I wish you peace Zhang Baotong 2017.9.24

We have been in love for more than two years and I firmly believe that our love is pure and sincere.

However, one day, she suddenly said to me, "Haitao, let's break up." I was very surprised and asked, "Why?" because we have been fine and there have been no disagreements and no accidents. She looked very embarrassed, hesitated for a long time, and said to me, "My parents are not in good health, and I want to go home and take care of them." But her parents are not yet 50 years old, so what will happen to her health? So, I said, "I can go with you to your house." "Her home is far away, in Pingxiang, Yunnan, near the border between China and Vietnam. But as long as I can be with my beloved, I am willing to go all over the world with her.

Still, she shook her head and said, "I don't think we're fit together." "Why?" I thought her explanation was too ridiculous to be groundless. I said, "But we've always loved each other very much." "I don't think we're a good fit, really, we have to break up. Tears welled up in her eyes as she said this, but she said in a strong tone, "We have to break up." ”

When she said this, whether I wanted to accept it or not, she turned around and trotted away towards the bus stop.

When I returned to my residence from the park, I was very sad and depressed, thinking that we had been in love since the fourth year of college, and that we had not returned to our own homes after graduation, but stayed together in Xi'an. I work for a telecommunications company and she goes to a bank, and we see each other two or three times a week, and we have a lot of fun shopping, playing, eating or going to the movies, so every breakup is the most painful moment for us. However, she suddenly proposed to break up, which overwhelmed me and couldn't accept it.

I stayed up all night, thinking about how to get her to change her mind. The next morning, I called her and wanted to use the quality time we spent together to awaken her tenderness. However, her phone went down. I couldn't help it, so I went to the bank where she worked. The director of the bank said she had resigned two days earlier. I rushed to her place again, but the landlord said that she had left yesterday and said that she had returned to her hometown. I then called one of her best friends named Yan Li and asked her what was wrong with Fang Rong, but Yan Li said that they had not been in touch for half a month. I really wanted to fly to her house right away and ask her why she was so ruthless. But I don't know the exact address of her house.

In the days without her, my mood became chaotic, irritable, lonely, sad all day long, often looking out the window, cranky, and puzzled. I suppose she must have something unspeakably hidden, otherwise, she wouldn't have left in such a hurry and without leaving a trace.

A few days later, Yan Li came to comfort me, and she told me that Fang Rong called her, saying that I was a good man, and asked Yan Li to comfort me and take care of me. I asked for that phone number and called it, only to find out it was a pay phone. Yan Li was a sensible girl who was warm and considerate to me, so, after three months, we fell in love.

A year later, at a class reunion, a boy who had been friendly with Fang Rong in the past said that he had Fang Rong's mother's phone, and that was a time when Fang Rong used his mobile phone to call his mother, and after making the call, he saved that number so that it would be more convenient for Fang Rong to call home next time.

I asked for this number, returned to the residence, and began to dial this number, wondering what happened to Fang Rong. Fang Rong's mother answered the phone and asked me who I was. I told Fang Rong's mother that I was Fang Rong's lover and had always loved Fang Rong, but she suddenly proposed to break up with me and disappeared again. After she left, I was very miserable and confused, and I didn't know why Fang Rong abandoned me.

Fang Rong's mother said to me, "Child, don't blame her, she has breast cancer and her left breast has been removed. The surgery was successful and the recovery was relatively good, but I am still undergoing chemotherapy. She does this because she doesn't want to drag you down because she feels that she is no longer capable of loving you. ”

I told Fang Rong's mother about my QQ number, saying that I wanted to meet Fang Rong by video.

We made an appointment to meet by video at 8 p.m. However, I sat at the computer desk at seven o'clock, waiting to meet Fang Rong. At half past seven, there was a signal to add friends, I knew that this must be Fang Rong's QQ number, so I added it immediately, and then, open the video. However, the video over there was blocked by something. Until eight o'clock, the video hadn't been turned on, but I knew that Fang Rong must be sitting at the computer desk, but she didn't want to open the video to let me see her. So, I called, "Fang Rong, is it Fang Rong?" After a while, she replied, "I'm Fang Rong." I said, "Please open the video, I want to see you." However, Fang Rong didn't say anything anymore.

I knew she was holding herself back and didn't want me to take her back in time. I had no choice, so I played Sun Yue's song "I Wish You Peace" to her: "How are you feeling now? Do you still have a smile on your face? Since ancient times, there have been many sorrows and sufferings, please be more happy and less troubled." Peace be upon you, O peace be upon you, let that joy surround you, peace be upon you, peace be upon you, O peace be upon you. It is my greatest wish that you will always be happy. ”

The video finally opened and there was a young woman sitting across from her, wearing a beautiful light yellow dress, but I could only see her upper body. She was still so clear and lovely, but she looked haggard and much thinner, and her delicate and clean face was full of tears. Looking at her pitiful and sad appearance, I cried out bitterly, "Fang Rong, why don't you explain it to me, I am willing to share the pain with you." But she didn't say a word, she just wept. I continued, "Fang Rong, I love you, no matter what you do, I will love you. However, instead of replying, she turned off the video all of a sudden.

I know that Fang Rong left not because she didn't love me, but because she loved me too much, she didn't want me to see her sick and disabled, but wanted to leave me the best impressions and memories of her life. By doing so, she also made me respect and love her even more. And what I can do for her is to send her that "Peace be upon you". So, on weekend nights, I opened QQ and played "I Wish You Peace" for her through a video: "I wish you peace, oh I wish you peace." It is my greatest wish that you will always be happy. ”108