Chapter 203: It's Worth It
The lighter that Lu Jinsheng was playing with slipped from his fingertips at the moment she finished asking, and fell to the ground, he looked up at her, his eyes were long, and his tone was the same, he hooked his lips, looking like he wanted to smile or not, "This tone is the one you have when you come, Ah Shu, I don't like it very much." β
In the private room he was in, all the windows were covered by heavy curtains, and the lights inside were not very bright.
Liang Shu saw a lot of emotions on his face.
After a while, she asked Lu Jinsheng again, "What is your purpose?"
Again......
Lu Jinsheng still looked at her, and her eyes had never left her face since she appeared here, both deep and focused.
"Why did you hide abroad for so long since you weren't dead?" paused, "Afraid he'll find you?"
Liang Shu asked rhetorically: "Couldn't it be that I want to get rid of you completely and start a new life?"
"Starting a new life?" Lu Jinsheng lowered his eyes slightly, staring at the soft carpet floor, and chewed these words softly in his mouth.
After a long time, he looked up at her, "Isn't there a daughter now? Isn't it hard to be alone in a foreign country with a child?"
"It doesn't matter to you whether it's hard or not, Lu Jinsheng, if you still want to entangle yourself with the original thing, it's really boring, our life is a never-ending game, right and wrong grievances have become a mess of threads that can't be solved, if you want to get a result, either I die, or I will live in the next life." β
Liang Shu knew very well that there were two lives between them after all.
Liang Xiyin and Lu Yao.
Even if neither of them died directly because of her, they were both related to her.
The look in Lu Jinsheng's eyes was extremely deep, and after a long time, he smiled faintly: "I've been pestering you to do something, people always have to look forward, and now I only want you." β
Liang Shu couldn't see through him.
Just as she couldn't see through Gu Hansheng.
It's been five years.
Lu Jinsheng, who once forced her to the dark ditch of Yucheng, and Gu Hansheng, who trampled her love on the soles of her feet...... Now they all say they want her.
"Can you forget the death of your mother and your sister?"
The curvature of the corners of Lu Jinsheng's mouth has not changed, he got up from the sofa, slowly paced in front of her, his eyes were the same as always, and said in a low voice: "What if you can't forget it? β
The woman's eyebrows flashed with thick mockery, and she raised her eyebrows, "Lu Jinsheng, why did you go earlier? I was almost ...... by you. Cornered. β
Lu Jinsheng's eyes flashed almost inaudibly, and his expression became a little obscure, "I'm sorry, I don't defend my former self, so far, I have done the ultimate for them, I don't regret it, but I also want to live by myself in the future." β
These words made Liang Shu's pupils constrict slightly, and there was some incredible shock in it.
He's sorry?
But Liang Shu smiled, she pursed her lips, "If you want to live for yourself, you are here to disturb me?" Lu Jinsheng, you are really selfish to the extreme!"
"Really?" Lu Jinsheng reached out to pull Liang Shu's wrist, but she dodged him, and he didn't feel anything, "Ah Shu, people are selfish, just like ......"
He paused, and Fang Bu said slowly: "It's as if I thought you were dead, so I let Gu Han live, and now that you are still alive, then I want him to die." β
Liang Shu's eyes widened, he didn't expect him to be able to admit so generously that he had done Gu Hansheng's injury.
She clasped her hands, "Lu Jinsheng, you are committing a crime!"
But he didn't feel anything, and he took another step closer to her.
Liang Shu stepped back, her legs bent down on the armrest of the single sofa behind her, she bent down slightly, but she still couldn't escape his sight and confinement.
I only heard him say: "Ah Shu, when Xia Zhi'an fed you steak that dogs don't eat, Xia Zhi'an became a beggar who picked up street garbage to eat, Lu Changyong and Liu Qin and his wife found someone to break your eyes and threw them into a cave where they didn't see the light of day and starved for many days, so their daughter was also tied up and thrown into that cave and starved for several days......"
The further he spoke, the colder he felt in his back.
She stared at him almost with a very strange but not surprising gaze.
However, Lu Jinsheng hooked his lips, and he raised his hand to pick up a strand of hair on the side of his ear, "So Ah Shu, you see, there is retribution in this world, I used to treat you badly, and the retribution that belongs to me may be on the way, but this does not prevent me from wanting you, there is no conflict between the two in nature, you know?"
