Maybe because of seeing He Shu, Lu Weibie's sleep gradually improved. Starting on Monday, for three days in a row, she took every opportunity to catch up on sleep.

It wasn't until Thursday that she gradually regained her energy, took a leave of absence in the afternoon, and made a trip to the third hospital.

She has been worried about a lot of people in the Third Hospital recently, but she didn't dare to contact Qin Li or Huo Yi on WeChat to inquire. Because she was worried that taking the initiative to contact them would induce her superpowers to work, and she couldn't meet them in person, and if there was really any negative effect, she wouldn't even have time to reverse it.

So, it's better to run it yourself.

She went to see He Shu first. Last time, the number above He Shu's head said that she only had seven days to live, and today is the fourth day.

Lu Wei didn't think about it, he could work hard, maybe he could make He Shu's lifespan return to normal.

To her surprise, He Shu's state was unexpectedly good.

Her face was still bruised and swollen, and she was weak, and she wasn't laughing. But Lu Weibei did find that He Shu was getting better. Her eyes were no longer lifeless, nor were they scared of guilt, but faintly tenacious.

Her mother was discharged from the hospital this morning, and because she was worried about her daughter, she came to the hospital with her husband and grandson in the afternoon.

Seeing her coming, He Shu smiled at her and introduced her to the family, "Miss Lu, are you here?" This is my father and son. ”

She turned to her parents and said, "This is the Miss Lu I mentioned to you before, and she saved me." ”

Lu Wei didn't get up and greeted the two old men, then lowered his head and waved to He Shu's son.

The two old men were naturally grateful to Lu Weibie, and when it came to the excitement, He Shu's mother couldn't help crying.

Lu Wei didn't think that He Shu's mother had just recovered, so she had to be careful of mood swings, and said busily, "Auntie, don't cry, be careful, ......be careful."

She suddenly remembered that He Shu might not know about her mother's illness, and choked the second half of the words in her stomach.

Who knew that He Shu said the second half of the sentence for her, "Mom, be careful of heart disease recurrence, don't cry." ”

Lu Wei looked back at her in surprise.

He Shu pulled out a wry smile at her.

Lu Weibei's heart trembled, for fear that she would say something like "it's all my fault" again.

"Look at me, I am unladylike, and I have tossed my relatives into something. He Shu smiled, "The police have decided to prosecute, and I will testify." ”

"You...... Decided to sue?" Lu Weibei didn't react a little.

"My mom ...... this time It almost happened, and I didn't want to risk my loved ones anymore. He Shu's voice was a little nasal, "I still have parents and children to take care of, I can't go on like this." I can't let them hurt me anymore, I have to live well and take care of them. ”

Lu Weibei squeezed her hand and said, "Okay, start again." ”

He Shu paused before saying, "Well, start again." ”

"You...... Sad, right?" Lu Wei asked, looking at her bad face.

"I'm sad. He Shu sniffed, "But...... I'll get better. ”

Lu Weibei squinted, "What does "Forrest Gump" say, life is like a piece of chocolate, you never know what the next one will taste like." ”

He Shu smiled tiredly.

"Auntie, this is for you, this one must be sweet. The little boy's voice was glutinous.

Lu Wei didn't look back, and saw He Shu's son holding a piece of chocolate and handing it to him, smiling shyly.

Lu Wei didn't want to grab food from the child, so she refused, "Such a sweet chocolate, you can keep it for yourself to eat, I'm not hungry." ”

The little boy was quite stubborn and did not withdraw his hand, "Sister, you can eat, thank you for saving my mother." Mom said to thank others when they help you. ”

Lu Weidon't feel a headache, such a good child, but something like this happened at home. I don't know how he will face all this when he grows up.

She reached out and touched his head and took the chocolate. The chocolate is very much in line with the child's preference, and it is a little scary, which makes her faintly feel a toothache, but she still smiles, "It's delicious, thank you." ”

The boy smiled hard at her.

This is a very cute child, with a chubby face and round eyes, Lu Weibei looked at it carefully, and felt that this child was still a little more like He Shu.

This observation made Lu Weibei very satisfied.

The child looked at her for a while, and then he was a little embarrassed, and threw himself into his grandfather's arms and hid.

Lu Weibei thought that this child was too cute, thinking of his illness, he felt very uncomfortable.

