On that day, no matter how Xie Glaze Lian pressed her, Empress Lou always insisted that although Feng Que was stolen by her, she did not keep it. A few years ago, Feng Que was lost, but it was nowhere to be found and difficult to find. For this reason, Xie Glaze Lian threw away her sleeves, or she was a little angry, and she didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but when she left, she actually brought it down with the cup of wine that had been given to Lou Hou. Then, the wine cup fell to the ground, making a crunch sound, and the dark black liquor flowed all over the ground, diffusing the smell of wine in the room.

The wine was spilled, Xie Ji walked away angrily, the temple man with the wine cup had a tight face, I really didn't know what to do, although the king had an order, but Xie Ji didn't command, where would he really have the guts to kill the queen. hesitated for a moment or two, and finally followed Xie Ji tremblingly.

In this way, Queen Lou was not fed wine. It's just that that night that Lou Hou fell ill, and the former affectionate husband not only had already changed his feelings, but was also loyal to take her life. Depressed, he collapsed without warning. This disease is menacing, and it seems to have lost its soul and fallen into despair.

Seeing her like this, the Li family also knew that there was no delay, and thought that the current situation could not be known to the palace, but he was afraid that it would make matters worse. I wanted to suppress this matter, and on the one hand I went to find my son Mu Sheng, and on the other hand, I went to the city to find a doctor for treatment.

However, Lou Hou shook her head, her weak hand tightly grabbed the sleeve of Li's robe, and the cold wind outside the window rustled the window lattice. With this fall, Empress Lou seemed to be a few years older in an instant. The complexion is pale, the wrinkles around the eyes are particularly eye-catching, and the gestures are all old. Her old gaze slowly fell on the window lattice, and suddenly said, "Over the years, you and I have been chanting and fasting day after day, and I don't know how many Buddha relationships have been formed and how many sins have been atoned for" Saying, she sat up slowly with her arms propped up, and was habitually going to rub the Buddha beads on her wrist, but she didn't want to, and touched the void.

Looking at the empty wrist, Lou Hou was a little stunned, looked up at the collapsed cigarette tent, seemed to cry and laughed, and continued, "Buddhism, if you come, put it down." Attachment or non-attachment, letting go or not, how difficult it is for me in this life, I am afraid that I will not be able to let go. Then he wanted me to die, and I died in the midst of gold. Let's go back, now, there is no room for covering. ”

Hearing this, Li was depressed for a while, and suddenly knelt on the ground, and sorrow swelled up on his always calm face, shaking his head and saying, "The master can't go back, he wants your life, so you have wronged you for most of your life, fought for most of your life, and in the end, you still have to follow his will" Saying, Li was already in tears, crying and begging, "Master, the day before yesterday, a long word, the next year will be held in the nunnery, and then the garden will be full of lights, in order to pray for the peace of the country." At that time, didn't you say that you wanted to light a lamp for the female monarch and the son, but why did you say such depressing words now, Feng Que disappeared for a day, he would not really hurt you, and Feng Que had already lost it, and I don't know what year and month this shadowless thing would be found. If so, why did we hide in this nunnery back then, why did we ignore everything and ignore everything. The one who screams the relatives is painful, the enemy is fast, and the woman and the son are like motherless weeds, and I don't know how many grievances I have suffered."

Her face was sad, and Lou Hou's face was also sad, like a withered autumn tree, she lamented and said, "Not from his will, but from my will." It is not a self-cutting retreat, but there is no retreat. The Buddha said that everything should have a fruit, and this fruit can also be regarded as the end. However, I have spent so many years, and I have been tired all day long. It's better to throw a stone at the water and make a result thoroughly. When the time comes, how much I owe him, and how much he owes me, just go to the Yellow Spring Road to settle the score, and I will no longer suffer the sins of this world, nor will I hinder the eyes of others. At this point, a fire burst out of Lou Hou's gradually cloudy eyes. She gritted her teeth and said firmly, "As for Ah Sheng and his son, I lost, and they want to win." ”

Hearing this, Li didn't say much, knelt on the ground, and was heartbroken, crying sadly. She would never have thought that the ten-mile red makeup that she admired the world back then, and the deep affection that envied the world, had fallen into the mud and turned into hatred in the blink of an eye.

It was on this day and night that the news of Empress Lou's serious illness came to the palace, and King Zhou ordered Empress Lou to be taken back to the palace.

At that time, Gongzi Musheng was already on the way back to Ye, and he got this edict, alone, without sleep, and hurried to the palace. His right eye jumped wildly, and many things in the past were like a marquee in his mind, that is, the torrential rain was pouring, and he didn't care about it, his eyes were like a torch staring in the direction of Yedu, and a melancholy color appeared on his cold face.

He galloped wildly, and the Peng Ran, who quietly followed, did not dare to follow not far behind, the wheel of the car made a dull sound in the bumps, and saw that the wild road in front of him was getting narrower and narrower, and the carriage could no longer pass, as soon as she gritted her teeth, the petite figure jumped down from the car, and hurriedly ordered the driver to untie the rope, turn over and get on the horse, and was alone, riding the horse and whipping, and hurriedly chased away.

When he finally got close to his son-in-law Mu Sheng, a relieved look crossed his watery eyes, he took a deep breath, and hurriedly shouted at his son-in-law Musheng, "Husband, husband, this rain is too strong, and you are not an iron person." Take a break, eat some dry food, and then hurry."

The road was too tiring, and it was true that Peng Ran's voice was not clear in the bleak wind and cold rain, but for some reason, this ethereal sound like the wind was very clear when it came to the ears of Gongzi Mu Sheng. He was stunned for a moment, then suddenly tightened the reins and looked back.

