Hearing the news of his aunt's death, Luo Ze was very sad, if it weren't for the presence of so many people, he really wanted to cry.

The boy didn't flick his tears, but he didn't get to the sad place, and now, he felt extremely sad.

Not only Luo Ze was sad, but Xiao Muchun and the three of them were also very sad when they heard this.

Although they didn't know Luo Ze's aunt, after all, it was the death of a friend's relative, and their feelings would naturally be sad.

For a moment, the atmosphere became heavy.

"Dad, I want to go to my aunt's house to see if I can help if I can do anything. After being silent for a long time with red eyes, Luo Ze finally spoke.

Although my aunt is gone, there should still be some things to take care of at home, and my uncle's health is not particularly good, so he may be hit by this incident, and he also needs to be comforted and enlightened.

"Okay, you go over early tomorrow morning," Father Luo stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't be too sad, birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature, no one can manipulate it, and it can't be changed." Your aunt has been sick for a long time, and this day is a matter of time or time, in fact, it is also a relief for those who are suffering from illness. ”

In fact, he has been at Luo Ze's aunt's house, and he only came home today, because it was going to be the New Year, he was afraid that Luo Ze would come home, and he couldn't find anyone, but he didn't expect that he would really wait for Luo Ze.

I didn't want to talk about this now, after all, there were still guests, but I said it smoothly all of a sudden, maybe subconsciously, I was still a little angry that my son didn't say goodbye, so I used the topic a little bit to play.

Angry is angry, after all, I still can't bear to make the child too sad, so I can only try my best to comfort him.

"I know, Dad, but if I'm here, I'll at least see her one last time. Luo Ze choked up a little and said, "I haven't even seen the last one...... Why didn't you notify me. ”

At the moment he regretted it, deeply regretted.

At this time, I suddenly felt that I was too ignorant.

If your feelings are frustrated, you will leave everything behind and hide from it, but it is just cowardice.

After a big circle, no fundamental problems have been solved, but more regrets have been added.

His aunt was so good to him, he couldn't be by his side when he was dying.

This kind of regret can never be made up.

The separation between life and death is the farthest and farthest distance between people, and in this life, it can no longer be reached.

But the last time I went to see my aunt, although she was not in very good health, she was in good shape, how could it be so sudden, why didn't everyone inform him.

Just a few days ago, he had already returned.

"Notify you, how to notify you?" Father Luo was suddenly a little angry, in fact, he could see that he was a very well-cultivated person, and he was not in a hurry to speak, but he was also a little excited at the moment, "Where to inform you, don't say a word when you leave, and don't say a word when you come back, how can you let us inform you!"

After a pause, Luo's father continued, "You must think that we can call you, didn't we call you, since you left the house, since you received your so-called farewell text message, your mother and I have been calling you non-stop, but in addition to shutting down the phone, since you can let us go, we can also be your son." ”

"I'm sorry, Dad!" Luo Ze hung his head, very sad.

He could hear whether his father was expressing his displeasure with him, or whether he was angry that he ran out to heal without saying a word, leaving the two old men alone.

When he first left, he was in a very bad mood, so he didn't turn on the phone, he thought that the message he sent could reassure his parents, make them understand, and give him enough time to deal with his feelings.

But I didn't expect my parents to be so worried, so anxious, and so disappointed.

Yes, he is indeed at fault, and he only hopes that his parents can understand him, but how can he understand his parents?

"Forget it, let's not mention the past for the time being, you can come back today, which means that there are still two of us old in your heart. Father Luo looked at Luo Ze, a little helpless, and a little loving, "Your mother and I are both this age, and I can't care about you for many years." ”

Luo Ze lowered his head in shame, and was flustered.

If there is anyone in this world who can selflessly tolerate all your mistakes and willfulness, it is only your parents.

Although his parents are not too old, they are also sixty years old, and if they calculate carefully, how many years can they accompany them, so Luo Ze listened to what his father said, and panicked inexplicably.

Hearing what Luo's father said, as well as Luo Ze's attitude, Xiao Muchun realized that co-author Luo Ze tonight was the first time he had gone home since he came back.

It's been a few days since he's been back, and he hasn't even come home.

No wonder he just said that he wanted to send him, but he was very reluctant, and finally gave it up half-pushed, and let him stop far away from the gate.

It should be that I am afraid of being scolded by my parents, so that they will see that it is too embarrassing.

But he could go back to where he lived, but he chose to go home.

Xiao Muchun guessed that maybe Luo Ze's single-lived apartment had been withdrawn, maybe it would be okay in the hotel.

If you report the address of a hotel or something, you are afraid of being interrogated by them, so you can only choose to go home.

