Sitting by the floor-to-ceiling windows, young men and women ignoring each other's presence, each pondering something. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I don't know how long it took, a woman of nearly thirty years old came over, dressed like an evening dress, and her appearance was sufficient, she introduced herself as a singer, asked the guests what type of music they wanted to listen to, and recommended herself to jazz.

Yang Jingxing is really a person of no grade, and he actually asked for something soft and lyrical. Tao Meng didn't express his opinion, and he didn't even show basic politeness to the singer.

The singer turned around, and Yang Jingxing remembered something that made people happy: "Do you remember the boy named Cao Qixun? ”

Tao Meng thought about it for a while, and didn't nod Yang Jingxing's face: "Oh, there is an impression." ”

Yang Jingxing said: "During the summer vacation, they participated in the instrumental music Grand Prix held by Puhai TV, but unfortunately the attention was not high, and there was no recording or broadcasting. ”

Tao Meng looked at Yang Jingxing.

Yang Jingxing continued: "There was a cooperative canvassing session in the finals, and they played "Wind and Rain on the Same Road", and I heard that it was because of this that they won the silver award. ”

Tao Meng moved the corners of his mouth, moving left and right.

Yang Jingxing said: "Actually, at the beginning, I didn't like them to play this song everywhere, but I can't veto it with one vote, this song is half of Tao Meng's, I know you will definitely not be so stingy." ”

Tao Meng hesitated and shook his head.

Yang Jingxing nodded: "I guessed correctly...... In fact, it is also a memory to hear it, there are not many people who dare to play the piano in our North Building 402, you are one. ”

Tao Meng was indifferent.

Yang Jingxing will also look a little nostalgic: "I like the flute more in folk music, so I also wanted to write a flute piano ensemble, and increase the difficulty of the piano so that you can practice well...... But then I didn't practice the flute myself. ”

Tao Meng asked a little scolding: "Why don't you practice?"

Yang Jingxing took it for granted: "I don't have a chance to play with you, I'm not motivated." ”

Tao Meng did not express an opinion.

Yang Jingxing was a little anxious: "There will be big and small regrets in life, and it is everyone's normal reaction to make up for regrets...... Not being able to give you a perfect memory is my biggest regret. ”

Tao Meng is willing to look at her ex-boyfriend.

Yang Jingxing said: "At that time, we said goodbye, I came out of your house, in addition to sadness and irrational anger, I immediately thought, how to make up for it, how to make up for it, I thought of many possibilities...... Later, I figured out that the biggest obstacle was not time, not distance, not your father, but myself. ”

Tao Meng looked a little willing to hear it.

Yang Jingxing said: "When we met in March, I told you that to some extent, I should thank your father for letting us separate when you are not disappointed in me, so that I can leave Tao Meng with a not bad memory." Later facts fully proved that I was not a qualified boyfriend, I was with Qi Qingnuo for such a short time after separating from you, and now Qi Qingnuo is also separated from me. ”

Tao Meng said: "You can evaluate yourself like this, or Qi Qingnuo, but not me." ”

Yang Jingxing nodded understandingly.

Tao Meng explained: "I mean ......"

Yang Jingxing said: "I know that Tao Meng has confidence and determination...... But I don't want to see you put your faith and determination on me, I don't deserve it. ”

Tao Meng's expression may have felt that Yang Jingxing was unreasonable again.

Yang Jingxing was quite gloomy: "Qi Qingnuo was hurt by me again and again...... Of course, you can regret it, you can correct it, but I can't change it. Or it becomes love to lie for a lifetime in other people's words, but I don't want to lie to you. ”

Tao Meng watched.

"Tao Meng, if you still want to give me a chance...... Yang Jingxing seemed to be out of the way, and shook his head: "Don't, it's not worth it." It's enough to disappoint you this time, don't want to have a next time. ”

Tao Meng didn't speak.

Yang Jingxing's appearance seemed a little fierce: "I don't know how much Yu Xinting told you, but the person I'm most sorry for also has her, and she is also disappointed in me." She wanted to cut off our relationship before she went home, and I kept it, and she refused...... Now I'm so happy for her!"

Tao Meng felt a little downtime again.

Yang Jingxing continued: "If Yu Xinting agreed to my retention that day, I will still come to see you today, whether she agrees or not." I'm still going to have a working relationship with Qi Qingnuo, even though I know she's going to be unhappy. ”

Looking at her ex-boyfriend who has reached a new height in her life, Tao Meng is at a loss, and there seems to be a variety of emotions on her face: disappointment, sadness, and shock are surging to dominate the world.