At this look, I saw that Peng Ran was riding a horse alone, her clothes and hair were wet, and she was pitiful. Seeing him, he looked like a heartless and lungless appearance, casually pinned the sideburns that were scattered due to running behind his ears, hooked his lips, grinned a mouthful of white teeth, and smiled happily and carefree.

Seeing her like this, Gongzi Musheng's dull heart suddenly softened, hit the horse forward, looked left and right, because there was nothing to cover the rain on his side, sighed, and stretched out his hand to Pengran, held her arm and pulled her on his horse, hugged her in front of him, and first said, "How did you come with me to teach you to stay in Beiyuan with peace of mind, but you don't listen?" Tonight I will find you a place to live and shelter from the rain, and tomorrow you will go to the old city to settle down. Wait for me to deliver the letter, and then make plans. ”

Gongzi Mu Sheng's voice was quite stern, and Peng Ran nestled in his arms, and his face wet from the rain was also very serious. Hearing this, she didn't think about it, shook her head and said, "Husband, you and I have been friends for a long time, but you haven't seen it clearly, isn't the concubine greedy for life and afraid of death?"

Hearing this, Gongzi Mu Sheng's hand holding the reins tightened, and he paused for a moment before saying, "I know that you are not an ordinary woman." This time, you and I are not yet dead. Only the situation in the palace is still unknown, and if you can avoid one, it is one. He was telling the truth, and he had never looked down on her since she first married him. These days depend on each other, and he also knows that she has hills and valleys in her chest, not an ordinary woman. However, he was originally a weak son, and now he can't protect himself, so he really doesn't want to teach her to fall into embarrassment.

The torrential rain is like a note, the road is dark, and in the blink of an eye it goes deep into the jungle, the trees are intertwined, the shade covers the moon, and the rain is dark.

Peng Ran leaned on his arms, gently hugged his waist, her beautiful eyes were particularly bright in the dark, knowing that his expression was solemn, she gently kissed him lightly on his stubble jaw, and whispered in his arms, "But the concubine has already said, if the husband insists on going his own way, the concubine will accompany him." Since it is a companion, how can there be a reason to only accompany half the way"

"Don't be willful. Listening to her words, Gongzi Mu Sheng stopped the horse, his handsome face slowly drooped, and met her smiling little face, his eyes were deep, like a deep lake.

It was extremely quiet, he looked at her, his brows knotted slightly, his eyes were red, and he said slowly, "In the past half a month, most of my dark lines in the palace have been wiped out. You know what that means, but the monarch is not a father, and no one can have such means. So now, I don't know the situation in the palace, and I don't know why the queen mother returned to the palace. Not only me, but also my son-in-law was edicted back to the palace, so you don't have to take risks. ”

In the past, King Zhou gritted his teeth as long as he mentioned Lou Hou, but now, he suddenly took Lou Hou back to the palace, and ordered him and his son to return to the palace. On this face, it seems that the situation in the palace is afraid that it will change again, and it is also the filial piety between him and his son-in-law. However, if you think about it deeply, you don't know how much filth there is. So he only felt that there was danger, but he didn't feel happy, and he didn't want to let outsiders get mixed in.

Hearing him say this, Peng Ran looked at him, and smiled slowly, she said angrily, "It's the first time for me, and it's also dangerous to hear that returning home is also dangerous." As she spoke, she raised her hand and gently stroked his brow, her bright eyes danced with a little brilliance, and she sneered, "My husband always frowns, so he is a good handsome man, and occasionally he looks at it, but he looks like a septuagenarian." With this action, the silver bell on Peng Ran's wrist jingled, she rolled her eyes, hooked her lips at him, and continued, "Husband, life is between heaven and earth, like floating, life and twilight death. The past and the present are gone, or there is no future. I always feel like you're pushing yourself too hard. Since, even if you are relegated to the dust, even if you lose your life, you are not afraid, then what is there to be afraid of, husband, you don't owe anyone in this life. ”

You don't owe anyone in this life.

Since the prince went, he seemed to be a puppet under the control of power, he always felt that he owed a lot, which made him sit on pins and needles every day, and the master urged him every day, the Tao is the only son left after the mother, it is for the queen mother, for the son, he can't just be an unknown son. He needed to hold up the heavens and the earth, and the high wall that the prince had fallen down after he had gone. So over the years, he has relied on this debt, the debt of the queen mother to the Zhou family, the debt to the world, the debt to his son, and his debt to Xie Glaze Lian, to support the high wall and support this dilapidated situation. He always thought, not only Xie Glaze Lian, but also died in that rainy night in his life, the truth was bloodily peeled off in front of him, he couldn't force his own queen mother to death, he had no other way but to kneel and cry bitterly. So he could only face this barren thing and wrong, so it seemed that his life was all about paying off his debts.

But on this same gloomy rainy night as it was back then, Peng Ran actually said to him, "Husband, you don't owe anyone in this life." ”

Gongzi Mu Sheng burst into tears, he closed his eyes, hugged her slender waist tightly, and said solemnly, "Ranran, I will send you to the old city, and you will wait for me there." Years ago, I didn't protect a person. Years later, I'll have to protect you. ”

Hearing this, Peng Ran lowered her eyes lightly and said in a low voice, "Then me and her, are you protecting me or am you repaying her?"

"You're you, she's her, you're different. Saying that, Gongzi Musheng didn't say anything more, hugged Peng Ran, waved his horsewhip, and rushed straight to the old city.

Horses' hooves splash dirty water on the muddy pavement, wind

The author has something to say about rolling up the broken leaves on the ground, autumn is deep, and cold winter is coming.

Write and write, write and cry.

That sentence doesn't owe anyone, it makes me really feel sorry for him