Chapter 10: I Don't Like You
Ren Jiayi threw a sharp question at Cen Qi, and Fang Tingfeng and Professor Zheng turned their heads to look at Cen Qi at the same time.
Cen Yu didn't react, and his brows didn't wrinkle. She moved her eyes and asked Fang Tingfeng, "Shall we go home?"
Fang Tingfeng was slightly stunned, and hurriedly responded: "Let's go back." ”
Cen Qi nodded, raised his feet and walked towards the staircase.
Seeing that Cen Qi was fine, Professor Zheng looked back and said angrily to Ren Jiayi: "Why did you ask her that kind of question." It doesn't matter if the model has a disease or not. He had already admitted that he had thoughts that he shouldn't have about Cen Qi. I shouldn't ask him to leave here out of the sake of protecting Cen Qi?"
This tone of "I'm for her good" sounded familiar and harsh to Ren Jiayi, and Ren Jiayi didn't reply.
The atmosphere instantly became scorching. The students who stayed behind rarely saw Professor Zheng get angry, and it was embarrassing to stay any longer, so they left silently through the back door.
Fang Tingfeng was going to chase Cen Qi, and before leaving, he comforted Professor Zheng: "Don't be angry. It's not easy to make a living as a model, so let's be more careful in the future. ”
Professor Zheng put aside his face and breathed a sigh of relief, feeling quite out of shape, and said slowly: "You go to Cen Qi, don't go out and get drenched in the rain." ”
Fang listened to Feng and walked out, and when he arrived at the door, he stopped and wanted to say a few words to Ren Jiayi, but after a little thought, he turned around and left.
Ren Jiayi smiled inexplicably when he heard Professor Zheng's words, which provoked Professor Zheng's sharp eyes.
"What are you laughing at. Professor Zheng was annoyed, "I told you about Cen Yu because of your good character." Why are you irritating her?"
"I'm just asking her a normal question, and you think I'm irritating her. Ren Jiayi hid his smile and looked serious. "Don't you think you're too protective of her? You're even afraid she'll get caught in the rain when she goes out. She's Asperger, not mentally retarded. ”
"You don't know anything about Cen Yu's situation from childhood to adulthood. Professor Zheng's voice was urgent, "If we hadn't protected her like this, she wouldn't have the peaceful life she has now." If you haven't experienced it, you don't have the right to accuse us. And I don't understand the reason why you interfered with Cen Yu, what is your purpose?"
Purpose?This question made Ren Jiayi silent.
Maybe it's sympathy, maybe it's instinct, maybe it's empathy, he can't tell the difference.
Seeing that Ren Jiayi didn't answer, Professor Zheng questioned again: "You are not a doctor, how much can you know about Asperger?
"You're right, I'm not a doctor. Ren Jiayi does not deny this, "There are many cases of Asperger's patients at home and abroad who are in normal contact with society, I can find them on the Internet, you must have heard of them." With Cen Qi's current situation, you, including her family, can ensure that this protects her for the rest of her life?"
Professor Zheng was stopped by the question, and was unable to answer for a while. She understands very well that not only her, but also the Cen family cannot guarantee that Cen will be protected for a lifetime. Ren Jiayi just debunked the facts.
"A student once said that Cen Qi's IQ is slightly higher than that of ordinary people, so she can learn to socialize and slowly integrate into society. But your overprotection caused her to be reluctant to think about the people or things around her, so she selectively remembered and even deliberately blocked it. She knows you'll take care of everything for her. Her life has become too simple to be outrageous. Do you think it is reasonable?" Ren Jiayi said the conjecture in his heart, and Professor Zheng was speechless.
Judging from these contacts, Ren Jiayi found that Cen Qi's indifference to others and her indifference to the things around her were mostly due to the Cen family's meticulous care and overly sensitive/sensitive vigilance. Cen Qi had a communication barrier, so the Cen family made a lot of decisions for her. Over time, Cen Qi will not have his own feelings, otherwise he will put more and more pressure on his thoughts / in the bottom of his heart.
