"Huo Yi, pay attention to your words!" Lu Weibei reminded in a low voice.

"Did I say it wrong?" Huo Yi's voice was extremely cold and hard, "You were stimulated by saving her, and you couldn't sleep for two days in a row, what about her? If you were a step too late just now, if she really committed suicide, how long would you not be able to sleep? You saved her life by playing, does she cherish it? Maybe she is still blaming you and ruining her good deeds!"

He Shu listened to his words, and her whole body trembled slightly.

Lu Weibei's mind was full of 0 on the top of He Shu's head, as well as the blood stains on her abdomen, and her nerves were tense, and she was about to break. At this time, Huo Yi suddenly rushed out of the bad thing, and she still didn't give up, the string in her head finally broke, and the whole person was furious. She said loudly, "Huo Yi, shut up for me! Do you know what she went through? Do you know how tormented she is! What qualifications do you have to judge her!"

"Why do I want to know what she has been through? She's alive, isn't she!" Huo Yi's voice also became louder, "Is she the only one in this world who is living in pain? Is it not easy for her to live alone in this world? If anyone can live, she has to seek death!"

"If you die, you don't kill others, if you die, you will die, do you still have to ask for your approval!" Lu Wei didn't yell back.

As soon as the words came out, she felt that what she said was very wrong, obviously she came out to persuade people, how did it become a support for suicide.

She blushed and thought for a few seconds before adding, "Of course, suicide is not advisable! But blaming others for suicide is even more undesirable! We should give them understanding and care......

She herself realized that she had just said the wrong thing, and looked around on the top of everyone's head with a weak heart, and the more she spoke, the quieter her voice became, and she didn't have the momentum she had just now.

It's okay not to look around, this glance swept over, and she found that Huo Yi's face was pale, his eyes were blood-red, and he was standing there. This glance made Lu Wei break out in a cold sweat. She trembled and begged God to worship Buddha in her heart, and secretly planned to go home to buy a yellow calendar.

"Dr. Huo is right...... I'm quite muddy......" After hearing this big quarrel, He Shu calmed down instead, and even put a smile on her face, "It's all my fault...... If only I ...... If only it never existed......"

Lu Wei held He Shu's hand tightly to show reassurance, looked at the top of her head without a trace for a while, and then turned to look at Huo Yi. I don't know if it's her delusion, Huo Yi's face seems to be even worse. It was difficult for her to describe Huo Yi's expression now, his eyes were red and dim, she didn't know whether it was anger, unwillingness, or pain, but she knew that he must be uncomfortable now. When she saw him like this, she felt as if someone had grabbed her stomach, and a fine numb pain ran from her stomach to the top of her head.

The only thing that could comfort her was that there were no numbers on the top of Huo Yi's head. This at least means that he is okay and can bear it.

The police inspector who took care of him had already called the doctor on duty to help He Shu treat his wounds.

He Shu obediently accepted the treatment without any resistance or dissatisfaction. Even, when the doctor on duty accused her of not taking care of her body in the end, she obediently apologized.

Seeing her so cooperative, the chief police officer who took care of her breathed a sigh of relief and smiled. Huo Yi also slowly calmed down and sat down with a normal expression.

Only Lu Weibei felt creepy. There is no number on the top of He Shu's head, which means that she will still die today. She may have really accepted Huo Yi's suggestion and was ready to die secretly while others were unprepared.

The more people around him felt that He Shu's state was stable, the more uneasy Lu Weibei felt. Because she knows that this means that the monitoring of He Shu by the people around her will be relaxed, and He Shu will get more opportunities.

Her brain was racing, thinking about how to dispel He Shu's suicidal thoughts.

What did He Shu say just now?

Is it all her fault? If only she didn't exist?

Is it all her fault?

Lu Weibei seems to have grasped some clues.

"He Shu, I don't think you did anything wrong. Lu Weibei held He Shu's hand and said in a dumb voice.

He Shu tried to lift her eyelids, but in the end she didn't succeed, and continued to stare at the little blood stains on the quilt.

"I haven't slept well lately and I've just been injured again, but I'm really happy to be able to get you back. If I had to choose again, I would still save you. Even if you still decide to kill yourself in the end, I won't regret it. So all this I went through, it was my choice, and it has nothing to do with you. Lu Wei said goodbye.

He Shu didn't say a word, but big tears dripped down. Lu Wei was not in a hurry, patted her hand gently, and waited for her.

After being silent for a while, He Shucai said, "I'...... Not worth the ......"

"I think you're worth it. Lu Wei said goodbye.

He Shu looked up suddenly, "You don't know anything......!

Halfway through, she couldn't say any more. She couldn't say a word about her unspeakable mistakes, the heartaches that arose because of her.

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Weibei said in a calm tone, "You gave birth to a sick child and ruined a family?"

Hearing this, He Shu's body trembled violently.

"Your child, it's DмD, right?" Lu Weibei asked.

