Chapter 125: A Subtle Sense of Happiness

Si Qi's hand holding the teacup clenched involuntarily, and a touch of coolness passed through her mouth, she thought of the night when she met Shi Jing for the first time, he sat alone in the dark, motionless, and seemed to have merged with the darkness, a touch of isolation and indifference spread out silently, like a barrier around him, making him incompatible with the world outside the table, he was like a person who had lived in the dark since childhood.

If only she had met him earlier, if she had met him seven years ago, or more, it would have been fine, she would certainly not have let him sit alone in the dark, she could have been with him, she could hug him, she could kiss him, she could give him strength, she could give him confidence, she even wanted to go back to the villa immediately, so that he could always be in front of her eyes, full of affection in her chest, but she couldn't find an outlet.

Mo Wenqing stared at her for a while, suddenly smiled, and said, "I didn't know much about you at the beginning, but I think you should also be a person with a past, so I just had an intuition at the time, thinking that you might come together, but I didn't expect you to really come together, and so quickly." ”

Si Qi thought for a moment before saying: "At first, his past, his illness, and his current situation all made me feel very relieved, because I knew that he would not have too much trouble, nor would he bring me any burden, we could always be like two parallel lines, even if they occasionally intersect, they could be peacefully separated again, so I was able to let down my guard, his past was more tragic, but he was still trying to live, which also gave me courage." ”

"Actually, I should thank him, I have always been selfish and always put myself in the safest position. She said.

"In this world, everyone is not selfish, and those who can give selflessly are saints. Mo Wenqing raised her eyebrows disappreciatively, "Anyway, now that you are together, this is the best result, your influence on him is beyond your imagination, but..." Speaking of this, she was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked, "Are you really not afraid, don't you regret it?"

Si Qi raised his head, his eyes were quite firm: "I know what he is like, of course I won't be afraid, I know what I am like, so I won't regret it, except for him, I don't think I will ever fall in love with anyone again in my life, originally I wouldn't have fallen in love with someone else anymore, but he appeared, so it became that accident, otherwise I may continue to look for the person who can let me rest assured to cooperate." ”

Mo Wenlan really breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "Then I'll rest assured." ”

After a pause, she added, "Actually, I regretted it a little later. ”

Si Qi blinked and said with a smile, "You think you pushed me into the fire pit?"

Mo Wenqing nodded solemnly.

Si Qi finally couldn't help laughing, and said while laughing, "It's okay, I'm not afraid of even a fire pit, only a fire pit can make us nirvana reborn." ”

"By the way, I heard Shi Jing say that he used to be a therapy dog, do you know?" she asked

Mo Wenqing nodded: "I know, that dog was bought by Shi Jing's father in Bei*jing, and he accompanied him for more than ten years, and then he died of illness at an age, Mo Wenlan wanted to give him another dog, but he refused to accept it again anyway." ”

Si Qi was silent for a moment and said, "Can you help me find another therapy dog like this?"

Mo Wenqing was stunned: "Give it to him?"

Si Qi was a little embarrassed to say: "He has done a lot for me, I have always wanted to give him a gift, but I don't know what to give after thinking about it, the last time I walked in the garden of our community, I met Dr. Wang walking the dog, I saw that he seemed to like it very much, so I wanted to give him another dog, we can raise it together, I think it may help him, when I am not at home, he will not be too lonely." ”

"That's fine. Mo Wenqing immediately said: "Give me a week, I'll ask someone to pick the best one for you, do you have any requirements for the variety?"

"I want a golden retriever. Si Qi smiled slightly and said, "The dog he used to raise was a golden retriever." ”

"Okay, I'll leave this to me. Mo Wenqing first agreed, and then stared at her with a malicious smile.

Si Qi was helpless, "Say whatever you want, don't be like this." ”

"I think it's strange, you said that this kid has been isolated from the world for more than ten years, but the number of ways to chase people is still a set. Mo Wenqing touched his chin and said: "In order to make it impossible for you to move back to live, it is said that he paid and worked to send your landlord and aunt to the best hospital for a physical examination, and afterwards sent their whole family to Sanya for the winter, eating, drinking and having fun, why do you say this person is such a chicken thief?"

Si Qi: "......"

Mo Wenqing kept winking at her, "I didn't expect it, did it? This was done by himself, and it had nothing to do with Mo Wenlan, and Mo Wenlan was stunned afterwards." ”

No wonder the landlord aunt promised to return to Jincheng in a few days, but the return date was changed again and again, and finally she simply ran to Sanya, she felt strange, the landlord aunt knew her situation, and would never let her water pipe continue to be broken like this, but she didn't expect it to be Shi Jing's ghost.

Si Qi couldn't laugh or cry, but at the same time there was a subtle sense of happiness, there is someone who cherishes you so much, carefully, and does his best, just wants to be good to you, in his own way.

Probably, no one can refuse this temptation, the kind of attention that is held in the palm of her hand, she can't refuse, let alone resist.

She suddenly understood that she used to boast that she had sealed the seven emotions and six desires, but in fact, she was just afraid of the pain, and the frustration of encountering people and the pain of being deceived overwhelmed her, so that she had to suppress the seven emotions and six desires deeply in her heart under the pain, and she didn't dare to try again, afraid of repeating the mistake.

