Lu Weibei's face changed drastically, "Mianmian, don't cry, where are you now? Do you want me to pick you up?"

"I'm still at home, it's okay, I'll take a taxi. Xue Mianmian cried so much that her voice was empty.

Lu Weibei's eyes were red, she could guess how scared Xue Mianmian was now, "You don't want to come out alone, you are not in the right mood now, it is too dangerous to run around alone." What about Qin Li, do you want him to send you?"

"Qin Li is on duty today. Huo Yi had already settled the account at this time, put on his coat, and said goodbye to Lu Wei.

He pointed to Lu Wei's mobile phone, took the call, and motioned for her to put on her coat with his eyes. Then, he slowed down his speech and explained to Xue Mianmian, "Mianmian, Wei Bei and I will drive over to pick you up now, we are very close to you, and we can get there in fifteen minutes." You bring your medicine and snacks, put on your coat and wait for us at the entrance of the complex. Don't rush, take your time, we should be about the same. ”

“...... Good. Xue Mianmian said.

"Okay, then we'll hang up first, you be careful alone. Remember, be sure to bring medicine and snacks. Huo Yi said.

After getting Xue Mianmian's confirmation again, Huo Yi cut off the phone, and turned to say goodbye to Lu Wei in a warm voice, "I know you are uncomfortable now, if you want to cry, you can cry at any time, I carry a napkin with me, you don't have to worry about being too embarrassed." If you have something you can't figure out or want to complain about, you can also tell me at any time. I'm a lot more experienced than you and might be able to help you. ”

Lu Weibie's eyes were already red, he raised his eyes to look at him, and said stubbornly, "I'm fine, let's go pick up Mianmian first." ”

Huo Yi looked at her deeply, "Okay, then let's get in the car first." ”

Huo Yi's car drove as steadily as usual.

Lu Wei had nothing else to say, propped his head and watched the shadows of the trees outside the window sweep one by one.

Passing by a tree, it's just a moment.

Passing by a person, it's just a moment.

She and Chen Xue and Fu Bing are just the most ordinary consulting relationships, but by mistake, she saw Fu Bing's fragility and worry, and let her see Fu You's end of the road.

She has been doing genetic counseling for so many years, and has met countless frail, terminally ill patients, she knows what it means to lose her vitality, and she even thinks that she can recognize the dead air on the faces of terminally ill patients.

But she had never seen a real dying patient, let alone a family member of the patient, who was more heart-wrenching than a dying patient.

Fu Bing, Chen Xue, is about to pass by Fu You.

They have come a long way together, they have relied on each other, they have relied on each other, but all this is about to become the past.

Chen Xue accompanied her husband at the bedside day and night, and Fu Bing's vague steps but pretended to be full of energy, every minute and every second will turn into powder with this past.

That's sad enough.

But all this was actually watched by Xue Mianmian.

Xue Mianmian only has 14 days left in his life.

Lu Weibei couldn't imagine Xue Mianmian's mood.

She doesn't know what's going on with herself, this time is like a broom star, who doesn't work to save anyone.

The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, leaning against the window, tears falling uncontrollably.

She was lying by the window, quietly, not even moving her shoulders, but Huo Yi could see that she was crying.

Huo Yi said, "When my first patient died, I also cried to death. ”

Lu Wei looked back at him with red eyes.

She didn't know why Huo Yi said this thoughtlessly. But Huo Yi didn't have much time left, and she couldn't take it lightly and give up possible clues.

"He's not very old, he's young, he's just graduated from college. I worked overtime until 11 o'clock at night, and when I got home, I was hit by a drunk driver's motor vehicle. By the time we arrived, there was still one breath left. We had more than six hours of surgery, and he lay in the ICU for three days, and he was still gone. Huo Yi said.

Lu Weibei felt even more uncomfortable.

Huo Yi, who sent away four family members at once because of a car accident, must have been very sad at that time.

"When he was successfully operated on and admitted to the ICU, I always felt that God had asked him to save me. Huo Yi calmly continued the topic, "I feel that if I can save him, I will also save that, and I can't do anything in the face of the departure of my relatives." ”

"Actually, when my family died, I cried less. But when the boy left, I cried like a fool. I am saddened by the departure of my first patient, and by his departure, by the departure of my family. Lu Weibei didn't dare to answer, only Huo Yi was talking alone in the quiet space, "I'm strange, right? When it comes to my own affairs, I always don't dare to be upright and uncomfortable, but when it comes to other people's affairs, my emotions are very abundant." ”

This matter is a long time ago, and it has been bypassed in his heart day and night many times, and Huo Yi now talks about this, there is no uncontrollable emotional fluctuation.

Lu Wei didn't listen, but she felt that the fire was burning and hurting, and she comforted, "What's so strange about you? Aren't people like this, if you cry out about your sadness, it's true." So we only dare to cry about other people's sorrows, so that we can feel that we still have normal emotions. ”

When Huo Yi heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and then laughed.

He originally wanted to dig open the wound to comfort Lu Weibei, but he didn't expect that he would be comforted again.

