Chapter 10 Out of Control

It was nearly six o'clock, the twilight was four, the evening breeze was cold, the day was shorter today than yesterday, and the headlights and street lights had begun to prelude to the night.

Gu Zhanqiao drove out of the secluded villa area, crossed the viaduct, and drove past the office buildings with flashing lights, he drove all the way at a fast speed, and his heart was like numbness.

I shouldn't have read it wrong at the airport just now, it's her, it must be her, and... That person must be him.

Thinking of the scene just now, Gu Zhanqiao's brows furrowed again, his eyebrows were twisted into a Sichuan character, the back socket was clenched, the muscles trembled at the jaw angle, and the hand holding the steering wheel unconsciously exerted force, the green tendons were highlighted, and the accelerator stepped on the bottom.

It was time to get off work, but he was speeding up on the road, and the car next to him saw this and scolded one after another, "Don't you want to die?" "Are you crazy?" "You're sick, driving so fast on the highway." ”

Gu Zhanqiao sneered, this world is crazy, no one should laugh at anyone.

The car drove towards the old city, Gu Zhanqiao slowed down, he stopped at the corner of an alley behind Xuefu Road, turned off the lights, turned off the fire, raised his eyes and glanced at the window on the fifth floor, it was not lit, so he took out a lighter and lit a cigarette.

He hadn't smoked in a while, and whenever he subconsciously pulled out his cigarette and lighter, her shocked and disappointed expression always came to mind, "Why do you smoke?"

When he was young, he quit smoking because of her words, and then re-infected with smoking in the days without her.

The room was still dark, Gu Zhanqiao stared at the window on the fifth floor, took a sharp puff of the cigarette in his hand, the cigarette butt glowed red like blood in the dark, and then it went dark.

He looked at the window and exhaled a long cigarette, leaned back in his chair, looked at the dial, it was half past seven in the evening, as usual, this window was already lit, and now it was still pitch black.

One minute, two minutes, five minutes, cigarettes smoked one by one...

The alley also slowly quieted down with time, I remember that when the summer came, this point was still very lively, there would be people going around the corner side of the commercial street to eat food stalls, and occasionally there would be a couple holding a stall to sell wontons, usually at this point, she would also go downstairs to eat a bowl and go back, and he always got off the car after she left.

However, since the weather turned cold, the couple has not been seen again.

Gu Zhanqiao raised his hand to look at his watch again, the hour hand pointed to 8:40, he became inexplicably irritable, and his fingers tapped on the steering wheel.

Straightened up, extinguished the cigarette butt, opened the door and stood out, looked up, the window was still not bright, he slammed the door shut, and walked straight to the unit building, but suddenly stopped, turned back, and looked up again, the window was still dark.

Gu Zhanqiao opened the door and sat in again, lit the fire irritably, started the car, the body shook, the headlights illuminated the alley in front of him as if it were day, and the body rumbled and was ready to go.

But he put out the fire again, and all things returned to silence and darkness.

Loneliness is like being thrown into the sea when you first learned to swim, the sea is coming from all directions, but you can't see the lighthouse, you can't catch a straw around, only the surging emotions will be enveloped, let it take you to the distance and ripple back, the feeling of powerlessness spreads to the whole body, he buries his head in the steering wheel.

Gu Zhanqiao didn't know why he came here by accident, he lost control again, and the scene he saw at the airport today stunned every inch of his nerves.

It seems that as long as he faces her, no matter how complete the preparation and plan are, he can't bring a sense of security, every inch of deviation from the pace makes him crazy, he can't be sure of it, he can't pretend to be calm. Although in the eyes of others, he is always confident and strategic.

For a long time, there was a burst of footsteps and laughter from far and near.

"Just send it here, thank you for today. "It's a gentle female voice.

"It's me who should thank you, I didn't plan to let you pick me up at the airport, but the flight was advanced, just..."

"Okay, you're welcome, you usually help me so much, what's the point of me picking up the plane. The girl smiled shallowly, revealing a pair of sweet pear swirls.

When the man heard this, he was a little embarrassed, and then asked, "Honey, did you receive it?"

"Mmmm, it's really very sweet, you're so careful. ”

"It's good to like it. The man looked at the girl intently and said in a soft tone.

The girl was embarrassed by this serious gaze and lowered her head slightly.

"Xiao Nong..." The man wanted to speak and stopped, and this pause, as if he had mustered up great courage to say the next words, "I asked you on the day I left, can you be mine..."

Before the man finished speaking, the girl grabbed Bai Dao, "Senior, it's not early today, let's talk about it another day, it's cloudy today, and the weather is ready to say that there may be snow." ”

The man was interrupted by this sudden remark, and the courage that he had managed to mention was instantly exhausted, and he scratched his head a little embarrassedly, "Oh, yes, that's what the weather is ready to say." ”

This is the first time Yi Xinong has seen Zhao Silei show such an expression and embarrassment, like when he was a teenager, he was at a loss after confessing to being rejected by a girl.

Yi Xinong was also extremely embarrassed, and his hatred couldn't disappear immediately at this time.

