He buckled up his mobile phone a little frantically, slapped the steering wheel weakly with his arm, and deeply felt that his outlook on life and values had been severely challenged.

In his twenty messages a day without punctuation, Shi Jing finally ended his first trip in seventeen years, looking at Zhang Xingmei and Si Jianguo from the rearview mirror and waving goodbye hands, as well as the mountain that gradually disappeared in the lofty mountains, he found for the first time that he could really get along with strangers normally, and he also had the opportunity to struggle up from the dark abyss.

Liangshan and his entourage suddenly gave him an illusion of rebirth, his heart fluctuated for a while, while carefully looking at Si Qi beside him, probably also felt that the hidden worries that had been troubled for many years had landed, she also showed a little obvious happiness, and the smile under her eyebrows and eyes was also very relaxed, which was very different from the laughter on the assembly line she usually used, which made people feel happy when they saw it.

Also, for her, the most difficult thing to deal with in this life is her parents, now that the certificate has been obtained and the person has taken it home, she can probably really breathe a sigh of relief, her needs have always been so simple, but she just doesn't want her parents to worry.

"Mommy, let's go to Dad's house, okay?" Si Xiaojun was unwilling to be lonely, and picked up his head from the back to the saddle, and said: "I want to eat the ear noodles made by Dad, delicious and good-looking ear noodles, I haven't eaten them for a long time, I want to eat them, Mommy, okay?"

Si Qi's brows jumped slightly, he came back to his senses, and said with a smile: "Not today, it's evening when we get home, you still have to go to school tomorrow, you have to take a few days off, and when you get to kindergarten, you have to make up for the missing homework before you can mention the fun again." ”

Si Xiaojun immediately pursed his lips and coquettishly relentedly: "But I want to eat the ear noodles made by my father, it's not what I want to eat, it's what my stomach wants to eat, if I can't eat it, it won't sleep at night, Mommy, okay, okay!"

Si Qi said decisively: "Then Mommy will go back and make it for you to eat." ”

"No, I don't want to eat Mommy's made. Si Xiaojun simply refused: "I want to eat what my father made, my father's cooking looks good and delicious." ”

Si Qi: "......"

What's the use of raising this son to grow up here, he is about to abandon her in the blink of an eye, and he dares to dislike her ears and face ugly in front of her? Is there any reason for heaven?

Fortunately, the president said in a timely manner: "It's okay, it's the same if I go to your place to cook it for him, and it won't take too long." ”

Si Xiaojun immediately clapped his hands and cheered: "Great, Dad, you won't come home at night, okay, I want to sleep with you." ”

Si Qi: "......"

She hurriedly glared at her son, who was "doing nothing to do" and keen on poking the hornet's nest, and skipped his frightening words just now, and said politely: "I'm afraid of delaying your time, driving itself is hard enough." ”

"It's fine. Shi Jing followed her words like a stream, and replied with words like gold: "I'm not tired." ”

Si Qi glanced at him with a terrible look, and immediately saw his lips tightly pursed into a line, probably dissatisfied with her politeness, she scratched her head, and suddenly felt that her speed of "unloading the mill and killing the donkey" was a bit fast, and she hurriedly went back to make up two sentences: "That's okay, when I get to the city, I have to go to the supermarket to buy bags of flour first, I'm afraid there are not enough for the three of us to eat, and I have to buy some vegetables." ”

Shi Jing nodded, ignored her, but glanced back at Si Xiaojun, and said softly: "You slept late last night, go to the back to sleep for a while, and I'll call you when you get to the service area." ”

Si Xiaojun immediately responded, obediently returned to his seat, fastened his seat belt, closed his eyes and dreamed of Zhou Gong, now the words of this new father are much more effective than those of his own mother.

Si Qi opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, as if a thousand words were blocked in her throat, making her almost have a heart attack.

Shi Jing glanced at her, and his voice suddenly lowered: "You also rest, I'm tired and call you." ”

Si Qi turned his head to look at him when he heard this, his face was still very white, his eyes did not look directly at her, the hand holding the steering wheel showed a slight green tendon, showing a little nervousness, knowing that his tiredness was purely polite, but Si Xiaojun fell asleep, leaving the two of them to be relatively silent, thinking for a moment, she simply nodded obediently, and silently set an alarm clock for herself before closing her eyes, for fear that she would fall asleep again and cause a tragedy again.

They arrived home at seven o'clock in the evening.

By the time Shi Jing finished eating, it was already past nine o'clock, and Si Xiaojun pestered Shi Jing to finalize the itinerary for the first Saturday of next month to go to the suburbs, and obediently went to sleep first.

Si Qi divided the specialty prepared by Zhang Xingmei into two parts, one was packed in a cardboard box, and personally delivered it to Shi Jing's car, and said with a smile: "It's been hard to run back and forth these days, you should go back and rest early, if you need anything, you can send me a text message directly, if you want to go back to Changsha for the Spring Festival, please notify me in advance, I have to arrange the time here, if there is anything that needs special attention, please list it in advance." ”

Spring Festival?

