"Then what question did you want to ask Teacher Yang just now?" Huo Yi asked.

"What's the problem?" Lu Wei said.

"You're certainly not trying to ask why you want to get married in the winter. What did you want to ask at that time?" Huo Yi said.

"Nothing. Lu Wei didn't shake her head, she didn't want to irritate Huo Yi because of this matter.

Huo Yi cleared his throat and made a gesture to speak.

"Shut up, okay, if you want to help me, I thank you, but please don't overdo it, just because I have superpowers, I can't even have the privacy of my life?" Lu Wei said angrily.

"It's not that you can't...... Sorry, I didn't expect this. You're right, I'm too sensitive. ”

Huo Yi paused and touched his nose, "I thought you were afraid that saying this would affect me, so I didn't dare to speak." ”

Lu Wei was stunned for a moment, and said a little unnaturally, "What affects you?"

"For example, talking about life and death stimulates me and reminds me of the past. Huo Yi shrugged.

Lu Weibei clenched his fists.

"You're smart. Lu Weibei sighed and said, "I really wanted to ask at the time, if he was afraid that his daughter would regret it after leaving." ”

"Then why didn't you ask?" Huo Yi asked.

"Didn't he already make a choice? Wouldn't it be nice to let him go in peace? Besides, he didn't give up treatment because his daughter was going to get married. I know this, and so do you. With you, nothing will happen to his daughter. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"Trust me so much?" Huo Yi raised his eyebrows.

"Yes, I must trust you! Didn't you even take care of Qin Li?" Lu Wei said.

Huo Yi nodded.

"But I hate death too. And as far as I know, there's no one who doesn't hate it. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"What?" Huo Yi was stunned.

"Nothing. Lu Weibei shrugged, "I mean, people like Mr. Yang are quite rare, and he really understands his life." I've seen a lot of people before, no matter how much they say they don't care about life and death, and when they get sick, they can be scared one or two. ”

"How do you even know about what happened before?" Huo Yi asked.

"Sometimes, some family members or patients will talk to me. Most people would explain to me that the patient had not been so unreasonable before, and that he was not afraid of death. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"You can meet people for a while, and you can also meet unreasonable patients?" Huo Yi asked.

"What does this have to do with time? I'm the one who brings bad news, and it's not normal to run into patients' emotions. Lu Wei said, "They don't really want to do anything to me, that is to say, the tone of the voice is not very good, they may drop the water glass, cry and so on." It's much better than you, and no one has ever done anything to us anyway. ”

"You still have to do it? With your stuffy gourd, if someone says something, you won't even have a chance to refute it. Huo Yi said.

Lu Wei didn't shake his hand, "You don't need me to refute it, the average family member and patient will not lose control together, one person is out of control, and the other person will immediately apologize for the other party, otherwise how can I listen to so many stories?"

Huo Yi suddenly stopped, clenched his fists and pondered.

Lu Weibei also stopped and looked at Huo Yi suspiciously, "What's wrong with you?"

"So I took you to see Teacher Yang today, did you come for nothing?" Huo Yi asked.

Lu Weibei shook his head and smiled, "What should I do." I have never seen someone like Mr. Yang before. As you know, most of our clients are family members, but I need to see the patients in person for consultations. So I usually see the patient's family at the same time. And, not trying desperately to try the last hope, no one will find me here. In this case, where would a patient say to me that he thinks it doesn't matter how long he lives, just let it be?"

She pondered for a while, then added, "Actually, it may not be that I haven't encountered it, and it may be one of the patients who refuses treatment with relatively large side effects." They can't tell the truth in front of their families, but they can lose their temper and throw glasses. ”

"The fragments of that cup ......," Huo Yi frowned.

Lu Weibei quickly interrupted him, "Disposable paper cups, they can't be broken." ”

Huo Yi nodded.

Lu Weibei continued, "You called me over this time to show me that someone is willing to die calmly, let me adjust my outlook on life and values?"

"That's what it meant to be. Huo Yi nodded in acknowledgement.

Lu Weibei tilted his head and said with a smile, "Huo Yi, do you really think I am a five-year-old child?"

Huo Yi was speechless.

"I ask you, I have two packages on me, one with gold and the other with old photographs, both of which are so heavy that I can't move my back. At this time, which one will you throw away for me?" Lu Weibei asked.

"I'll ask you directly. Huo Yi said.

"Then if I know that I can't hold it myself, I will become more weak and need to throw away more things, what will you do?" Lu Wei said, "Sometimes, people live because they carry that breath, and if you pierce that breath, it's over." ”

Huo Yi thought for a while, "Then what if I ask in advance?"

"When is it early?"

"Advance to the time when I first met you, to the time when you still don't feel tired?" Huo Yi said.

Lu Weibei shook his head, "Doctor Huo, you have too few deals with healthy people. Don't you know? When everyone is healthy, they feel that they will live a hundred years and be blessed with no equal. You go to the street and grab a random person and ask, 'Are you afraid of death?'

Huo Yi grimaced, "You should be scared, right? A random stranger came to the street, and asked viciously if you are afraid of death, are you not afraid? That heart is too big, right?"

Lu Weibei imagined that scene for a moment, and shuddered, "Indeed, you better not try, be careful that people call the police." ”

After the two laughed for a while, Lu Wei straightened his face, "Seriously, you also think this kind of thing is strange, right?"

"Of course it's strange!" Huo Yi said, "Do you know, in fact, communication between people requires skills. ”

"Skills, do you mean, a chat topic library or something?" Lu Weibei asked.