The last word fell, and he straightened up and helped her to stand firmly.
Liang Shu's expression was a little dumbfounded, and she even felt a little afraid, her eyelashes trembled: "Lu Jinsheng, you are really a madman." β
He admits with ease, "Hmm. β
"Don't forget, I have a daughter. β
Lu Jinsheng saw it more clearly than Gu Hansheng.
When I first saw Jiujiu, the beautiful eyes that were the same as Liang Shu were indeed very similar, but other than that, there was actually no trace of her and Gu Hansheng on the child.
But it doesn't matter, it's hers.
So he replied to her: "Does it matter?"
Liang Shu clenched his teeth, and only looked at him for a long time before asking, "Where are the graves of the eldest brother and sister-in-law?"
Lu Jinsheng half-closed his eyes and said in a flat tone, "Lu Family Cemetery." β
The Lu family is a famous family, and it has been a wang family since the end of the Qing Dynasty.
Along the way, except for his sister Lu Yao, who was buried in the suburban cemetery, the other deceased Lu family members all entered the cemetery, including Lu Zi'an and Shen Lu.
Lu Jinsheng asked, "Do you want to go to worship?"
Liang Shu's eyelids moved, and she was thinking about whether to go alone or with Jiujiu.
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Liang Shu was afraid that Jiujiu would wait next door for a long time, so she turned around and walked towards the door when she knew where Lu Zi'an and Shen Lu's graves were.
Lu Jinsheng followed her behind her, and soothed slightly, "Don't follow me, whether it's you or Gu Hansheng now, I won't accept it." β
The man's eyes darkened, and he didn't speak.
He stopped when he reached the door of the private room and watched her push the door in.
Jiujiu couldn't sit still for a long time.
But fortunately, when she was about to hold on, Liang Shu returned.
The little girl was a little aggrieved, and when she saw her coming, she stretched out her hand to her, her little face pitiful, "Ah Shu, I miss you." β
Liang Shu patted her on the back, "Let's go back." β
"Good. Jiu Jiu obediently waited for her to wipe her hands carefully again, she blinked and lay in her arms, and suddenly thought of something, and said, "Ah Shu, you haven't eaten yet." β
It seemed that not long after they started eating, Ah Shu was called out, and then the uncle came in.
Liang Shu hugged her and walked outside, saying, "I ate." β
The little girl seemed to sense that she was in a bad mood, so she lay quietly in her arms, her big eyes blinking a little wistfully.
The waiter opened the door for Liang Shu.
At the door, Lu Jinsheng was still standing there, with one long leg bent, as if waiting for them to come out, and his subordinate Assistant Jiang didn't know where it was.
Jiu Jiu blinked and looked at him, and she didn't greet people as warmly as she had seen Gu Hansheng before, she just glanced at Lu Jinsheng, and buried her face in the neck socket of Liang Shu.
Lu Jinsheng raised her eyebrows.
Liang Shu's footsteps paused slightly, and then he hugged Jiujiu and went to the elevator.
Behind him, Lu Jinsheng didn't follow.
When she checked out, she was told by the service desk that someone had already settled their bill in advance, so she didn't need to ask, Liang Shu naturally knew who it was.
She didn't stop long, and went out to the parking lot to pick up the car with Liang Jiujiu in her arms.
It's already dark outside.
Back to her apartment, she had to plan her next path.
She parked the car and called Mo Xiangsi, wanting to ask her to come and pick up the car or find a time to drive it for her, but she didn't answer the phone on the other end.
Holding Liang Jiujiu, take the elevator all the way from the first floor to the floor.
Liang Shu saw the person standing at the door of his house with his back straight, and his brows furrowed slightly.
Liang Jiujiu was already sleepy at this time, but she also saw Shi Tian standing there at a glance, and she whispered, "Ah Shu, it's Aunt Shi." β
In Budapest before, Shi Tian had stayed with them for up to a week, so Jiu Jiu was no stranger to Shi Tian.
When Shi Tian saw Liang Shu walking towards this side, she stepped forward with a slight smile and wanted to take the bag in Liang Shu's hand.
But Liang Shu didn't hand her the bag, just looked at Shi Tian and said coldly, "Why is Secretary Shi here at this time?"
