Chapter 008: Incineration

February 10th, cloudy weather, Saturday

I lost the five dollars my grandfather gave......

The second cousin said that I could dig firewood to earn money, and then I secretly took a hoe to the mountain.

There were thorns on the grass, blood flowed from her hands, and my second cousin was frightened, she tore my clothes and bandaged me, and my second cousin's face was covered with dirt, and she sat on the ground and touched my face.

I went home at night and hid the firewood, grandpa didn't know, I thought I could buy a dozen yuan by tomorrow, and then I would secretly hide under grandpa's pillow.

February 11th, sunny day, Sunday

The uncle who collected the firewood did not come today......

February 18th, sunny day, Sunday

My second cousin gave me a doll, which I bought with the money I used to dig up the chai hu last time!

The second cousin is the best!

The second cousin also made a few small clothes for the doll, and I must be as ingenious as the second cousin when I grow up!

……

Su Xiaoqian turned the pages one by one, there were often typos in the diary, but I probably knew it, and the content behind it was much the same, basically about the daily life of her life.

It wasn't until the diary was turned to three-quarters of the way that Su Xiaoqian's face changed.

May 7th, fine weather, Saturday

There is a four-horned white deer in the mountains, and it is so beautiful.

I don't know why, I always feel that Bailu can understand me.

May 8th, sunny day, Sunday

The white deer was still there, and I brought it the dried sweet potatoes at home to eat, and it rubbed my face after eating, itching.

I told Bailu about myself, and I said that I miss my mom and dad, and many children in the class miss their mom and dad.

But their parents come back once a year, but my parents don't come back......

Su Xiaoqian frowned and turned the last page, on which she drew a family photo with crayons, just like in her dream last night.

The girl in the middle was wearing a small skirt, with the words "Su Xiaoqian" written next to it, her parents were on both sides, and the family of three was smiling.

After being silent for a long time, Su Xiaoqian closed the diary and threw it aside.

She stared at the diary, and her mind was full of the girl's innocent, kind and simple words.

"What the hell...... Su Xiaoqian said coldly, she no longer looked at the diary and tattered doll on the table.

Turning around, he sat down in his chair and pulled out his phone.

The best friend's message popped up instantly after unlocking, and Su Xiaoqian clicked on the opening picture:

The girlfriend sent an intimate photo of Zhang Shan, and there was a disheveled man next to Zhang Shan.

A sentence is attached below: "Xiaoqian, I took the photo according to your request, it was taken after feeding the medicine, and she really didn't resist like a little sheep." ”

"Just say that you can't send it, Xiaoqian, if you say a word, if you send it, I will keep it after you come back, and the whole school will know about it, and she Zhang Shan will definitely be ruined. ”

Su Xiaoqian looked at the words on the screen, and unconsciously typed a line of words:

"Wait, she's pitiful. ”

After being stunned for a few seconds, Su Xiaoqian stared incredulously at the sentence that had not yet been issued on the message box.

Frow and delete the message cleanly.

How could she, Su Xiaoqian, say that kind of thing? What is so pitiful about Zhang Shan! It's just a waiter's daughter, relying on her own studies to do well, isn't it great!

Su Xiaoqian covered her head and looked coldly at the diary on the table.

My fingers trembled, and my mind seemed to be filled with something.

Who is she, Su Xiaoqian? With endless money to spend and countless friends, why should she pity an ordinary classmate?

It's not yourself in that diary!

Standing up, Su Xiaoqian took out a lighter from her schoolbag, and then picked up the doll and diary.

That silly girl, not her......

Taking a deep breath and trying to forget the clutter in her head, she pushed the door open and walked out.

In the corner of the courtyard, Su Xiaoqian tore a few pages of the diary and piled them on the ground.

Immediately afterward, she glanced at the dirty, inferior doll, and threw the doll into the pile of shredding paper without hesitation.

Squatting down, Su Xiaoqian lit the lighter.

The flames climbed up the shredded paper, and the tongues of fire quickly licked and devoured the paper and the inferior dolls, and gradually, spread to every corner.

Su Xiaoqian looked at the raging flames coldly, but she had an inexplicable feeling of emptiness in her heart.

She frowned and didn't look at the notebook and the doll in the flames.

I don't know how long it burned, but only the remains of the doll and black dust were left on the ground, but she didn't stop, turned around and went into the house.

After Su Xiaoqian entered the house, Nameless, who had been hiding in the corner, sighed lightly.

His gaze rested on the black crumbs on the ground, and after a moment, he looked at the incense burner outside the window.

For Nameless, as long as it takes one more night, even if she doesn't want to, she can't accept it......

That's just her own business, Su Xiaoqian.

For Nameless himself, it's time for this scene to end.

There was the sound of footsteps behind him, and the nameless face did not change color, quietly waiting for the comer.

It wasn't until Su Mei walked to Nameless's side that Nameless spoke: "You want to ask about Su Xiaoqian, right?"

"Yes sir, I would like to know...... About Xiaoqian's heart ......"

Nameless eyes fell on the carbon ash on the ground again, he was silent for a long time, and replied calmly: "Su Xiaoqian was found on the mountain six years ago, right?"

"Yes, someone must have saved her six years ago. ”

Su Mei recalls the scene at that time, after two days and two nights of pouring rain, flash floods erupted, followed by mudslides that spread all over the world after the flood.

"Then who do you think will save her?" Nameless turned around, and he looked into Su Mei's eyes.

Su Mei was stunned and shook her head.

"Then have you ever thought that life itself is actually an extremely fragile thing, but Su Xiaoqian, she is in a catastrophe and will not die......

Nameless looked at Su Mei, paused, and continued to speak:

"As the saying goes, 'If you don't die in a big disaster, you will have a blessing in the future', but Su Xiaoqian fell into a heart attack, perhaps because she had already changed beyond recognition and was different from the past. ”

smiled indifferently, without too much explanation, and went straight to the topic without a name: "Tomorrow is the death day of your father and grandfather Su Xiaoqian." ”

Su Mei nodded: "Yes, I originally planned to take Xiaoqian to Shangxiang to sweep the tomb." ”

Nameless nodded: "You don't have to go tomorrow, I'll take her there." ”

"Huh?" Su Mei was shocked, "I'm afraid this is inappropriate, right?"

Although this nameless looks mysterious and mysterious, and there is an inexplicable sense of reliability, Su Mei is still very uneasy to let Su Xiaoqian be alone with him.

"And sir, this grave sweep and heart attack...... It doesn't matter, does it?"

Su Mei couldn't understand that she still couldn't accept things like gods and ghosts, even if she had a respectful attitude.

Nameless naturally knew that she had this concern, and of course it was inevitable.

"If you have gains, you will lose something, I have cured her heart disease, but you can't come. ”

The nameless amber pupils were smiling, he lowered his eyes slightly, and then opened his lips and said, "Su Mei, I can help you, I just need you to trust me." ”

Su Mei was silent for a long time, and finally nodded.

Yes, she has no choice, this top doctor of heart disease can't cure her, and no one can say for sure whether Su Xiaoqian will suddenly die of a heart attack.

If this fortune teller really has bad intentions, then in the past few days, he can do it, there is no need to go to such great length.

Moreover, Nameless feels really amazing.

It's like fate in the dark, a little closer, it's obviously very weird, but I still choose to believe it.