“…… What?" Lu Weibei asked.

"But that's not right, you said that the last time Mr. Liu had surgery, there was still more than half a year left, and it was only a month, and the people were gone. You also said that your medication advice did not change his lifespan, so what did you say, what changed?" Huo Yi asked.

Lu Wei didn't be stunned, she really hadn't thought about this before. She thought about it carefully and said dejectedly, "My superpowers are out of control." ”

"You don't want to take everything on yourself. Huo Yi shook his head, "When Liu Hao quarreled with his parents for a while, Old Man Liu was actually very worried about him. He took chemotherapy drugs irregularly, and often the nurse went to the ward to make rounds and found that the others were not there, but the medicine was still there. He was afraid that the nurse would say that he was heard by Liu Hao and found that he had forgotten to eat, so he secretly rushed to throw the medicine before the ward round, and was caught by our head nurse before. ”

Lu Weibei was taken aback, "So serious?"

"Yes, why are we in such a hurry to test him? Chemotherapy monitoring is okay once a month, and that time he was bumped into by the head nurse when he threw medicine, and he said that it was okay, and he used to do it occasionally. This scared us, and we took him for a check-up just after the chemotherapy was over. Huo Yi said, "So, you are indeed at fault, you didn't find that changing dressings can't improve the life expectancy of the old man, but fundamentally, this matter is not bad for you at all." How harmful is it to take chemotherapy drugs irregularly, don't I need to tell you? A few months ago, when Liu Hao's side began to stop stopping, the old man took the medicine irregularly, and now it is just that the risk accumulated before has exploded. ”

Lu Wei was stunned, "...... The risk that has accumulated before?"

"Yes, irregular medication can accelerate drug resistance, but it doesn't necessarily happen when. It may be during this time that mutations that can be effectively resistant and have a proliferative advantage appear, and during this time they grow rapidly until they are difficult to control. Huo Yi sighed and said, "My eldest miss, you don't know clearly, your superpowers, whether you can see those numbers, or can you decide the fate of others? No matter what I think, there is nothing special about your impact on other people's lifespan compared to others." ”

"Huh?" Lu Weibei didn't react at all.

"Don't you think that your impact on other people's lifespan is too logical?" Huo Yi said, "Look, your impact on that little boy's lifespan is because you saved him, and your impact on my lifespan is because the little boy who survived will break his leg, and then his father will come and stab me." Your influence on Zhong Fangyuan is because you desperately checked a bunch of information and gave her an alternative treatment plan. This kind of influence can be done by ordinary people like us, it's all reasonable, it's a butterfly effect if you die, what kind of superpower is it?"

Lu Weibei sighed, "There are other inexplicable ones. For example, Fu Bing's lifespan has gone up and down. ”

Huo Yi thought for a while, "Based on my understanding of how to deal with Bing, did she refuse the operation halfway?"

“…… Be. Lu Wei was stunned, "But there is also, when I went to the hospital to see He Shu for the second time, her original remaining life expectancy changed." ”

"I remember that He Shu's parents went to see her before that, right? I guess she thought about her responsibility to take care of her parents and children, and her will to survive changed. Isn't that more indicative of my theory? Someone other than you can change someone else's lifespan, but you can see it. Huo Yi said.

"Another time, when I had a fever, I said I wanted to eat ice cream, and my dad's lifespan jumped back to zero. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"It's also logical, for example, if your dad had gone out to buy ice cream for you, he might have been in a car accident or something. Huo Yi said, "But...... Even if these make sense......" Lu Wei lowered his head and spoke heavily.

"Even if all of this makes sense, you can't pretend not to see all this?" Huo Yi said.

Lu Weibei nodded slightly.

A butterfly effect, where can I comfort her?

"A butterfly in the Amazon rainforest of South America, with an occasional flap of its wings, can cause a tornado in Texas, USA, two weeks later. This is the most common version of the explanation for the butterfly effect.

The butterfly effect refers to the fact that a small event can eventually lead to a hugely impactful ending.

If that butterfly had been conscious and knew that it was the culprit of a tornado with heavy casualties, would you guess it still have the courage to continue flying?

