Chapter 245: Unworthy

There was Chu Fanyan who was smoking on the balcony and saw him coming. Without hesitation, he gave him an empty position, and then continued to look into the distance.

"I didn't know she was pregnant. ”

If she knew, she would never have put her at risk. Let his good brother lose the first child in his life.

"But it's a foregone conclusion. Everything is irreparable. ”

As he spoke, Xue Chi lit the cigarette in his hand and put it to the corner of his mouth, with an indelible sadness in his eyes. If he concealed this matter, it would be difficult to do. Besides, the operation was still done on Hua Ziqi's body. As smart as she is, how could she not guess what was going on. Even if she doesn't feel it now, tomorrow, she will still know these things.

"So, we can only face, endure, and solve. ”

No matter how big the matter, the end result is such a process.

"Hmm. ”

got rid of the excitement just now, and now Xue Chi also calmed down. He pondered his current situation, and gradually, a cigarette was smoked. With a slight squint in his eyes, he turned and left the place. Staying, Chu Fanyan was still in place alone. The person left behind looked quietly into the distance, even though he knew what the result was, but his mind trembled when he started, and he hesitated for the first time......

Returning to the ward, the small sound of pushing the door still woke Hua Ziqi. She opened her eyes slightly, and Xue Chi's figure was reflected in her phoenix eyes.

She took a deep breath, "What the hell happened to me?"

Just when she was sleeping, a nurse came to measure her temperature and blood sugar and injected unknown anti-inflammatory drugs, and she guessed that this matter was definitely not like a simple gastric lavage.

Xue Chi was obviously stunned for a moment when he heard her questioning, and said, "It's okay, everything will pass." ”

"Is it really okay? This is my body, and I have the right to know my condition. Even if you don't want me to know, I'll find out sooner or later. By that time, what do you think I'm going to be like with you?"

The threat in her eyes was clear, she said.

Xue Chi accepted her threat, he didn't want her to hate him.

"You...... You...... Miscarried. ”

Each word seemed to carry a hammer weighing a thousand pounds, and he felt the pain in his heart when he said it.

"Miscarriage?"

She chewed Xue Chi's words, her eyes were sad, she couldn't believe his words, when did she get pregnant? Why did she have a miscarriage now, she reached out to touch her little belly, and when she raised her hand, she found that her hands were trembling.

The tears in her eyes were even more uncontrollable, and she felt painful. Is it remorseful or guilty? Either way, she felt so painful, she wanted to get rid of it, but in the end there was no way.

Only to let this pain eat away at her last sobriety......

"My child...... You're so bitter......"

She whispered, quietly

So much so that only she could hear clearly. But she wanted to make her words heard by the child she hadn't met yet.

It was she who was sorry for him and let him leave this world before he felt the love of his parents. Tears overflowed from his eyes, and then with a "snap", he fell on the quilt, and Hua Ziqi's uncontrollable voice sounded.

"I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you. I don't deserve to be a ...... Mom. ”

For the first time in her life, she felt what it means to be a mother, but she was in pain.

"Don't cry, I'm distressed too. No one wants that to happen. ”

He hugged Hua Ziqi's trembling body, and her affection made him very painful. This was the first time he had seen Hua Ziqi so weak and crying so easily. Every tear of her hit his heart.

"We are still young and we can have a second child. ”

He gently kissed her forehead, and Hua Ziqi fell on his chest, covering his face with his hands. Whimpering, sobbing silently. Every time I cry, I will cause my body to twitch. She cried so hard that even if she wanted to control it, emotion finally prevailed over reason.

"I ...... Why...... Why did I lose this child? Is it because I killed them? Is it because ...... I...... Because I killed Xie Hongwen, Jiang Zhuhe, or... Hua Ziyue?"

Is she no longer worthy to be a mother? That's why she's letting this child go away from her now. Is all this a punishment from heaven?

There was a sudden knock at the door, but neither of the two men who were immersed in grief noticed it.

"No, they deserve it. If you don't do it, you will only be the one who will be hurt in the end, so you are not wrong, this child may think that you are too tired now and don't want you to be more tired, and when the right time comes, he will come back. He'll come back to you, he will. ”

He wrapped his hands around Hua Ziqi's body, creating a small haven for her, allowing her to forget the darkness outside for a while.

"Will he ever come back?"

She looked at him with teary eyes, her hands clutching the collar of his chest, which was already wet with her tears.

He ran his hand through her hair and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. showed a white and tender face, and the ruddy eyes were breathtaking, "Believe me, for sure." ”

"I miss him so much, I don't deserve to be a mother. ”

She finally touched her little belly with her hand, which had been a little life before. However, because of her miss, she lost this child.

"It's our fault this time. ”

He touched her head and softly comforted Hua Ziqi.

"Where's Qu Si'er?"

Only then did she remember that Qu Si'er, the real murderer behind her miscarriage today. I don't know where she is now. How are you being judged?

"She has been taken away by Chu Fanyan. ”

Even if he had a personal vendetta against her, he explained. Now too

can only wait until Chu Fanyan solves all this before he can calculate this account with Qu Si'er alone.

"You've been on guard against her since the beginning, haven't you?"

She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and asked him firmly.

"That's right, from the very beginning, Chu Fanyan was on guard against her. At first, she didn't do anything. But then as soon as I stimulated her, she was revealed. ”

Moreover, things are more complicated than they think. There are other forces behind her, such as today's photo incident. It can be proved that the people behind her are provoking them. They are considered weak and too merciful.

"But isn't she pregnant too?"

Hua Ziqi frowned, isn't Qu Si'er already pregnant? And this child is still Chu Fanyan's, is he really willing to let Qu Si'er suffer?

Xue Chi paused and said, "She is not pregnant." ”

Hua Ziqi's eyes widened in surprise, "She's not pregnant?"

(End of chapter)

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