Lu Wei didn't listen, choked up, and lowered his eyes and was silent.

"So, your husband figured it out because he saw this example?" Xue Mianmian asked?

Xu Luo recalled the scene at that time.

After telling the story of Xiangnan, Lin Chongde sighed with some emotion, "Brother, I always envied you when I was a child, and I felt that you followed your parents in the city, and you grew like a jade tree in the wind, and you were very temperamental. I'm like a little fool, I don't know anything but steal chickens and teasing dogs, and I'm always covered in mud. But looking at her, I realized how happy it was to grow up with my grandparents. Even if I was splashing and rolling, I knew that there were people in the world who liked me very much. Although you make less than half of your money every year, you can always feel that you are very good. I really feel that life is very good, and if I get sick, I will try my best to survive no matter how difficult it is. ”

She could clearly see that there was a hint of confusion in her husband's expression that had never been seen before.

Lin Chongde really felt very dazed.

He even had a faint resentment in his heart, resentful of his parents, making him such a lonely and numb individual.

"Brother, don't let Yangyang become as good as Xiangnan, let's raise her well. Lin Chongde said.

Lin Chongwen took a deep breath.

How much he loved this daughter? Or, now, it is difficult for him to describe what the words "love" and "affection" mean.

But he really should be a good father.

Times have changed, and being a father should also keep pace with the times.

Xu Luo didn't know about her husband's subtle psychological reactions, but she knew very well that her husband's expression was indeed inconsistent with Sudden Enlightenment.

"If you figure it out or not, who can say clearly?" Xu Luo smiled, "At least in terms of behavior, he has indeed changed." As for the idea, I think he will figure it out one day. Many things, as long as they make a start, will not stop moving forward. ”

Xue Mianmian nodded, this matter was so vigorous at the time, I thought that there would be no good results, but it turned out to be so simple. She turned around and asked, "What about Xiang Nan? Did she decide to continue the treatment?"

Xu Luo shook his head, "I don't know about this, but since she has thought about these things so thoroughly, she should continue to treat." ”

Lu Weibei breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hey, what about your brother? Why didn't he come today? He wouldn't have missed Yangyang's big day before?" Xue Mianmian asked again.

Lu Weibei looked at Xue Mianmian with a smile.

She felt that Xue Mianmian definitely lived in her heart, and if she wanted to ask, but she didn't dare to ask because of her superpowers, she said it all first.

Xu Luo also smiled, "He, he said that he was going to send an old friend out, and he was mysterious." ”

In fact, the old friend that Lin Chongde sent today is Xiang Nan, who he only has a few faces.

To the south I like the sea, but there is no sea in this city. The two of them bought some beer snacks and found a river to make do.

"Actually, you don't have to send me on purpose, anyway, I'm alone, and I'm used to being alone. Xiang Nan chewed the squid silk nonchalantly.

Lin Chongde smiled bitterly and did not speak.

The river is not secluded, and occasionally some people will go for a night run or a family out for a walk.

Xiang Nan looked at it, wiped his face and said, "What's the matter with you?

Lin Chongde looked at her fixedly and said, "Can I really speak?"

"Am I dumb you?"

"What can I really say?"

Xiang Nan looked away uncomfortably, "Except for that one, you can say whatever you want." ”

Lin Chongde sighed.

Xiang Nan himself felt sad.

Why didn't she want to live?

She went out to travel for a long time, first alone, climbing mountains, swimming in lakes, feeling the beauty of nature, and then nesting in a small town to see the lives of the residents inside.

The small town is different from the place where she has always lived, the neighborhood seems to know each other, and the streets and alleys are filled with the charming aroma of food. She likes rice noodles in the morning, beef noodles in the afternoon, and sugar and oil baba in the evening.

What she liked the most was the helpless and conniving look on their mother's face as they wrapped their mother's sleeve around their sleeve for a string of grilled gluten.

She wants to be the best child, the best student, the best employee, and is also ready to be the best wife, the best mother, she wants to be excellent, she wants to be excellent, but she didn't expect to be caught by quiet and mediocrity.

It turns out that there is another kind of good in this world.

The kind of good that makes her nostalgic for the world.

But fate did not give her a chance to regret it. When she returned, she found that her tumor had spread so badly that even her limbs were dotted with dark spots.

She couldn't get it anymore to build a life that was so mediocre that it was even a little boring.

Even if she survives all the painful struggles, she can only survive as a fighter against cancer. Fighting and struggling every day, she will never get the peace she expects in her heart.

She smiled self-deprecatingly, maybe it was just no fate.

She perked up and said, "Okay, you're awkward." Farewell, be happy, I am unlucky in this life, not necessarily in the next life. Do you know how difficult euthanasia procedures are in Switzerland? If I miss this time, I will be covered in dark spots when I go through the procedures again. ”

Lin Chongde hid his expression, and also put on a smiling face, clumsily looking for miscellaneous topics.