"But we are looking forward to the arrival of a life, that is, we are looking forward to a new butterfly effect. Human beings don't live according to programmed programs, accidents are the best thing in life. Huo Yi said.

Lu Weibei smiled bitterly, "If you were dead now, would you still say such a thing?"

"That shouldn't work. Huo Yi said.

Lu Weibei had such a disgraced expression.

Huo Yi suppressed the corners of his mouth that were slightly upturned, and finished the remaining half of the sentence, "After all, dead people can't speak." ”

Lu Wei looked at Huo Yi in disbelief.

"It's not appropriate to joke at this time? I'm sorry, I haven't made a serious joke in thirteen years, and I'm holding back a bit. Huo Yi said with a smile.

Lu Weibei's eyes softened again, "It's okay...... There is no anachronism. ”

Huo Yi straightened his expression, "Seriously, if I hadn't known you, I shouldn't have felt too sorry for that death." ”

"Because the dead don't feel regrets?" Lu Wei said sullenly.

"This time it's your beginning!" Huo Yi was amused, "I mean, even if I imagine how I felt at that time now, I won't feel sorry." ”

"Why?" Lu Weibei asked.

"Let's take a look at what your presence has changed. Let's not talk about how many people we have saved, let's just talk about Mianmian and Qin Li. You helped let us know about Mianmian's condition and gave us a chance to say goodbye. Moreover, it also made Qin Li not so self-blaming. Mianmian's illness started and hidden, if she really didn't find out about her illness, how would you let Qin Li face it? Before you came, my family affairs were my scars, and no one dared to mention it. If Qin Li, the only one who knows this secret and can support me, collapses again, how good life can I live?" Huo Yi said slowly, "If you want to use the risk that I may die, to exchange our current life, to exchange for a continuous farewell, Qin Li's cheer up, to exchange He Shu and Zhong Fangyuan for so many lives, I think this deal is really worth it." ”

Lu Wei didn't look at Huo Yi and felt that he was really gentle.

On that moonlit night, when he said to her, "But do good deeds, don't ask about the future", he was also so gentle, right?

But could it be that she has only done good things with her own superpowers?

If he knew......

If he knew that it was she who sent Mianmian to a dead end, would he still be as gentle and peaceful as he is now?

Lu Weibei smiled bitterly, "I don't know, I have done so many good things." ”

Let's keep the secret in my stomach. The dark side that the sun never shines on, just leave it to herself.

Huo Yi stared at her for a few seconds, and then said leisurely, "I reminded you, if you don't tell the truth, or if you hide something, I will really die for you." ”

As he spoke, he adjusted his sitting posture a little more seriously and straightened his clothes.

It's as if something important was really made, or something was said to be done.

Lu Weibei sighed, "Sometimes, knowing too much is not necessarily a good thing. ”

"What's the matter, yours, I think the more you know, the better. Huo Yi said.

"My business is to know as little as possible. Lu Weibei said in a low voice, "Huo Yi, I'm not as good as you think." ”

Huo Yi looked at Lu Weibei and only felt that she had despair written on her face.

He sighed, "What are you saying that is not so good? Did you not save Old Man Liu, or did you send Mianmian away? If it is Old Man Liu, it is not your fault, after all, you don't know so much about your own so-called superpower, in this case, it is normal not to notice the meaning of the number not appearing, as for Mianmian......"

"How do you know about Mianmian?" Lu Weibei looked at him in surprise.

Huo Yi shrugged, "It's not hard to guess, you both are so obvious." On the day Mianmian decided to have surgery, how long did you two talk secretly? When you came back, you were awkward, looking like hospice care. I doubted you then, but I thought I was too imaginative. Now that your secret has been exposed, isn't it logical to guess this? I guess it's because Mianmian doesn't want to go through the cachexia stage of the tumor and doesn't want to offer euthanasia, so she decided to do this surgery. ”

“…… You, aren't you angry?" Lu Weibei was a little surprised.

"You just realized that I won't be angry about this?" Huo Yi was even more surprised, "I thought I was acting quite obviously." Didn't you notice that I'm no longer arguing with patients who want to give up treatment or stay conservative?"

