This sudden accident made the entire studio panic, and the teacher and principal ran around with red eyes.

The snow was falling, and the cold wind did not pity everyone at all, still stabbing at the surroundings like blades, and gloating to blow the breath of blood to all corners.

A little snow fell on the sketchboard that the girl was holding tightly in her arms, and under the light, the sketchboard was engraved with three words:

"I'm so stupid. ”

There was a lot of speculation about the girl's jump, but only the girl's roommate who was crying silently in the classroom knew why she committed suicide.

The skinny girl wakes up early and goes to bed late, living like a clockwork machine.

When school first started, she would hold her doll and smile at others, threatening that as long as she worked hard, she would definitely be able to get into the top ten.

Later, the girl did what she said, and she worked hard, and the sketches piled up under the table were almost knee-high, and the sketches were drawn one after another, and the paint ran out quickly......

At midnight, the people in the corridor left in twos and threes, but she didn't leave, she still drank cup after cup of coffee and continued to paint.

She said she was scared, so she held her doll at her feet and gritted her teeth.

The dark circles under my eyes are getting heavier and heavier, and I walk a little fluttery.

Her roommate told her to take a break, and because she couldn't hold on, she took a week off.

After that, it was still a cycle of getting up early and going to bed late.

She was afraid that she would doze off in class, so she refreshed herself with coffee every day, and got up early every day to take advantage of the cold wind to run in the morning.

She takes her classes seriously and works hard after class.

After failing the first exam, the girl smiled and said that it didn't matter, it should be that she hadn't worked hard enough.

A girl in the dormitory laughed at her, saying that even if she worked so hard, she couldn't pass the test, and that she was just putting on a show.

In fact, the girl herself knows it in her heart.

She is really attentive, who would be so stupid as to embarrass herself every day? Is it because the bed is not warm, or is the mobile phone not fun?

The girl's phone screen reads, "Persistence is victory." ”

Every week, the girl would use her cell phone to call her parents.

As roommates know, one of the most common things a girl says is:

"Mom, I'm making progress again! I will definitely be able to get a book, and when I get a book, I'll take you to Mogao Grottoes to see the Buddha murals!"

The girl is very shy, thin and small, and she looks weak, and Wenwen is weak.

But she dared to wake herself up with a knife when she dozed off in class.

Gradually, the girl got tired, she didn't like to smile anymore, and although the thin and small figure still appeared in the corridor every night, she found that she couldn't catch up at all.

Girls can't catch up with the top of the school.

Her exposure to art is short, she started from scratch, and the starting line of others is very different.

Blow after blow, defeat after defeat.

The girl asked her friend, "Do I need talent to draw? Am I too stupid?"

The friend replied, "Maybe you're not trying hard enough." ”

The girl nodded, she began to reflect on herself, reflecting on whether she was not attentive enough, the same person, she was so willing to fall behind?

Time continued to pass, and the girl continued to repeat itself.

Luckily, she really improved, her teachers praised her, and at the same time her grades got better and better.

However, it is not enough to be in the top 10.

The speed of her progress is too slow, but the time for the joint entrance examination is getting closer and closer.

She asked her friend again, "Why do they do so well without working hard?"

My friend replied: "People are more popular than people, don't compare with them, you can't compare." ”

The girl was stunned, she lowered her voice to a low voice: "Why am I not smart, if only I could be smarter......"

So every day when the girl paints, she thinks, why is she so stupid?

Why are you so stupid?

Teachers from childhood to adulthood have said that if you work hard, you will definitely get good grades in the exam.

Yes, indeed.

But it takes several times as long as others, or even a hundred times a thousand times!

Doubt, pain, jealousy.

These pessimistic emotions were planted in the girl's heart like vines, and then grew wildly, wrapping the girl at a strange speed, and finally devouring it completely.

The girl jumped off holding the drawing board.

Maybe the girl will regret it, but the moment she jumped off the building, she really didn't hesitate.

The siren sounded in the distance, through the falling snow, through the girl's infinite doubts and grief, and finally gradually approached.

The body was taken away, and the girl's parents came all the way, but when they came, they didn't even see the body.

The matter was so big that the evening class was forced to end early, and the crowd was talking, and three or two walked towards the dormitory holding hands.

At the door of the elite class, Xiao Bei leaned on the door frame and looked at Hu Zize, who still didn't want to leave, and said, "Don't paint today, it's unlucky." ”

"There are no ghosts in this world. ”

Hu Zize was not afraid, and still concentrated on drawing the sketch head at hand.

Xiao Bei raised his eyebrows: "This is not ......" As he spoke, he turned his eyes to look behind Hu Zize, as if there was really a dead girl standing behind Hu Zize.

She lowered her voice and said mysteriously: "I said Hu Zize, I would rather believe it than not, what if that girl is standing motionless behind you?"

Hu Zize's face did not change, and his tone was low: "Stand with her." ”

I've seen something bold, but I've never seen something so bold, Xiao Bei rolled his eyes, waved his hand and said:

"That's okay, you're not afraid of heaven and earth, just leave it here and paint, forgive me for not accompanying you!"

After that, Xiao Bei swaggered away, but he didn't take a few steps and turned back: "Hey, hey, don't regret it! ”

Hu Zize nodded slightly, but did not answer.

Speaking of this, Xiao Bei didn't have anything to say, he turned around and was about to leave, but he still felt more or less careless, so he leaned against the outer wall of the elite class.

Inside the wall, Hu Zize concentrated on painting, and outside the wall, Xiao Bei yawned repeatedly, but still refused to leave.

At the same time, No. 102 Taolin Road.

Turning the national highway and neon alley, in a nondescript rental house, the lights are still on, and a child is sitting in front of the window munching on roast duck.

The boy still had a lot of bones at his feet, and it looked like he had eaten at least ten roast ducks.

Nameless sat cross-legged on the bed, his eyes that had been closed opened in an instant.

At the same time, a tingling pain in his chest suddenly hit, and Nameless was a little caught off guard as he clutched his chest.

It stands to reason that the wound on the chest scabbed over a long time ago, and it shouldn't have been accompanied by a stinging pain.

Suddenly thinking of the face painter, Nameless frowned and looked around, but he still couldn't see anything.

It wasn't until an hour later, when nothing had happened, and the pain in his chest had dissipated for the most part, that Nameless breathed a sigh of relief.

Some yellowish light shone on the nameless gray undershirt, which he took off and prepared to examine the wound.

But as soon as he took off his clothes, the expression on Nameless's face instantly stiffened.

Because his chest was covered with strange dark cyan beast patterns, which appeared from his chest and then spread to his left shoulder.

Moreover, he was unusually familiar with this pattern, because Nameless had seen this beast pattern on many bronzes.

That is, the gluttonous pattern.