It is said on the Internet that this generation of people who marry for marriage abounds, and they look like they are separated from each other and have different dreams in the same bed in order to compromise with reality, as long as they enter the marriage siege, they no longer let themselves look like an alternative, who cares about what love and what love, so she is very much looking forward to meeting such a person, the two are like cooperating in business, trying to run this life well, at least on the surface, but every time it comes to the end, the partner will go the other way.

What they wanted, she didn't have and couldn't give it, so she had to end up without a problem.

Until she met Shi Jing.

But how many times has this been?

The first time, it was in the stairwell of her house, she inadvertently turned back, just to meet the deep and dark eyes of Hershey, the clearly shaped face gave her the illusion of a strange handsomeness, the sweat drops on his forehead refracted different levels of light under the light, making his eyes show a little ignorance and confusion, like a brick knocking on the door, gently knocked on the door of her heart, although she stopped the loss in time, but still left a trace of floating light.

The second time, it was downstairs in her house, the mother Comrade Zhang Xingmei suddenly visited, she took him with an excuse to take things and slipped away, when she went back, he followed her with a suitcase, like a little daughter-in-law, quietly, quietly and obediently followed behind her, the full forehead and the straight nose bridge seemed to be drawn, very pleasing to the eye, so that her old heart that had been dead for thousands of years moved inexplicably.

The third time, it was in his villa, she just didn't want him to eat leftovers, so she casually found an excuse to pack noodles, but he thought she really liked to eat, so he nested in the kitchen, made several more ear noodles that she liked to eat, and thoughtfully divided them according to the amount of food between their mother and son, and even prepared several flavors of toppings, so he almost took a pen and paper and wrote down the instructions carefully.

At that moment, she seemed to have been hit by something, her thinking was also solidified, the invincible appearance seemed to be sprinkled with a fusion agent, and the heart wrapped in steel broke out of a gap, as if the space that had been sealed for a long time suddenly caught fire, she knew badly, and hurriedly rushed to the fire extinguisher, and in a blink of an eye, the spark was extinguished, but the residual temperature was still there, as if it was only temporarily dormant, waiting for the opportunity to start over.

It is said that there can be no more and more than two and again.

But it's been three times, and she's let herself go too long, watching them go further and further down the dangerous road to an unknown future.

We can't do this anymore, hurting others and ourselves.

She solemnly told herself that some pits could still get up if they fell, but the pit she fell down was not only bottomless, but also full of sharp barbs, as long as she fell, she would never be able to come out with all the beards and tails, it was a big pit that could strip off the flesh and soul of the whole body, so that she was even broken with her body and heart, and watched others step on it with 10,000 feet until she stepped into the mud.

She should maintain the status quo and find someone to cooperate with in peace and stability, it is useless to cooperate with anything, and there is no need to have it, let alone have it.

Si Qi gathered her thoughts and took a sip of tea casually, but her mouth was full of astringency and she couldn't help frowning.

Half an hour later, Shi Jing, who had done the finished work, led Si Xiaojun, who was always sticking to him, with a hot water kettle and a bag of snacks and drinks in his hand.

Si Qi jumped down from the stone, put the teacup on the table next to him, and led the two of them to the mountain road on the left with a heavy heart, about two hundred meters later, it was a path that turned to the hillside, and it took about half an hour to climb up, basically over this hill, and then go forward is the small mountain col, dozens of meters high pine trees abound, the ground is full of thick pine needles, soft, after landing for a long time, it is no longer prickly, and it is no problem to roll on it.

Si Xiaojun took Shi Jing by the hand, looked up at the plastic bucket hanging on the tree, and didn't move for a long time.

Si Qi raised the corners of her eyes and mouth with her back to the two, and manually created a just right smile on her face, and after regaining her calm, calm, enthusiastic and cheerful self in the past, she barely cheered up and turned around to popularize science, not wanting those ups and downs to affect the trip, after all, this is their first time, and it is very likely that it will be the last, anyway, Shi Jing is also a guest, and she is in a completely unfamiliar place, she has the obligation to do a good job as a tour guide.

"This is in the pine oil, open a small hole in the tree, there will be pine oil slowly seeping out, hang a bucket below, and wait for the connection, the pine oil in the barrel is also solidified, after drying can be used for ignition, people in the mountains use firewood stoves for cooking, and the firewood is burned, sometimes it is not easy to ignite firewood when it rains, and it will be ignited with a piece of pine oil, and some people in our mountain town have taken this, but now the people in the town have basically begun to use gas stoves, so there are fewer. She smiled and introduced.