Now mentioning the itinerary of the Spring Festival, is this subtext telling him that there is no need for the two to contact before the Spring Festival?

Shi Jing: "......"

No wonder when Si Xiaojun agreed with him about the itinerary just now, she stood on the side with a complicated face, and several euphemistic prompts were interrupted by Si Xiaojun's coquettishness.

He lowered his head and was silent for about a minute before he said faintly, "Well, okay." ”

In addition to saying yes, she didn't leave him a second way at all, and she didn't want to give herself a second way at all, she made up her mind to just like that, find a satisfactory partner, and act in a lifelong drama that is always safe and unrelated, as long as her parents are safe, this play will go on forever, he finally understands why she would accept it so calmly in the face of herself, a weirdo who is only a line away from neurosis, and even considerately avoid his embarrassment and trouble.

Or maybe she didn't hesitate to choose herself, precisely because he was a weirdo, and an isolated weirdo, so he wouldn't have an accident that was difficult to deal with like everyone else.

For the first time in seventeen years, he felt that his strangeness didn't seem like a bad thing.

I heard Si Qi say again: "Thank you very much for the phone watch you donated to the kindergarten, I thank you on behalf of them." With a polite smile on her face, she almost stole a bouquet of flowers and gave it to him.

Shi Jing lowered his head, and said in his heart that you were grateful, but in and out of the words, he told him that the two of them didn't have to see each other again, and pushed the distance between the two farther in a gentle manner, but also, the person who wanted to foul was him, and what happened during this time gave her a reason to remind herself that they were just partners, nothing more.

I had already figured it out in my heart, and I had already been mentally prepared, but when it came to the end, he still felt that it was difficult to accept, so he simply closed his mouth firmly, and he thought that he could drag it out for a while.

"Then let's text us. Si Qi looked at President Shi's lowered eyebrows, and suddenly felt strange in his heart, and hurriedly staggered his gaze to draw an end to this greeting.

President Shi Da glanced at her with a ghostly look, and suddenly thought of the WeChat software that had been lying in the mobile phone for several days, so he twisted his pants and temporarily overdrew a little courage, and asked softly: "Can you... Can add WeChat... ?..."

"Do you have WeChat?" Si Qi was a little surprised, before they met, Mo Wenlan's sister and brother had told her that there would never be a lot of communication between the two after cooperation, except for contact when necessary, they were completely two people who did not interfere with each other, because President Shi Da didn't use any chat software at all, except for mobile phone text messages, he was usually a person who wouldn't even answer the phone, but I didn't expect this person to have WeChat?

Shi Jing squeezed out a smile and nodded a little awkwardly.

Si Qi was silent, took out his mobile phone and tuned to the QR code, and said, "Then you scan me." ”

Shi Jing didn't expect her to agree so neatly, suppressed the excitement in his head, pretended to be calm and took out his mobile phone and scanned it, Si Qi's WeChat name is blank, the avatar is a green and secluded grassland, he held his breath and clicked to add, after a while, the other party had passed, he pursed his lips, pinched the mobile phone, looked at the avatar on WeChat, and didn't say anything for a long time.

"Then I won't send it, Xiaojun is still sleeping at home. Si Qi neatly recycled the mobile phone again, and said with a smile: "Pay attention to safety on the road." ”

Satisfied, Shi Jing got into the car very obediently, and slowly drove out of the community under Si Qi's polite gaze, just after the corner, he saw Si Qi turn around and enter the unit building from the rearview mirror, he involuntarily pulled over the car, took out his mobile phone and flipped out WeChat, Si Qi is not a person who is keen on posting friends, her circle of friends is very clean, most of them are kindergarten notices and publicity.

As if exploring some magical territory, he has been turning to Si Qi's first circle of friends, which was sent after entering the kindergarten 5 years ago, and it is a notice about Teacher's Day, Mo Wenlan said that she was a life teacher in the kindergarten for two years before she began to lead the class as a class teacher, she really likes kindergarten, it can be said that she regards kindergarten as her own life, all the circle of friends is about kindergarten, and none of them are about herself.

She didn't write any personal signatures, just like her WeChat name.

It's a blank slate.

However, he was a little curious, not only did the circle of friends not have the slightest sign of her, and even Si Xiaojun did not leave a photo, the only few images were still the performance videos when she participated in the kindergarten's Children's Day.

He was silent, his fingers unconsciously rubbed the WeChat avatar, maybe she chose to be visible in groups, but she was like him, and she was not willing to leave traces of the past for her to remember in the future, if before this trip, he still had some kind of delusion, but at this time, he couldn't be more sober to understand that his delusion may only be a delusion, she is not willing to break the rules of the game, and he is just a partner in her eyes.