no need to listen to it again. Feng Yun had always been smart and knew how to soothe her anxiety, so he thought so, quietly withdrew and closed the door, and went straight to the doctor's office.
Feng Tuo knocked on the door, but no one responded for a long time, it seemed that the doctor had not finished checking the room, he simply leaned on the side of the door and waited, picked up his mobile phone and saw the message sent by Linuo a day ago, and sour feelings welled up in his heart.
"Didn't you say ten o'clock, how long have you been waiting?" the doctor came from a distance, and saw someone waiting at the door of his office, "Come in." ”
Feng Tuo put away his phone and followed the doctor in, "I just arrived, I didn't wait too long." ”
"Sit, don't pestle", the doctor poured a cup of hot tea and put it on the table, motioned for Feng Tuo to sit down, took the case on the side and pushed it over, "This is your mother's case, you take a look first." I'll just say that it's in the late stages, and I'm not saved. If you take good care of it, you can stay for ten days and half a month. The point is that now, she doesn't have the will to live, you know? She understands that she is also guilty of living, and would rather give up treatment and get rid as soon as possible. ”
Feng Tuo raised his head and stared at the doctor with dull eyes.
"Aren't doctors saving people, how can they persuade us to give up treatment?"
"Yes, the purpose of a doctor is to save lives, to treat diseases and save lives. But we are not gods, and some diseases cannot be cured, and some people cannot be saved. The doctor sighed and said helplessly, "Do you think that when we say such things, we feel good? No one is omnipotent, I am not, and neither are you." Many times when you think about it, your heart will be open, you can understand what I said. ”
Feng Tuo looked at the doctor in front of him who seemed to be a few years older than him, and he had a little more respect in his heart, "You don't look like you're a few years older than me, but you see things more clearly than me." ”
The corners of the doctor's mouth were raised, revealing a good-looking dimple, "I'm used to seeing birth, old age, sickness and death, life and death." Nothing is more important than life and death, you should know that. No matter what happened in life, it didn't always end up being death. Mr. Feng has experienced more than me, so he naturally understands this truth. I shouldn't have talked too much about your family..."
"You can rest assured," Feng Tuo said, "I know that you have been taking care of my mother's illness for so many years. In order to make the company stand more stable, I came too few times. I think you know better than I know what she thinks. ”
"Your mother's heart is in you, but the antidote is in that girl. ”
"It seems that my mother trusts you very much, and even tells you all these things. Feng Tuo was a little lonely.
"I'm not just her doctor, I'm her psychiatrist. The doctor glanced at Feng Tuo, who was a little lost, "Don't blame yourself, she is very content with you by her side." No parent really blames their children, and if anyone loves you the most in this world, it must be your mother. ”
"Then are you telling me to do nothing now, and I don't care if I look at her pain?" Feng Tuo couldn't hold back anymore and shouted excitedly.
"It's not that you don't do anything, you can't do anything. I can't do anything as a doctor, what can you do as a businessman?" said the doctor unhurriedly, "All you can do now is to make her fulfill her wish and go on the road with peace of mind, this is the only thing you can do." ”
Feng Tuo naturally understood, he knew very well that now he was powerless and had nothing to do, but he still had luck and wanted to work harder. Feng Tuo looked up at the doctor in front of him, thinking that he could see it, otherwise he wouldn't have been persuaded for so long.
"Okay, don't delay my appointment, what should I do. The doctor understood that he had figured it out, and hurriedly got up and blasted him out, "Don't think about it all day long, just do what you think, and regret it as easily as you think." ”
After Feng Tuo was blasted out of the office, he breathed a long sigh of relief, a smile flashed across the corner of his mouth, took out his mobile phone and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, and called Zhang Li.
Linuo packed his backpack early in the morning and walked towards the teaching building, and happened to meet Zhang Xiao who was driving a car and preparing to go to work.
"Have a class today?" Zhang Xiao honked her horn and looked at Linuo and asked.
"This is the school, what are you honking", Li Nuo looked at the people on the road, a little uncomfortable, "The professor shouted today to analyze the case and prepare for the later papers. If you go out at this point, you are not afraid of being stuck in traffic. ”
"I don't have to go to the ministry to report today, I go out on duty. Zhang Xiao said disappreciatively.
"Then you pay attention to safety, I'm going to be late, let's talk next time. Linuo looked at his watch and said a few words anxiously.
"What, are you worried about me?" Zhang Xiao waited expectantly.
"If you like that, do whatever you want. "I didn't look back and walked away.
"It's boring, let's go!" Zhang Xiao said and honked the horn again.
Linuo smiled when he heard this, quickened his pace into the teaching building, walked through three flights of stairs, and came to the professor's classroom, and raised his eyes to find that he was missing himself except for the professor.
"Linuo, here. The girl sitting in the outside seat in the second row by the window waved at Linuo as soon as she saw her.
