I found out that I didn't like boys when Jing Zixuan was in high school.

The girl who has a good relationship with Jing Zixuan has been at the same table with Jing Zixuan for a year, and the two of them, like all girls who play well, go to the toilet hand in hand, occasionally wear each other's clothes, eat each other's food, and sometimes sleep together on a small bed in the dormitory at night.

High school is a time when teenagers are curious.

It was on that small bed that Jing Zixuan and her good friend Meng Xiaolan at the time began to explore the body.

Once during the holidays, the other students in the dormitory went home, leaving only Jing Zixuan and Meng Xiaolan.

At that time, Jing Zixuan and Meng Xiaolan had just come back from the study room, and after returning to the dormitory, they took out what they had been looking at some time ago.

It was originally borrowed by Meng Xiaolan from her cousin, and she said that she would have to return it next Sunday, so Meng Xiaolan had to hurry up and read it.

Meng Xiaolan's cousin was a very typical non-mainstream girl at that time, rebellious and perverse, secretly tattooed in invisible places on her body, very individual, the elders of the family and the teachers in the school did not like her very much, but Meng Xiaolan admired her very much.

Because Meng Xiaolan's cousin Meng Yusheng was very maverick in the eyes of people at the time, and had her own ideas, and knew a lot of things that others didn't know, Meng Xiaolan felt that she was very interesting, and whenever she had the opportunity, she was tired of being with her.

Although this book is very interesting, Meng Xiaolan's cousin told her not to show this book to others, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.

When she first started reading, Meng Xiaolan didn't quite understand why her cousin told herself like this, until she saw the back, she didn't understand that this book is not about the love story of ordinary boys and girls, but about boys and boys, girls and girls.

To be honest, when she first read there, Meng Xiaolan was startled and threw the book out directly.

Aren't boys supposed to be with girls? How can they still be with boys? Meng Xiaolan felt that it was too strange and was very surprised.

Jing Zixuan, who was sleeping next to Meng Xiaolan, quickly noticed Meng Xiaolan's strange appearance.

"Xiaolan, what's wrong with you, you're shocked?" Jing Zixuan was also holding a book in her hand, but it was a fashion magazine.

Although everyone was still in high school at that time, they basically wore school uniforms and didn't have much time to dress up, Jing Zixuan still liked to study these - in the eyes of others, it seemed to be something that was nothing.

In fact, Jing Zixuan has always had a dream to be a fashion designer, but she also knows from Tianlinggai that Jing Zixuan's adoptive father and adoptive mother will definitely not let her go to an art school, and even ordinary schools, they are reluctant to pay for them.

The dream of being a fashion designer, that's all, it's gone. However, as Jing Zixuan's only good friend at that time, Meng Xiaolan knew it.

In some suitable times for dreaming, such as at night, Jing Zixuan will also fantasize with Meng Xiaolan about her dream of becoming a fashion designer in the future.

It's just that as soon as the lights go out, it means that it's time to go to bed, and Jing Zixuan's dream should also be over.

Regarding the book that Meng Xiaolan has been reading recently, Jing Zixuan is actually more or less curious, but since Meng Xiaolan said that her cousin didn't let her read it to others, Jing Zixuan didn't ask any more.

"It's nothing, it's just a little ......" Meng Xiaolan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled and closed the page of the book, "It's a big surprise." ”

Obviously she was hiding something's movements and smiles, Jing Zixuan knew Meng Xiaolan, there must be something she couldn't know.

Jing Zixuan said with a smile: "How surprising is it, surprised like this?"

"Quite surprised...... Meng Xiaolan licked her lips, every time Meng Xiaolan felt guilty, her eyes would begin to drift, and she had to lick her lips.

"It's just a book, why are you so weak-hearted?" Jing Zixuan suddenly became interested, put her magazine aside, sat up straight, looked at Meng Xiaolan, and asked.

Meng Xiaolan's mouth opened and closed, and after a while, she said, "I don't have a weak heart." ”

"Oh?" Jing Zixuan looked at Meng Xiaolan playfully and teased, "Could it be that you are reading some little yellow book, so you won't let me know?"

It's all the age of girls, and when you mention this kind of intimacy between men and women, you still blush.

Even Jing Zixuan, who said this, after finishing speaking, her face turned red, but fortunately, there was only one light in the dormitory, so the light was not very good, and she couldn't see it.

"I don't read that kind of book. Meng Xiaolan glared at Jing Zixuan, but then she thought that in fact, the story of this book was very well written, and she also wanted to share it with Jing Zixuan, although her cousin repeatedly told her not to tell others, otherwise she didn't know what the consequences would be.

But...... This is Jing Zixuan, Meng Xiaolan's best friend, no matter what, she shouldn't betray herself, right?

"My cousin said that this can only be an insider's secret, so ...... If I show it to someone else, I don't know what the consequences will be. Meng Xiaolan's expression suddenly became serious as she looked at Jing Zixuan.

Such a serious expression startled Jing Zixuan.

Since Meng Xiaolan said so, it was definitely not a joke.

So Jing Zixuan raised three fingers and said very seriously: "As your good friend, I swear, I will never say it." ”

Meng Xiaolan saw that Jing Zixuan was serious, nodded with satisfaction, and said, "I believe in you, Zixuan." ”

"Since you haven't seen it yet, let's take a look at it again from the beginning to the back. Meng Xiaolan smiled and took the book, put it between the two of them, and turned to the first page.

That book became one of the secrets of Jing Zixuan and Meng Xiaolan.

A common secret can always bring two people closer.

Since then, the relationship between Jing Zixuan and Meng Xiaolan seems to be better, and other classmates joked that the two of them said that they were conjoined babies, and the two of them were very happy to be called like this.

Back at the night when there was no one in the dormitory, Jing Zixuan and Meng Xiaolan opened the book, and after reading a dozen more pages, the story of the book was about to end.

Towards the end, the protagonists of the story gradually let go of their prejudices about their sexuality and learn to accept themselves.

It's a pity that God always doesn't love people's wishes, and one of the protagonists is about to follow his family to study abroad, even if the other protagonist is heartbroken, he still has to pretend to be happy and send her.

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