Shi Tian basically didn't sleep much in the past two days. wonderful
On one side is Gu's, on the other side is Gu Hansheng, she is very busy.
But Gu Hansheng hadn't woken up yet, and everyone couldn't do anything, so she still wanted to come over and try her luck.
Women look at women and are always the most accurate.
Shi Tian gambled on Liang Shu, but he was not so ruthless to Gu Hansheng.
Seeing that Liang Shu didn't hand the bag to herself, she didn't feel any embarrassment, she just said respectfully and said, "I want to say something to Miss Liang," after a pause, Shi Lean looked at Jiu Jiu, "I see that the little girl seems to be very sleepy, Miss Liang will go into the house and put her to sleep, let's talk about it, I'm okay." β
Liang Shu just wanted to refuse, but Jiu Jiu just lay in her arms and muttered quietly: "Ah Shu, I'm so sleepy." β
Seeing the little girl like this, Liang Shu couldn't bear it, she looked at Shi Tian, "Then the secretary will wait for a while." β
Shi Tian continued to smile: "It doesn't matter." β
Liang Shu let Shi lean into the house, she first carried Jiu Jiu to the bathroom, gave her a careful bath, and then took her back to the room to put her to sleep before coming out.
Half an hour after all this was done.
Shi Tian was unhurried, and sat on the sofa and waited.
Liang Shu took two glasses of boiled water and placed one of them in front of Shi Tian.
"There's no tea at home, so drink this to quench your thirst. Liang Shu sat down on the couch beside her.
Shi Tian was flattered and hurriedly said, "Miss Liang doesn't have to be busy, I'm not thirsty." β
Liang Shu took a sip of the water and didn't speak, she leaned out as she waited.
"Miss Liang, I just wanted to beg you to take a look at Mr. Gu. β
She didn't expect Shi Tian to be so direct, she thought that Shi Tian would at least go around the corner.
Liang Shu's fingers were still holding the cup, hearing the words, he lowered his head and stared at the transparent liquid in the cup, his eyes were half-drooping, and his eyelashes formed a fan-shaped shadow under his eyelids, "Shi Lean, let me ask you a question, if you were me, what would you choose now?"
Shi Tian was stunned for a moment, and after two seconds, she smiled helplessly: "Anyway, there is still a child between you and your husband." β
"The boy is not his. Liang Shu looked at Shi Lean, and his tone was very calm.
Shi Tian couldn't tell the truth from the truth in Liang Shu's words for a while, she said, "But Mr. Gu loves you, he has spent an extremely painful five years, and now that you have appeared, that is the only light in his endless darkness, Miss Liang, Ji Tezhu knows everything about the events of that year......"
The light in the living room was bright, and when it was reflected on Shi Lean's face, it seemed that her face was extraordinarily pale, and it was a little less bloody than Liang Shu's face.
Shi Tian continued, "I know that even if I know what happened in the past, I can't change anything, but Miss Liang, it's better than not knowing anything. β
"Actually, I'm not going to be with him, that's the premise, so I think it's actually bad to hold on to those pasts, isn't it?"
"But I think you also know very well in your heart that Mr. Gu survived this time, and you will only be more entangled in your future life, for you and Miss Xiao, Mr. will not let go, if he doesn't die this time, then you won't be able to get rid of him in the futureββ"
"Rather than having to waste like this for the rest of her life, why didn't Miss Liang stop to listen to Mr. Gu's hardships back then? If there is still a chance, then you can live happily in the future, whether it is for you or for Mr. β
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Shi Tian found a housekeeper for Liang Shu, mainly to help take care of Liang Jiujiu.
She can't go out all the time with Liang Jiujiu.
Moreover, the summer weather in Yucheng is really unfriendly.
Gu Hansheng woke up the next day.
At the moment of awakening, the dark and deep pupils reflected the figure of Liang Shu sitting quietly on the edge of the bed.
She was still wearing a long-sleeved shirt that could completely cover her entire arm, and her long hair was braided sideways, which made Gu Hansheng feel like a world away.
It's like going back to that year, when they took their daily wedding photos, she was dressed like this.
In the past five years, the years have not taken away her beauty, but have made something more engraved into the bone marrow.
It's like he misses her.
He misses such a Shu.
Gu Hansheng didn't dare to move, he didn't even dare to blink.
