But Chen Tian was nervous for a long time, and he didn't feel the body temperature that made people couldn't help but beat faster.

She opened her eyes in surprise, only to see Lin Xiaotian lying on top of her half a foot away, carefully examining her face, her eyes full of tenderness and love.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

Lin Xiaotian had some distress in his eyes, "Tian Tian, shouldn't you tell me something about your family." ”

When Chen Tian heard this, his eyes quickly dimmed. After pondering for a long time, he said: "Don't mention this situation tonight." ”

"I want to hear it. Lin Xiaotian stroked her hair, "I can see that you are a little abnormal tonight." ”

Chen Tian pulled him to his side and fell asleep, then buried his head in his arms, curled up like a kitten.

"God, if one day I have to leave you, will you blame me?" her voice was small, like muttering to herself.

Lin Xiaotian hugged her tightly and said firmly: "I won't let you leave me." You're already my woman, and even if you hide to the ends of the earth, I'll pull you back to me. ”

"I know what you want. Chen Tian's voice became even more gloomy when he heard this, "But is this really possible, can it really go on so willfully." Sun Wukong still has the ability to reach the sky, but there is not a Buddha who can restrain him to death. ”

Lin Xiaotian felt the abnormality of her mood, patted her back gently, and said softly: "What's wrong, tell me if it's okay." ”

"Actually, you should also see that my uncle didn't come here this time just to see me. Chen Tian's voice was low, "Their original intention is actually to let you retreat from the difficulties and leave me as soon as possible." ”

"Falling in love is a matter for the two of us, and they have no right to interfere. I won't allow them to take you away from me. Lin Xiaotian said.

The corners of Chen Tian's mouth raised a bitter smile, "I don't want to do this, but you should also understand." From the moment I was born into a family of eunuchs, my fate was already predestined. Our Chen family is also a big family in Jiangnan, the ancestor is an official for the third generation, and the marriages of the descendants of the family are almost all political marriages based on interests. Especially in our generation, due to the withering of males, the elders in the family are worried about the weakening of the family power, and they spare no effort to arrange political marriages for each of us. ”

"Outside, there is no military order. Lin Xiaotian said.

Chen Tian shook his head and asked rhetorically, "Do you know why I had the opportunity to come to Mingzhu?"

Lin Xiaotian looked at her, waiting for her to reveal the answer.

"It's a compromise on their part. At first, I refused the marriage arranged by the family, and strongly demanded to break away from the family's control and pursue what I liked, which was very conflicting with the family relationship. Later, some of the elders in the family came up with a détente strategy, giving me two years to pursue what I loved, and then at the end of the two years, I had to marry the marriage partner.

In fact, I've been lucky. I have a cousin who was married to a gentleman. Not to mention that guy messing around with his private life outside, he often brings all kinds of indiscreet women home and plays with them in front of his cousin. If the cousin dares to show the slightest dissatisfaction, the guy will fight.

And my marriage partner is much better. He is the son of the deputy secretary of the provincial party committee, and has a good reputation in our circle, he is handsome, tall, and has a gentle temperament. It should be regarded as the ideal marriage partner for many people. But I don't know why, I don't like him......"

Chen Tian's voice was a little low.

"But I can't help it, for the sake of the family, for the sake of that agreement. I have to go back. My uncle and aunt came over today, in fact, to probe my tone. What you say to them today, they will definitely tell my parents as they are. It won't be long before my parents come in person. Originally, according to the agreement, I could live freely for another half a year according to my own wishes. But these things happened tonight, and I'm afraid they'll let me go back early......"

Her eyes were a little red.

Lin Xiaotian was distressed and hugged her tightly into his arms.

"I won't allow them to bring you back. His voice was full of determination.

Chen Tian shook his head, his face full of struggle, and said, "God, you don't want to be like this." I'm going back on my own. For the sake of the family, for the sake of that agreement, I must go back. If you want to hate, hate me. ”

"Don't think about it!" Lin Xiaotian glared at her and said domineeringly: "You are my woman, unless you get my consent in this life, don't want to leave me for half a step!"

"I'm sorry. Chen Tian's eyes were red.

After a moment of silence, she suddenly reached for her bathrobe.

"Maybe I'm going to leave soon. Before leaving, I want to leave you my most precious things and love me well. ”

Lin Xiaotian vaguely saw the wonderful scenery on her chest, but she didn't have the slightest evil intention. He grabbed her hand and said distressedly, "Silly girl, don't do this. I really want you, but I won't want you now. Trust me, I will help you solve those problems, and when those problems are solved, you can give me your body and mind. ”

"Heavenly ......" Chen Tian muttered, his eyes covered with mist, and hugged him tightly.