"I think "Forrest Gump" inevitably makes this too easy. The bitterness of life, where can a piece of unpalatable chocolate be compared?" Lu Weibei sighed.

He Shu smiled bitterly and didn't talk.

After a while, He Shu asked, "Miss Lu, are you also having a hard time?"

Lu Wei was stunned, "Why did you suddenly remember to ask this?"

He Shu said, "I just think that happy children will not know what suffering is." But you understand everything, you can figure out everything. I'm just asking, and it's okay if you don't want to say it. ”

"There's nothing I don't want to say. Lu Wei closed his eyes, "Actually, it can't be considered difficult, it's just a little regrettable." Actually, I don't know how to get close to other people, and I live alone, and sometimes I feel a little lonely. But it's not a big deal. ”

He Shu was a little surprised, "You don't know how to get close to others?"

Lu Weibei was a little gloomy.

It's not that I don't know, but I don't dare. Because I was afraid that my superpowers would suddenly go berserk, I couldn't take the initiative to send WeChat, make phone calls, take the initiative to invite friends, and couldn't take the initiative to ask for it.

So for so many years, she has no old friends, no birthday parties, no friends invited to her house, and no one knows what she likes and who she really is.

Nothing.

She read a lot of books, read the stories of all kinds of people, and understood a package of life philosophies. She can play the bosom sister of the people around her at any time, but she can't see her own mind clearly.

"yes. I have episodic social phobia. Lu Wei didn't talk nonsense, "Although I seem to understand life very well, when it comes to dating, I am occasionally nervous and dare not contact others." Over time, there was no one left. ”

He Shu sighed, peeled an orange, and handed it to her in half.

Lu Wei was not polite, took the oranges, and ate them with peace of mind.

The orange was sour and bitter, and both of them frowned at it, and then they frowned and laughed at each other.

After laughing, Lu Weibei asked, "What are your plans for the future?"

"Let's get a job first. While the child can still move, save some money first. He Shu said.

"I'll tell you, sue him and sue him, and you can't ask for any less in child support!" Lu Wei said.

He Shu smiled, "Don't worry, no." Even if it's for the sake of the kids, it won't. ”

At this time, He Shu's son seemed to be tired of sitting in the house, and staggered up, ready to go out for a walk.

My grandparents hurriedly followed.

He Shu looked at her son with a sad expression, "I don't know what will happen to him in the future......"

Lu Wei didn't think about it, what he wanted to say next should be all good things, and he didn't have to worry too much about harming people's lives, so he thought about it and said, "Don't be too anxious, DΜD also has some ways to delay, I heard that some patients can maintain good athletic performance until middle school by taking hormones." ”

He Shu sighed, "Hormones are just a symptom but not a cure." And you see, this kid is now eating hormones, his face is round like this, and he is small, he was nothing when he was a child, and when he grows up, he may hate me. ”

"Your child is only struggling to walk now, but it doesn't have much impact on daily life, so you just adjust your psychological state to the point that he is already bedridden, isn't it a little too anxious?" Lu Weibei asked.

He Shu sighed.

Lu Weibei continued, "In fact, the psychological pressure of this disease is greater than the physical pressure. Children can't run and jump, and it's much more difficult to make friends. When he grew up and found that he was different from his peers, that kind of inferiority complex and unwillingness was really difficult. On this road, you will be his most important supporter, and you have to adjust your mentality before you can help him. ”

He Shu said gloomily, "I also know this, but ...... I'm going to feel unwilling, too. I used to hate myself, hated me for making him the way he was. At that time, I thought it would be nice if I died. I atonement for my sins, so that my children will not suffer like this. But now I don't have anyone to hate, and I don't know what to do. ”

"Live well. Lu Wei said, "If you are lucky, there are patients who lose the ability to walk when they are teenagers and can live to their forties." If you think about it, you can do a lot of things in thirty or forty years. You can go out on a trip, take a little cart, and if he can walk, he can walk, and if he can't walk, he can push it, and he can learn to draw, or go to the movies, and he can read a lot of books, and if he can't hold a book after a long time, he can still listen to books. He has a long, long time, he can eat all kinds of food, he can talk to you, he grows up, from a child under your wing to a friend who fights side by side with you. There are many, many things to do in life, and he will be happy. ”

"But...... He will never get the most perfect happiness again. He Shu wept.

