060: I'm going to grow on your heart

Su Qi patted Su Yan's shoulder heavily, and walked out of the banquet hall as fast as he could when Lu Yan's back was facing this side.

She knew where Lu Xiao's room was, and there were many waiters coming and going outside the banquet hall, each of them in good spirits, for fear of making a mistake. The hotel management should have informed them in advance, this time the guest is not good-tempered, if there is any mistake, the consequences are at their own risk.

As for what the consequences will be, it will not be as simple as being deducted from wages or fired.

Each of them was focused on the matter at hand, so no one paid much attention to Su Qi, who came out of the banquet hall, she walked to the bathroom, and then walked in the other direction.

Not far from Lu Xiao's suite, there was a small utility room, which happened to avoid the camera, she hid in the dark, observed for a while, and then quickly walked in. The air circulation in the utility room is not good, there is a damp smell, most of it is some tools, there are no windows here, only a particularly dim lamp in the corner.

Su Qi leaned on the shelf, and after waiting for a few minutes, the door lock turned, and then the small door was gently pushed open, and in the next second, a figure flashed in, no doubt that the person who came was Lu Jingbei.

Before she walked out of the room to go to the wedding banquet, she sent him a text message, in a semi-threatening tone.

At this moment, he still has the aroma of fat powder on his body, which is the smell that belongs to Lu Xiao's body, and in a few hours, from now on, there will be Lu Xiao's breath on his body all the time.

The two stood facing each other, in the dim light, in the cramped utility room, the two looked at each other without speaking, no one spoke first, the surroundings were very quiet, and they could hear each other's slight breathing.

Lu Jingbei didn't have much time, he said, "Something?"

Su Qi's throat moved slightly, her eyes began to heat up unconsciously, her eyes stared at his face inch by inch, carefully observing every subtle expression on his face, she couldn't find the kind of emotion she wanted to see after all.

"I ...... I want to say to you alone, happy newlywed. ”

He was silent and did not say anything, and after waiting for a while, he saw that she had not spoken, "Then I'll go." ”

"Wait a minute. She immediately stretched out her hand and blocked his way, "Can you do it another way?"

"You may have drunk too much, so find an excuse to go back to your room and rest. ”

"Yes, but my mind is very clear, Lu Jingbei, you obviously don't want to get married! With my current position, is there any point in you getting married? Unless you want to marry her in your heart!" she tried to restrain her emotions and suppressed her voice.

Lu Jingbei's eyes did not fluctuate in the slightest, and even his expression did not change.

"I sense you're happy. ”

"Who would be sad to get married?"

Su Qi was a little incoherent and muttered, "You will love you." ”

"This is an obligation between husband and wife. ”

Su Qi pursed his lips, and the corners of his lips trembled slightly, "What about me? Someone told me that sex and love cannot be separated, and if there is sex, there is love, and if there is love, there is sex." ”

He snorted lightly and asked, "What did Lu Yan say?"

She didn't answer, which was a tacit acquiescence.

Lu Jingbei slowly straightened up, stretched out his hand against the shelf behind her, and slowly approached, whispering in her ear: "Have you forgotten what your identity is?"

He spoke very slowly, in an extremely low voice, like a cello, with a rich and full tone, full of magnetism, but the words that could be spoken were enough to completely cool a heart.

"Are you asking me for love now?"

His tone made Su Qi feel very uncomfortable, feeling like he was watching a joke, and she was the protagonist of the joke, self-conscious, funny.

Or, she is always greedy, knowing that it is impossible, but still wants to get it, even if it is a day.

She smiled, suddenly became extremely calm, looked up at him, and said without hesitation, "Yes." ”

He laughed lowly, Su Qi still looked at him with a serious face, and said, "If I say, if you continue, I won't help you anymore, what will happen to you?"

His laughter didn't stop, he kept that tone all the time, laughing neither high nor low.

"I'm not kidding you, don't think I can't do it. ”

Lu Jingbei raised his eyes, looked at her deeply, and said with a smile: "Do you really think that you have become the helmsman of the Xing family now? You can threaten me and control me all the time? Of course, if you really want to oppose me, you can, as long as you can do it." ”

He reached out and pinched her chin, and asked in a low, slightly sarcastic rhetorical voice, "So can you do it?"

She looked at his eyes quietly, without saying a word, at this moment there were thousands of emotions intertwined in her heart, his face was reflected in the black pupils, and the waves under her eyes were surging. After being silent for a moment, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath secretly, swallowed the bitterness in her mouth, and slightly Su Qi let out a chuckle, the laughter was weird, and gradually the laughter became wanton.

Suddenly, she suddenly restrained her smile and opened her eyes, her eyes were deep, and they became very calm in an instant, without the slightest wave. She looked into his eyes and said with a smile, "Lu Jingbei, do you know what my greatest wish is?"