Lin Xiaotian looked at her, his thoughts wandering.

After a while, he suddenly spoke, "Tian Tian, do you want to know the story that happened to me?"

Chen Tian nodded, his hair rubbing against his chest, very comfortable.

"Ten years ago, I stabbed an eldest brother for the sake of the third child, and then embarked on the road of escape. Now that I think about it, that road is really fucking not human. Lin Xiaotian smiled bitterly, "Along the way, I had no money, I didn't know anyone, and I had to avoid being chased by people." At its worst, he slept in a cemetery, gnawed on tree bark, and even snatched food from dogs. On several occasions, he was almost beaten to death by beggars from other places because of the competition for food. But even then, I never thought about giving up. Speaking of which, others may think it is incredible, on the way to escape, I am still thinking about this father and the eldest brother and the third brother. It was because of that concern that I survived.

Later, I met a noble man. That is, the head of the former Defenders mercenary organization, who gave me food, clothes and a big house to live in. Later, he helped me to recuperate, and when my body returned to normal human condition, he took me abroad. It was abroad that I began to really grow.

That noble man took me from heaven to hell again. He had a group of perverted mercenaries train me for two months, and then he left me and other children like me in the wild African savannah. He just gave each of us a military stab and left. It was a hellish month. During that month, some were killed by wild beasts, others were starved to death, and others were killed and eaten by their companions. By the time he came to pick us up, only four of the fifty people we had sent had survived.

After returning from the African savannah, the four of us even had a hard time integrating into human life. Two of the guys who ate too much later had a nervous breakdown and committed suicide. Of the fifty people who were trained in the same batch as me, only two remained. ”

When Lin Xiaotian said this, he breathed a long sigh of relief.

Chen Tian felt the uneasiness in his chest, and rubbed his head lightly.

"But that's just the beginning. Then we went through more and more brutal training. In order to hone our fighting skills, each of us is randomly assigned to fight every day with unlimited wrestling, and in the process of fighting, we can use any means and weapons, as long as we can defeat or kill each other......

Finally, he will have ten batches of trainers in succession, and out of the accumulated 500 people, only two people will be eliminated - me and another guy. The time for the decisive battle has come.

He gave me and my competitors the most terrible way to the finals. He made us survive together, eat and sleep together, go to the toilet together, and then do everything we could to kill each other in the process of getting along. Whoever survives to the end wins and gets the right to take over his position. ”

Lin Xiaotian's voice was a little hoarse, "That was the most terrible period of my life, and on the day I won that victory, I fell asleep for a full week. When I woke up, I was numb to everything outside. And it was at that time that the man who took me from hell to heaven and pushed me from heaven to hell said this to me.

He said that natural selection, survival of the fittest, and the law of the jungle are the eternal and unchanging rules of this world, and in this world, no one is worthy of your trust, except for yourself and the weapons in your hands.

At the time, I still felt impersonal and difficult to accept. It wasn't until he took over his shift and led his brothers on a mission together that he gradually understood the truth of this sentence. Both of my good intentions have brought harm to the brothers. There was even a time when our defenders were almost wiped out because of my kindness.

After those experiences, my heart really changed a lot. There was even a time when I almost went mad. At that time, I would not trust the enemy at all, and it was simple and rude in one word: destroy!

It wasn't until later that the group appeared. ”

Lin Xiaotian felt warm when he thought of his brothers, "They made me believe again that there is still humanity, trust, and love in the world." ”

"That's when my mindset went back to square one. Later, with the joint efforts of my brothers and me, the defenders reached the top of the pyramid of the mercenary world.

But it's really ironic to say, after ten years of hard work, ten years of swords, fire, guns, bullets and struggles on the edge of life and death, I finally led the defenders to the top of the mercenary world only to find that I had embarked on a road of no return. People in the industry call me a god, and I can do anything. But only I know how powerless I am. I was tired, but I couldn't stop. Because the whole mercenary world is a magnified and infinitely dangerous African savannah, which is full of beasts that are eyeing each other. If I slack off a little, I'll be gnawed to the bone by other beasts or my kind......"

Lin Xiaotian's voice choked.

Chen Tian looked at him, his eyes full of distress. At this time, she realized why Lin Xiaotian cried like that in the hospital that night.

"Forget about it for a while, we all have to be happy. She got up and sat on Lin Xiaotian's lower abdomen, then leaned over, opened her pink lips unfamiliarly, and blocked Lin Xiaotian's mouth.