59. Talking about dreams is my person
It turns out that I have such a beautiful voice in bed.
If the video of Tan Meng is obscure and misty, then my video is straightforward and clear, even the action of biting my lip and trembling white body are clear.
The violation of the video is comparable to that of a banned film.
I sat quietly in my room for a day, I don't know how many times the video was played, until my phone ran out of battery, I charged it, and continued to play it. Chen Ziyan's call interrupted the playback, and I raised my eyes to stare at the phone screen, and slowly stretched out my hand to connect.
"Are you okay?"
His tone was a little less cold.
I buried my head in my knees and mumbled.
"Don't think about anything, turn off your phone and get some sleep, and tomorrow everything will be back to normal," he said. β
I said, "How can there be that video?"
He was silent for a few seconds, "Someone should have installed surveillance in the hotel." I was careless. β
I whispered, "Oh, that's right. β
The male protagonist of the video is Chen Ziyan, but only his back was photographed, and I directly took a close-up of his face and body.
We were silent for a few minutes, and finally he said, "Don't worry, I'll take care of it, you can get a good night's sleep, good." β
His voice was soft, trying to soothe me.
After hanging up the phone, I clicked on the video again, and at this time, Liu Qi called continuously, I ignored it, sitting on the recliner on the balcony and looking at the sky in a daze.
I don't know how long it took, Liu Qi banged on the door vigorously and shouted, "Li Muyi, when you come out, isn't it just a video, who is just a personality, life, and life, what are you going to do like a turtle with a shrunken head." Isn't it just to be a junior, if you dare to do it, you must dare to do it, you come out for me!"
Xin Yi pulled Liu Qi and said anxiously, "Sister Qi, don't irritate my sister, she can't bear this now." β
"What can't bear it, she can only have a solution if she faces it. β
I listened to the two of them arguing outside, and suddenly laughed.
I said through the door, "Okay, don't worry about me, I'm fine, let me sleep, you all go out." β
Until the next day, things were still fermenting, all my information was exposed, and someone wrote it in red paint at the door of his house, and it was not good to die as a little third ancestor. I was very calm and ignored it, but Aunt Zhao brushed it up by herself overnight, and the next day a new curse was written, and Aunt Zhao couldn't bear it anymore and reported it directly.
I received an overwhelming amount of abusive text messages, all kinds of harassing phone calls, and even someone customized a coffin for me to come to the door.
Aunt Zhao confiscated my phone.
I hid in my room and could only sleep on sleeping pills, but after only two hours of sleep, I woke up from a nightmare.
I was restless, anxious, hesitant, and even hopeless.
Xiao Cheng said that Chen Ziyan was doing everything in his power to suppress news and public opinion.
He said that Chen Ziyan would not give up on me.
He won't give up on me, but I'll give up on myself.
According to media reports that night, Xu Ran appeared in a bar, suspected of having a conflict with Chen Ziyan, and was drunk at night.
And there are rumors that the Chen family wants to advance the marriage in order to calm the recent boiling scandal.
The next day, Xu Ran was interviewed by the media, saying that Chen Ziyan was just lost for a while, and as a fiancΓ©e, she was willing to forgive him and become a signpost to guide him home. Because she loved him, so much, so much!
Her words were affectionate and won the support and sympathy of a group of netizens.
Due to Chen Ziyan's scandal, Amagi's stock price continued to fluctuate, and shareholders were very dissatisfied with him, and several projects and projects at hand were denied or postponed, but the large-scale medical examination center project in Soho was brought forward and became one of Amagi's re-promoted projects this year.
Chen Ziyan's rights were hollowed out, and he simply took a long leave to rest at home.
Hearing the news, I called him, and as soon as the bell rang, I regretted it, and I was about to hang up, but the other end had already been connected to feed.
I snapped, "I just want to care about you." β
He smiled and said, "I haven't had a good rest for a long time, this time I gave myself a long vacation, and Miss Li has nothing to do, can we go on a trip together?"
"I didn't dare to go out. β
He said, "Don't worry, I'll let Xiao Cheng pick you up." β
Two days later, on the night, taking advantage of the absence of the reporter who was squatting, Xiao Cheng picked me up and took me to a villa outside the city, which was very secluded and surrounded by bodyguards 24 hours a day. We stayed for a few days, Chen Ziyan made up for the bed some time ago, and the toss was also ruthless, I was weak and sore back, signaling him to restrain himself.