"I do know you've calmed down your reactions to these kinds of topics, but I didn't expect you to be okay with this. Lu Weibei smiled bitterly, "After all, even I have a hard time accepting it." ”

"I can understand now that everyone has something to want in life. By the way, I have to thank you for this, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to figure it out right now. In the past, I always worked hard, and I felt that people must live, and as long as they live, everything can be solved. Thinking about it now, I felt at that time that sustaining life was like taking medicine, good medicine is bitter and good for disease, and only by persevering in the past can we win. Huo Yi said, "How naïve was I then? I now understand that everyone has their own unique interpretation and decision about life, and respecting their wishes is the most important thing." After all, life is a gift, not a punishment. ”

Lu Wei didn't smile, "It's great that you can think like this." ”

"yes, that's good. Now, I feel precious to see everything, and even the smell of smog smells better than before. Huo Yi said with a smile.

Lu Weibei also smiled, his eyes were wet, "That's really good." ”

"Farewell, that's what I said to you. Huo Yi smiled and said, "I hope you can live well." Forget about your shackles and live like an ordinary little girl. You can cry freely, laugh freely, be petty freely, and lose your temper freely. ”

Lu Weibie's smile gradually retracted, "I'm not a shackle...... What I see is life, living people. How can I pretend I can't see this?"

"Weibei, in fact, I've always wondered, you know that the meaning of life is far more than the remaining numbers above our heads, but why have you been so obsessed with this number?" Huo Yi asked, his eyes gentle.

Lu Wei was stunned, "How can anyone not be attached to life? Don't you want to live two more days?"

"If everything is constant, of course it's better to live two more days. But the problem is that if you want to live two more days, you have to pay a price. Huo Yi said, "Have you ever thought that these numbers are only meaningful if they change?"

“…… What do you mean?" Lu Wei was confused.

"If these numbers don't change, then aren't we born and have already been decided? There is no need to work hard, there is no need to struggle, as long as we live smoothly and step by step, even if we have completed the task?" Huo Yi said, "Where is this still a human, it is simply a robot." ”

"But, since I can see it, shouldn't I do something?" Lu Wei said.

"Sometimes, this ability does bring a lot of benefits, and it can make you keenly aware that the unexpected may be coming. But if you're just staring at that number every day, it's a bit of a loss. Those numbers are not living people, they are just a part of life. Huo Yi said.

"The most important part. Lu Weibei added.

"Not necessarily. Huo Yi said, "You think it's the most important thing because you can see it, but you can't control it." I find you like to blame yourself, but you're doing a great job. Very, very good, let's take this ability as a gift. ”

"I know it's a gift, I really know it......" Lu Wei said.

"But you don't know that you are the best gift compared to it. Don't be, you have saved so many people, it was not the superpower that hangs in the sky to save it. You saved it. Because you had the courage to save a little boy in the traffic, so he could survive, because you had the courage to help me block this knife, so I could survive, because you had the courage to save a person who was beaten and fainted in the night, so He Shu could survive, because you desperately went to check the latest treatment plan, so Zhong Fangyuan survived, because you honestly disclosed your incredible secret, so Mianmian could say goodbye to us properly. None of this is done by your superpowers, it is done by you. Huo Yi said, "Your superpowers can reveal heavenly secrets to you, but they can't change our lives." It's your hard work that saved us. It was you who saved us with the efforts of an ordinary person. So I hope that you can also live your life like an ordinary person. ”

"How can you be sure that it's really my ordinary efforts that affect this, not that inexplicable superpower?" Lu Weibei asked with red eyes.

Huo Yi shrugged, "Let's try it." ”

Lu Wei said in a hurry, "What to try? Is there any reason to make such a joke with your life?" I don't agree!"

"If you don't agree, it's up to you to see me kill myself. Huo Yi smiled and winked at her.

Lu Wei was so angry that he threw him with a pillow.

Huo Yi grabbed the pillow and smiled at her.

Thank you for your continued efforts. This time, I'll save you.

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