He didn't speak, just looked at her silently, his eyes slightly cold.

She smiled slightly, stretched out a finger, tapped the location of his heart, and said, "I want to grow on your heart, forever and ever, and I can't pull it out if I want to." ”

She glanced at him deeply, smiled coldly, looked away, and said lightly: "I am suddenly looking forward to it, what will happen if we become a family and never look up and look down all day long?"

She laughed, intermittently, very weirdly, without waiting for Lu Jingbei to react, she quickly opened the door and walked out, just as the voice of the bridesmaid came from there, and it seemed that she was going this way. Su Qi glanced back and said indifferently: "Someone is coming, you'd better stay inside for a while, in case they find out, it's hard to explain, the little girl has a lot of imagination." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, the small door closed softly, and she walked away calmly, without pausing.

Su Qi quickly returned to his seat, and in just ten minutes, the dishes were almost ready, and the dishes were sumptuous, Su Qi smiled and said, "I can finally eat hot, I've been hungry for a long time." ”

She first filled herself with wine, then picked up chopsticks and ate two bites of food, and couldn't help but praise two sentences.

Su Wei glanced at her and didn't say anything, only worry was revealed in his eyes.

Hundreds of tables of people, Lu Xiao and Lu Jingbei naturally couldn't toast one by one, they only picked a few tables with valuable status, and Su Qi and them were also included in the VIP column.

When they came over, Su Qi had already drunk a lot, but he didn't lose his demeanor, and even the blessings came in a string.

Su Wei was especially afraid that something would happen to her, but from beginning to end, she kept smiling happily, and she was comfortable greeting Lu Sanfan.

In the end, the few bottles of wine on the table were almost drunk by Su Qi alone.

She sat down until the banquet began to end, Wei Che persuaded her to go back to the room, she was weird, put down the wine glass, nodded, and said, "Okay, go back." ”

She got up, the whole person shook slightly, Su Chu and Wei Che reached out to help her almost at the same time, she chuckled, broke away from their hands, and said, "I'm fine." ”

She took the bag, her steps were a little weak, but she still walked out step by step, and before leaving, she also went to talk to Lu Xiao, and handed her the prepared red envelope by the way, and said clearly: "Happy newlywed, give birth to a noble son early." ”

Lu Xiao did not refuse, but gave her a bridesmaid red envelope, smiled, and said, "Thank you for being my bridesmaid." ”

Su Qi smiled and also accepted the gift.

Leaving the banquet hall and halfway down the road, she suddenly stopped.

"What?" Wei Che kept following her, and then stopped, looked at her coldly, and asked very seriously, a little fierce, as if he was a little dissatisfied with her performance.

"There should be a bar here. ”

"Go back to your room and drink. "He was tough and obviously didn't allow her to mess around.

"No, no, no, I live next door to Lu Yan, I'm going to the bar, it's okay if I'm not in the hotel, let's go outside." It's always okay outside, right? I definitely can't sleep here today. ”

Su Wei knew her current mood and said, "It's better for me to accompany her, I will take care of her." ”

"I'm afraid you won't be able to take care of her alone. Wei Che looked at her intently and asked, "Do you have to drink?"

She nodded.

Then, Wei Che and Su Wei accompanied her to the nearest bar and stayed all night until dawn.

Su Qi woke up, it was already the third night, she had been in a coma for a whole day and a night, the whole person seemed to have died of sleep, her face was pale, and it looked like she would never wake up again.

She looked like this, naturally she couldn't be seen by anyone, Wei Che found a high-sounding reason to keep the people of the Lu family out, but he just ignored the terrace.

In the dead of night, Lu Yan stepped across the terrace and came in once, and no one knew it. The next day, he came again, naturally he was blocked by Wei Che, and he didn't insist on going in, just said goodbye after a few simple greetings, and left Bali in the afternoon to return to Luancheng.

The guests in the resort have basically left, leaving only some female relatives who stayed to have fun, and Lu Xiao and Lu Jingbei have already embarked on their honeymoon trip. That day, for a whole night, Su Qi drank a lot of alcohol, if it wasn't for someone next to him, this person was afraid that he would be hospitalized with alcoholism.

Wei Che saw her rational appearance for the first time, there was no difference between her face and her usual appearance, she didn't cry, she didn't make trouble, she didn't speak, the most expression on her face was laughter, and then she poured wine into her stomach cup after cup, went to the toilet, poured wine, went to the toilet, and repeated it like this, until she couldn't walk anymore, and then she barely stopped.

That day, she drank so much wine, it was rare that she didn't go crazy with alcohol, and it was also a good way to faint to death by drinking herself, lest she rush into someone's room and destroy the candle night in the same room as soon as the alcohol got up. It's good to faint to death, but if you faint, you don't know anything, you don't have to think about it, and you don't have to be tortured.