Yang Jingxing has no face and no skin: "This is the real me...... Qi Qingnuo saw through me, and Yu Xinting also saw me clearly. ”

Tao Meng lowered his head, quickly propped up his hands to his forehead, and covered most of his face downwards not wanting to be seen.

After a while, Yang Jingxing still wanted to come: "Tao Meng......"

Tao Meng raised a palm and refused: "Don't speak, let me calm down for a while!"

Yang Jingxing stopped talking, but he didn't bother to listen to the pretentious singer and the piano accompaniment that matched it.

It took at least two or three minutes for Tao Meng to put down his hands, there was no obvious abnormality on his face, and his eyes were basically calm when he looked at Yang Jingxing: "Yu Xinting didn't tell me much...... I don't know what happened between you. ”

Yang Jingxing didn't seem to know where to start, and he was embarrassed.

Tao Meng looked very concerned and reluctant: "Did you break up with Qi Qingnuo because of her?"

Yang Jingxing was still embarrassed, but nodded: "Part of it...... Qi Qingnuo mainly saw through me and was fed up, not because of anything specific. ”

Tao Meng asked again: "When we met in March, did Qi Qingnuo object?"

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "No, that time was a normal meeting...... I usually do too many things and joke around with other girls. ”

Tao Meng nodded, thought for a while, and then looked at Yang Jingxing: "You mean, even if we get together again, you won't change...... If Qi Qingnuo wants to meet you, you won't care about my feelings?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I will not give myself another chance to let you down. ”

Tao Meng nodded and understood: "It turns out that I am not special. "When did you learn to laugh at yourself.

Yang Jingxing was silent.

Tao Meng moved her neck, brushed her hair, and the feeling of the usual chat: "When did you start...... Start letting go of our ...... Memories?"

Yang Jingxing hit a new high: "I haven't let go...... You asked me if I liked Qi Qingnuo, of course I liked it, you were the same, Yu Xinting was the same, I liked them all...... So this kind of liking is cheap and low-level. ”

Tao Meng seemed to smile: "I understand, it's really low-level...... I was wrong, I shouldn't be disappointed, because you don't deserve my disappointment at all, you don't deserve my hope. ”

Yang Jingxing nodded in agreement.

Tao Meng drank, didn't invite Yang Jingxing, drank quite a lot, and then like a friend: "What are your plans for the future?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I don't have any plans, I'm very busy at work, take one step at a time." ”

Tao Meng said: "I hope you are doing well." ”

Yang Jingxing nodded: "You too." ”

Tao Meng put down the cup, looked like he had nothing to say, moved his body slightly, and propped up his hands again, covering the upper half of his face, this time shaking his head more, shaking it from time to time.

But this time it only lasted less than a minute, and Tao Meng put down his hand again: "Actually, when I came back this time, I originally wanted to discuss something with you, but now it's not necessary." ”

Yang Jingxing still asked, "What's the matter?"

Tao Meng said a little funny: "I originally planned to return to China after finishing my undergraduate studies, and I wanted to ask your opinion and discuss it with my family." ”

Everyone said that it was unnecessary, and Yang Jingxing still farted: "I feel that a master's degree is a real talent to apply what I have learned." ”

Tao Meng said: "Fudan can also be read...... Forget it, let's not talk about it. ”

Yang Jingxing shut up.

Tao Meng said again: "You're right, maybe I just want to make up for a regret, but it's not necessary." ”

Yang Jingxing stopped talking.

Tao Meng has insights: "And there are so many regrets in life, it is not wishful thinking that can be made up, otherwise my parents would not have divorced me in the fourth grade, and they would never have been able to make up for it...... But when I let go of this knot, I don't blame them. ”

Yang Jingxing nodded.

Tao Meng was a little curious: "Let me ask you, it turns out that when we talked about friends, did you have anyone else in mind?"

"Nope. Yang Jingxing shook his head happily: "It's all later." ”

Tao Meng nodded: "That's right...... In such a long time, a lot can happen, especially for people who don't stick to it and don't have a heart, it's not surprising at all. ”

Yang Jingxing did not resist.