Xiao Muchun guessed that he didn't say anything, and he spoke directly to Yuyu, and asked directly, "Brother Luo, you only came home tonight." ”

Luo was a little embarrassed and replied hesitantly. Xiang Yuyu also realized that he had talked too much, so he quietly stuck out his tongue and closed his mouth.

She didn't deliberately fan the flames, she really said it without even thinking about it.

Luo Ze still looked very sad, and everyone's mood was not high.

The topic of touching life makes people's hearts inexplicably a little heavy.

After a long time, it was Luo's father who took the lead in speaking, "Actually, even if you are here, you may not be able to catch up, your aunt left very suddenly, if it weren't for your cousin who happened to be at home, I'm afraid even he wouldn't be able to see him for the last time, you have this heart, your aunt will be relieved if she knows about it, and she won't blame you." ”

These words, everyone can hear, are to comfort Luo Ze.

But if this is the case, it can indeed make Luo Ze's heart feel better.

Luo Ze nodded desperately, "Thank you, Dad." ”

He didn't dare to come back, in fact, he was afraid of being scolded, and he also felt a little shameless about his parents.

But because he didn't say hello when he left, the place where he lived was directly taken by the landlord, so there was nowhere to go back.

At this time, he felt that it was very important to have a house of his own, at least no matter how long you left, you could still have a nest when you came back.

In fact, it's not that he can't afford it, the salary that Xiao Shi paid him is enough for him to buy a big house, but he didn't think about these before, so he felt that it was okay to have a place to live, and it was good to rent a house.

The house was taken over by the landlord, and he didn't bother to communicate with the landlord, let alone bother to find a new house, so he simply stayed in the hotel.

Anyway, it's the same everywhere you live, your heart has nowhere to put it, and your body is still so picky.

But Xiao Muchun had to send him back just now, and he didn't dare to let Xiao Muchun send him to the hotel, otherwise he would not be criticized again.

So I had to bite the bullet and go home.

Luo Ze thought about getting out of the car outside, and then see if he wanted to go home or leave quietly.

What he didn't expect was that he ran into his father outside, which he didn't expect, and directly disrupted his plan.

But fortunately, there were a lot of people, and his father saved him face and complained a few casually, but it was much better than he expected.

I thought I'd just take a broom and blow him out.

I didn't expect it to be so gentle.

But his aunt's affairs still haunted him.

The past can never be returned, and regrets can only be buried in the bottom of my heart forever, and in the next few years, this matter may be like a thorn in my heart.

If he hadn't said goodbye, maybe the ending would have been different, and his aunt's death would not have been saved, but at least, there should be a chance to send her one last ride in front of her bed.

Even if you can't, you'll have fewer regrets.

"I know that you regret it, you regret it, but everyone will have regrets, and there will be things that cannot be regretted, without exception, but if regret can be useful, there will be no regret," Luo's father sighed.

Then he continued, "No one is smooth sailing, never experience adversity, everyone in the world has their own troubles, but immersed in adversity and drifting with the flow, that is not free and easy, but the way that cowards will choose, and strive to break through adversity and meet the wonderful is the attitude of life that should be had."

Regardless of whether the moon appears at night or not, the sun will always rise as usual, even if you can't see it, it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist, it's just covered by dark clouds, so as long as you open your eyes in the morning, that's a new beginning, you have to work hard to live, if you are obsessed with the past, then the future will not be good. ”

"Dad, I'll try to adjust myself. Luo Ze said that he listened, and in fact he did.

He knew that his father's words were not only relieved of his aunt's affairs, but also hinted at his emotional problems.

Luo Ze has always known that his father is a wise and sober person, in fact, he used to think that he was also this kind of person, but it is so strange, once he is contaminated with emotional problems, no matter how wise and sober a person is, his brain will be confused, and he will do hot-headed things.

But he thinks what his father said is also reasonable, people can't change the past, let alone predict tomorrow, the past can't go back, and in the future, no one knows what will happen and what will happen, the only thing people can grasp is today, which is the present.

So, what reason is there to be wasted, what excuse is there to continue to increase regret and regret now, and then continue to become a past that cannot be changed.

It's not that Luo Ze doesn't understand these truths, but if he is allowed to do it completely now, it is still a little difficult at present, but he is willing to work hard to make himself do it slowly.

Because people live not only as a single individual, but also as family and friends, you can't lock yourself in your own little world and ignore the worried eyes of those who care about you, that would be too irresponsible.

Luo Ze suddenly felt that maybe he had been too smooth in the past and had not experienced any major setbacks, so he felt that he had suffered the greatest pain when he was hurt a little, and the death of his aunt woke him up to a large extent, compared with life and death, other problems can actually be regarded as trivial.