Shi Jing blinked, feeling her ubiquitous thoughtfulness and gentleness, she would never embarrass him, nor would she make him uncomfortable, and she was reluctant to let him suffer the slightest grievance, obviously he was a man, she was a woman, it was supposed to be him who gave her endless love and thoughtfulness, but in the end, it was always the opposite, she has been pampering him for no reason, whether it was when they first met, or now.

Thinking of this, his heart was hot, he didn't care about walking on the street, took her hand and took the person into his arms, hugged him tightly, and after a long time, he whispered: "When I was a child, I watched a lot of horror and movies, and when I was in junior high school, I went to the famous haunted house in our county with my friends to explore, and I wanted to know if there were any ghosts in this world. ”

Si Qi was stunned, and the movements that he wanted to struggle suddenly froze.

But she never came. Shi Jing's voice became deeper and deeper: "I haven't waited for her, so I want to go to her, I want to find her." ”

"Do you want to ask her what she's for?" Si Qi was a little confused.

"Yes, I would like to know why. Shi Jing murmured: "My parents have always told me that this incident is not my fault, but except for them, everyone thinks it is my fault, and what is even more terrifying is that I don't understand why it happened, although I have love for her, but I have always been affectionate, stop being polite, I haven't even kissed her, when everyone thinks it's my fault, I also think it's my fault, if I don't go abroad, maybe she won't die." ”

Si Qi couldn't help but ask, "Wasn't there an autopsy at that time?"

Isn't an autopsy proving whether or not there was an immoral relationship?

Her family disagreed. Shi Jing's voice became deeper and lower: "After being sent to the hospital, her family took her home overnight, and then my father called the police, and the police also came to her family to ask her family to hand over the body to the police, but her family did not agree to do an autopsy, all their relatives took tools to fight, and the police had no choice, her family came to the school every day to block the school gate, and the school had no choice but to persuade my parents to pay some money." ”

Everyone can't help it, so just let their family succumb?

Si Qi became angry when he heard this, "How can this be? Don't they know that losing money is equivalent to forcing you to confess, and it is equivalent to making you bear the consequences that you shouldn't have to bear at all, and you are obviously a victim in this matter."

Shi Jing was silent for a long time before he said again: "My parents have tried, but there is no way. ”

Meng Shiyun was a high school teacher at the time, and Shi Junhan was a famous designer, both of whom belonged to the Kochi crowd, in fact, Si Qi couldn't understand how they could let their son take on all this?

She waited for a while, and when she saw that Shi Jing didn't say anything further, she also patted him lightly on the back and said softly, "It's okay, if you want to know the reason, we can check and ask again." ”

"To check?" Shi Jing was stunned, subconsciously let go, stood up, stared at her, a light flashed on his face, but it was fleeting: "How to check?"

Si Qi smiled, and said while laughing: "Although it has been 18 years, it may be a little difficult to investigate, but I believe that there will always be some clues left, the social environment back then was much simpler than now, and it was nothing more than social reasons, family reasons, for example, she may have suffered a major blow, and you are likely to be just a temporary outlet when she collapsed." ”

Shi Jing was silent and nodded slightly.

Si Qi touched his chin and asked, "Didn't Mo Wenlan check it for you?" With his ability, it is estimated that it is only a matter of time before he wants to find out this matter, because this matter itself may not be too complicated. ”

"I've never told anyone about it, he's asked vaguely, but I can't tell him. Shi Jing paused for a moment, as if following his thoughts back to the past, "Two months later, my parents took out all their savings to pay her family, and she was finally buried, at that time I was not in a good situation, my parents sold the house and took me abroad for treatment, I lived abroad for almost two years before I could get out of my room." ”

Although what he said was very understated, the corners of Si Qi's eyes twitched fiercely, she thought that when they met for the first time in the café, Shi Jing sat motionless in the dark, and the whole person was integrated with the darkness, and the isolation and indifference stood around him like a barrier, making him incompatible with the world outside the table, and he was like a person who had lived in the dark since childhood.

She thought of the first time Shi Jing went to her house, he was like a ghost living in the dark shadows, a faint ray of sunlight could make him flee in a hurry, she remembered the paintings that Shi Jing had painted, so desperate, so helpless, he was only seventeen years old at the time, he witnessed a fresh life falling into the abyss in front of his eyes, and watched his beloved girl fall into a terrifying corpse in a flower bed, I am afraid that from that moment on, he was already shrouded in shadows.

Later, the girl's family's approach, the police were forced to compromise helplessly, and the school had to retreat, as if countless feet stretched out in the dark, without hesitation, he completely kicked him into the dark abyss, and shrouded him for eighteen years, if it wasn't for his parents decisively taking him out of the country, if he hadn't been lucky enough to meet Mo Wenlan, he would have rotted into mud in the abyss.

