Chapter 88

Unlike Tong Huan, who hurried home with joy, Geng Nansong was really not easy during this time.

Whether it's the workload or the psychology, his pressure is a little overwhelming. It was precisely because of this that he persuaded Tong Huan to stay in City B for a few more days.

Unexpectedly, after Tong Huan came back, he went home directly. As soon as Tong Huan left, Geng Nansong began to be busy again.

It was another all-nighter, and Geng Nansong was awakened by a knock on the door after squinting on the sofa in the office for a while.

Although his mind is still chaotic, he is also used to being called up to deal with things anytime and anywhere during this time.

Geng Nansong cleared his throat and responded in a loud voice: "Come in!"

"Yo, are you trying to make yourself an immortal?"

Hearing this familiar voice, Geng Nansong looked over with some surprise.

It was Qiu Xiang who pushed the door in.

"Why are you here?" Seeing that it was Qiu Xiang, Geng Nansong relaxed again and fell back to lie on the sofa. "Yan Tou is looking for me?"

"He has something to do with you, what am I doing here? Qiu Xiang didn't see anything outside, and sat on Geng Nansong's office chair by himself. There was no way, Geng Nansong took up all the sofas with long legs.

Geng Nansong closed his eyes and spoke to Qiu Xiang without much energy: "Then what are you doing here?

"I'm here to work!"

Geng Nansong sat up and turned to look at Qiu Xiang who was sitting in his chair. "Who asked you to come, you're not from our project team. ”

"I applied to Yan Tou myself, and he agreed!"

Qiu Xiang looked at Geng Nansong with a serious face, and seemed to be a little angry. waved his hand, "Don't say no, I've already done the handover with your personnel before I came to you, if you don't want me, I have to report to the top again." ”

"You ......" As soon as Geng Nansong heard it, he knew that this guy had planned to come over a long time ago, relying on his lack of energy to deal with him now, "You want to come over, not at this time." ”

Hearing Geng Nansong's words, Qiu Xiang shrugged his shoulders indifferently. "I know what you said to Yan Tou before, it's just that it's safer for me to come back after your project is progressing steadily. ”

"It's just, what's the point of me coming over again at that time?" Qiu Xiang got up from his chair and walked in front of Geng Nansong, "Isn't brother just going to advance and retreat together? When it's so difficult and tense, you won't let me help you, do you still treat me as a brother?"

Yes, Geng's recent project progress has been really tough.

I don't know if it's because everything is difficult at the beginning, the whole project has a technical misdirection, and the headquarters doesn't know what is going on and actually stuck half of the funds that should have been allocated a long time ago. In addition, Wang Yin Group announced its end a few days ago, and it still has some impact.

Now Geng Nansong's entire project team is under great pressure, and Ye Man, another person in charge, is also running around negotiating.

And his brother, Geng Nansong, is still silent, just thinking about taking on everything alone.

Qiu Xiang looked at the tiredness on Geng Nansong's face that couldn't be concealed, and even the person had lost some weight, and sighed in his heart.

It is said that Geng Nansong is capable, and he wants him to say that Geng Nansong is indeed tough. I don't know how he developed this ghost character, and everything is on himself.

I really think of myself as a superhero, rushing to the forefront of everything alone, wishing I could carry everything alone. Of course, there are benefits, so Geng Nansong has such great achievements at a young age.

However, he is a human being, just an ordinary person. And not a real superhero, how can he really do everything alone.

obviously has friends and brothers, but he just doesn't speak, and he can't show weakness at all.

Qiu Xiang sometimes feels that Geng Nansong is really proud to the extreme, so he will torture himself like this.

But, who made them brothers! If the mountains don't come, I'll go to the mountains!

Geng Nansong didn't ask people to help, and he couldn't let me come up to help him myself!

Qiu Xiang patted Geng Nansong on the shoulder, "Anyway, the matter has been decided, although I am not a big bull yet, how can I be regarded as a strong man, it is still okay to do some coolies for you." ”

Seeing that Geng Nansong rubbed his face, he didn't make a sound. Qiu Xiang raised his eyebrows, turned around and said, "Okay, you can rest first." I went out to work. ”

The door clicked shut, and the office was quiet again.

Geng Nansong lay down on the sofa again, but did not close his eyes, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

He really didn't expect Qiu Xiang to come over, and Yan Tou agreed to prove that Yan Ku also knew about his recent difficulties.

Pressing his temples hard, Geng Nansong sank in his heart. He really didn't want others to see his current predicament, whether it was his habits or his character, he felt that he could handle it.

Just like Tong Huan asked him about his recent work before, he would only say some broad words perfunctory. Fortunately, Tong Huan didn't understand this, otherwise he wouldn't be able to fool him.

Similarly, he didn't want Qiu Xiang to come over to help him at this time. Even though it was grateful for Qiu Xiang's support and trust in him, it still didn't want him to come.

It's as if this is an admission that he himself made a mistake.

When did Geng Nansong cover his eyes with his hands, when did he realize that he could only solve everything on his own.

He thought about it for a moment, it must have been when he was very young.

When he was locked up in a house and cried and no one paid attention to him, when he was locked in a house for two or three days without anything to eat, when he was abused and beaten without anyone to help him......

Even if so much time has passed, the original abuser can no longer persecute him, and even fear him. He still can't let go, and it will affect his mood forever.

The curtains were drawn tightly, and in the quiet and drowsy office, Geng Nansong lay there quietly, only feeling that his heart was dark.

He was like a trapped beast, forever in that trapped darkness, roaring and struggling impotently.

Whenever he feels that he has come out and started a new life, reality always hits him hard. Let him realize that he is locked in that darkness forever.

Can't break free, can't escape......

He had no choice but to fight. Even if he knew it was futile, maybe he couldn't let himself be consumed by the darkness.

got up and washed his face, looking at his pale face in the mirror, Geng Nansong's eyes darkened.

Turning back to the computer, he opened the piles of work emails and the technical reports that kept sending them one by one.

Only the weak will be stuck in their own decadent emotions, and he is not weak!

Geng Nansong couldn't get rid of the obstacle in his heart, but he couldn't allow himself to be bound by that obstacle all the time. No matter how heavy the shackles are, he has to drag them forward.

The light of the screen reflected on his face, and he was the incomparably powerful Geng Nansong in front of people.