Lino smiled at her and walked over to sit down in the seat inside. Her name is Yan Jingyi, and the dormitory is opposite her. She studied for a master's degree and a doctorate, but she didn't want to be a police officer and was determined to stay in school and become a teacher. Lino asked her why, and she told her that her parents had died in the line of duty, and that her grandparents didn't want her to be a police officer, even though it was her dream since childhood. Linuo felt very sorry for this girl, and liked her optimism even more, not only were the two dormitory close, but the tutor was the same person, so they quickly got acquainted. Yan Jingyi has become one of the few people in this school who is close to Nuo.
"Why did you come, I knew I would call you when I went out. Yan Jingyi looked at her and said.
"I didn't sleep well yesterday, and I woke up late today. Linuo said and took out his mobile phone, flipped to the WeChat page and looked at it, and found that the message still stopped a day ago, smiled bitterly, and then muted the phone.
Yan Jingyi naturally noticed her actions, but she felt that Linuo's mind was a little heavy, and she was about to say something when the professor walked in and had no choice but to give up.
"Jingyi, let's see if everyone has arrived. The professor put the computer and materials on the table, and said to Yan Jingyi without raising his head.
Yan Jingyi hurriedly got up and looked, "Professor, it's all here." ”
"Alright, let's move on to the last case. The professor said, turning on the projection, and Linuo and the students by the window habitually closed the curtain.
"I've read all the analysis materials you handed in last week. Well... Everybody's doing a good job, but only one of you thinks the same way I do," the professor said, looking up at Linuo, and then added, "Let's look at the case again." Ten years ago, the police operated for a long time, and finally found out the important people in charge of drug circulation in countries A and C, Qi and his wife Li, who were extremely vigilant, and also found that the police had enough evidence to plan to flee abroad. Their plan was airtight, and they could have escaped without incident. However, the day before the incident, the police received an anonymous phone call, and it was because of this phone call that the police learned of their escape plan and besieged them in their ancestral home overnight. But the police didn't expect that they would take their son hostage, so they stalemate overnight. The next day, the military sent a special combat team to assist in the arrest of the prisoners, and successfully rescued the hostages, and Qi and Li were killed on the spot. ”
"The reason why this case was brought out is to see if you have found any loopholes", the professor took a glass of water and took two sips, "Yes, you have all noticed the person who made the anonymous call, this person's appearance is too strange." The police also investigated afterwards, but he made all the preparations, turned on the voice changer, wore gloves, and evaded surveillance. Because Qi and Li were killed, the case was closed, and naturally no one pursued the caller. ”
"What the hell do you mean, Professor?" Lino turned to look at where the voice came from, but quickly turned back.
The professor smiled slightly, "Most of you analyze that the person who made the anonymous call is either an informant from the police or an accomplice with a clear conscience, right?"
Except for Linuo, everyone present nodded.
"But don't you think it doesn't make sense?" the professor asked, looking at them and pretending to be mysterious.
"Why doesn't it make sense?" Yan Jingyi asked incomprehensibly.
"yes, why doesn't it make sense?" the others quickly chimed in.
The professor was not in a hurry to answer them, then took a sip of tea, then sat down in a chair beside him, and looked at Linuo.
"Linuo, you should know why. Teacher, I talk a lot, drink tea, you can explain to them for me. ”
Linuo didn't feel surprised, because she noticed that the professor was selling Guanzi from just now, and the professor always glanced at her intentionally or unintentionally when he spoke.
"Don't get up, let's just discuss, sit and talk. Seeing this, the professor hurriedly waved at her.
"I know that everyone is a public security professional, and I am a layman, so I shouldn't have played a big knife in front of you. But the professor said so, so I'll tell you what I think. Observing the professor's face, he put the teacup down and continued, "First of all, if the caller is a police informant, then why leave no trace. I'm sure you all know that the more valuable an informant is for information, the more money he will get. ”
"He must be afraid of reprisals for doing this, and he can't do anything about drug trafficking. ”
"yes, informants should be cautious. ”
"Okay, since you say so, informants are generally in one-line contact with the police, if you are afraid of reprisals, then why go to the public phone in one fell swoop, and the police will also investigate later, if it is an informant, why bother to investigate again. Linuo answered their questions.
"Then you say, how can the accomplice not make sense?" Yan Jingyi beside her looked at her and asked.
"If you're an accomplice, why do you send a message to the police?" asked Linuo calmly.
"Naturally, it is for the sake of mitigating crimes. Yan Jingyi was instantly stunned after speaking.
"Looks like you understand", Linuo chuckled and continued, not noticing the phone that kept the screen on, "Accomplices usually snitch to reduce their sentence and spend a few years in prison. Since it is to mitigate, it is natural that the police should know who he is, and it is too unbelievable to change his voice and wear gloves to hide from the surveillance. So, neither of these arguments will work. ”