"Dad, I want to see, I want to see, you pick me up, you pick me up. Si Xiaojun dragged the corner of Shi Jing's clothes and was coquettish, and then hugged his father's thigh very firmly, a bear child who resolutely refused to let go if you don't hug me, and almost lay on the ground and rolled.

Since he was a child, he lived with his mother in Jincheng, and the single-parent family made him grow up quickly, when he was two or three years old, he understood that he was different from other children, others have parents to be spoiled, but his mommy has to work, only work can make money to support him, Mommy is usually very tired, so he has to be obedient, he has to be obedient, and he can't hold Mommy's thighs like other children anytime and anywhere.

Shi Jing's birth, his quiet, silent temperament, and the kind of give-and-take attitude he always shows, it is difficult for ordinary adults to refuse, not to mention a six-year-old child, Si Xiaojun not only accepted the new father at the speed of light, but even with the special connivance of the new father, he gradually showed the unique habit of children of this age - love to be coquettish.

And she is very skillful in spoiling, and she must have observed other people's children a lot.

Si Qi opened her mouth halfway, and she paused like this, her mind twitched, and she stood in place for a long time, only then did she realize this problem in hindsight, her expression that was originally pretending to be relaxed was stagnant, and the heavy mood that was forced on her chest weighed three tons out of thin air, and she was almost out of breath, she didn't dare to imagine, if she really opened up too close distance from Shi Jing, or one day terminated the cooperation, how would she face Si Xiaojun?

Shi Jing picked up Si Xiaojun very well, stuck his squeaky socket, and slowly raised it above his head, so that he could get a glimpse of the true body of pine oil in the barrel, he looked at the terrible shape and emaciation, as if a gust of wind could blow him down, Si Xiaojun was almost forty pounds, and lifted him high above his head, Shi Jing's emaciated arms were almost slender but still as stable as a rock, giving people a full sense of security.

"Dad, do you think there will be squirrels in this pine forest?" Si Xiaojun refused to come down once he got up, hugging Shi Jing's neck like a coquettish, like a koala.

Shi Jing didn't mind, hugged him tightly, and said while looking for squirrels everywhere: "There should be, there is food that squirrels like to eat, after autumn is winter, they have to stock up on winter food in advance, and they must forage for food everywhere, but although squirrels are clever, they are very timid, and generally speaking, they dare not come out to forage for food, and now I am afraid that they have hidden in the tree hole." ”

As he walked, he squatted down, hugged the baby with one hand, and picked up two pine cones from the ground with the other hand and handed them to the person in his arms to play with.

Si Xiaojun looked left and right and asked, "Are the pine nuts we ate here?"

"The pine nut particles in this are too small to eat. Shi Jing explained in a warm voice: "Only the pine nuts knotted by the pine trees in the northeast can be made into the pine nuts we usually eat." ”

Si Xiaojun gently broke the pine cone, and sure enough, the particles in it were extremely small and completely negligible, he pursed his lips, hugged Shi Jing's neck, and asked in a low voice: "Dad, can we also go to the Northeast to pick pine nuts in the future?"

Shi Jing glanced at Si Qi, who was far ahead, from a not too far distance, he could see the silence and absent-mindedness concealed under her smile, even though she looked no different from the morning, and even the smile on her face looked more, but he still faintly noticed the abnormality, although he had been away from the crowd for many years, he was actually more sensitive to complex interactions between people, and the slightest change could cause fluctuations in his brain.

But he couldn't figure out what was going on.

It's still good when eating.

The more he thought about it, the more he didn't dare to think deeply, for fear that the speculation that had made him scared during this time would become true, he couldn't help twisting Si Xiaojun's clothes, his ruddy cheeks unconsciously faded again, he subconsciously looked at his feet, as if there was an invisible black mist winding up from his ankles, making him seem to have been taken away by someone in an instant, and his legs fell back weakly.

"Dad, Dad, what's wrong with you?" Si Xiaojun hugged his neck and gently tugged at his ears.

Shi Jing shook his head in a panic like a quail that had been woken up, and saw Si Xiaojun's ignorant eyes looking straight at him, his eyes were clean and pure, like he could see the blue pool at the bottom of the lake at a glance.

"Dad, what are you thinking?" Si Xiaojun didn't know why.

Shi Jing thought of the tiger he had just talked about at dinner, and seemed to have a little more courage, so he took a few deep breaths, tried to pretend that nothing happened, and shook his head gently: "Dad suddenly thought of something else. ”

Si Xiaojunsha nodded matterfully and said, "I know, you must miss your parents." ”

Shi Jing was stunned.

Si Xiaojun kissed him on the cheek like an adult, and said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, Mommy said, we can go to see grandparents during the New Year." ”