"I don't think there's perfect happiness in this world. Lu Weibei handed He Shu a tissue, "Everyone, more or less, have some regrets, life is a joy in suffering, not sugar in a honeypot." When you're sad, you think about Hawking. Hawking, you know, right? It was the famous physicist who was diagnosed with ALS at the age of 21, which is ALS, and the skeletal muscles of the whole body gradually became unusable, and then he couldn't even speak, so he could only live in a wheelchair and communicate with the outside world. But he still has many physics theories in the world, and he also participated in many social activities, and lived until he was 76 years old. He also made a cameo appearance in the American drama that was very popular before, and his life was a big bang theory. ”

He Shu looked up at Lu Weibei.

"So you see, no matter how difficult life is, there is a joy in it. Life has closed a window for you, and it won't be useful for you to sigh and sigh while guarding that window, so it's better to go and cut a door next to it. Lu Wei said, "You have to adjust your mentality first, you are a role model for children, he will look at you and learn how to live." ”

He Shu nodded, thought about it and said, "How do you know so much?"

"Why are there so many?" Lu Wei asked.

"It's just these diseases, I've never heard of them. He Shu explained.

"Ah, didn't I tell you before? I'm a genetic counselor, and I know a little bit about the diseases caused by these genetic mutations. Lu Wei said goodbye, suddenly, she remembered the clinical trial recruitment information she saw in the circle of friends two days ago, and asked again, "By the way, when this child was diagnosed with DΜD, did he do genetic testing?"

"I've done it. He Shu didn't know it, and nodded intuitively.

"Do you remember what type of mutant he is?" Lu Wei asked.

"Say what kind of nonsense mutation. He Shu replied.

"Senseless mutation?" Lu Weibie's eyes lit up, "How old is your child?"

"I'm almost six years old, what's wrong?" asked He Shu.

"Did your doctor mention clinical trials to you before?" Lu Wei asked.

He Shu's eyes darkened, "No, it may be that my husband doesn't have a good attitude." ”

Lu Wei don't think about it with his toes, he also knows what kind of attitude is bad, it is estimated that it is a threat, and if he can't be cured, he will kill your whole family and other nonsense.

"For nonsense mutations, there is a new drug, PTC124, which is in clinical trials, you can go to the hospital and inquire to see if you are still recruiting volunteers. The first and second phases of this drug have passed the clinical trial, and the safety is definitely no problem. However, although this drug has been marketed in Europe, the application for marketing in the United States has not yet been approved, and the domestic clinical trial has just begun, and I don't know what the effect is. And if you participate in the trial, there will definitely be some sins, such as regular follow-up and so on, you can weigh it and see. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"What do you think...... Would it be better to participate in the trial?" asked Ho.

"I don't know. Lu Weibei shook his head, "I think everyone's answer to this kind of question should be different." Some people are more radical and like challenges, while others are more comfortable and like to hold on to what they already have. And I only know a rough idea of this information, if your baby is a qualified subject, the specific pros and cons, the recruiter will tell you very clearly, you can think about it carefully at that time. ”

He Shu nodded.

At this time, He Shu's son was tired of running and was picked up by his grandfather. Lu Weibei took the opportunity to take his leave.

"Miss Lu," He Shu bit her lip, "I'll contact you again when my side settles down." ”

Lu Wei turned around in surprise.

He Shu smiled, "I'll be your old friend." ”

Lu Wei's eyes were red, and he pretended not to care and said, "I received this favor, thank you very much! But don't contact me if it's okay, I'm really a social barrier." But you can still find me if you have something, and if you have something to say, I'm not afraid of this. ”

He Shu was stunned.

"Don't worry, I'll be fine. You're going to be okay too, trust me. Lu Wei, don't smile.

He Shu hesitated for a moment, then smiled.

Lu Weibei turned around and left.

She didn't lie, she knew that He Shu would definitely live well.

Because when the kid entered the door, there was a number above his head that kept increasing, and finally stopped at 22718.

And the number above He Shu's head has also changed from 12302 to 17983.

Seeing the number 12602, Lu Weibei was a little surprised, she didn't know how He Shu had only 3 days left to live and became 12602.

She smiled.

I don't know where this number comes from, so what?

He Shu and her children will come out of the nightmare of the present.