"Lu Weibei, you treat me as a three-year-old child, don't you? In order to keep me from having surgery, you will do everything?" Xue Mianmian laughed angrily, "Why are you more timid than Qin Li?"

"I didn't lie to you. Lu Weibei grabbed the corners of Xue Mianmian's clothes, her finger knots were tense and white, and her eyes were red, "Fu Bing, the day I went to her house to eat hot pot, I saw that only if she had surgery immediately could she save her life." So I insisted that day that day that I let her have surgery right away. You saw the biopsy results of her surgery, didn't you?"

Xue Mianmian was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, "You know Fu Bing's test results, so you make up a story here to lie to me, right?"

"Mianmian, you know me. When, like then, did I insist on anything?" Lu Weibei asked rhetorically.

Xue Mianmian froze.

"Also, Yuanyuan's surgical plan to replace liver transplantation, why was I afraid of being discovered by Huo Yi's family when I was at his house, but when I saw Yuanyuan, I supported Yuanyuan with the new plan without worry?"

Lu Weibei continued to ask, "Moreover, I must see the patient himself before I can do genetic counseling, and the patients I do genetic counseling always have a good prognosis, haven't you ever wondered why?"

“...... But this ...... No one has found out before......" Xue Mianmian muttered.

"I think it's strange to somebody, but I can affect other people's lifespans, and seeing this kind of change, it's a bit strange to see this kind of thing, and it's impossible to leave any evidence. Even if I tell you this, don't you still believe it? Even if others are secretly staring at me, how can I see the clue?" Lu Wei said.

"Then you also know Teacher Fu'......," Xue Mianmian asked.

Lu Weibei shook his head, "No, I haven't affected his lifespan, so I can't see the rest of his time." ”

Xue Mianmian thought for a while before asking, "Why did you tell me this secret after hiding it for so long? Aren't you afraid that I will tell it? Although it is incredible, you have left a lot of clues." ”

"I have no other way to convince you that this operation is really going to kill you. Even Professor Duan, or Qin Li, I'm afraid they can't believe this. Lu Wei said, "But Mianmian, you have to believe me, you could have left so early." You can still run and jump, you can eat and sleep, and you're still in the good days of your life. ”

Xue Mianmian let out a long breath, stood by the window, and looked at the scenery outside.

It's already winter, and the northern city is in a bleak mood. Every tree was bare, but even so, it was not spared by the winter wind.

The city is known for its northwesterly winds, which sweep up sleeves of sand and smash tree branches to the ground.

She still prefers the spring in this city, with green grass, tender green willow branches, and melting ice and snow, and there are wild ducks that have been proved to be the "prophet of plumbing ducks in the spring river".

There is a warm spring day that shines on her and Qin Li's first encounter, and there will also be, wearing a red dress made by her, and a smiling Lu Weibie.

Xue Mianmian blinked, her eyes were a little moist, she thought it was brought by the dazzling sunlight. She turned around and looked at Lu Weibie, "Weibei, you rarely laugh." ”

Lu Weibei didn't react for a moment what this meant, and said with tears in her eyes, "...... What?"

"When have you ever known this ...... Superpowers?" asked Xue Mianmian.

"When I was five years old. Lu Wei lowered her head, for the first time in her twenty-two years of life full of shackles, she told this secret to others.

That day, the five-year-old woke up from her nap as usual, rubbed her eyes and walked out, just in time to see her old cat Rhubarb climbing the window. Seeing that most of its body had reached out of the window, she hurriedly ran over and grabbed it by the tail.

Then, for the first time, she saw the number above the creature's head.

Rhubarb's head, starting from 0, quickly jumped to 162, and the goldfish in the fish tank changed from 79 to 3.

"You were so calm when you were a child, weren't you afraid?" Xue Mianmian asked.

"I was scared, but I told my grandmother, and she just thought I was scratched by a cat, and she was so frightened that she didn't care about me. Lu Weibei pulled the corners of her mouth helplessly, "But fortunately, she didn't believe me, otherwise, she would have to worry about this." ”

Xue Mianmian rubbed Lu Weibei's head, "What happened later?"

"Then the goldfish died very quickly, no more, no less, exactly three days. It was only then that I began to get seriously scared and remember the rest of the rhubarb. On the day Rhubarb left, there was nothing to do for a day, and I thought it was me thinking too much, but at night, it suddenly couldn't stand, and the doctor said it was a heart attack. Lu Wei smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's the first time I've known that a healthy pastoral cat, a living ancestor who is still in the sky and the earth during the day, can leave in an instant because of a heart attack." Since then, I've seen more numbers, less increases, and more decreases, maybe I didn't worry about it when I was a child, but it was a matter of detracting people's lives. ”

So she grew up.

When she was five years old, she grew up quickly and forever.

Xue Mianmian sighed and shook Lu Wei's hand, "After so many years, I've worked hard for you." ”

Lu Weibei's tears came down.

