Chapter Ninety-Nine: I'm Good
Si Qi suddenly said: "Could it be that they want to carry out a surprise attack again?"
Shi Jing immediately thought that the last time her parents carried out a surprise attack, she happened to be in the villa, and it was that time that she took the initiative to bring up the idea of wanting to get a certificate, and their lives were firmly tied together.
"Also... Maybe it's... Yes..."Shi Jing twisted the toothpick vigorously, his eyelashes kept fluttering, and his originally calm gaze began to drift again.
Almost subconsciously, Si Qi opened his mouth: "It's okay, anyway, my house hasn't been repaired yet, it's just a matter of staying for a few more days." Speaking of which, she felt a headache again, the landlord aunt promised her to go back to Jincheng a few days ago, but I didn't expect it to be more than ten days, and she didn't live in her daughter's house and didn't come back, the day before yesterday she couldn't help but call again, it was the landlord's daughter who answered, saying that the landlord's aunt was sick recently, and she may not be able to return to Jincheng until the beginning of next month.
In this way, she will have no major problems staying until the beginning of next month, and it will save her some money for staying in a hotel.
Shi Jing immediately raised his eyes to look at her, and saw the familiar empathy and gentleness on her face, and the whole mood couldn't help but soften, just like that, her gentleness and thoughtfulness were like invisible silk threads, pulling him out of the darkness little by little unconsciously, and when he was illuminated by the sun and covered by the light, he realized that he had really walked out.
She would never understand what an important role she had played in his life.
Shi Jing thought a lot, especially when he found out the importance of Si Qi in his life, almost day and night, he couldn't help secretly worrying that Si Qi would stay away from her because of his weirdness and horror, and worried that Si Qi would completely disappear from his life after receiving the certificate, so he tried his best to get involved with Hongwen Kindergarten and tie her place of work firmly to himself.
He even shamelessly exposed his fragility and unbearableness, eager to gain sympathy and mercy, and gambled with the desire to live as a bargaining chip, betting on Si Qi's ethereal heart, but when Si Qi really agreed, he regretted it a little, this kind of contradiction of desire but fear made him really unable to solve, so he left her a way back, he felt that he was selfish and shameless, but he couldn't help but continue to run forward on the road of selfishness and shamelessness.
Still in the sink, she suddenly felt a hand waving in front of her eyes, and suddenly came back to her senses, just when she saw Si Qi leaning in front of him and waving around, she saw that he came back to her senses, she sat up, frowned slightly and asked, "What are you thinking?"
"Hmm... Oh... What..."Shi Jing first uttered a series of meaningless tone words incoherently, his brain was running rapidly, and he barely regained his senses a second before he was about to explode, and asked sincerely: "No... Excuse me, what did you just say?"
Being in a daze in front of people, this thing is really a bit unspeakable, and Shi Jing feels very embarrassed.
Fortunately, Si Qi has always been an empathetic and good girl, and she never embarrassed him, and now she said it again considerately: "I said that in the future, we will cook a day by ourselves, and we will cook it together. ”
"It doesn't matter. Shi Jing's tongue answered the conversation in seconds, and gave a solution to her worries: "I can make it for you in the future." ”
Si Qi: "......"
She didn't even know what to do when she said this.
The two phases were silent, an ambiguous sudden, slowly permeating the air, the heating in the villa seemed to be adjusted to the maximum, and there was heat bubbling all around, even with her chest cavity It was like someone had been inserted into the heat quickly, and the hot * heat quickly swept through the body, she subconsciously inserted a cherry into her mouth, and the long reflex arc in her brain finally turned the whole circle, and she smiled in hindsight and said, "That's too troublesome for you." ”
"No hassle. Shi Jing's tongue has probably become a sperm, and he always likes to make his own opinions, and by the time Shi Jing reacts, it is too late.
Probably forced to a desperate place, he can sew up, Si Qi was blocked by Shi Jing twice, and he was so embarrassed that he felt relieved, anyway, when it comes to this, the meaning can't be clearer, no matter how embarrassing it is.
After thinking for a second, she looked up at him, and finally asked the worries she had been thinking about day and night in the past few days: "In this way, are you really used to it?"
Shi Jing's pupils shrank suddenly, and his fingers twisting the corners of his clothes froze, but he still replied extremely clearly, quickly, and solemnly: "I'm fine." ”
I'm really good, very good, I never thought that I would have this life and I can have it now.
I've dreamed of days like this, which can be many, many months, many years.
I hope to cook for you for the rest of my life, clean your villa, and prepare all your favorite food for you.
I don't need you to reciprocate, I don't need you to thank you.
All I ask is you to be here, to be able to watch me.
That's enough!
However, these words rose and fell in his heart, and they were repeatedly stirred and turned over and over in his mind, and they spread out like water waves, and then melted into his flesh and bones, and spread along the blood to his limbs, reaching every nerve ending, but they did not flow into anyone's ears, nor did they make the slightest sound, like the shock of his soul, which could only be felt, not spoken.
He closed his mouth tightly, gritted his teeth, and shut his tongue in his mouth, lest it come out and wrap it up again.
His sitting posture is too upright, his expression is too solemn, and his eyes are too insistent, this sentence is like a declaration, which makes people have to show 120,000 solemnity.