But Chen Ziyan pounced on me at night as usual, kissing my soul uncontrollably, "It seems that I haven't performed well enough, Miss Li has complained, I will continue to work hard until Miss Li is satisfied." β
He licked and kissed my collarbone with his head down, and I threw my head up and muttered.
Soon, the room was full of beauty again.
After lunch, I insisted on taking Chen Ziyan to walk around, otherwise I would spend the day in bed again.
There was a farmhouse nearby, and a few groups of people gathered together for a barbecue, and we both wore cool hats and sunglasses and hid under a big tree to enjoy the shade. Suddenly, Chen Ziyan touched me, I raised my eyes to look, and saw that not far away, Sun Wenzhen was talking to Su Ling. Suddenly, Sun Wenzhen slapped Su Ling, his eyes were full of coldness, Su Ling didn't move, and stood quietly with his eyes down.
His silence seemed to annoy Sun Wenzhen, and he slapped him again after another.
Chen Ziyan gloated, "It seems that Sun Wenzhen doesn't like this future son-in-law." β
I didn't speak, I looked at it lightly.
After a while, Sun Feifei ran over and grabbed Su Ling's arm, and the love in his eyes was about to overflow. And Sun Wenzhen immediately became amiable, touched his daughter's hair dotingly, and beckoned them to go to the barbecue.
I turned around and asked Chen Ziyan, "Is it Sun Wenzhen's handwriting this time?"
"Like it and not like it. β
I said, "I suspect that He Sheng and this incident were all done by him." β
Chen Ziyan sneered, "There should be an accomplice."
This time the incident was menacing, and it was definitely not a temporary idea, but a long-term plan.
Someone wants me dead.
Within a few days, Sun Wenzhen's lawyer produced full evidence to prove that He Sheng was a drug addict and that He Sheng had also committed drug addiction several times in the detention center. The credibility of an addict's words is really not high, but before he found Brother Hai, Sun Wenzhen was still suspicious.
A thank-you video and a thank-you letter that night attracted everyone's attention.
It is the children in the mountains, thank Sun Wenzhen for building a school for them and sponsoring their growth.
Soon, all the good things he has done over the years were exposed, the media praised him with all kinds of beautiful words, he became a big philanthropist in the hearts of everyone, and the negative image was quickly reversed.
This thank you letter came really timely, and one has to wonder if it was an operation.
A month and a half later, He Sheng was sentenced to two years and eight months in prison for intentional injury. Because he has a history of drug abuse, he needs to be forced to undergo drug rehabilitation in a drug addiction treatment centre before he can serve his sentence in prison.
Although He Sheng was sentenced, I was still uneasy.
He's just a scapegoat, and the masterminds behind it are still at large.
The next day, Chen Ziyan and I returned to the city, and we walked one after the other. I went to the drug rehabilitation center alone to see He Sheng, and as before, he refused to see me, saying that he regretted not killing me on the spot.
I spent an afternoon in the sun outside the drug rehabilitation center, waited until my skin was red, and then took a taxi back.
Aunt Zhao said that I had lost weight again, and stewed a big tonic soup for me, and I obediently drank it and went upstairs to take a bath. When I was applying skin care products, my phone rang with a ding, and it was an email from Bai Liangshi.
I ate another box of blueberries, brushed my teeth again, and went to bed.
In the middle of the night, I turned on the lamp and found a few sleeping pills to eat. I still couldn't sleep, so I got up and ate a few more, and a few minutes later I threw up in the toilet and I collapsed to the ground, my eyes empty and distracted.
Two days later, I was in the hospital when Xu Ran called.
She called my new number and said lightly, "We'll meet." β
I'll just say yes.
She told me between and where we met.
When I arrived, Xu Ran was already waiting for me, her hair color changed to black, she was wearing a green silk sundress, and she was sitting quietly. She looked at me for a long time, and smiled at the corner of her mouth, "Miss Li is a lot haggard." β
I rubbed the ring in my hand, "This haggard is nothing compared to death." β
She said, "There is only one life, and when you die, there is nothing." If you don't die, you can fight for things that don't belong to you, and this kind of behavior of people is called self-indulgence. Suddenly, her expression was cold, and her words changed, "I know that you and Ziyan have lived together this month. β
I said, "So, Miss Xu is going to kill me again?"
