Chapter 42: Mo Wenlan's Corners and Corners

He thought of Mo Wenqing's evaluation of her, she was very considerate, understanding, always with a smile on her face, never contradicted people, let alone quarreled with others, cheerful, lively and enthusiastic, she could get along well with anyone, and she didn't fight or grab for people, as if she didn't care about anything, she lived alone with her son, without mentioning the past, and seemed to have been actively wanting to fall in love and get married, but she couldn't get along with people for a long time.

Mo Wenqing introduced her to several blind dates, all of which were in vain, and the other party invariably felt that she was too vain, always so polite and polite, without the slightest temper, no matter how much she was excessive, she would never be angry, just like a paper man floating in the air, within reach, but there was no way to see her heart, she probably knew her own fault, so even if the other party made excessive requests when they broke up, as long as they did not cross the line, she would agree.

Therefore, she not only accepted Mo Wenlan's proposal to pretend to be a couple, but was even very enthusiastic, trying her best to maintain long-term cooperation.

He thought of Shi Jing's evaluation of her again, she never seemed to make people feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable, always anxious for the sake of others, knowing that Shi Jing had social phobia, not good at words, and disgusted with people, so he never made him feel half difficult, everything was arranged in advance, she never seemed to think about herself, and it was difficult for people to see whether she was happy or uncomfortable.

Human psychology is very complex, extremely proud people, in fact, can also be said to be extremely inferior, extremely strong people, on the contrary, can also be said to be extremely fragile, the more perfect people, the more imperfect, just the things that make people feel perfect, or in order to conform to the public aesthetics to make corresponding changes, serious insecurity, lack of basic trust in people, will develop this alienated personality.

He looked at Si Qi thoughtfully, his heart couldn't help but move, he has always been willing to challenge, like to study psychology, the more incurable the disease, the more interested he is.

Si Qi is very sensitive to people's gaze, that kind of thoughtfulness, in her eyes, it is similar to blatant inquiry and interpretation, the original wariness of Mo Wenlan suddenly increased to ten, her face changed slightly, she endured it, but she still couldn't hold back, "What do you want to say?"

The tone of her voice did not change, and the different colors on her face only flashed, but Mo Wenlan could feel that her nerves were tense instantly, and her whole body seemed to have spikes, which showed that her heart was not as free and enthusiastic as she showed on the outside, at least her heart should be extremely sensitive, and there was a boundary, and she didn't care about people and things outside the boundary.

Mo Wenlan was silent for a moment, involuntarily leaned back, leaned on the sofa, retracted his temptation to cross the line, and began to recycle the words: "Maybe Teacher Si will think I'm nosy, but there is one sentence I still want to say, you can't deprive him of the right to enjoy his father's love, the growth of a child is inseparable from the extremely important role of the father, a happy childhood can heal a lifetime, but an unhappy childhood needs a lifetime to heal." ”

Si Qi looked at his eyes that seemed to have seen through everything and the understatement of exhortation, in just a few words, it was like predicting the unbearable ending more than ten years later, this faintly visible contempt and specious warning made her heart suddenly surge with irrepressible anger, as if the reverse scales that had been hidden for many years had been removed, and the painted skin that had been hanging on her face for many years was slapped by someone, faintly revealing the true face under the painted skin.

In order to reassure her parents, in order to conform to the public aesthetics and not become an outlier in the crowd, in order to give her son a home that at least looks complete, she had to force herself to go on a blind date with strangers countless times, get along, she has accepted the extremely sincere worries and worries of relatives and friends, and has also endured the gossip of the onlookers who seem to be sympathetic and pitying, but in fact they are relishing, and finally pretending to be a couple and pretending to be married, and now they are roasting themselves on the fire, and they have to pretend that they don't care on the surface.

Although she is always casual and calm on the surface, as if she clearly understands everything that happens in front of her, and fully accepts it, there has always been a dangerous string in her heart, she knows that she is selfish, cowardly, sensitive, and inferior, because of her failed life, completely ignoring Si Xiaojun's feelings, letting him follow him around, and endure the seemingly innocent but extremely cruel ridicule of other children.

She has been trying her best to make amends, wanting to make up for it with all her love, Si Xiaojun is smart, sensible, well-behaved, more like an adult than her, she deceived herself and told herself that she had done nothing wrong, even if she was always single, she would not let her father's lack affect Si Xiaojun's growth.

However, Mo Wenlan, a stranger who is not too familiar, suddenly lifted the fig leaf covering her head on a strange occasion, which is tantamount to lifting her lies to comfort herself in front of her.

In an instant, her whole body tensed, and almost immediately she wanted to get up and leave, and from then on she was far away from this person.

Unfortunately, she couldn't.

When she leaves, it means that all the previous efforts and efforts have been in vain, how should her parents explain? Where should she find a perfect partner like Shi Jing?