For a moment, he even thought he was hallucinating again.
Even the clear pain in his chest didn't give him a hint of realism.
He lived with "her" for another year after she left.
All the emotions he had felt during that year were very real.
Even now, Gu Hansheng is not 100% sure that he is in reality.
It wasn't until he slowly reached over and covered her hand that the woman who had been taking a nap suddenly opened her eyes, and the moment her fingers were withdrawn, her eyes were on him.
The anger in Liang Shu's eyes had not yet dissipated, so he listened to him look at her with a hoarse voice and said slowly: "Ah Shu, it's a good feeling to wake up and see you." β
Liang Shu didn't have much expression, only frowned slightly.
She saw that his lips were pale and slightly peeling, and she got up from her chair to leave the bed.
The man who was still lying down had his eyes tightened, and despite the bandages on his shoulders near his heart, he reached out to grab Liang Shu's wrist, his eyes condensed, "Where are you going?"
With just a slight movement, the originally white bandage soon had a vivid red color coming out.
Liang Shu's face was shocked, "Gu Hansheng, what are you doing?" Hurry up and lie down, your wound has cracked. β
He didn't let go, even though sweat was already pouring out of his forehead, his eyes were only fixed on her, and there was only one sentence in his mouth, "Where are you going?"
"I'm going to get you a glass of water, what are you excited about?"
She didn't dare to move, she didn't dare to exert force, for fear that if he was not careful, he would even rush up regardless of his own injuries.
It doesn't seem to be too painful to say that it is distressing.
But when I saw the cold of blood, I was a little scared after all.
She lowered her voice and explained again, "You've slept for so long, aren't you thirsty? I'll go get you a glass of water, and your lips are dry and skinny." β
It was the nurse who let the cotton swab rub his lips from time to time to keep it moist, she forgot.
She said it badly, but Gu Hansheng still didn't let go of her hand, and only said in a weak tone: "Call them and ask them to pick up the water." β
β¦β¦ The water dispenser is in the corner just a few meters away, as for it?
Liang Shu didn't speak, and looked at his cracked wound and pretended not to see it, only staring into his eyes, as if in silent protest.
Gu Hansheng finally rubbed her hand twice with little strength this time, and continued to say in a weak tone: "Ah Shu, don't mess with me. β
"Who the hell is making trouble?" asked Liang Shu rhetorically.
He stopped talking.
Liang Shu saw that the bandage on his chest was getting redder and redder, and his face was also very pale, looking like he was about to hang up in the next second, she took his hand away and reached out to press the first aid bell on the wall.
When she took the water and fed him, the doctor came in with a group of people, as well as Ji Shen.
Ji Shen's eyes darkened when he saw the blood oozing from Gu Hansheng's bandage, and he didn't say anything, and slowly withdrew.
The doctor hurriedly bandaged Gu Hansheng again.
Liang Shu stood aside and could see it, but because the other party was Gu Hansheng, the doctor didn't dare to say anything, but outsiders could still clearly see that the doctor was a little angry.
She asked, "What else do I need to pay attention to?"
The white coat carefully did the final finishing work, while trying to hold back his anger and instructed: "Please don't touch the wound again, the wound is already attached to the heart, then even an iron man can't help such repeated tears, then in the end, even the gods can't save it." β
After doing all this, Gu Hansheng blasted everyone out.
Liang Shu placed the water cup on the cabinet.
Gu Hansheng thought of the gentle appearance she had just fed him water, although he was not thirsty, he still looked at her and said, "Ah Shu, give me water to drink, I'm thirsty." β
He had almost drunk the cup just now.
Liang Shu remembered the doctor's instructions before, and she directly refused, "Don't drink too much water, it's a big problem for you to go to the bathroom now, don't expect me to be able to serve you then." β
She walked over to the window and pulled all the curtains open to make the room brighter.
Then he turned his head and asked him with some seriousness: "I heard Ji Shen say that you happened in the Imperial City Club, that is your territory, and you can get out of the way, why did you still let him shoot you?"
Gu Hansheng's eyes were originally glued to her, but when he heard this, his eyes became more profound, and he said, "I want to try what it's like to use a bitter meat meter." β
"Is it really worth it if he can kill?"
He smiled, his tone a little morbidly empty, "You're here now, it's worth it." β