Su Qi woke up at the beginning, her head was splitting, her whole body, from the inside to the outside, there was no place to feel good, her brain was still very dizzy, when she opened her eyes, she felt that the whole world was spinning, she was dazzled, nauseous and wanted to vomit.

She struggled to get up, and wanted to get out of bed, but she was so dizzy that she could only sit reluctantly, close her eyes, and wait for the dizziness to fade away, and then try to get out of bed.

However, until Su Qi came in, Su Qi was still sitting on the bed, his eyes closed and motionless, and the feeling of dizziness was still there.

"Sister, you're awake! You're finally awake! If you don't wake up again, we're going to send you to the hospital." ”

Su Qi lowered her head and responded weakly, she fell asleep for three days and three nights, she must have not eaten for three days and three nights, her hands and feet were weak, she was dizzy, she didn't even have the strength to say a word, and her mouth was so dry that she couldn't speak at all, and she could barely make a sound, which was already very good.

Seeing that she was silent, Su Chu immediately poured her a glass of water, sat on the edge of the bed, and said, "Fang Yun is here, Wei Che will go to the airport to pick up people, if you are uncomfortable, tell me if you need anything, don't hold it yourself." You've been asleep for three days and three nights, and most of the guests who came to the wedding have left. ”

"Lu Yan left the next day, saying that he would contact him when you returned to China. ”

Su Qi drank the water in small sips, she almost used all her strength to hold the cup, but her hands were already trembling. Su Wei found this small detail, and immediately reached out to hold her hand, her hand was cold, "Shall I feed you?"

She nodded, not wanting to do it.

Immediately, Su Shu grabbed her shoulders, let her lean on herself, and then fed her water little by little, and told her briefly and clearly about her situation in the past few days when she was asleep, but she skipped everything about Lu Jingbei.

She drank all the water in the cup, her voice was hoarse, and she said with difficulty, "What about Lu Jingbei?"

Su pursed her lips, was silent for a few seconds, and with an embarrassed smile, she changed the topic stiffly, and said: "The scenery of Bali is very beautiful, wait for you to slow down, let's go around, anyway, it's coming, don't waste it." ”

"I'm asking you. She is not interested in the scenery at all, every scenery here has witnessed the wedding of Lu Xiao and Lu Jingbei, and she never wants to come here again in her life.

"Brother Bei and Lu Xiao went on their honeymoon, and it is said that they will not come back until the end of the year. ”

Su Qi was silent, and after a moment, she spoke again, "I'm hungry." ”

"Okay, I'll ask the restaurant to get some porridge and side dishes, you can wait a minute. ”

"Well, you help me to the deck chair on the terrace first. ”

Su Wei agreed, helped her to the terrace, took a blanket to cover her body, poured a glass of water and put it in her hand, thought about it, and then went to the restaurant.

Su Qi took a deep breath, and a turbid breath condensed in her chest, which made her chest feel uncomfortable, and when she inhaled deeply, she felt very painful. She spit out slowly, repeating the action several times, but still couldn't dispel the feeling of tightness in her chest.

borrowed wine to kill her sorrows and sorrows, she finally realized it, she wanted to quit drinking and never touch it again.

She slowly closed her eyes, and in an instant, something crystal slipped from the corners of her eyes, and slowly her breath began to become unstable, even if she tried to close her eyes, not wanting tears to fall, but after all, she still couldn't resist the growing pain in her heart, and let the tears crawl all over her face.

When she couldn't help but let out the first cry, and then she couldn't hold back any longer, she cried to the sky, it was the kind of extremely presumptuous cry, she hadn't cried like this for a long, long time. Once upon a time in that purgatory-like place, tears were the most useless thing, and even brought disaster.

Therefore, even if it is the pain of cutting meat, she can hold back not a single tear.

She now finally knew that there was some pain, more painful than cutting flesh and bones. She slowly curled up and buried her cheek in the crook of her arm, and her whole body trembled.

At this moment, she felt that Lu Jingbei would never be hers again, never, never. The end of the world is nothing more than that, it took her ten years, after all, she still watched him marry someone else, intellectually she should accept it calmly, emotionally she accepted incompetence.

Women are never less possessive than men.

When Su Qi came in with millet porridge, Su Qi was no longer in the original position, he was startled, and for a moment he thought she had jumped off the building, and quickly rushed over, only to find that she was curled up in the corner, with her back to this side, and the whole person shrunk into a ball.

"Sister. ”

He slowly approached, reaching out and gently touching her shoulder.

