Chapter 45: He Didn't Come

With the assistance of a nurse. Linda moved Lu Xiayu back to the bed. The needle was re-inserted. After the nurse and doctor left. Linda could no longer control her emotions. Tears. She gently touched Lu Xiayu's little face. It was like a knife in my heart. Why does Xia Yu bear so much?

She pulled out her phone. Dialed the phone. No matter how you say it, Ji Yu is also Lu Xiayu's husband. No matter what mistakes she made. As a man, he shouldn't be left unattended. Ignore. Running away from the problem will not solve the problem. And escaping is not the style of the season.

The phone works though. But Jiyu never answered the phone. Linda didn't give up, and dialed a few more times, but the result was still the same. She clutched her phone tightly. It's really upset. She didn't know how to help Xia Yu. After all, emotional matters are always so unclear. More and faster chapters are here. How could she, an outsider, know what was going on in their hearts?

After putting down your phone. Linda took the basin and poured some hot water. wiped the tears on his face and body for Xia Yu. In the end, I helped Lu Xiayu change into a set of pajamas. She sat down in her chair to rest. Sweat was already pouring from her forehead.

I don't know how long I sat there. Lu Xiayu woke up from his coma. Linda woke up from her sleep. After pouring her a glass of water to moisten her throat. I ran to the small kitchen in the room and warmed up the porridge I had brought before.

Lu Xiayu looked at Linda with empty eyes. Asked. "Sister Linda, why are you so good to me? ”

Sister Linda put down the porridge in her hand and said on the bedside table. "Because I've always thought of you as my sister. Update as soon as possible, no matter what. Don't let your sister worry, okay. Don't let the people who care about you grieve with you. It's okay to be sad together. No matter what. You have to remember that there are people in this world who care about you. Don't do stupid things anymore, okay? ”

At this point, Linda couldn't help but choke up. The tip of the nose starts to sour. There was already a mist in his eyes. A sour tear fell. The corners of her mouth twitched. I can't say anything I want to say because of emotion.

This was the first time Lu Xiayu was so excited to see Sister Linda. In her impression, Sister Linda has always belonged to that kind of calm and calm. People who don't have any emotions that are exposed. I didn't expect to see Linda who was almost in the mood for a collapse today.

Lu Xiayu couldn't help but feel a trace of guilt welling up in his heart. yes. Why did she give up on herself. Although there are not many people who care about her. But she's not meant to live for anyone. And death won't solve all these problems. Instead, it makes those who care about themselves sad. Make those who want to see their own jokes proud.

She sniffed. Life still has to go on. Even without the love of a man. Lu Xiayu, you don't wagging your tail like a dog and begging for mercy. She struggled to sit up. Several times Linda tried to help her up. But she stubbornly refused. Because I didn't eat for a few days, I didn't have much energy at all. She tried a few times before she sat up slowly. Pick up Linda and place porridge on the bedside table. The hand just slipped and knocked over.

She scooped up the porridge. Mouthful after mouthful into his mouth. It's like chewing wax. Be the first to update But steaming porridge. It warmed up her cold body a lot.

After eating. Linda stood up and picked up the dishes and spoons in the kitchenette to clean.

"Thank you, Sister Linda. If there is an afterlife, I must be your sister. Lu Xiayu looked at Linda, her eyes full of gratitude.

Linda said with a gentle smile. "Don't you think of me as a sister now? ”

Lu Xiayu pursed his lips and said embarrassedly. "I've always felt that you are very kind since I joined the company. I've long treated you like a sister. ”

Linda smiled silently. Gently stroked Lu Xiayu's long hair.

After eating. Sister Linda suggested that she should help Xia Yu go out to bask in the sun. Be the first to update because staying in bed for a long time is not conducive to the recovery of the wound. The two sat on stone chairs in the back garden of the hospital. The winter sun is warm. But Lu Xiayu, who hadn't seen the sun for a long time, still felt that the sun was very dazzling. Breathe in the fresh air. She felt soreness all over her body.

Lu Xiayu raised his eyes and looked at Linda. Then there was a dull downward gaze. She bit her lower lip tightly. looks like he wants to say and stops. Finally, she spoke. "Sister Linda. Do you think he just cares about the baby in my belly? ”

Linda's eyes flickered. He pursed his lips and said insincerely. "He may have gone abroad. There are several particularly important cases waiting for him to deal with in foreign branches. Linda deliberately accentuated the word special. So that Xia Yu can be relieved.

"Oh. Lu Xiayu lowered his head a little dimly. I was in a calmer mood. But because it comes to the season. She felt very uncomfortable. The heart is like being pulled by something. It hurts a lot.

"Xia language. You really. Did you really eat that thing? Linda gritted her teeth. I still want to ask the questions in my mind.