Si Qi looked at him in a daze, his originally flexible tongue was frozen, and he was rarely dumbfounded.
After a while, she said "hmm", as if to end the conversation, and then stuck a cherry in a toothpick and handed it over.
Shi Jing still has a piece of apple in his hand, and now he has a cherry stuffed in his hand, he hasn't yet adapted to Si Qi's rhythm of talking halfway through and inexplicably, so he stuffed the apple and cherry in his mouth in a daze, anyway, his brain is still in chaos, and he basically can't taste it, and after swallowing the stuff in his mouth, he can't help but ask: "That... How are you doing?"
Si Qi looked at him with a bitter face, and it took a long time to swallow* and say: "I used to only have 99 pounds." ”
Shi Jing was puzzled.
Si Qi then continued: "But I'm 101 pounds now." ”
It's only been 14 days since she moved here, and she has already grown 2 pounds of meat, what a terrible speed of growing meat, no wonder the landlord's wife in the TV series is fat-headed and big-eared, and she is fed like this, and it is strange if she doesn't grow meat.
President Shi heard the implication of this sentence, raised his eyebrows slightly, and then spit out a sentence: "I have also gained 3 pounds." ”
Si Qi was speechless for a moment: "Please, your big man of 183, even if you grow another 30 pounds, it will only belong to the standard weight, I am only 165, and if you grow again, you will have to lose weight, and your pants will almost not be able to wear in." ”
Will this president be comforting in the end, is there such a comparison?
The president was silent for a moment and asked, "Is it because the clothes in the closet don't fit?" Buy some more...?"
In fact, she rarely wears the clothes he bought.
Si Qi had a helpless expression on his face that was completely defeated by him, and then immediately made a decision: "In the future, you and I will cook for one day, and one person will be clean for two days, and if I continue to be so idle, I will definitely gain weight." ”
Shi Jing looked at her indignant expression, and felt that she was not really angry, her brain was still stuck in what she had just said, and he always felt that this question was very important and had to be asked, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was too private and not suitable for him to ask.
Hesitating and hesitating, his eyes kept drifting around, and his face was full of desire to speak, and the whole picture I have a question you come and ask me urgently.
Si Qi sighed secretly and decided to strike first, lest he be suffocated by himself: "What else do you have to ask?"
Shi Jing swallowed his saliva, not knowing that it was the courage to be overdrawn for the first time in his life, and he asked: "Clothes.. Convincing you don't... Don't like it?"
Si Qi was stunned.
Shi Jing's words became a little more fluent, probably the first sentence had already been spoken, and then he had no scruples, "I see that you haven't worn any clothes in the closet, so I want to know if you don't like it, what kind of do you like, I can change it." ”
Not only did she not wear those clothes, she probably hadn't touched them much, and she hadn't even touched the cosmetics he had prepared, only the toiletries in the bathroom she probably had to use, so she opened some of them.
Si Qi didn't expect him to suddenly change the topic here, a little embarrassed, brushed his hair into a hornet's nest, and didn't find a suitable word, saying that he liked her and didn't wear a single one, so it was too fake and hypocritical, saying that he didn't like it and was really afraid that he would change all of them, no matter how he said it, it was all wrong, thinking of this, she glanced at Shi Jing quickly, and a sentence came to her mouth, she asked with a smile: "What, you want to buy me with sugar-coated cannonballs?"
Shi Jing seemed to be choked by the air, turned his head and coughed violently.
Si Qi thoughtfully poured a glass of warm water and stuffed it into his hand.
Shi Jing clutched the teacup tightly, his eyes drifted for a long time and finally fixed on her face, and he boldly asked: "Then will you be bought?"
Si Qi looked back at her with a smile, it was rare to be silent, from a short distance, she could hear his light and long breathing, lingering in her ears, making people feel calm and tranquil for no reason, she unconsciously poked a strawberry, stared at the dense small black dots on it, and after a long time, she suddenly opened her mouth gently: "It depends on what you want to buy." After saying that, she couldn't help but look at the huge light blue curtain, and thought blankly: "What does he want, her heart?"
As soon as this thought came to her, she "chuckled" in her heart, and a bitter and unpleasant strange taste instantly surfaced.
Shi Jing's fingers were pinched by him, and his seemingly calm and calm expression was as nervous and anxious as a galloping horse, and when he heard the words, he also followed the silence, but it didn't take long for him to say, "I don't want anything." ”
Si Qi was slightly surprised.
"It's enough that you're here. Shi Jing said softly.
I don't need you to give anything, I don't need you to do anything, you just sit here and look at me, and that's enough for me.
His soft and quiet voice was like a bowl of warm water, slowly flowing into Si Qi's ears, making her suddenly constricted heart slowly stretch, looking at his slightly fluttering eyelashes, she suddenly wanted to touch his eyes for no reason, wanting to touch the depths of his soul through these deep eyes.
She suddenly wondered, what had happened to him?
However, everyone has an unspeakable past, and her life creed is not to ask questions, not to get to the bottom of things, to get along if she can, to get along if she can't, to separate peacefully, never to cross, and never to touch the secrets hidden by others.
It's just that at this point, she felt like she wanted to break those rules.