Chapter 106: Fear
"It's not easy to eat pork skin jelly, so I'll go home and ask my mother to make some and bring it. Cheng Yunling said lightly.
"No, no. Zhou Guangming hurriedly waved his hand and said happily, "I'm not so greedy, and my mother can now catch fish and rabbits justifiably." It's just a pity, it's good that rabbit skin can be replaced. ”
"No, the rabbit skin is too thin to fit. Hua Banzhi patted his arm and said.
"Mother, what are you going to do with this rabbit skin?" Zhou Guangming asked curiously.
Hua Banzhi smiled and said, looked at him gently, and said cheerfully, "I only fished out some rabbit fur after a busy job, put the skin nitrate, and made rabbit skin shoulders for Guangming." ”
"It's good to make gloves for my mother. Zhou Guangming looked at her and said roughly.
"Really, don't?" Hua Banzhi asked deliberately as he looked at him with an eyebrow.
"Make gloves!" Zhou Guangming said as he looked at her with serious eyes.
"Then we'll make two pairs of gloves and, if we have a surplus, socks. Hua Banzhi's eyes looked at him and said, "Let's take a trip into the city, but I don't know where this leather store is." ”
"If you believe it, leave it to me, the capital is my territory. Cheng Yunling clenched her fists and pointed outward with her thumb outward, "I promise to do it for you." ”
"Then I'm bothering you. "Hua Banzhi is not polite to her.
"Say what's the trouble, it's a matter of effort. Cheng Yunling said with a smile.
"How much, I'll give it to you. Hua Banzhi took out the money from his pocket and said.
"I don't know about this?" Cheng Yunling looked at her and shook her head slightly, "When it's done, you'll be giving money." ”
"Alright then!" Hua Banzhi stuffed the money back into his pocket.
Hua Banzhi looked at Zhou Guangming and kept rubbing his eyes, "Are you sleepy?" ”
I went to bed later than usual yesterday excitedly, and I woke up earlier than usual this morning, but I'm sleepy now.
Hua Banzhi led him to wash his face, wash his hands, and wash his feet, so that his feet would not feel cold when his feet were hot. The quilt will also sleep warmly.
Cheng Yunling saw that the little guy was asleep, and raised her eyes to see Hua Banzhi hesitating, her mouth opening and closing.
"Just say what you have to say, it's not like you, isn't it quite brave to 'threaten' Dr. Meng just now?" Hua Banzhi quipped as she looked at her.
Cheng Yunling's originally radiant eyes suddenly dimmed, and her face collapsed, and she was very depressed.
"Let's go out and say, don't make noise about the light. Hua Banzhi looked at her and couldn't help but feel distressed, in fact, Guangming couldn't wake up when he fell asleep, but he was afraid that Cheng Yunling would lose his temper.
"Hmm!" Cheng Yunling followed Hua Banzhi out and sat on the drum stone bench not far from the dormitory.
Cheng Yunling bit her lip lightly, sighed and said, "You just said that it was just a threat, if he really left without saying a word, I really couldn't find him." I now rely on him to like me, afraid that I will do stupid things. Scratching his head in annoyance, he said, "That's it, but I don't know how to get along with it now." I used to like him and run after him, I could have no scruples, but now I feel restricted, I'm afraid of hurting him, especially his self-esteem. He raised his head and looked at Hua Banzhi and said, "You know what I mean, right?"
"Like is presumptuous, love is restraint!" Hua Banzhi's clear eyes looked at her and said slowly.
Cheng Yunling raised her eyebrows and pondered, "I'm like this, I don't get tired of watching it for a day when I like it so stupidly." Holding his heart with his right hand, he said, "When I see him, I will laugh and my heart will move, and the heartbeat will often speed up involuntarily, so that I mistakenly think that others can hear it." Can you understand?"
Hua Banzhi looked at her and smiled, "I can see that your eyes light up when you mention him." ”
"Is there one?" said Cheng Yunling excitedly.
"You just look in the mirror. Hua Banzhi looked at her and joked with a smile.
"But now I'm a little overwhelmed. Cheng Yunling looked at her with a distressed expression and said.
"I really don't know what to say about this?" Hua Banzhi spread his hands and looked at her and said, "The emotional matter is between the two of you, how the two of you get along is the most comfortable, you have to find it yourself, outsiders can't help you." Looking at her with dim eyes, she thought for a moment and said, "But there is one thing that is sincere!"
"Of course I meant it, and I believe he did. Cheng Yunling hurriedly said.
"I can see this, don't get excited. Hua Banzhi pursed his lower lip and said, "But it's easy to like, but it's hard to get along!" scratching his head and saying, "How do you say it?" First of all, you are two people, you have your thoughts, he has his thoughts, and it is definitely impossible to think of everything together. Don't hide anything, spread it out. I don't think he wants you to be careful about wronging yourself. He smiled and said, "I don't know what I'm talking about? You can understand it yourself! Maybe you can go home and ask the elders in the family." But every family is different, and some of them seem to be noisy for a lifetime, but they have each other in their hearts. Some of them have never blushed or talked about it, but they don't know what the other party is thinking?"
"I understand what you mean, I'll think about it. Cheng Yunling looked at her and groaned.
"I feel that you are too eager, I can't wait to like it today, get married tomorrow, and live this life the day after tomorrow. Hua Banzhi looked at her and pondered for a moment and said, "You are planning to spend your whole life with him, what are you doing in such a hurry?" ”
"But I'm afraid he'll run away. Cheng Yunling said excitedly, "It's already spread out, and if I'm too rational, he won't care about it." Knocking on his head, he said, "Am I getting stupid and can't do without him?" ”
Hua Banzhi shook his head and laughed when he heard this, "Do you think it's too late? Your true nature has been 'exposed' without a doubt." ”
"What should I do then?" Cheng Yunling said anxiously.
"You see you're excited again. Hua Banzhi grabbed her hand and spread it out, and closed it again, "Feelings are like a handful of sand in your hands, the tighter you hold it, the faster it will drain." You know how to fly a kite!"
"Well, my dad planted the kite himself, and he used to fly kites a lot when he was a child. Cheng Yunling nodded.
"Feelings are like flying a kite, sometimes releasing the string, sometimes reeling the string. Hua Banzhi pointed to his head and said, "Lean here." Suddenly he remembered and said, "Have you told your family?"
"What did you say?" Cheng Yunling said with a confused wink.
"What about you and Dr. Meng?" Hua Banzhi looked at her and knew that she didn't say anything, "Feelings are a matter of two people, but marriage is a matter of two families." Do your parents like this son-in-law?"
"My mom and dad definitely love it. Cheng Yunling immediately said, "Fanchun's character and work are impeccable." ”