"Why don't you hug it again?" as a honey gift in return. As if to hide his embarrassment, Zhao Silei opened his arms, Yi Xin was stunned for a second, but immediately stepped forward and gently hugged Zhao Silei's back, and Zhao Silei grabbed her the moment he touched her, and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't urge you." You'll tell me when you're ready. ”

Yi Xinong nodded.

Seeing Zhao Silei leave, it was not until he walked around the corner that he could no longer see it, Yi Xinnong turned around and knocked his head hatefully, "Yi Xinnong, you are really enough!"

It was close to eleven o'clock in the evening, and the alleys were empty, except for the sound of vehicles crossing the main road in the distance.

A cold wind blew, Yi Xinong felt a chill, she unconsciously wrapped her coat tightly, looked around, there was no one around, only the branches of the sycamore trees whose leaves were about to fall off were swaying under the dim street lamp, and the shadow hit the windshield of a black Land Rover leaning on the side of the road, which looked particularly lonely.

It's been a long time since she's been home so late, and although she's not too timid, the news about the late-night girl being robbed a few days ago still makes her feel scared, and she quickly quickens her pace and walks towards her unit.

But the more Yi Xinong walked, the more she felt that there were footsteps behind her, she sped up and the other party also accelerated, she slowed down and the other party also slowed down, but when she looked back, there was no one.

What the hell?

Calm and composed. Yi Xin muttered quietly in his heart.

People say that if you feel that there is a ghost following behind, don't look back, but Yi Xinnong thought nervously, I seem to have looked back twice, a dead leaf swirled from the tree and fell to the ground, the slight sound of rubbing the ground, scared Yi Xinnong a trembling, she didn't think about it, she ran away, and it was only 200 meters to the unit building, but she felt that she was staging a long speed of life and death.

Probably running too focused, didn't pay attention to the road, she just felt that something was tripped under her feet, and her whole body flew up in the air, oops, this is a mouth posture?

But in a moment of lightning, her right arm was grabbed, and then she felt herself being enveloped by a gentle and great force, and then it seemed to hit a warm chest.

One of the opponent's hands was clasped impartially on the back of his waist, and the other was tightly wrapped around the back of his neck.

A warm, strong tobacco smell soaked in.

The force was very strong, Yi Xinong was knocked into a dizzy head, and he was even more hooped to the point that he couldn't breathe.

I was so frightened that I could only hear my heart rumbling like a train passing at high speed.

I don't know if it's hers or the other party's.

It took a long time for Yi Xinnong to come back to her senses, she looked up, and only the other party's chin could be seen under the dim street lamp.

She felt that it was too abrupt, so she quickly broke free, but the harder she worked, the tighter the other party tied her.

She was about to scream, but heard the other person gasping above her head, "That's how you want to break free of me?"

Yi Xinong heard the voice, and instantly petrified, and his brain went blank.

It's him?

Gu Zhanqiao saw that the other party had stopped struggling, and said again, "You like him to hug you so much?"

The snowflakes fell faintly from the sky, as if sucking up all the noise, the world was quiet, Yi Xinnong heard this, only to feel that her heart was cold, she pushed the man in front of her away, she used almost all her strength, and unconsciously took two steps back, almost falling.

Gu Zhanqiao wanted to help her, but she took two steps back, staring at him distantly, distantly, her injured expression was hidden by a snowflake that fell on her eyelashes, revealing only anger.

The snow suddenly became heavier, and they couldn't see each other's faces clearly from a distance of only a meter away, only the bone-chilling pain of the snowflakes scratching their cheeks.

It's so quiet again, the two of them seem to be forever like a pair of outlaw enemies, every time they meet, they are all facing each other, waiting for the moment when the other party draws their swords.

But this time, it was Gu Zhanqiao who smiled first.

The corners of his mouth twitched upwards unconsciously, "Heh", he snorted lightly, raised the corners of his mouth as if laughing at himself, and stared at Yi Xinnong with an indescribable look, "It seems that this is really the case." ”

The snow didn't mean to be small, and after a while, both of their heads were covered with a layer of white.

Yi Xinong only stared at him and didn't speak.

"Good, good. Gu Zhanqiao sneered, then turned around and walked towards the car.

The door slammed, the snow on the window was instantly shaken off, the accelerator was blazed, and the car disappeared into the white snow curtain with a left turn.

Everything was silent again, and only Yi Xin stood stupidly still.

The heavens and the earth are vast, and everywhere is white.

Yi Xinong couldn't hold back any longer, a crystal hot tear slipped from the corner of her eye, tingling, dull pain, sharp pain, all kinds of pain and cold wind, on Yi Xinnong's heart together, she felt that her throat was tight, so tight that she couldn't breathe.

Yi Xinong looked at the direction where the car disappeared, fixedly, blankly, as if he was talking to himself, "Yes, I just let him hug him, and I hugged him once at the airport, what does it matter to you?" The voice was accompanied by salty tears that steamed into white gas in the air, blending with the snow, "Also, it's obvious that you broke free from me first." ”