Xu Ran took a sip of coffee, "What do you mean by Miss Li?"
"I know it all. β
"Oh?" she raised her eyebrows and stroked her hair calmly, "Miss Li is really powerful. But it's a pity, now that I know what to do, everything is gone, I'm the winner, and you lose poorly. β
I pride myself on my intelligence, and I will never let others play with me, so I calculate, probe people's hearts, and think that I will win.
I didn't know that I had fallen into a big net woven for me by others, and I was entangled and dead, unable to break free, unable to run, and finally swallowed up by the cold and had nothing.
I narrow my eyes, and I don't argue about joy or sorrow.
Xu Ran said, "Talking about dreams is my person. β
I raised my eyes and looked at her, "Why are you doing this?"
She glanced out the window and then withdrew her gaze, "Do you love him?" and before I could answer, she added, "Does he love you?"
I said, "He doesn't love." β
Xu Ran was lonely, "He doesn't love me either." β
I laughed, "But you love him." β
She was silent, but her eyes fluctuated, and she brought the delicate vase on the table to the one in front of her, and gently stroked the petals with her fingertips, "The world says that men are unkind, and that's because they pursue fame, fortune, power, and even money, and so does he." He doesn't love any woman, not even himself. β
"You haven't been involved in his growth, you don't know how difficult his journey is, so his struggle for power and profit, conspiracy and calculation can sometimes be understood, if I can I am willing to fight for him. Sun Wenzhen calculated him and clamped him, so I retaliated with a tooth for a tooth, and used He Sheng to make Sun Wenzhen also uneasy. β
"I love him, I fell in love with him at the first sight, I don't know when this love has melted into my blood and bones, loving him, marrying him has become my faith, I fought for it, and it took a lot of hardships to come to him. Therefore, I do not allow any woman to think of him in a vain attempt to replace me. β
Her eyes are sometimes fierce, sometimes affectionate.
This is Xu Ran, whom I have never seen before.
I was as calm as water, "It's not love, it's possessive." You fought for him, why should I be a victim, am I not innocent?"
Xu Ran laughed, "Are you innocent? If you were innocent, you wouldn't have become Chen Ziyan's mistress, since you are his woman, you deserve to sacrifice for him." β
"Why isn't this person talking about dreams?"
Xu Ran said, "Because Tan Meng is not his woman from beginning to end." β
I was stunned, in the face of such a charming and moving woman, Chen Ziyan would sit still. Is there really no desire for love, or has he seen through Xu Ran's tricks from beginning to end, but he just disdains to expose it, and is even willing to cooperate with her?
I don't dare to think about it.
When I think about it, my back is dripping with cold sweat.
I thought I was calculating, but everyone was calculating, and I was the weakest one.
I said, "You've won, and now I'm left with nothing, like reputation, health, and so on." β
Xu Ran looked down on my embarrassment with the attitude of a victor, "If Miss Li had listened to me earlier and left him, she would not be in the current situation." At the end of the day, it's up to you. β
"I didn't want to leave him in the past, and now I won't. I have nothing now, what else do you have to calculate, this life, you want, just take it. β
I'm indifferent.
At this point, I have nothing to lose, and nothing to fear.
When I went, the clouds were light, but when I came home, I was dejected. I thought a lot along the way, and I came up with a lot of fears. My bag was casually thrown on the couch with the mouth facing down, and the hospital diagnosis slip fell out with a diagnosis of mild depression written on it.
I picked up the questionnaire and stuffed it in my bag.
Before going to bed at night, I carefully read the information sent by Bai Liangshi, which recorded in detail what Xu Ran had done.
To be honest, I never thought that Tan Meng would be Xu Ran's person.
Still blame me for being stupid.
Three days later, I made an appointment to meet with the dream, and she readily agreed to me. We made an appointment at an ordinary teahouse on the outskirts of the city, took off our sunglasses, and smiled at me, "You already know." β
"Why?"