Ren Jiayi guessed that Cen had a great impression of the doctor before he was willing to talk to him, and when he denied that he was a doctor, Cen deliberately blocked him again. Because Cen Qi felt that Ren Jiayi, who was not a doctor, had no meaning to her, and the Cen family would not agree to her contacting Ren Jiayi, so why should she make herself very tired.
Cen Yu is not so low that he doesn't understand all reason, but subconsciously chooses the part that is beneficial to himself.
"You ask me for what purpose. Ren Jiayi thought for a moment and said, "I admire Cen Yu and know her." She shouldn't be confined to this studio, and I'm sure you think so too. You can also be when I want to help her out of sympathy. I assure you that I don't have any thoughts that I shouldn't have. In addition, I don't think you should sacrifice the interests of others to protect Cen Qi. ”
Professor Zheng's anger disappeared all of a sudden, she went to close the door and said to Ren Jiayi: "Cen Qi was not like this when he was a child. She likes to talk very much, but she can't read words and feelings, and she keeps talking about things she is interested in, and she is ostracized and isolated by her classmates, and even bullied. She later ......"
It was a very bad memory, Professor Zheng slowed down, looked at the ceiling and sighed, "She became very anxious and irritable, and she was depressed again. For her family, as long as she is emotionally stable and has a peaceful life, it is more important than anything else. ”
Ren Jiayi had expected that Cen Ji would not have only one mental illness, otherwise the Cen family would not be overly protective of her. However, he believes that the Cen family's sacrificing the interests of others to protect Cen will make her even more indifferent, especially in front of her.
"The model's skin and lips are much whiter than normal, and there is no blood. He has obvious anemia features. Ren Jiayi explained the reason why he questioned Cen Qi, "If you kick him out of the studio in front of Cen Qi, Cen Qi will take it for granted." Because you've done so many of these things. Of course, you don't know what the model is difficult about, but he has begged you. Don't you see Cen Qi's attitude, how indifferent she is. Is this a normal reaction of a person?"
"She's not normal. Professor Cheng retorted, "If she can read words and understand other people's thinking, we don't have to defend her." ”
"She just has a social disability, so she doesn't have to listen to a word. Ren Jiayi tried to change Professor Zheng's concept, "At least in today's matter, she should distinguish right from wrong by herself, instead of you helping her pinch out the source of the problem." If you don't give her a chance to think, if you don't guide her, she won't be able to read and understand other people's thinking. ”
Professor Zheng has known Ren Jiayi for about half a year, and it is the first time that he has communicated with Ren Jiayi so much. She was amazed by Ren Jiayi's clear logic and keen insight, and muttered in her heart. What is Ren Jiayi's background, can clearly understand the characteristics of the Asperger's population, and can also point out the problems she has been worried about for so many years.
"What did you do before?" Professor Zheng asked, "You know so much. ”
Ren Jiayi pondered for a moment and sold Yuan Weijun. "My brother-in-law is a psychiatrist. ”
"Then you're delivering food here?" Professor Zheng didn't understand. The conditions of a family with a psychiatrist should not be bad, and Ren Jiayi should have a good job.
Ren Jiayi didn't understand it, "I do my own work, it has nothing to do with my uncle." ”
This is indeed the case, Professor Zheng was said to be confused.
Professor Zheng has no habit of inquiring about other people's privacy, and Quan Dangren Jiayi is an aspiring young man who does not rely on his family, so he agreed. She didn't want to say anything more about Cen Qi, but said: "I welcome you to come to my studio to recommend opportunities for students, and I am very grateful." But if you want to have an impact on Cen Qi, I can only keep you out. I am entrusted by Cen Qi's family to take care of them, and Cen Qi is responsible for them, I hope you can understand. I can't sway her family's decisions. ”
The words are not rough, Ren Jiayi naturally understands. In the final analysis, it is necessary for the Cen family to change their concepts, so that Cen can have a good change.