"How old are you, you carry so many people's lives on your shoulders, how tiring is that?" Xue Mianmian also cried, "Why are you so miserable?"

Lu Weibei wiped her tears, and couldn't help but laugh out loud by these words, "What you say is like a bitter drama line in the seventies of the last century......"

"Do you still have the heart to laugh at me?" Xue Mianmian said angrily, "For such a big matter, you are like a gourd alone, and you don't even have someone to share the pressure for you." If I really ...... Is it true that because of this operation, you are alone, and you have to live that kind of autistic life?"

"What about me, do you still have the heart to care about this now?" Lu Wei was also angry, "It's imminent now, you know? You have to quickly recognize the reality and stop your operation." ”

Xue Mianmian reached out again and patted the top of Lu Weibie's head.

"I'll tell you seriously!" Lu Wei shook his head and said hurriedly.

Xue Mianmian smiled slightly, "Farewell, I just found out now that you really look like a child." ”

“...... You don't change the subject!"

"I didn't change the subject. Xue Mianmian smiled, "Maybe it's because when you were five years old, you had this superpower, so you didn't have the courage to collide with this world." You've grown up yourself, but you're still a child. A very very powerful, very kind, very tired child. Don't you're a kid with chocolate ice cream in your life, you know what you want?"

Lu Weibei blinked his eyes and pouted, "I want you all to live well." ”

"That's why I'm not allowed to have surgery?" Xue Mianmian smiled again and patted the top of Lu Weibie's head, "How can anyone live well all the time? ”

"Then how is it the same?" Lu Wei said in a hurry, "If you are really terminally ill and there is nothing you can do, forget it, you are fine now, conscious, and move freely, if you don't tell others, no one will know that you are sick." Why do you have to have this surgery at this time?"

Xue Mianmian lowered her head, "Farewell, not everyone, they all live by possession and acquisition." It's really good to have health now and now to have a chance to make a new choice. But...... It's just good. ”

Lu Wei was so anxious that he was almost desperate, "Mianmian, what do you want, is there anything more important than being alive? If you do this operation, you will die." ”

"Goodbye, I want a lot of things. I want to be a famous painter, I want a child, preferably a boy, who looks exactly like Qin Li, I want to see the wonderful scenery in this world, I want to get together with you next year, the year after that, every year, drinking beer, munching on scones, telling how good I was at that time, even pancreatic cancer can be beaten. Xue Mianmian hugged Lu and said goodbye, "None of these are as important as being alive." ”

"Since that's the case, then you ......" Lu Wei was puzzled.

"But I still have a lot of things I don't want. I don't want to lie in that place, skinny and skinny, I don't want to be confused, I don't know anybody, I don't know anything. I know I'm going to say goodbye to this world sooner or later, but I don't want my goodbye to be so awkward. Avoiding these things I don't want is more important than being alive. Many, many more important. Xue Mianmian's voice trembled slightly, but he did not hesitate.

Lu Wei stopped talking.

She looked at Xue Mianmian.

She still remembers the first time she saw Xue Mianmian, she was wearing a wide sweatshirt, with short stuffy blue hair, and she grinned like she could give you a bear hug in the next second.

Now Xue Mianmian is still wearing an exaggerated wig, and her excited pink and purple color can't wait to make everyone look back at her. But Lu Wei didn't know that Xue Mianmian had already shaved her green hair a long time ago, and the short hairstand was already neat and neat black, sparsely placed on her scalp.

She had gotten thinner and looked shaky in loose clothes, so she changed into a slightly slim tweed dress. Although she once laughed that this illness gave her a chance to be a fair lady, Lu Wei didn't know that this was what she wanted.

On her face, there is no longer that kind of vitality that tightly binds you in her arms in the next second, but a kind of softness that has gone through life and death.

At this time, Lu Weibei finally couldn't deceive himself anymore. She must admit that Xue Mianmian is no longer in the best time of her life.

And she's on the road to get worse.

After a while, Lu Wei said goodbye, "Mianmian, what if...... I'll help you with the procedures for euthanasia......"

"I don't want to be euthanized either. Xue Mianmian said.

"But you ...... now"

"I don't want Qin Li to feel that I gave up on him. I'd rather hope that he felt that the disease had taken me. Besides, what if your prediction is not accurate this time?" Xue Mianmian said.

"......"

"You think, medicine has always been improving, maybe a month ago, I really had no hope, but now that technology has developed, I can survive again, right? Look at Yuanyuan, didn't you use a new surgical plan to live a good life?" Xue Mianmian said.

"Stretch...... Do you really believe that there will be a new treatment plan?" Lu Weibei asked with his head down.

Xue Mianmian avoided answering, "Don't tell Qin Li." ”

"I should have tried my best to stop you and not let you see Teacher Fu later, right?" Lu Weibei said in despair.

"I think that getting to know Teacher Fu is the luckiest thing for me during this time. Xue Mianmian said goodbye to Lu Wei and said with a smile, "It's really good to be able to say goodbye to this world decently." ”

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