Tao Meng discussed again: "But I also have a little regret, can you ...... Because there was a time when I wanted to hear you sing that song, and the video was very unclear. ”

Yang Jingxing hesitated for a moment and nodded: "Okay." ”

Tao Meng said again: "Don't worry, let's drink first." ”

Yang Jingxing looked reluctant: "Appropriate amount, one cup is almost." ”

Tao Meng didn't grab it, and thought of it and talked about it: "So you went to New York to see Yu Xinting?"

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "Not exactly." ”

Tao Meng was funny again: "I treat her as a friend." ”

Yang Jingxing hurriedly explained: "She won't lie to you, she won't lie to people...... I'm sorry for her because I never expressed or promised anything, but I did more than a normal friend, and she didn't deceive you. ”

"Whatever......" Tao Meng said in English, "Is there a conflict between Qi Qingnuo and her?"

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "It's me who did the wrong thing...... Qi Qingnuo is actually very generous. ”

Tao Meng didn't say anything, but he didn't understand a little: "Since you know yourself, why do you want to ...... To hurt someone?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Luck psychology. ”

Tao Meng pulled the corner of his mouth: "I missaw you." ”

Yang Jingxing did not argue.

But Tao Meng has a stomach: "We will still be friends in the future, if you go to Boston or if you need any help, you can tell me, you're welcome." ”

Yang Jingxing is really shameless: "I'm definitely not welcome." ”

Tao Meng seemed to be relaxed: "This is good, it should have been like this a long time ago." ”

Yang Jingxing.

The two of them sat down again, drinking separately, and when the singer and the pianist over there finished another song and looked like they were going to take a break, Yang Jingxing said, "That song was written for you...... If you want, come up with a name to keep a memento. ”

Tao Meng shook his head: "There's no need to ...... Don't be embarrassed if you don't want to sing. ”

Yang Jingxing was not verbose, got up and went.

This guest, without permission, walked straight to the piano and sat down, and pulled the microphone himself. The piano player hurried to ask or stop, but Yang Jingxing ignored it and started directly, and there was no one to introduce himself or dedicate it to.

The same prelude as the first time he sang in the Brilliant Bar, Yang Jingxing has not changed a single note, but the details have changed a lot. This is obviously a practitioner, so the pianist is not worried, and the singer is still interested.

Tao Meng was still sitting like that, only half of her face was facing the piano, Yang Jingxing could see a little of her cheeks and back, she definitely couldn't see Yang Jingxing.

When I played and sang this song for the first time, although the piano prelude was good, the emotions were not obviously leaked, Yang Jingxing was obviously much gentler today, and the prelude was also sung after the prelude, which was like a father telling a story to his daughter: "The fool stole the beggar's wallet, the blind man saw it, and the dumb man yelled, and the deaf man was startled......"

Originally, there was no interlude after the joke of the original song was spoken, but Yang Jingxing added a cheerful interlude today, and then went from hey to the main topic.

The main topic should have been very abruptly emotional, but Yang Jingxing still continued to use a gentle approach: "Look into your eyes, hold your hand, prepare promises, plan for the future......"

Until the end, it was originally a song with a very rich and dramatic mood, but Yang Jingxing always tried to be smoother today, and said that it was more restrained, including the ending that was originally very passionate and poked at the tear ducts: "...... I begged me to wish me pray, you are sunny, you are shining, you are well, even if you are at the end of the world, ...... each other" also has a little soft and long feeling.

In the five minutes, Tao Meng never turned his head to look at Yang Jingxing, the few guests were very face-saving, and the singer and pianist had already prepared their posture and demeanor.

As soon as the epilogue sounded, Tao Meng got up and walked directly towards the exit.

Yang Jingxing is professional and does not interrupt playing, but he sees his ex-girlfriend.

When Tao Meng walked to the door, he turned around. This high-end place, sculptures and artworks, has already hindered the vision between her and Yang Jingxing a lot, but they can still see each other.

Yang Jingxing didn't see Tao Meng's appearance too clearly.

The former lovers cooperated very well, and when Yang Jingxing's last few notes fell, Tao Meng's back just disappeared.

Looking at Yang Jingxing's strange appearance, the singer and the pianist put down their previous preparations and applauded a little.

After a few seconds of rest, Yang Jingxing returned to his seat. Tao Meng is unrighteous and obviously didn't settle the bill. Yang Jingxing asked the waiter to bring the bill, which was less than an hour, and the consumption was more than 20,000 yuan, and the service fee was two or three thousand. Yang Jingxing swiped the card without blinking his eyes, and the wine in the decanter was gone, and the remaining half of the cigars were not packed, so he was rich.