But she knew that Shi Jing wouldn't, because he needed her, and at the same time cherished her, they knew each other, they understood each other, they all stumbled forward in adversity, and they all wanted to get rid of the darkness that followed them, so she unconsciously relaxed her guard, and those seven emotions and six desires came out quietly, so her heart began to fall.

Fall, fall!

She suddenly gave birth to a kind of indifference, and those worries and worries that were looked forward and backward some time ago were instantly left behind by her.

At this moment, her mobile phone rang, Shi Jing sent a message, asking her when she would be home, his WeChat is called "think", the avatar is a lonely lamp in the dark night, the dark night, the dim lamp, there is light in the dark, but it is not obvious, so that it is enough to illuminate the road under her feet, staring at this avatar, her hand unconsciously opened his personality signature, only one sentence: "It must continue, I can't continue, I will continue." ”

This sentence can faintly see his psychological journey, he also hesitated, but finally decided to move on, just like her.

Mo Wenqing looked at her with a smile.

Si Qi coughed lightly, and after replying to the message casually, she raised her voice to call Si Xiaojun, ready to go home, but after a day's work, she had already had countless thoughts of wanting to go home, and that expectation of going home filled almost all her thoughts.

After a while, Yuan Yuan pulled Si Xiaojun out and pounced on Si Qi, writhing and saying, "Teacher Si, I want to go to the amusement park with Xiaojun on Saturday, can you let Xiaojun sleep at my house on Friday, and my uncle will come to pick us up the next morning, okay?"

Mo Wenqing also said: "Then let Xiaojun sleep at my house, anyway, Zhu Heng and I have been at home recently, and it will be lively when there are more children, so you can live a two-person world with President Shi at home." ”

Si Qi looked at Si Xiaojun's stunned gaze, then looked at Mo Wenqing, thought about it, and said with some embarrassment: "Okay, I'll send him and Yuan Yuan back on Friday." ”

"You don't need to send it. Mo Wenqing pursed his lips and said: "Mo Wenlan, that kid has been having convulsions recently, and he came to take over all the affairs of Yuan Yuan, just let him send the two little ones directly, you are in charge, give that kid a chance, let him toss, I see that he can toss a few flowers." ”

Si Qi couldn't help laughing, "It seems that he seems to be serious." ”

"It doesn't matter if he's serious or not. Mo Wenqing shrugged his shoulders and said very viciously: "I hope that Mr. Wang will best abuse him to the point that his body is incomplete, so that he can taste more sadness." ”

Si Qi couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help but silently tear a handful of sympathy to the flower peacock, his sister's elbow was always turned out, and he was living too miserably.

Mo Wenlan, who had been beaten with a poisonous tongue for no reason, suddenly sneezed, and Wang Jingzheng looked at him according to the wound that had just been pulled out of the needle.

Mo Wenlan hurriedly said: "I definitely don't have a cold, it must be someone who is saying bad things about me behind my back." ”

Wang Jing glanced at her, she didn't want to pay attention to him at all, her mind was groggy, there were still some flowers in front of her, and she really didn't have the strength to deal with the peacocks.

Mo Wenlan took a food box from the side, opened the lid, and a fragrance immediately floated over, it was the smell of rich oil, and the sweet and greasy fragrance of roses, she suddenly felt hungry, her stomach twitched like a spasm, a layer of fine sweat immediately appeared on her forehead, and her muddy brain thinking was immediately occupied by my desire to eat, so she stared at the food box with her eyes, eager to swallow the food raw with her mind in the air.

"Dr. Wang said that you have just finished the injection, so it is best not to rush to leave, eat something and rest first. Mo Wenlan took the bowl, picked up the spoon and scooped up the rose porridge and fed it to her mouth.

At the moment of the food, Wang Jing immediately put away the spikes all over her body, opened her mouth in a rare obedience, and swallowed the porridge silently, and the warm fragrant porridge reached the stomach along the esophagus, which instantly relieved the unbearable spasms.

One feeds, the other eats, and both of them are silent until the whole bowl of porridge is unconsciously at the bottom.

Mo Wenlan poured a warm cup and wanted to continue feeding her, Wang Jing glanced at him, silently took the water, hung his head, drank very slowly, the corners of his mouth curled, a few smiles flashed very quickly, and he hurriedly turned his head to put the food box back up, and then put away the bag full of snacks, and made preparations to leave.

At this time, a little nurse brought her medicine, and said with a smile: "Mr. Wang, you take these medicines once now, and then after breakfast tomorrow, three times a day, the dosage Dr. Wang has written in it, you can only eat it after meals, otherwise there will be some side effects, by the way, it is best to avoid spicy and cold and sour these days, if you still feel uncomfortable tomorrow, don't go to work for the time being, otherwise it will be troublesome if it is more serious."

Mo Wenlan got up and took the medicine, smiled at the little nurse, the dimples on his face loomed, he casually took out two lollipops from the snack bag next to him and handed them over, bent his eyes and said, "Thank you." ”