At this time, Lin Chongwen was also clumsily looking for a topic to chat with.

He asked Lin Yangyang some questions such as "Are you happy today" and "Why are you happy", as if asking his subordinates "Have you completed this year's KPIs". But Lin Yangyang replied softly and glutinously, his eyes were shining, as if he was hiding a sky full of stars.

Lu Weibei and Xue Mianmian looked at this scene and smiled more like a relieved old mother than Xu Luo.

And Xu Luo, in addition to being relieved, there was also some simple happiness on his face.

Huo Yi looked at the three of them.

Before, Xu Luo had specially thanked him for taking care of Yangyang when their husband and wife were absent. At that time, she explained why she didn't dare to love this child.

Like him, she had been passionately loved, hurt by those she loved deeply, and had the most satisfying emotions before losing them overnight.

Therefore, she used to be as timid and as cold and hard as he was.

But she's different now.

He remembered Zhang Lin's last advice to him again, word by word, engraved in his mind.

"Life is too short to see if you don't open your eyes. ”

He looked at Xu Luo's smile, a fragile but vivid smile.

He lowered his eyes.

Is it better that way?

He...... Can it be the same?

At the end of dinner, Lin Yangyang specially instructed Xu Luo to take her to Huo Yi here, and explained to him a few words, she was going to Hong Kong to find fun toys, come back and play with him, and so on.

Huo Yi responded with a smile, and she happily ran to Lu Weibie and Xue Mianmian who were standing next to them.

Lu Weibei and Xue Mianmian squatted there and hooked Lin Yangyang, during which Xue Mianmian seemed to say something, and the three of them laughed together.

Xu Luo looked at her little daughter with a smile.

Huo Yi also looked over there, and suddenly felt that his heart was beating so majestic that he seemed to be about to breathe.

He hesitated for a moment, but finally asked, "Aren't you scared?"

Xu Luo reacted for a few seconds before she knew what he was talking about, and she smiled with relief, "Don't be afraid." I was scared for more than 20 years, and I thought it was impossible to change anything. But when you really take this step, you know that only the first step is difficult. After taking this step, I realized that even happiness that may be fleeting is happiness, and it is much better than before. It's better to take a step forward than to go back. ”

"So you agree with Yangyang to do eye-protecting treatment?"

"yes, if she wants to move forward, let's go. ”

"You're not afraid of the last bamboo basket to draw water?"

Xu Luo shook his head, "I was afraid before." Not afraid now. Her present, her smile, the time she spent with me, we got it. How could it be empty? never. ”

She thought for a moment and added, "Speaking of which, I was a little more scared before. I pinched that little thing in my hand, for fear of losing it. So I don't dare to ask for anything good. The 95% eye preservation rate is obviously a good multiple-choice question, but I have been staring at the 5% to be afraid. If you don't take risks, where will you get the benefits?"

Huo Yi looked at her, as if he was looking at himself who was braver than now. His voice trembled a little with excitement, "Is it better now than before?"

Xu Luo smiled, "Of course." ”

Huo Yi took a deep breath.

He just took a step forward.

He walked in the direction of Lu Wei.

Lin Chongwen was hugging Yangyang and saying goodbye to them.

Lin Yangyang told with tears in his eyes, "You must wait for me to come back!"

"Don't worry, it's not just a matter of the month! When you come back for treatment, you will come to play with me. Let me tell you, sister, I am a family member of the staff of this hospital, and the three hospitals are the leader. Xue Mianmian said.

The new drug management law will come into effect in December, and the designation of counterfeit drugs has been revised. In the future, only foreign batch numbers of drugs can also be used in China. At that time, Lin Yangyang's treatment can be transferred back to the Third Hospital.

Several people mixed together and said goodbye again.

After the Lin family left, Huo Yi turned to Lu Wei and said, "Qin Li will come to pick up Mianmian in a while, and I'll send you back." ”

Lu Weibei didn't answer him for a while.

She was staring at her phone screen. She held the phone so hard that her fingertips were white.

On the phone is her WeChat interface.

"Don't be, the ctDNA test you asked me to expedite came out, and the results were really not good. It seems to be pancreatic cancer. However, this is only a screening, and it is not necessarily accurate. You ask her to do a few more tests. ”

Qin Li also arrived at this time.

Xue Mianmian ran down the steps and pounced on him.

Qin Li hugged her, "It looks like I've eaten a lot today, and I can go out of the slaughter." ”

Xue Mianmian knew that he was secretly scolding himself for being a pig, so he kicked Qin Li with anger. "That's better than you, but it's a scale, but it's a pity that it's all fat, and the meat can't be sold. Fortunately, the brain is worth the money, I haven't used it, it's fresh, and I like the hot pot restaurant!"

The two made a mess, but Lu Weibei never moved.

Looking at the three words "pancreatic cancer" in front of her, listening to the sweet and greasy slapstick next to her, she only felt bitter.

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