Si Qi suddenly fell silent, which made Shi Jing's heart suddenly rise with a vague uneasiness.

"Because you never dared to face this past, and you never found that answer, you never really let go of yourself, right?" Si Qi sighed softly, "You don't just want to give yourself an answer, in fact, you want to give that girl an answer, right? You don't believe that she would so decisively choose to end her life by jumping off a building because of your going abroad, because in your mind, she is not such a person." ”

Shi Jing's eyes suddenly tightened, and his two hands subconsciously clenched into fists.

"Actually, I can understand you very well, really, after he suddenly disappeared back then, I was just like you, crazy to find an answer, and even felt that Xiaojun was by my side, and he would appear one day. Si Qi smiled self-deprecatingly: "Many people think that since the matter has passed, there is no need to get to the bottom of it, and there is no need to uncover the old scars, but most people have not experienced those terrible things, they don't understand that some scars will never heal, it will follow you for a lifetime." ”

Shi Jing pursed the corners of his mouth, and his eyes turned red.

"You believe me, I will help you, let's find this answer together, for you, and for her, although eighteen years have passed, she must still have a family, I don't believe that their whole family is dead, and the police who intervened back then may still be remembered, I always feel that this matter will not be very complicated. Si Qi looked at him and smiled, "I will help you, I will definitely be able to return your innocence." ”

"Actually, I don't care if it's innocent or not. Shi Jing lowered his eyes and said, "I just want to know an answer, I want to know what it is for." ”

Si Qi touched his cold cheek, raised his eyebrows, and asked with a smile, "Do you believe me?"

"Believe. Shi Jing replied without hesitation.

"Leave it to me, and I'll make sure you find out. After Si Qi finished speaking with a smile, he stepped forward and hugged his waist, and said in a coquettish tone: "Then can we go buy breakfast, I'm so hungry." ”

Although it was still snowing outside, and although there were not many pedestrians on the street, this road led to the vegetable market, and the two of them hugged and hugged and touched their faces, and they still gained a lot of funny glances, although Shi Jing was a little shy, but she didn't seem to be particularly uncomfortable, and continued to calmly hold her hand and walk forward.

"Did you find out. Si Qi rashly turned the topic to the dark shadows just now, feeling a little blocked, seeing that Shi Jing's face was also very pale, he couldn't help but want to turn the topic again, lest he would have indigestion after eating breakfast for a while, "Your skin seems to have thickened recently, I don't know if it was brought bad by me." ”

Shi Jing pursed his lips and smiled, but he didn't speak, showing a little shy.

"You see, when you didn't know me, you even had to make an appointment in a dark café on a blind date, and it was only less than half a year, and you dared to hug me on the street, at this rate, in two months, you probably dared to kiss me in the middle square of Jincheng. Seeing him like this, Si Qi always felt a little itchy in her heart, and she especially wanted to reach out and pinch his face, she felt that she had changed a lot during this time, and she was very kind of to develop horizontally in the direction of a female pervert.

"But it doesn't matter, my skin has thickened. She thought to herself about her in the past seven years, and then looked at her now, and couldn't help laughing: "Let's keep in sync, basically no one will laugh at anyone." ”

Shi Jing was finally amused by her, glanced sideways at her, brushed her windswept hair back of her head, and said very softly: "I like your cheekiness towards me." ”

Si Qi looked at him twice and burst out laughing.

While talking, the two turned into the vegetable market, saw a breakfast shop on the side of the road, and turned in to have a breakfast, shrimp dumplings, vermicelli buns, xiao long bao, siu mai, preserved egg and lean porridge, soybean milk, the two of them sprinkled the table all over the table, as early as Jincheng, Si Qi formulated a fattening plan for Shi Jing, which was strictly supervised by Si Qi's mother Comrade Zhang Xingmei, and she had to call every seven days to check the work, and her phone was directly called to Shi Jing, Si Qi was happy to see Shi Jing scratching his ears and cheeks to find a way to grow meat.

After more than a month of hard work, Shi Jing's amount of food has indeed made a qualitative leap, in the past, he would vomit when he ate more than half a mouthful, but now at least under Si Qi's coquettishness, eating two more siu mai will not cause nausea.

After eating, the two went to the vegetable market in front of them to buy some vegetables, fruits and fresh meat, and when they got home, it was almost 12 o'clock.

"Do you have any special places you want to go to these days?" Si Qi packed up his things and dragged Shi Jing to the balcony to enjoy the snow, the balcony was equipped with glass, and the area was just enough for a coffee table and two stools.

While making tea, Shi Jing whispered, "It won't snow tomorrow, I'll take you to climb the mountain?"