When He Shu heard the word "DмD", her whole body stiffened. This kind of reaction, even if she didn't make any answers, Lu Weibei knew that she had guessed correctly. DмD is the most common type of progressive muscular dystrophy. This is an X-linked recessive genetic disorder, which means that the disease is only affected in boys, and women are carriers of the disease-causing gene. Children with this disease are clumsy and prone to falling, and as the disease progresses, most lose the ability to walk around the age of 10, become bedridden, and die around the age of 20.

"Let's not talk about the whole world, just in China, there are seventy or eighty thousand children with DмD, do you think their mothers deserve to die?" Lu Weibei asked.

He Shu did not answer.

Lu Wei don't guess that a person like He Shu, who takes the fault on herself in everything, can almost be regarded as bottomless kindness, and she will never think that those mothers should die. She is almost harsh on herself, completely unable to understand and forgive herself, but for her mother who is in the same situation as her, she has a high probability of understanding and supporting them. This kind of understanding of others may be able to untie her knot in her heart about her child's illness.

"I've seen the families of these patients. Lu Wei said, "Children with this disease will gradually lose their ability to take care of themselves, and they will have many emotional problems. They need special care, and in many families, the father goes out to earn money, and the mother stays at home to take care of them. Caring for such a child is not an easy task, so the mothers I see are always exhausted and unkempt. They've given almost all of their lives to this kid, aren't they great? Do they deserve to die?"

"DмD is a recessive genetic disease of the X chromosome, a mother with two X chromosomes, one healthy and one pathogenic. Because this mom has a healthy chromosome, she doesn't get sick. Little did she know that she herself was carrying a pathogenic mutation for a rare disease. She fell in love, married, and had children like everyone else, and she did nothing wrong in the process. When she gives birth, she will randomly pass on an X chromosome to her offspring. She didn't know that her child would be a boy, and her health could only depend on the chromosomes she transmitted, and she didn't know that her boy would choose the unhealthy one of her two chromosomes. She didn't know anything, she was nothing more than a victim of fate. Does she deserve to die?"

"In fact, there are more genetic diseases in this world than DмD. According to statistics, there is one in every 1,500 births with birth defects. Do their parents deserve to die?"

He Shu opened her mouth, but she didn't speak, her eyes were confused and confused.

Seeing this, Lu Wei squinted. She sat on the edge of the bed, took He Shu's shoulders, stared into her eyes, and asked, "The third floor of the rehabilitation building of this hospital is full of children with disabilities who are doing special care. Shall I take you over and kill their parents and see if the world will change for the better?"

He Shu had no way to avoid it, and said exhausted as if she accepted her fate, "...... Don't damn ......"

Lu Wei didn't raise his eyebrows, "Then why do you think you deserve to die?"

"It's not...... I'm different from them......" He Shu bit her lip.

"Why is it different? Your husband is a bastard? What does that have to do with you?" Lu Wei asked.

"My husband ......" He Shu shook her head, "he's not a bastard...... He...... He was harmed by me......"

Lu Wei was stunned, "You were harmed like this?"

He Shu pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying, "Yes...... I was harmed like this. Miss Lu, I'm really sorry. You saved a culprit and borrowed your hand to kill a victim. ”

"How is that possible?" Lu Weibei immediately retorted. He Shu's heart is so soft that it's annoying, and her husband is so cruel that it's annoying, isn't it clear who these two people are the perpetrators and who are the victims?

"My husband...... He had a hard time as a child. He Shu sighed, closed her eyes, and said softly.

Lu Wei was stunned for a moment, how did this topic come here?

"His family is not rich, but he has several wealthy relatives. Those who celebrate the New Year and festivals always have to come and go. He told me that he always remembered the disdainful look in their eyes when he went to someone's house, and the look of a beggar when they gave him a red envelope. ”

Lu Wei was noncommittal about this. Seeing the way they get together to fight He Shu, people really can't feel that there are contradictions within them. I'm afraid that her husband is cautious, and he feels that his family is ashamed of being poor, and he also thinks that others think he is ashamed.

He Shu raised her eyebrows and told Lu Wei about her husband's past.

When he was in school, his family wanted his son to become a Chan, and with the help of relatives, he was sent to a noble school. His whole family was happy, but after he went to school, he realized that he and his classmates were people of two worlds. His food expenses for a week are not even as much as the pocket money of his classmates for a day. He wears a pair of sneakers for more than a dozen yuan, and his classmates are covered with famous brands. He had never studied English at all, but his classmates spoke fluent London accents. In this school, he was poor, ugly, and stupid, his classmates isolated him, and his teachers didn't like him.

Every day he goes to school, he wishes he was invisible, but he can't. He suffered so many grievances in school, but he couldn't tell his family. His parents felt that he should not be dissatisfied with losing all his people and spending enough money to send him to such a good school. And he should work especially hard to be worthy of his parents' efforts. As long as he can't get into the top three, he will be beaten and punished for kneeling when he goes home.