Chapter 350: I Can Forgive
This is about the fifth month that Song Xiangran and Fang Qingming quarreled.
Before that, the two had never quarreled overnight.
Although Song Xiangran and Fang Qingming quarreled for the past five months, they went home to see their parents together every other week, pretending that the two had not had any quarrels.
But except for the time when they were playing, Song Xiangran and Fang Qingming had almost no extra topics, and it seemed that as soon as they opened their mouths, they were the same cliché.
But every time, Song Xiangran and Fang Qingming had no way to think rationally from each other's point of view, and seemed to have fallen into a vicious circle.
In the end, there was no way, and it was all over. The two had to choose to ignore the issue.
After going to see Chen Meiyun and them with Fang Qingming again, on the way Fang Qingming sent Song Xiangran back to her house, Song Xiangran suddenly spoke.
"Qingming, let's have a good chat. ”
In fact, in the past five months, Song Xiangran and Fang Qingming have both had their own things to do, one was busy with the new draft, and the other was busy with promotions, and they were entangled in tasks.
The things at work made Song Xiangran and Fang Qingming very busy, so they didn't have any extra energy to think about emotional matters.
Some time ago, Song Xiangran and Jiang Xin chatted about the love story of Jiang Xin and Qian Erkang in a café, which gave Song Xiangran inspiration.
After chatting with Jiang Xin, Song Xiangran added the role of Jiang Xin and Qian Erkang's shadow to himself.
It is these two characters that finally promote the development of the hero and heroine in the book.
Song Xiangran's new is almost over, and the male and female protagonists seem to be one step away from reconciliation......
That step was Song Xiangran and Fang Qingming.
Unlike Song Xiangran, Fang Qingming has been busy with work in the past few days, and there is not enough sleep time at all, which makes Fang Qingming not very patient when he sees anyone.
Once people don't have enough rest time, their temper and personality will become a little irritable, and Fang Qingming is no exception.
"Xiangran, I also want to talk to you about that matter. Fang Qingming stopped the car on the side of the road, leaned on the back of the chair a little tiredly and said.
Tonight, the moonlight outside the window seemed to be exceptionally bright, and it spilled into the car window and sprinkled on the tips of Fang Qingming's hair.
Because of the reflection of the moonlight, Song Xiangran noticed that Fang Qingming's handsome face revealed exhaustion.
In the process of the cold war with Fang Qingming these days, Song Xiangran was not in the mood to look at Fang Qingming more, and he didn't even notice that Fang Qingming's recent state was so bad, and his face was so haggard.
Song Xiangran suddenly felt a little distressed about Fang Qingming, because of the relationship between the two of them in the Cold War, Song Xiangran had not cared about Fang Qingming for a long time.
Just when Song Xiangran was about to open his mouth to comfort Fang Qingming, Fang Qingming spoke again.
"Xiang Ran, these days, I have a lot of things at work, but I still thought carefully about the relationship between the two of us. Fang Qingming said as he rubbed his eyebrows tiredly.
Song Xiangran had a faint feeling that was not very good.
"From the beginning, when I fell in love with you, I felt that the distance between me and you seemed to be very close, and sometimes, it felt a little far. Fang Qingming sighed helplessly and said, "Because you didn't tell me why you didn't agree to my pursuit at the beginning." ”
"But I told you later, my past. Song Xiangran frowned slightly and said.
Fang Qingming nodded very tiredly and said, "Yes, you told me about your past later, but I don't understand, since you have already told me your unknown past, what else is there, what is the reason to prevent you from marrying me?"
"I don't care what other people say outside. ”
"When we first got engaged, you were in your first year of college, and you said you weren't ready and wanted to simply enjoy your time on college again. ”
"But now you're a few months away from graduating, and your college days are coming to an end. But you still won't give me a word. ”
Fang Qingming said as he rubbed his eyebrows, rubbed his eyebrows, and then rubbed his temples.
It seems that Fang Qingming's work has been too busy for a period of time, Fang Qingming's face not only looks very haggard, but his voice also sounds very hoarse.
In fact, she was not prepared for this, what was the reason, Song Xiangran herself was clear, but she never dared to admit it, and she didn't dare to think about it.
There was one thing that made Song Xiangran hesitate to agree to Fang Qingming's pursuit, Song Xiangran didn't expect that that incident would make Song Xiangran hesitate now and dare not officially enter the palace of marriage with Fang Qingming.
This beautiful everything is sometimes too smooth, whether it is family, friendship, career, or love, Song Xiangran has not experienced any big setbacks and ups and downs.
Life should have some imperfections, just like people, people are not perfect, and there can be no perfect people.
An excessively perfect and happy life always made Song Xiangran feel uneasy.
But Song Xiangran didn't dare to tell anyone these words, including Fang Qingming. Because Song Xiangran was worried, Fang Qingming would be more worried about this matter than himself.
Just when Song Xiangran was about to explain, Fang Qingming took the lead in speaking.
"I've been thinking about it for so many days, and I've only thought of one possibility. Fang Qingming suddenly raised his tired eyes, looked at Song Xiangran and said.
Song Xiangran frowned slightly, and the vaguely bad feeling in her heart became more and more serious.
"Maybe it's because I'm a soldier. Fang Qingming lowered his eyes, smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "The laws of the country have stipulated that military souls are not allowed to repent of marriage. ”
"So, Xiang Ran, if you really haven't done it yet, I can also forgive you for being alone with me in this life. Fang Qingming sighed helplessly and said.
After all, no one can be sure that their choice this time is not correct. ”
The white moonlight outside the window was shining brightly, sprinkled on Fang Qingming's face, making him even more pale and tired.
Song Xiangran felt very sorry for Fang Qingming who looked like this, and stretched out his hand to stroke Fang Qingming's frowning brows.
With Song Xiangran's touch, Fang Qingming's brows slowly stretched.
"Fang Qingming, you misunderstood me, it's not because of this reason that I wasn't mentally prepared. Song Xiangran smiled bitterly and said to Fang Qingming.
"What's the reason for that?"
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