Mu Feng didn't blame Xiang Yuyu too much, but relieved, "You don't have a heart, I believe A-Qing won't care." ”

"Uncle Luo is so generous, he will definitely not care about me like me, but I don't know if it will provoke him to think of the past again, and then he will be sad. "Tell Yuzu what worries in her heart.

Because when she asked that sentence, although Luo Qing didn't get angry with her, nor did he show anger, his silence was enough to explain everything.

Originally, Xiang Yuyu didn't know this, but now after listening to Mu Feng probably talk about Luo Qing, she felt that the sentence she asked might hurt others, although it was unintentional, but it would arouse the sadness of others.

It's no wonder that Uncle Luo looked like that at that time.

In order to save others, he not only fell ill with his leg, but his girlfriend, who was pregnant at the time, also left him.

Now that Uncle Luo thinks about these again, I don't know if he will be entangled and regretted, if he can choose again, will he still choose to do it?

However, there is no chance to make a new choice, and there are only results in real life, not ifs.

Life is not a game, it can be started again.

In life, every step you take, every decision you make counts, and you have to pay the consequences for it.

"Even if you don't mention it, he won't forget it. Mu Feng said quietly.

It can bring you unforgettable pain, without being reminded by others, in the middle of the night, when tossing and turning, I don't know how many times it has echoed in my heart and in my mind.

"Grandpa, didn't Uncle Luo find his lover and children later?" Xiang Yuyu couldn't help but ask, "Maybe she was just angry for a while, if you can find her and explain this matter clearly, won't you be able to reconcile?"

In Mu Feng's narration, Luo Qing was taken hostage by gangsters for several days because he saved others, and because of this, he didn't care about his girlfriend who was pregnant and about to give birth, and his girlfriend didn't know the truth, thinking that he didn't want to be responsible and abandoned them, so he was very disappointed and sad, and he has not been heard from since.

"Why didn't you look for it?" Mu Feng couldn't help but sigh, "I've sent someone to help him find it many times, but ......," he paused, "there is no clue." ”

"Isn't there a clue?" asked Yuzu.

If even her grandfather helped and couldn't find any clues, then there was really no way, after all, in her heart, Mu Feng was very powerful.

Mu Feng shook his head, "If a person doesn't want you to find it, it's useless no matter how hard you try, the world is so big, and it's just a little comfort in the soul to have no clue where to find it." ”

This happened before Luo Qing became his housekeeper.

Later, Mu Feng learned about it, and felt sorry for him, and was very moved by him, so he tried his best to help him, but it was in vain.

Although he encountered such a thing, Luo Qing was not disappointed in life, and later did a lot of good things and did his best to help others.

I still often donate money to children in poor mountainous areas.

Mu Feng just felt that this person had a good character and a good personality, so he looked down on him, and slowly, the two of them were able to gradually develop from a hired master-servant relationship to a friend.

Later, when Mu Feng decided to settle abroad, he actually wanted Luo Qing to go out together, which could be regarded as leaving this sad place, but Luo Qing decisively refused.

Mu Feng understood very well that he insisted on staying here because he wanted to continue to find his lover and children.

He is persistent, even if there is little hope, only with a goal can he have the courage to live, Luo Qing once told him that as long as there is still a breath, he will look for it.

Seeing Mu Fengdu's attitude, Xiang Yuyu was a little discouraged.

"Then can Uncle Luo accept this now?" Xiang Yuyu referred to accepting that he could no longer find his wife and children.

"Accept?" Mu Feng glanced at her, "Who is willing to accept such a thing easily, even if he lives in extravagant hopes and fantasies, he will not want to accept the facts, not to mention that he is such an axis, even now, he still hasn't given up." ”

"Are you saying that Uncle Luo is still looking for it?"

Mu Feng smiled bitterly, "Almost every day, even if he goes to a crowded place nearby to try his luck, he will go, unless he is sick and can't move in bed." ”

"Going out every day?"

Xiang Yuyu only remembered at this time, it seems that it is indeed that when she came here to help her mother in the past, almost every time she came, she could see Uncle Luo go out, or see him just come back, even if he was sick with a leg and had to go out in a wheelchair.

She thought she was going out for a walk.

Is it to go out and find someone?

"That's what he did, no, not ......" she wanted to say, wasn't it in vain?

Mu Feng sent no one to find it, and he could meet his luck when he went to a place with a lot of people nearby?

But regardless of whether the method works or not, this is also a way for others, and Xiang Yuyu feels that this attachment alone cannot be blasphemed, so she didn't say it anymore.

Perhaps, as Mu Feng said, doing it knowing that it can't be done is just a little comfort to the soul, and as for the result, it is not so important.