"Of course, the topic library is also very important, for example, if you bump into someone, it is inappropriate to praise someone for their good-looking trench coat at the first time. Huo Yi looked at Lu Weibie's fists clenched tightly, then he stopped teasing and continued, "But that's not what I just said, I mean, not everything has to be said clearly." ”

"Don't say it, do you guess?" Lu Wei said strangely.

"Yes, for example, the topic of 'death is terrible', the reason why you brought it up is to tell me that it is normal to be sad because of death, and you don't have to worry about your sadness caused by the psychological shadow of the past. Huo Yi said.

Lu Wei was stunned.

She really meant this, but before she could say it, the topic was distorted by Huo Yi. Unexpectedly, Huo Yi actually understood everything.

"Also, when I mentioned the scene of our first meeting, you were really angry and wanted to beat me up. Huo Yi said with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

As soon as the words fell, Lu Wei's bag touched Huo Yi's arm.

Huo Yi smiled even more happily and turned his head to look at Lu Weibei.

Lu Weibie was staring at the top of his head with a nervous expression.

"Isn't that good?" Huo Yi said with a smile.

Lu Wei's voice was trembling, "What's good?"

"Aren't you just like a normal person, just dump someone when you're angry?" Huo Yi said.

"I'll never do that again next time. Seeing that there were no numbers, Lu Wei breathed a sigh of relief.

"Don't, don't, think about it, you did it to me because you understand that I want you to be more comfortable communicating with me than living a day or two longer. So aren't you so scared? Huo Yi said.

"You're happy, why don't you want to think about it, if I really hurt your life by beating you for a few days, what will I do in the future?" Lu Wei said angrily, "You are all living as if you will not die." Yes, now you don't care about anything, and when you really die, see if any of you can care!"

"Who said I didn't care?" Huo Yi asked.

"You said it yourself!" Lu Wei said.

Huo Yi shook his head, "I just said, live one more day, live one less day, it's not that important." Didn't say it wasn't important. When you die, of course, you wish you had two more days to live, but the question is, when you die, don't you want to live a better life?"

“...... Wish. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"You say that we can't see the time of death, so you say that you are not afraid of death all day long, and only care about your own mood. Why don't you just care about those dry numbers all day long because you can't see other meanings in life?" Huo Yi continued.

Lu Wei didn't speak.

"Let's not talk about anything else, do you know how risky it is for women to give birth? Hundreds of thousands of women die of pregnancy every year, do you think what they want to give birth to is just a tool man?" Huo Yi asked.

"It's not like I don't know...... It's just that sometimes, you can't do it. Lu Wei said in frustration, "Why can you figure it out so quickly?"

Huo Yi said, "My pressure comes from the past, and if I figure it out, it will pass." Your stress comes from all the moments, and it's a little harder to overcome it. It's okay, take your time. I'll send you home first, and if you have anything in the future, feel free to contact me. ”

When Lu Weibei went home, Lu's mother was already preparing dinner.

Lu Wei changed her clothes and washed her hands, and also went to the kitchen to help Lu's mother.

"Did you see your dad when you came back?" Lu's mother asked when she saw her come in.

"Nope. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"Why is it so difficult to let him go out and buy cooking wine? If he doesn't come back, this pork rib soup won't have time to stew." Lu's mother chattered while chopping vegetables, "Oh, I'm waiting for him to come back to fry eggplants, eggplants will also take time, and if he doesn't come back, we will have to eat late." But your dad isn't such a worry-free person, he can't have something wrong on the road, right? But luckily it's not dark today......

Lu Weibei looked at Lu's mother talking to herself, remembering what Huo Yi told her before, she suddenly felt a little sad.

"Mom. Lu Weibei opened his mouth cautiously.

"What's wrong?" Lu's mother asked.

"Mom, are you afraid of death?" Lu Weibei asked.

Lu's mother put down the knife in her hand and came to Lu Weibie's side, "What's wrong with you? Is it that the patient I met just now is not in good condition and feels uncomfortable? I said it earlier, your job is life and death all day long, which makes people uncomfortable." If you're not happy, come back and tell us, it's really not good, let's quit! The last time I went on a business trip, it was half a month, and I didn't have time to take my luggage, so hard......"

Lu Wei's eyes were red, she held back her tears before she dared to raise her eyes to look at Lu's mother, she pretended to be calm and said, "It's not about work, I'm doing a good job, didn't our leader tell you, the prognosis of the patients I am responsible for are good." I am...... I suddenly wanted to ask. ”

Mother Lu breathed a sigh of relief, "What kind of books have you read to think about life again?" You, you're still too young, and you'll understand when you're older. When I was young, I was like you, I was afraid of death and life, but I was not afraid of it later. ”

"Why aren't you afraid?" Lu Weibei asked.

"Because I gave birth to you. Lu's mother said.

"Gave birth to me?" Lu Wei said strangely.

"I don't know how to describe this feeling, but since then, I've not been afraid of death. Maybe it's because I've left something behind in the world. Lu's mother said.

"What if...... I'm very disobedient, my grades are very poor, I look very ugly, and I quarrel with you every day...... Won't your conclusion change?" Lu Weibei asked.

"Niannian, you rarely tell us what you think, but we can all see your kindness and sensibility. We believe that you have a healthy set of values. We may have a lot of differences, but we can communicate. Mom and Dad never thought you would have the exact same mind as we did. As long as you're happy on your own, you'll be fine. Lu's mother said.

"Oh, thank you Mom. Lu Weibei didn't know how to answer for a while, so he had to nod.

Mother Lu sighed invisibly and continued to go back to chopping vegetables, "So don't worry, no matter what happens, Mom and Dad will support you." ”

"Hmm. Lu Weibei nodded, and a tear dripped straight into the vegetable washing basin in her hand.

One day, she can also tell her mother in a dignified manner, is she doing well?

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