Lu Xiayu twisted two eyebrows. The little face was full of doubts. There is still some confusion about Linda's words. "Sister Linda, I understand what you mean. ”

"Nope. Nothing. I mean, you have to remember to eat. In the end, Linda didn't ask that sentence. Prevaricated with other excuses.

"Hmm. Lu Xiayu nodded lightly.

The two chatted outside for a while. After a while, we walked for a while. The two of them went back to their rooms.

This whole day. Linda accompanied Lu Xiayu. And slowly enlighten her. This made Lu Xiayu's heart like a dead heart. It slowly calmed down again. But always let Linda accompany her. She was still a little reluctant to go. So the next day she "rushed" Linda to work. And promised her that he would eat well. I won't be able to think about it anymore.

After her many assurances and commitments. Linda after being with her for two days. I went to work on Monday. Sister Linda left. Loneliness crawled all over her heart again. Eating every day is like chewing wax. Whenever it's the dead of night. She always wiped her tears silently. Her heart had been blasted open with a big hole. I can't fill it in enough.

Lu Xia language. You can be discharged today. The nurse explained to her coldly without a trace of emotion. After explaining the explanation, he walked out of the ward.

What is the warmth and coldness of human feelings? At this moment, she finally realized it deeply. The sadness in my heart came to my heart again. yes. It's time for her to be discharged. But where can she go when she is discharged from the hospital? There was a strong sour feeling on the wings of the nose again. He sniffed and tried to push back the tears. For so many days. She's shed enough tears. She couldn't shed any more tears. Even if the tears are drained. He wouldn't come to see her.

In the hospital for more than a week. The servants of the Ji family brought some daily necessities and clothes. No one else came. She finally recognized the man's heart. Even if it was a trip abroad. But the phone didn't go through. This is a wordless way of treating. has shattered all of Lu Xiayu's fantasies. She was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe anymore. My heart hurts as if it wasn't my own.

But can self-pity be exchanged for a man's pity? Obviously, the answer is self-evident.

She was lonely and packed her few clothes. Thinking about where the relationship between her and Ji Yu should go.

"Tuk, tuk, tuk. There was a polite knock at the door.

It was the Ji family's steward Wang who came in. "Ma'am. I'm here to pick you up. Steward Wang went straight to the point and stated the purpose of his visit.

Lu Xiayu nodded. And there is no excessive expression. Steward Wang carried her few luggage in his hands. Walked ahead. Natsu Yu sitting in the car. His hands were stirring. The mood is complicated and messy. If she meets Ji Yu, what kind of attitude should she have towards him. She is already an incomplete woman. If Ji Yu files for divorce. She thought she would sign her name without hesitation.

Think about it. Heart-rending heartache struck her again. Clench your fist hard and release it. Release again. Even if the sharp fingers are inserted into the flesh, they don't feel pain. She deliberately plunged into the flesh hard. So that the pain in the body can reduce the pain in the heart.

"Steward Wang. Is Ji Yu at home? ”

"Ma'am. The young master has not been at home for many days. He called and told me to pick you up. ”

These are lost. But there is some relief. Thankfully, he wasn't at home. Because she really hadn't figured out how to face him yet.

Stepping into the Ji family again. Everything is as if everything is wrong. On the way back from the town of L. She thought she had rediscovered her heart. Even if the road is full of thorns. She also collapsed the pace of love without hesitation. Unexpectedly. This step has brought you to the edge of the cliff. She didn't expect to be empty in one step. and fell to pieces

She was like a heartless body. Step by step, he went up to the third floor. I just wanted to enter her bedroom with Ji Yu. Steward Wang's words made Xia Yu stop moving forward.

"Ma'am. The young master ordered you to stay in this room. ”

Lu Xiayu froze in place. He looked back at the room that Steward Wang pointed to. That room was originally a children's room that Jiyu had made for their children. All the children's stuff prepared inside is still neatly arranged there. These things. It was like a knife stabbing into Lu Xiayu's heart. Because these things remind her all the time. Her children are gone. And from now on, she will never be able to have children again. How ironic.

She evoked a hint of self-deprecation. Faint words. "Wang Hakka, I know. You go down first. ”

Steward Wang placed her belongings in the children's room. I walked out of the children's room with a lean. Her clothes and all her belongings in the master bedroom were moved to the children's room. Is this Ji Yu's punishment for her? Punishment for killing the child for her negligence.

Cute little red wooden horse in the children's room. Small wooden bed. The walls are full of cartoon characters. Lu Xiayu slowly looked at these things. Fingertips swiped over the objects one by one. My heart started to cramp again. Sorry baby. Even if we are destined to have no share. If there is an afterlife. Mom will definitely treat you well. I have been paid the debt I owe you in this life.

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