Chapter 220: No one has an easy life
The man Dong Zhilan said turned out to be Luo Ze, which surprised Xiang Yuyu, because she had the impression that the two of them had nothing to do with each other, and she had never heard Dong Zhilan talk about Luo Ze in front of her, which was really secret.
"Shh," Dong Zhilan motioned for her to be quieter, looking shy, "Please, it's not good yet, it's just a little good." ”
"Don't be funny, it's not good, you're worried so much, I can't wait to rehearse all the pain of breaking up in advance, and say that it's not good. Xiang Yuyu quipped, "But I really didn't expect that you and Luo Ze would become a couple, I knew that I should have matched you earlier." ”
Dong Zhilan asked seriously, "Why didn't you think of it? Do you think I'm not suitable for him?"
"It's not inappropriate, it's just that it feels like the two of you are not from the same channel, why did you suddenly call. Xiang Yuyu looked like she couldn't figure it out.
"Yuyu, in fact, I thought so at first, how could I like a man like him, but then ......" Dong Zhilan wanted to speak and stopped, "Alas, who knows the inexplicable ......"
"How was it impressed, tell me, I want to hear it. Xiang Yuyu smiled and gossiped about the details.
"He didn't do anything special or romantic, on the contrary, every time he called me, he was hesitant, and he didn't say anything good, and even wanted to invite me to a meal and had to find many, many reasons to show that he didn't think anything wrong, but he was stupid and cute......"
"It's not good to talk about it?" Xiang Yuyu sighed, "It turns out that liking someone can really make people woody, but he's not like this in the company." ”
"I know that when I went to Xiao to interview Mr. Xiao, it was the first time I saw Luo Ze, and at that time I thought he was very talkative, but later I found out how strange this person was, and he couldn't speak in an orderly manner. The corners of Dong Zhilan's lips curled, "If I hadn't seen it before, I might have thought that he was not good at words like this." ”
Xiang Yuyu agreed, "Maybe men are like this, I think when I was working in Xiao's, seeing Xiao Muchun was like a mouse seeing a cat, his image in front of me has always been cold, very indifferent and arrogant, who would have thought that one day, he would be so gentle in front of me, so low-voiced." ”
She looked at Dong Zhilan and said what she felt in her heart, "Therefore, love is really the thing that can change people the most, because love for you will change from being able to speak well to being wooden, and it is also because of love that you will change from indifference to care." ”
"That's right, Yuzu, you have a point. Dong Zhilan smiled slightly, her eyes clear, "Maybe it's because of this that I gradually feel that Luo is a very good man, at least he should be sincere to me." ”
"He's not the only one who is sincere to you," Xiang Yuyu smiled, "Isn't there one next door?"
Strictly asked her about Dong Zhilan from time to time, and Xiang Yuyu knew his thoughts, but others couldn't help him with such a thing.
Therefore, Xiang Yuyu usually pretends to be stupid, doesn't answer his words, or simply jokes with him to fool around, in fact, she is also strange, strictly in all aspects, it is quite good, why Dong Zhilan didn't even think about it.
In private, Xiang Yuyu once talked to Dong Zhilan about being strict, and every time Dong Zhilan showed that she didn't mean anything about this man.
And now, Dong Zhilan is still the same.
Hearing Xiang Yuyu mention the strictness next door, she immediately said decisively, "Strict has a good impression of me, I know, but I really don't mean anything like that to him." ”
"So," Xiang Yuyu pursed her lips and smiled, "You think Luo Ze is good, you have a good impression of him, not only because you think he is sincere to you, but you also have a good impression of him, otherwise, no matter how sincere you are, it is useless." ”
Dong Zhilan smiled stupidly, "Maybe, that's the case." ”
"That's it, so Zhilan, be brave, think about it, how difficult it is to meet a man who can make you like, you can't easily say defeat. Xiang Yuzu encouraged her.
"Be brave, but I found that I can't be brave," Dong Zhilan smiled, and suddenly fell into sorrow again, "I thought of the disappointed look in my eyes if I told my father about it. ”
She shook her head, "I'm really afraid to see his disappointed eyes, since I was a child, the most he said to me was, Lanlan, you can make your own decisions, Dad believes that you will make the right choice, often because of his words, the choice I make is usually the right one, but it is not what I like." ”
"Zhilan ......"
Xiang Yuyu suddenly discovered that in fact, she didn't know anything about Dong Zhilan's life, and she used to think she knew.
It turns out that behind her sensible and independent, just because she wants to satisfy her father, her assertive personality is also based on giving up a lot of things she really wants.
Dong Zhilan smiled bitterly and continued, "I went against my father's will to choose the profession of a reporter, and I didn't take over his business because I hated business, but because I was afraid that after taking over the family's business, I would have to face his earnest teaching every day, and I might become more and more selfless." ”
"It turns out that everyone's life is not easy. When she said this, Xiang Yuyu felt sad.