"Will you hire that model again?" Ren Jiayi finally confirmed.
"Yes. Professor Zheng pressed his temple, regretting his impulsiveness. "The child was also born and raised by his parents. I don't want him to delay his treatment. If only he really was like you say. ”
"Thank you. Ren Jiayi was very satisfied with this result, and smiled with his lips. "You are a reasonable person. I'm talking a bit too much today, don't mind. There will be opportunities for collaboration in the future, and I will probably come to the studio often. Don't worry, I won't bother Cen Qi. ”
Professor Zheng felt that Ren Jiayi was a smart person and didn't need to talk too much, so he nodded and walked out of the studio with him.
Outside, the sky was covered with a thick layer of dark clouds, and the air was damp/humid and dull to breathe.
Ren Jiayi came down from the upper floor, and saw Cen Qi standing on the steps with his back to the door of the professional building, while Fang Tingfeng looked sideways at the door. He thought they had left the Academy.
Fang Tingfeng saw Ren Jiayi appear in the hall, beckoned to him and asked Cen Qi: "He is down, what do you want to tell him?"
Cen Qi turned around and looked at the previous Ren Jiayi through a door, with a faint expression. Fang listened to Feng wonder why she suddenly said that she was going to wait for Ren Jiayi here, and couldn't help but be taken aback again. Cen Qi has rarely paid attention to others since his personality change, and today is particularly abnormal.
Ren Jiayi pushed the door out, the water droplets outside the eaves blew with the evening breeze, he squinted, and Cen Qi's eyes looked at him colder than the wind that had just blown.
"I don't like you. Cen Qi raised his head and finished speaking to Ren Jiayi on the steps, then turned his head and walked into the rain.
"Xiao Qi!" Fang Tingfeng hurriedly opened the umbrella, not caring about Ren Jiayi behind him, and hurriedly ran down the steps to protect Cen Qi from the rain.
Ren Jiayi let go of the doorknob and stared at the back of Cen Qi walking away, his eyes were gloomy as the sky at this time.
Fang Tingfeng sent Cen Qi to the car, ran back with an umbrella and apologized to Ren Jiayi: "I'm sorry." She's abnormal today, not like this before. ”
"It's fine. Ren Jiayi walked up to Fang Tingfeng's eyes, "The question I asked might be too direct for her. ”
"Actually, I think the same thing as you. Fang Tingfeng paused for a moment, and then said, "My mother-in-law's protection of Xiao Qi has made her uninformed. This is not good for her later life at all. But if I talk too much, it will escalate into a problem between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law and sister-in-law, which is really sad. ”
"Change slowly. Ren Jiayi comforted, "You will still walk through the back door of Jiaotong University for a while, and you will definitely be stuck in traffic now." ”
"Thank you. Fang Tingfeng opened the umbrella, suddenly thought of the model, and looked up and asked, "Did Mr. Zheng say that he would not let the model come?" ”
"He can come. Ren Jiayi replied, "Although you are cautious about Cen Qi, others also have to live." ”
"You're right. Fang Tingfeng smiled with satisfaction, "You are a good person, he should thank you." ”
"It doesn't have to be. Ren Jiayi said indifferently, lowered his head and opened the folding umbrella.
Fang Tingfeng's impression of Ren Jiayi is surprisingly good, perhaps because some views are the same.
After Ren Jiayi saw Fang Tingfeng's car go away, he stood under the eaves with an umbrella and did not move his feet.
The rain seems to be a little lighter, but the fog is still filling.
Yuan Weijun called for an early warning, Ren Jiayi's uncle went on a business trip to Mincheng in August, he asked Ren Jiayi to prepare, and told Ren Jiayi not to hit the Asperger's patient again.
Ren Jiayi smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm disgusted by her, you think too much." ”