"You think it's in vain, right?" Mu Feng looked at her and asked, "But he is such a person, and this matter is an obsession in his heart." ”

He added, "He and his lost lover, in fact, it is very difficult to get together, but I didn't expect that in the end it will still be like this, some things may really not be forced, and things that come by force may be really difficult to have." ”

Xiang Yuyu was a little puzzled, "Grandpa, since it's not easy to get together, why can't his girlfriend wait for him to come back, even if you want to separate, at least ask clearly, explain clearly, how uncomfortable it is to be so confused." ”

"What's going on, why don't you wait for him, maybe there is her own reason, A-Qing didn't tell me so clearly, anyway, after he came back, he found that she had already left, and he didn't say a word. ”

"Grandpa, do you still have someone to help Uncle Luo find now?"

"Nope. ”

"Why?" asked Yuzu.

In fact, she hoped that Mu Feng would still help find it, but he said no.

Even if there is no hope, there is always a trace of expectation left in the search, if he doesn't help, just rely on Uncle Luo's own efforts, Xiang Yuyu really feels that it is too difficult and too difficult, and there is no hope.

It's like hitting a big luck.

"Grandpa, it's hard for us to find them, so we can change the way and let them come to Uncle Luo. Xiang Yuzu had an idea.

"How do you get them to find them?"

"Newspapers, TV search notices, advertisements and the like, who doesn't watch TV now, don't go online, even if they don't go online when they're old, they always have to read the newspaper. ”

"You think I didn't expect it?" Mu Feng looked at her helplessly, "These tricks have been used." ”

Xiang Yuzu stopped talking.

If these tricks don't work well, it's a bit of a bad thing.

Could it be that the other party is no longer there......

It is not impossible for people to have good and bad luck.

And Mu Feng admires Uncle Luo so much, if he can help him, he will definitely be duty-bound, but his attitude is a little strange now.

It's basically about giving up.

Could it be that Mu Feng already knew something, and he didn't want to make Uncle Luo too sad, for fear that saying it would break Uncle Luo's willpower, so he simply didn't say it.

Just let him look for it slowly.

It is not necessarily a good thing to have a belief and a desire to support yourself.

"Grandpa, do you know something?" she asked tentatively.

Mu Feng replied without leaking, "I told you everything I knew." ”

"What about the woman who was rescued by Uncle Luo? Is there any connection between their family and Uncle Luo?"

"Once contacted, then gone. Mu Feng said truthfully, "A-Qing told me that after the incident, the woman's husband found his phone number through the police and said that he wanted to compensate him a sum of money, but he refused, and asked the other party not to contact him again. ”

"That person is really, do you really think that money is omnipotent? When you open your mouth to withdraw money, Uncle Luo is not going to help people because of money, and Uncle Luo is hurt by this, whether it is physical or mental, no amount of money can be replaced. Xiang Yuzu said angrily.

would actually want to use money to make up for the debt, for Uncle Luo, such a proposal is simply an insult, so it is understandable that he does not want to see the other party.

It's okay not to contact each other, so as not to think of the past when you see each other.

"Grandpa, whether there is hope or not, if you can, please help him. "Plead with Yuzu Mu Feng.

"I understand your kindness, why don't I want to help him," Mu Feng was a little embarrassed, "but sometimes you may do bad things with good intentions." ”

What he said was very vague, but Xiang Yuyu also heard it, he didn't want to do bad things with good intentions, so he didn't continue to help find it.

It's a good thing to help Luo Qing find someone, but why did her grandfather say that he was afraid of doing bad things with good intentions? This confirmed her previous suspicions.

Maybe when he was looking for someone before, Mu Feng had some clues or news, but it wasn't very good, so he simply said that there was no news.

If that's the case, it's really hard to do.

Bad truths are always cruel.

But isn't it cruel to let Luo Qing stay in the dark, looking at it all day long, fantasizing about meeting one day?

If both advance and retreat are cruel, which one is better?

Xiang Yuzu couldn't tell the difference.

She felt that Uncle Luo was already very pitiful, and now he was left with a little pitiful fantasy in his heart, if he broke this illusion too, I really didn't dare to imagine what would happen to him.

Maybe Mu Feng understands better than she can see, so he chooses to keep his mouth shut, preferring to be a cold person than explain the truth.

But it's not fair to Uncle Luo to hide it like this, maybe Uncle Luo just wants one result, no matter whether the result is good or bad.

After being silent for a long time, she was very entangled and said, "Grandpa, in fact, we can't continue to look for good intentions to do bad things, right? After all, we are not Uncle Luo, and we don't know what he wants, whether it is a beautiful imagination or a real present." ”

Mu Feng stared at her for a while, and then asked rhetorically, "Then do you think he wants a beautiful imagination, or a real present?"

"I think it could be real right now. Xiang Yuyu thought about it, and still gave such an answer.

"Why?" Mu Feng asked again.