She lowered her eyebrows and smiled lightly, "On the surface, I am a female star that everyone envies, but in fact, my life is smoky." My mother died when I was born, my father was a long-term drug addict and died when I was ten years old, my brother was a street gangster who was also a drug addict, he sold everything valuable in the family, and then for money, he put me in his boss's bed, when I was just an adult. β
"I was humiliated and abused by several leaders in turn, and they even gave me to others, and I was tied hand and foot, and even suicide was an extravagant hope. You can't imagine what life was like at all, for five whole years, day and night, I spent it in despair and misery, every night I thought I was going to die, but when the day dawned I came back to life, but life was more painful and torturous for me than death. β
I was shocked. I couldn't have imagined that such a glamorous and beautiful woman would have experienced such a dirty thing.
She said, "It was Xu Ran who saved me, rescued me from my nightmare, and gave me a new life." I could do anything for her, even to die. β
I bit my lip, "He Sheng was found by you to harm me." β
My tone is affirmative.
Tan Meng smiled, "He Sheng is also a gangster, he said that he loves me and is willing to do anything for me." β
The matter has come to this point, Tan Meng no longer has any scruples, and simply says it openly.
I was amazed by Xu Ran's scheming and sympathized with the tragedy of the dream. Xu Ran saved her, and she became a gun in Xu Ran's hands.
Before leaving, I only left a sentence for Tan Meng, "If you walk too much at night, you will also bump into ghosts." β
Tan Meng smiled indifferently, his eyes were misty, and he flickered on the window screen for a long time.
After that, I didn't see Chen Ziyan for a week, and I heard that he and Xu Ran went to Newland to take wedding photos. I went back and forth between the clinic and my home all day to receive treatment for depression, and I turned down several invitations from Bai Liangshi and locked myself in my room most of the time.
Liu Qi called at one o'clock in the middle of the night, she seemed to be drunk, and she was crying over there, "Mu Yi, Jiasheng wants to break off the marriage contract with me, and he said that he wants to marry...... Other women, he loved her. β
Her voice was choppy and inaudible, and I was anxious to ask where she was, but she stammered and couldn't figure it out, and the phone suddenly hung up again.
I quickly called back and dialed twice, before the bar guy picked up and told me the address of the bar.
Liu Qi leaned over, lying on the bar and sobbing in a low voice, seeing me hugging me violently, crying directly, I patted her back, and my heart was also full of bitterness.
She loves Lin Jiasheng so much.
I cried for a long time, and I fell asleep on the bar bench with drunkenness.
I called Lin Jiasheng, and it took him about an hour before he came, and I saw the lipstick mark on the collar of his shirt at a glance, and I sank my face and said coldly, "Look what you have made Liu Qi look like!"
Lin Jiasheng was silent.
I was enraged, "You dragged her into heaven, and kicked her into hell at the door." You hurt the girl who loves you so much, you will definitely be punished. I pointed to the sleeping Liu Qi, "If you are a human being, then please do the personnel." β
With that, I strode away, and after a few steps, I stopped and said weakly, "Lin Jiasheng, I'm very disappointed in you. You've become terrible. β
He leaned back in his chair and lit a cigarette, not lonely between his brows, only cold.
I stayed in a hotel with Liu Qi for a week, she rarely spoke, most of the time she sat quietly by the window, a cigarette between her fingertips, watching the traffic under the tall building, she occasionally took a few puffs, most of the time let it slowly burn out, and then lit another one.
She was calm and frightening.
Chen Ziyan called me to make an appointment, and I told her about Liu Qi, and he said, "Lin Jiasheng is far deeper than you think. Don't think that he has helped you, and you will beautify his image. β
I am silent in agreement.
He said lightly, "Women should not live under the wings of men forever, and they should never be swayed by emotions." β
It was a lesson, a lesson he had learned from his own mother.
A week later, Liu Qi's mental state was much better, and Lin Jiasheng was never mentioned again. We spent a day strolling around the mall, ate a hot pot and headed home.
I took a shower, finished blowing my hair, and was about to go to bed, when Su Ling suddenly called, I was hesitant to answer, the ringtone had ended, and I immediately remembered it a second time.
I finally got through.
He gasped and was very eager, "Mu Yi, where is Xin Yi?