He shook his head and continued to reassure himself, "At that time, I felt that everything was quite boring and meaningless. Just like you do now, you just want to cry. Do you know how I got better?"

"How?"

"Another patient I saved that night recovered. Huo Yi said, "Those who do our job have seen countless deaths, but only a few survived." But just a few people can explain the whole meaning of our lives. ”

Lu Weibei burst into tears when he heard it, "I see all tumor patients, and none of them have a good ......."

The dead are dead, the crippled are crippled, the sinned are sinned, the tormented are tormented.

Huo Yi looked at her, "Su Hui's surgery is done." Our colleague transplanted one of her toes into her hand. In the future, she will basically have access to all hand functions. ”

Lu Wei looked at him with tears in his eyes.

"Is that a good time? She got everything she wanted. Huo Yi said softly.

Lu Weibei's tears fell even more fiercely.

Through her tears, she nodded to Huo Yi.

Huo Yi curled the corners of his mouth slightly, "You have to believe that everything you do, everything we do, is not meaningless." But you also have to understand that we are the ones who rob people with God, and we can't rob him, that's a matter of course. Don't stress yourself out all day. If you're still sad, cry for another five minutes, and you can cry as much as you want before you see Mianmian. Life and death all day long, if you want to cry, you are not ashamed. ”

Lu Weibei looked at the hazy Huo Yi with tears in his eyes.

Is it okay to cry?

She has a sensitive personality and cries a lot more than others. Of course she will endure it, and of course there will be times when she can't help it.

But at all times, she hates her sensitivity.

She hated her tears, and she hated herself for not being able to control her tears.

Because of this superpower, she spares no effort to help others find a way, and because of this superpower, she spares no effort to control her emotions and vulnerability. Of course, she cries when she can't help it, but she has learned countless ways to hide her crying, and is even proud that she can shed tears quietly.

She has always been proud and reassuring.

That superpower seems to be just her shackles. It was a gift from all around her.

No one doesn't like reassuring children, no one doesn't like people who don't help them, and no one doesn't like people who don't cause trouble for themselves.

Everyone likes her so much that no one has ever told her that there is no shame in crying.

Huo Yi didn't understand why the atmosphere was so weirdly quiet, after all, in his impression, when a girl cried, it must be earth-shattering and crying, comparable to a train whistle, and comparable to a fire alarm bell. No matter when, as long as Fu Yin cries, she can hear it through the three doors, and then she gives her the pocket money she has saved with great distress to buy her a card, buy chocolates, and buy CDs that have just come out.

He patted Lu Weibei on the shoulder, "Okay, if you want to cry, cry loudly and happily, hold it like this, you don't feel uncomfortable, I feel awkward for you." Don't worry, I also have a younger sister, I know how you little girls cry, and I will never laugh at you. ”

Lu Weibei instantly cried like a retarded person.

In a familiar howl, Huo Yi bent the corners of his mouth and continued to drive.

When he arrived at the door of Xue Mianmian's community, Lu Wei put away his tears, opened the light shield in front of the seat, and carefully sorted out his appearance in front of the small mirror embedded inside.

The red of the eyes and nose of the person in the mirror quickly faded, and she exhaled a small breath and closed the light shield.

Xue Mianmian had been waiting at the gate of the community for a long time, and when she saw Lu Weibie getting off the car, she fell into her arms.

Lu Wei didn't think about letting her get in the car quickly, don't stay under the wind to blow the wind, so she struggled for a while, and wanted her to get in the car first.

Xue Mianmian hugged her tighter.

Lu Weibei had no choice but to drag her, retreat with difficulty, and smash into the back seat of the car with Xue Mianmian.

The car drove out for a while, but Xue Mianmian still maintained the posture of getting into the car, did not move, and did not make a sound.

Lu Weibei was so frightened that her hairs stood up, this kind of Xue Mianmian was more frightening than Xue Mianmian who was crying, she couldn't help but ask, "Mianmian, what's going on?"

Xue Mianmian was late for a while before replying, "Teacher Fu just fell into a coma due to kidney failure. ”

Lu Weibei blushed his eyes, and pretended to be calm, "Many people have this situation, don't worry about it first, maybe when we arrive, his condition will be stable." ”

Xue Mianmian was quiet for a while.

Lu Wei didn't know what to say, so he could only hold Xue Mianmian and pat her shoulder for a while.

"Don't be, in fact, when Fu Bing called me crying just now, I was also very sad and wanted to cry. I especially hope that Mr. Fu will come back to life. Xue Mianmian's voice sounded coolly, "But now, I'm sober." I don't know if I want Teacher Fu to come back to life. ”

Huo Yi drove smoothly and made a rare mistake, because he started too slowly when changing lights, and was signaled by the horn of the car behind.

Lu Wei was afraid that Xue Mianmian would touch Huo Yi's scales, and he couldn't tell for a while whether he felt sad more because of Xue Mianmian's words, or more because he was more afraid of the imminent war of words.

Only Xue Mianmian is the calmest, as calm as death, "Sometimes, it's better to be alive than dead." ”

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