Such a bright and sunny woman, it turns out that there is so much fragility and helplessness, who in this world is relaxed.
"So, Yuzu, I'm actually quite envious of you. ”
"What do you envy me?"
She doesn't seem to be a little worse than Dong Zhilan.
"Yes, it's envy. Dong Zhilan said with certainty, "Although you have no money in the family, you have freedom, no one will tell you what you want, how you should be, or nothing else, just say one sentence, "I know you will make the right choice," just such a sentence can bury all your happiness and self. ”
"Zhilan, maybe you misunderstood what your dad meant, maybe he just thought you really could, or maybe he just said it casually to encourage you and motivate you, and didn't expect it to bring you so much pressure. Xiang Yuyu didn't believe it, she felt that it might be that Dong Zhilan was thinking too much.
Dong Zhilan shook her head bitterly, "I also hope that this is what you think, but no, when I wanted to choose the profession of a reporter, I communicated with him, he just talked about anger, and then said let me make my own decisions, but when I was in charge, he talked to me deeply."
He said that he was very disappointed in me, and he didn't think that I would make the wrong choice, but he didn't know that this was the most free and the most obedient of all the choices I made after I became sensible. ”
Xiang Yuyu was silent.
She has always been very envious of Dong Zhilan, but who would have thought that one day, Dong Zhilan said to her that she envied her even more, and after saying so much, she felt that she was indeed much happier than Dong Zhilan.
It turns out that happiness or not, happiness or not, really has nothing to do with money and wealth.
Today's Dong Zhilan makes her feel so strange, and it also makes her feel so distressed.
subverted all her previous perceptions of Dong Zhilan.
Perhaps Xiang Yuyu's expression was too complicated, Dong Zhilan touched her head, "Xiao Yuyu, look, I really shouldn't have come to tell you this, I brought you all sorrow." ”
"No, you should have told me that earlier. Xiang Yuyu frowned, "I always thought you were very happy, you were very comfortable, even I never comforted you, you should have had a lot of helplessness and confusion, but I didn't help you a little, even to share a little bit of your sorrow." ”
"You've already helped me!" Dong Zhilan smiled, "Being with you can make me forget about those unhappiness, and whenever I am unhappy, I will secretly say to myself:
Look at Yuyu, you have to earn your own living expenses, but she can be so happy, so strong, and have no complaints, what reason do you have to complain Dong Zhilan, you don't lack food, drink, money, it's not a big deal to lose some freedom and happiness.
What's more, filial piety takes the lead, if this can make my father proud of me, what can I not be reluctant to!"
"Well, you have been relying on my misery to motivate yourself. "Tease her to Yuzu.
"Good friend sticks a knife in both ribs, can't you motivate yourself?" Dong Zhilan asked rhetorically.
Xiang Yuyu grimaced at her indifferently, "Okay, okay, as long as you're happy, anything, I'm willing to let you build your happiness on top of my pain." ”
Dong Zhilan wanted to laugh, but couldn't, "But Yuyu, I only found out today that I'm not strong at all, I'm really too weak." ”
"Did you happen today?"
"Originally, I planned to tell my father about it, but after going around the downstairs of his company several times, I still didn't have the courage to go up, I was really useless and weak. ”
Xiang Yuyu understood, she understood the feeling of wanting to change the status quo but not being able to do anything.
Hugging Dong Zhilan, she said softly, "It's okay, you can think about me again," she said in a self-deprecating tone, "I'm a Cinderella, but I'm in love with a man like Xiao Muchun, there are miracles happening in this world, and I insisted on it under so much pressure, how can you be much easier than me, but Luo is better than me." ”
"Where is better than you?" Dong Zhilan was successfully amused by her.
"Whether it's an individual or a family, it's better than me. Although I didn't have too much in-depth communication with Luo Ze, I also knew a little about him, and most of them heard from colleagues.
Although the family is not very wealthy, but it is also worry-free, I heard that his father and Chairman Xiao have a very good relationship, although the work is just a secretary, but it also depends on where the secretary is, whose secretary.
In the Xiao Group, Luo Ze is also a figure below one person and above 10,000 people, and even those middle and high-level people usually dare not speak out when they see him.
Because the backer behind the family is Xiao Muchun.
That is, Dong Zhilan pulled Luo Ze down, if she was replaced by another ordinary girl, in terms of some conditions, she still climbed Luo Ze.
Knowing that Xiang Yuyu was comforting herself and wanting to make herself happy, Dong Zhilan smiled cooperatively, "Luo Ze is better than you, let's not care first, if he can have half of your Mr. Xiao's persistence and dedication, I will be content." ”