If it weren't for the fact that she was a mute at the beginning, she almost forgot that she was still a mute and couldn't speak, and that time, like a movie, was presented in her mind like a nightmare, haunting Han Man and making it a little difficult for her to come out of the shadows of the past.

Song Alan looked at Han Man, tears rolled in his eyes, Song Jingqi touched Song Alan's head, and said dotingly: "Minmin, do you dare to go to the living room alone and sit on the sofa? I'll talk to your mommy." ”

Song Alan nodded, knowing that she couldn't do anything next to her, she walked out of the room very obediently and sat on the sofa alone.

Han Man was now like being held tightly by a nightmare, she couldn't feel anything, she didn't even feel everything around her, it was like her eyes were empty.

Without saying anything, Song Jingqi stood beside him, pulled the curtains, and looked at Han Man who was curled up in the corner, he took a deep breath, "Han Man, don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

He is not Han Man, although he can't put himself in Han Man's shoes and know what Han Man is thinking and what he is afraid of, but Han Man is like this now, which he has really never seen at all.

Han Man's cloak curled up in the corner, like an abandoned child, deep in the darkness, he couldn't feel anything, even the light was very sensitive.

Once she is in the dark, she is afraid to hide when she encounters the light, because she doesn't know if the light is for her.

"Song Jingqi, I'm not embarrassed. Han Man, who hadn't spoken for a long time, suddenly spoke.

Song Jingqi was slightly stunned, "Han Man, no matter how embarrassed I am, I'm here." ”

Song Jingqi hugged Han Man and told her not to be afraid.

Han Man knew what she was like now, and in the last twenty years, she had been like this for a little more than a few years abroad, and it had been a long time since she had been like this.

That's why she'd almost forgotten the nightmares that had been wrapped around her, but now it had brought back those things in this incident.

"Song Jingqi, for many years, these things have haunted me like a nightmare, and now this time it is menacing, am I scared of you?"

Han Man still didn't dare to look at him, so he lowered his head like that.

Song Jingqi saw that she was back to normal, so she opened the curtains, waited for the light to shine in, and waited for Han Man to get used to the light, before she walked up to Han Man and asked in a low voice, "How long have you been like this?"

Han Man lifted the quilt and sat next to him a little, looking calm, not at all like just now, compared to just now, it was like two people.

"It's been a long time, but it's been a long time. Han Man opened his mouth a little lightly, with a calm expression.

"Han Man, this is a disease, it must be cured. Song Jingqi asked this question, which made Han Man suddenly laugh.

Han Man said: "Song Jingqi, it's useless, I once saw a psychiatrist and received psychotherapy for many years, but it's useless, Song Jingqi, it's useless." ”

"What's going on?" Song Jingqi didn't know anything.

Han Man seemed to recall something bad and refused to talk about it.

Song Jingqi didn't say anything, and there was a plan in his heart, Han Man suddenly thought of something, and asked, "What about Song Alan?"

"In the living room. ”

Han Man hurriedly got up from the bed, opened the door, and went downstairs, in the state just now, even Song Jingqi was frightened, let alone Song Alan.

Song Alan was indeed frightened, Han Man rarely looked like this anymore, when he was abroad before, Han Man often looked at psychology in order not to scare Song Alan, so he rarely lived like this in front of Song Alan, and Song Alan didn't know that her mother had to rely on other people's treatment to get through peace.

Han Man stood at the top of the stairs and saw Song Alan curled up on the sofa, he felt uncomfortable for a while, he really didn't expect that his child was scared by himself, and he was sitting on the sofa crying alone.

Song Alan is indeed crying, and she can even be said to be very aggrieved, she is also very worried about the mother in the room, although Song Alan is only more than four years old, but in fact, she knows a little bit about many things.

It's just that Han Man doesn't tell her, so she doesn't want to know too much, which makes Mommy worried.

Now Han Man's symptoms are like the onset of illness this time, which makes Song Alan very scared.

"Minmin, I'm sorry Mommy just scared you. Han Man walked over and didn't dare to hug Song Alan directly, but stood next to him, waiting for Song Alan to look at her and agree to hug her, so she would hug her.

Song Alan heard Han Man's voice, as if it was telepathy, and instantly threw himself into Han Man's arms, Song Jingqi, who was standing on the stairs, did not rush down, because he also knew that some things had to be handled by themselves, and he, a father, could only stand beside him.

Song Alan actually has a lot to say to Han Man in her heart, but Han Man has always had a sense of distance, which is the reason why a child does not dare to tell her the truth, because of the sense of distance, Song Alan is actually an extremely insecure child.

Song Jingqi and Song Alan have been getting along for a few days, in fact, he also somewhat understands what Song Alan wants as a four-year-old child, but he feels that Han Man doesn't understand this.

Although Han Man and Song Alan have lived together for more than four years, Han Man has never understood his daughter well, and Song Jingqi has never understood why a mother who loves her daughter is unwilling to understand her daughter.

Just like now, Song Alan took the initiative to curry favor with Han Man and took the initiative to talk to Han Man, "Mommy, Min Min is not afraid, Min Min is afraid that Mommy will be sad, Min Min is worried about Mommy, afraid that something will happen to Mommy." ”

How many things can a child do or say something like Song Alan, how many things does she understand, Song Jingqi can't imagine, these things are like a thorn in his heart.

Han Man hugged Song Alan back and said, "Minmin, Mommy is sorry for you, Mommy will never let Minmin worry about it in the future." ”

In order not to worry the child, Han Man hid many things from Song Alan, and it can even be said that Song Alan almost didn't let Song Alan know.

Song Jingqi came down from upstairs and walked to them, and it was only at this time that the family of three suddenly became sympathetic.

Song Alan looked at Song Jingqi and said, "Dad, Mommy, she ......"

"Minmin rest assured, Dad will take Mommy to the doctor, Mommy is fine, don't worry. Song Jingqi said very gently.

Only in this way can Song Alan calm down and not think about it so much, Han Man knows that this is a disease, she must be cured, she doesn't believe that this kind of nightmare can haunt her for a lifetime.