Look, she's such a selfish and cowardly person.

She calmed down, smiled reluctantly, firmly suppressed the boiling mood, forcibly suppressed the anger that almost erupted, tried her best to maintain her original indifference, and said politely and detachedly: "Thank you Mr. Mo for your kindness, I will pay attention." ”

Mo Wenlan took in the magnificent ups and downs in her eyes, and also confirmed her guess even more, and after thinking about it, she inexplicably felt that she was a little presumptuous.

Two seconds later, he decided to wash the piercing face from her mind just now, so the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and his big eyes like Kazlan were filled with two bowls of smiles, and he began to re-erect a prodigal image of a playboy: "Teacher Si, don't get me wrong, I don't dare to have any doubts about Teacher Si's education methods, it may be due to my profession, so I am naturally nosy, if there is anything offended, please forgive Teacher Si." ”

Si Qi smiled and didn't say anything, his expression was very calm, as if he really didn't care about it, and he didn't mean to care about it at all.

"Actually, adults really shouldn't affect children. The smile on Mo Wenlan's face was still bright, and he touched the soft nail, and he also continued with a calm expression: "Xiaojun is looking forward to having a father, and you and Shi Jing want to maintain cooperation for a long time, so that they can get along with father and son, this is an essential step, Shi Jing likes Xiaojun very much, and Xiaojun is also very happy to have a father, wouldn't this be the best result?"

Wait a minute... And so on and so forth...

Shi Jing likes Xiaojun very much?

Si Qi bit the tip of his tongue to hide his surprise, frowned, and showed a trace of confusion under his eyebrows just right: "Shi Jing, he likes Xiaojun very much?"

"That's nature. Mo Wenlan saw that the water was boiling, leaned over and began to make tea, and then, pushed the teacup in front of her, and said with a smile: "Shi Jing just has social phobia, and has not lost his basic emotional response, Xiaojun is smart, cute and sensible, I like it very much, not to mention that he is such a withdrawn person, not only do he like it, Uncle Shi and Aunt Shi like Xiaojun very much, they probably don't expect Shi Jing to have their own children, so they all regard Xiaojun as their own." ”

Si Qi: "......"

Mo Wenlan held the teacup, took a small sip of tea, raised his eyebrows, and said meaningfully: "Everything is fake for you, but for Xiaojun, all this is true." ”

Si Qi involuntarily lowered his eyes under his gaze, staring at the steaming teacup in front of him, and his mind suddenly became a little confused.

"If you can really cooperate for a long time, then truth or falsehood will mean nothing to him at all. Mo Wenlan said again: "What do you think?"

Si Qi didn't say anything, just carefully picked up the teacup, and used the tea to hide her chaotic thoughts and tangled decisions, and after a while, she looked directly into Mo Wenlan's eyes, and simply said bluntly: "Mr. Mo might as well say it directly, since we want to cooperate for a long time, we don't have to be so roundabout." ”

Mo Wenlan shrugged his shoulders and said bluntly: "I just hope you don't cut away Xiaojun's freedom to associate with Shi Jing, Shi Jing really likes Xiaojun." After a pause, he added: "Xiaojun really likes him too." ”

Si Qi was silent for a long time, her fingertips unconsciously tapped the teacup, Mo Wenlan seemed to be prepared, every sentence had something to say, and she had long been used to not arguing with people, let alone communicating too deeply with people, so she quickly made a decision in her heart, so she pulled the corners of her mouth, flashed a few smiles, and said easily: "Of course, Mr. Shi can get along with Xiaojun happily, I am also very happy, and naturally I will not stop it, Mr. Mo thinks a little too much." ”

In just three or two blinks of an eye, Shi Jing suddenly became Mr. Shi.

Mo Wenlan suddenly felt that he had a toothache, he subconsciously covered the left half of his face, and once again realized that he seemed to have really done something stupid.

Fortunately, Shi Jing took Si Xiaojun's hand and came down from upstairs to save him from embarrassment and chagrin.

Si Xiaojun grabbed Shi Jing's hand, trotted over, plunged into Si Qi's arms, and said with a smile on his face: "Mommy, I put your gift box in the room where you and your father lived, but the box has a lock, I can't open it, so I didn't help you clean it up, Dad said, I will prepare a children's room for me next door to your room, don't worry, I won't ask to sleep with you in the future." ”

Shi Jing: "......"

Si Qi: "......"

This dad is too good, isn't it?

Si Qi, who had just finished fighting with Mo Wenlan and was quite traumatized, didn't want to face a new round of acting competition, she was like sitting on pins and needles, and she couldn't take back the thorns all over her body, so she thought about it, so she had to touch Si Xiaojun's head, put down the teacup, got up and said: "Then I'll go and clean up my things, and then I'll go back to the kindergarten first, and I can wait for the weekend to come over and talk about it." ”