Her body was trembling slightly, silently, and when Su Wei wanted to get closer, she suddenly spoke, her voice hoarse, but it was rare to be calm, "You go out, and come back in half an hour." ”

"Sister......

He wanted to say something, but Su Qi didn't give him this chance, she lost all her patience, almost exhausted all her strength, and screamed: "Get out!"

She didn't want anyone to see her so embarrassed and weak, including Su Wei. She screamed so hard that her throat hurt and she couldn't speak anymore.

Su Wei didn't dare to get closer, but she didn't dare to walk away, but she was very emotional, and he had no choice, so in the end he could only go out, cover the door, and stand at the door with his ears pricked up to listen to the movement inside.

When Wei Che and Fang Yun arrived, they saw Su Yun standing sneakily at the door, Fang Yun patted him on the shoulder vigorously and said, "Why are you standing outside?"

He was really startled when he was too focused on the movement inside, and he looked back at them, twisted it, and said, "She's awake, but she's very unstable." ”

Fang Yun tore him open, pushed the door and walked in.

However, the people in the house were not as emotionally uncontrollable as Su Wei said.

Su Qi had already changed into clothes, her long hair was tied behind her head, sitting at the dining table, eating, except for the red and swollen eyes that looked a little abnormal, everything else was fine.

She heard the movement, looked up at them, saw Fang Yun, showed a hint of surprise, and said, "Why are you here?"

Fang Yun walked up to her and sat down, "I think I'm too late, why didn't you tell me that you were coming to this wedding? ”

She thought for a moment and said lightly, "I can't refuse." This is an opportunity. ”

Fang Yun suppressed the anger in his heart, but he still couldn't help but scold, "Bullshit! Let me tell you, people like you can't even get sympathy!"

"I don't need anyone to sympathize with me, even pity me. Her voice was still hoarse, like a broken erhu, sharp and harsh, and her tone was strange, making it very uncomfortable to listen to.

Fang Yun frowned and said, "Okay, you have a voice, let's talk less." ”

After that, she really stopped talking, just ate very seriously.

After Su Qi recovered his strength, he didn't stop in Bali for a moment, and went back to Luancheng directly.

During the whole process, Su Qi didn't talk much, only took care of his own business, and sat quietly when he had nothing to do. Her performance is obvious, she doesn't want to communicate too much with anyone in a short period of time, including Su Wei and Fang Yun.

On the evening of returning to Luancheng, Xing Qihong came to her room in person.

She was not surprised, Wei Che was equal to his eyes, what she did and what she said, even if he was thousands of miles away, he couldn't escape his eyes. Wei Che was loyal to his heart, she thought that even if Xing Qihong died, Wei Che would still be loyal to a dead man.

There was no heating in the room, and she had just finished taking a shower and was sitting on the sofa at the end of the bed, wiping her hair with her head down.

"It's so cold, don't turn on the heating and wear so little, be careful of catching a cold. ”

"Ah, forgot. Su Qi suddenly felt a hint of coolness.

Xing Qihong turned on the heating, walked to her side and sat down, was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "I heard that you lost your temper in Bali?"

"There seems to be such a thing. ”

"Are you calm now?"

Su Qi threw his long hair behind him and said, "It's okay." ”

"You should understand that your loss of control is only bad for yourself, and it doesn't help, and what should have happened happened. ”

Su Qi nodded, without much expression on his face, and said lightly, "Yes." ”

Xing Qihong picked up the comb and gently helped her comb her long hair, her hair quality is not very good, in the entertainment industry, her hair is always tossed, and it will be damaged day after day. It is difficult to comb it to the end, but Xing Qihong insisted on combing it little by little, and there were a lot of hair strands wrapped around the comb.

He continued, "Just tell me if it hurts." ”

Su Qi smiled and said, "It doesn't hurt." ”

He clicked and combed her hair neatly, then stood at her side and gently wiped it with a towel in gentle motions.

He said, "Do you know what you're going to do next?"

"Yes. ”

"In fact, the interior of Hongmen has long been fragmented, and when Hongmen has not changed its surname, no one can shake the status of the Jiang family. It was not Hongmen who made the Jiang family, but the Jiang family who made the Hongmen. And no one knows how many people from the Jiang family are left now, but it is impossible for Hongmen to restore the grand occasion of the past. He paused, ran his fingers through her hair, and went down, "Since you have changed your surname, why not let Hongmen's surname Xing?" I believe that you can do this very well, and only you can use the simplest method to obtain it easily without a single soldier." ”

Su Qi slowly raised his head and looked at him deeply.

"Do you know who is the best move in anyone's hand until now?" he smiled and patted her on the shoulder, saying, "Go and dry your hair, don't catch a cold." ”

Su Qi smiled faintly, "Isn't it, he and I have become your pawns?"

"No, you're the one who played chess with me. ”